maria

she/her, bisexual, minor

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hi, i'm maria,

she/her, minor

you can call me any pet name/ nickname

fandoms: the mcu, clueless (1995), harry potter, dead poets society, pjo, hoo

i speak: english (british english but i spell color in the american way), portuguese, french

married to: @spqrkles

requests: open

ships: open

ask box: open

dm's: open

submissions: open

!!!LINKS ARE CURRENTLY BEING FIXED!!!

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[unedibledaisyduck]

Hi! Can you write a Jack Dawson x Suicidal Fem!reader. Something where Jack notices that the reader is self harming and helps her stop? Thank you!

hi anon! i haven't really been active on this account so i don't know when you sent this, but sorry for the wait :(

oh and its implied that the reader is out of school and lives w s/o! jack

RAZOR - Jack Dawson x Suicidal Fem!reader

TW: suicidal thoughts, cutting, self harm, don't read if you get triggered easily

word count: 628

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"JACK, CAN YOU PLEASE GET ME A NEW RAZOR?"

You call out to him from your place in the bedroom.

Jack Dawson has been your boyfriend for 7 months now. You two met in a cafe in Paris and hit it off, got to where you are now, living together happily.

Well, not really.

Since you were 15, you've sliced your wrists and upper thighs to relieve some of the pain from the bullying you received on the daily.

Worthless, ugly, unattractive and stupid are just a few of the slurs you were called everyday back in school.

No one knew about what you did, you were very good at hiding it as you had been doing it for years.

Okay well, back to the present now.

"What for? I got you a couple a few weeks back?" Jack asked as he walked into your shared bedroom.

The truth was that your razors were all either covered in your blood, and the ones that weren't, were too blunt to shave or to hurt.

"They're too blunt, they don't take any hair off." You answered, sitting down on the bed.

Jack nodded, he looked a bit out of it. "Huh, I use the same brand though and it works like a dream? I'll go check if i accidentally bought a different brand for you."

You were about to nod but then you remembered that your old and bloody razors were in the bathroom bin, along with the bloody tissues you used.

"Wait-" Jack turned back around. "I- uh- left some of my feminine products on the counter!"

You ran past him into the bathroom. You were thinking on what to do.

If you took the bin bag out and changed it, that would look kind of weird, since Jack changed it this morning, but you couldn't risk Jack finding out. He would think you're crazy!

Jack obviously got impatient as you had been in there for 10 minutes, so he started banging on the bathroom door. "I'm coming in in five seconds."

"5"

'Think think what do I do???' you thought.

"4"

'AHH WHAT DO I DO"

"3"

"2"

You eventually just accepted defeat and realised that Jack was going to find the razors. You could say you cut yourself shaving maybe?

"1, I'm coming in!"

Jack opened the door and saw you sitting down on the floor of the bathroom, leaning against the bathtub.

"Are you alright, angel?" He said, crouching down and pushing some hair away from your face.

'Should I just tell him. I'm going to just show him.'

You pulled up your sleeve and showed Jack your wrist. His eyes widened immensely, and you saw his face go through a series of emotions, finally ending on sadness.

Tears brimmed in his eyes as he ran his finger up and down the various scars and scabs.

Jack looked up to meet you eyes. "Was it me?"

Your eyes widened. "NO! No, it's more of a habit now."

"How long?"

"Since I was 15. I was, uh bullied, and it was kind of like a relief from, well, everything. Over the years it just became a habit, and an escape from everything." You explained, playing with Jack's fingers.

Jack sighed and stood up. He pulled you up with him, cautious of your wrists and thighs.

"We're going to fix this, okay?" He spoke, rubbing the back of your hands. "We're going to stop with the razors okay?"

You nodded tearfully.

"You're also going to come to me if you ever, EVER, feel this bad again, alright?"

You smiled at him in appreciation. "Okay" You whispered.

"You deserve the world! You're gorgeous, funny, a genius and you're better than this. We're going to fight this together, right?"

"Right."

[unedibledaisyduck]

school just ended for the year and i told my girl crush (who's straight) 's bsf that i like girl crush, and i'm waiting on her friend's text to tell me that she told her 😭😭

[unedibledaisyduck]

update: girl crush went to basketball camp w me and was being passive aggressive the whole time when talking to be but when talking to someone else being her ususal calm and kind self, and she asked one of my friends who i told my problems to, if i hated her and my friend said yeah, and when she asked why i hated her he said that it was bc "maria told you she likes you and you've been ignoring her so yah" 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[unedibledaisyduck]

school just ended for the year and i told my girl crush (who's straight) 's bsf that i like girl crush, and i'm waiting on her friend's text to tell me that she told her 😭😭

[pittsmybeloved]

in this essay I will-

[unedibledaisyduck]

hey guys, sorry i've been so inactive but here is my new wattpad story

[spqrkles]

can we just give a minute of silence for the 10 year anniversary for the people who died in the twin towers falling on 11.09.2001.

[moonymaraudering]

Charlie Dalton is just Sirius Black but in a different font

[antoniaswife]

can i just say if someone ever messages you or sends you an ask saying can you put tw tag for whatever you do that. like it isn't that hard. even if you don't quite understand it ask questions to try understand them and why that would triggering. everyone with trauma has a trigger and deserves that respect. hell not even respect just something that makes that person feel safe.

it's real shame that even nice people can't or won't do that. people do better.

[perspectiive-deactivated2022082]

What is happening in Turkey?! 🇹🇷

There are several fires happening in the south of Turkey, many people and wild animals are in danger and have been hurt!

Turkey is burning! Please spread the word and use the hastag! #TurkeyIsOnFire #PrayForTurkey

After long 4 days these are the only times firefighters can sleep

[susiephone]

dan radcliffe was really like “yeah yeah thanks for the career and the money and everything but you will respect trans people or die by my sword” and i love him for it

[gracekrizek-deactivated20250714]

Voldemort: I do NOT appreciate the chat name!

George: Hush, no-nose. Fred and I have something we want to discuss with you.

Fred: Yes! We’re sick of everything thinking we’re completely identical!

George: We like different things and we have different opinions!

Fred: And my bum is much bigger!

George: You wish!

Fred: We are our own people! For example, I like soda.

George: And I like pop.

Hermione: Those…Those are the same thing…

Fred: WHAT?!

George: OH, MY GOD!

Fred: WE’RE IDENTICAL!

George: WE’RE IDENTICAL!

Ron: I couldn’t tell you apart until I was 8. And that was only because Charlie gave Fred that small scar above his eyebrow.

Charlie: I used to stick Post-its on your back.

Arthur: When you were younger, I tried to pierce George’s ear to tell you apart, but Molly caught me.

Bill: Mum is no better. She used to always dress them in two different colors. George was pink and Fred was purple.

Fred: PINK AND PURPLE?!?!

George: Is that where mY LOVE FOR FRILLY COMES FROM?!?!?!

Percy: Yes. She thought you were going to be girls, so she had bought a ton of clothes for baby girls.

Ginny: She was actually sort of correct.

Charlie: You’re not far from chicks!

Ginny: Ayyyyy!

Fred: BITE ME, CHARLIE!

Harry: Wood can’t even tell you apart.

Oliver: I CAN TOO! Harry, you little shit, I’m never telling you anything ever again.

Lee: For 2/3 of first year, I just called you Weasley because I couldn’t tell you apart.

Voldemort: Wait, there’s two of you?! Crap, I need to change some plans.

Dumbledore: I can definitely, most certainly, without a doubt, tell you apart, but there’s a reason why we don’t call students by their first name.

Fred: Fantastic knowing none of the people we like can tell us apart.

Percy: I can tell you apart!

Fred: I refer to my previous statement.

Luna: It’s easy telling you apart!!! Fred has the uneven eyebrows and big forehead while George’s fingers are short and his knuckles are hairy!

George: Thank you SO MUCH, Luna!

[postplus-protest]

POST PLUS IS COMING, WHETHER YOU WANT IT OR NOT!

Despite the fancy survey, changes to the UI and TOS reveal we’re getting the service in the future whether we want it or not. Obviously, Post+ is a terrible idea that is trying to bank revenue on user content. Unlike patreon or onlyfans, tumblr’s primary focus is on FAN content. The legality of this is NOT in the users favor and as the new tumblr TOS states, said users will be entirely liable for whatever legal matters arise.

SO WHAT ARE WE DOING?

Besides filling out the survey, it’s time to show tumblr we mean business and show our displeasure by hitting them where it hurts.

Ad revenue.

We’re proposing a 24 hour log off as phase one of this protest.

WHEN IS THE PROTEST?

AUGUST 6th, 2021        12 am Eastern Time (US)          5 am Greenwich Mean Time          6 am Central European Time          8 am Moscow Standard Time          1 pm Australian Western Time          2 pm Japan Standard Time          3:30 pm Australian Central Time          4 pm Australian Eastern Time AUGUST 5th, 2021          11 pm Mountain Time (US)            9 pm Pacific Time (US)

THE END TIME IS 24 HOURS FROM START TIME!!!

So no posting, no queues, no likes, and no reblogs!

WHAT IF I CAN’T/WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?

Like this post and share it AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE. Use the hashtags #tumblrlogoff2021 or #postplusprotest on ANY and ALL social media.

WILL THIS WORK?

Maybe, maybe not. It’s an attempt at doing SOMETHING.

[pencilwritesshiz47]

tagging some people because honestly, fuck post+

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[evie-black]

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[thesexypanda-boo]

BESTIES LETS FKN DO IT

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[cunsha-deactivated20220302]

Yepp exactly

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[artxmisss-deactivated20211002]

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[ladyvesuvia]

thank you for the tag!!!

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[bluebandana]

actually tumblr should pay ME for sticking around this long

[fella-lovin-fella]

itll be okay *puts a little flower in your hair*

[guerrillatech]

[ransomflanagan]

I’ve lived a lot of lives before I met you, Ross. SCARLETT JOHANSSON as Natasha Romanoff / Black Widow in BLACK WIDOW (2021), dir. Cate Shortland