God Willing

Life is what you make it, but it’s difficult to master a good recipe.

[unequalsoul]

Duplicity left my heart in a near death state.

One of which it has yet to recover from , it’s still lying there…… Straining , crying, gasping for oxygen

…… hurt.

[unequalsoul]

My heart still cries , trying to move forward but my mind can’t stop scrutinizing people who’s not responsible for my sighs , my cries.

So much damage I haven’t yet overcame , so many lies that leave me blind and unable to find the genuineness in other lives.

Who knew it would last this long , changing how I see every person and I can’t make it fine. Seems like I barely can see over the pool of deceit from my cries.

And I still cry

[unequalsoul]

One feeling I never want to feel again is the burning agony of visualizing the one you love, with familiar faces.

[unequalsoul]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sometimes you just have to scream to let the frustration out 😩😮‍💨

[unequalsoul]

Everyday of my life reminds me of you

[especially]

[eliminated]

[unequalsoul]

If it all was loved that much by you and was so dear to your heart, then the catalyst wouldn’t consist and you would never cause it all to leave you, no matter what it takes.

Especially not time and time and time again

[destroymylife]

[unequalsoul]

I can’t ever go 1 single day without being reminded of you in some way form or fashion, and even the memories that should be good ones never are.

[eliminated]

[eliminated]

[unequalsoul]

I still cry.

About all it was, all it could of been, all I planned it to be, and all that it isn’t.

I still cry.

[destroymylife]

[unequalsoul]

Damn.... 😞

[unequalsoul]

Allah save me from my mistakes

[unequalsoul]

Currently struggling with the battle of acceptance that I can not be with the only person in the world I desire to be with.

[totaldisaster97]