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What good is my existence?

I don’t hate you. My love for you never depended on performance nor your presence.

If my world comes crashing tomorrow, thank you Lord for everything you've given me. You've blessed me despite my failings. You're so good to us.

The one I love doesn't see me the same way. Perhaps it's my fault.

What happened to me over the years?

You're the source and pinnacle of all that's ever been and will ever be good in this world.

I can't trust myself and that's probably the most comforting thing I've heard in a long time.

The deeper I fall into myself, the more atrocious I become.

I may have lost the race but at least I know I was given a fair chance.

It doesn't matter what happens to me.

Unwilling to cut ties, I guess I'm hanging by a thread.

God, thank you for loving me even when I couldn't.

God I don't know anything.

I don't mind being a monster. It's easier.

Why am I such a failure?

I'm tired of trying every day.

No matter what I do, it's never enough.

Sorry