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[unfiltered-s]

Finally ,

I am being honest with my pain.

I have to accept it as it is.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Greg Santora

[unfiltered-s]

You can be mad at someone and still miss them. Isn't it?

[omneco]

[oldmustang1169-deactivated20260]

Especially*

[perfectfeelings]

“One of the happiest moments ever is when you find the courage to let go of what you can’t change.”

— Unknown

[oncce-againn]

in my next life, may i never know the sound of my own voice explaining how i deserve to be loved.

[unfiltered-s]

23 february 2026,

Lately, I've been feeling a little out of place,

Not in a dramatic way, just quietly.

Like I'm trying to grow but i don't fully fit into my surrounding anymore I still enjoy normal stuff, I laugh at reels, I overthink texts, I get attached to little moments, but at the same time, i crave for something deeper.

And sometimes, that confuses me, because i don't want to be extreme, i don't want to judge anymore and i don't think i'm better than anyone for that matter. I just feel things intensely.I question myself a lot. I sit with thoughts for longer than i probably should and i care for meaning in a world that moves so fast

And sometimes, i wonder, Am I overcomplicaring life? Or am i just trying to live it with utmost self awareness? Am i just living it a lil too consciously? I'm still figuring it out, I'm still becoming and maybe that's okay..

Maybe it's okay to not fully belong to the surrounding and not fully withdrawing from it

Maybe that's okay to grow quietly. Without announcing it, without proving it anymore

Just becoming someone I can respect :)

[unfiltered-s]

Not everyone understands why it mattered,

And that's okay :)

[unfiltered-s]

19 feb 2026,

Isolation doesn't fix what hurts,

It just keeps it all undisturbed for a while.

Ps : No, I'm not scared to meet his eyes again

I hope i've outgrown the ache :)

[unfiltered-s]

I don't think i'm ever gonna understand this,

How can you be so heartless, even after taking my heart?

Or...did you make me heartless too?

Because i remember, as long as it lived with me, it knew exactly what to feel :)

[unfiltered-s]

When silence feels both peaceful and heavy at the same time :)

[disc90s]

need someone who'd go through my tumblr just to know me better.

[unfiltered-s]

But why couldn't she be as indifferent and cold as him :)

[unfiltered-s]

Results matter less when you are obsessed with the process :)

[unfiltered-s]

Just in a phase where I'm trying to show everything to be effortless by putting my all into it :)

[unfiltered-s]

One's heart doesn’t grow numb because of cruelty

It grows numb after too much of tenderness with no reciprocation at all :)

[dailyclassicart]

Bruno Liljefors - "Swans in Reeds" (1907)