DESPITE EVERYTHING, IT’S STILL YOU.

fake idgafer, i saw you yearning x2 only here to push the lograham agenda

[novelising]

welcome to my blog !

i’m Eli (she/her) older brother enjoyer and dysfunctional family enthusiast. also a fanfic writer (alleged) who loves doomed narratives, with a dose of hurt/comfort sprinkled on top! i’m here to ramble endlessly about my current hyperfixation: off campus

-> i mainly post about lograham🏒🌟 (and yes, i just made the ship name up), they’re my version of challengers, your honor

-> this is a john logan lovezone (severe case of tunnel vision when it comes to him)

-> i enjoy character analyses and finding symbolism in every little thing!

additional info;

i talk a lot. buckle up for many, many rambles about my favs

i’m only here to have fun, i don’t want to get myself in meaningless shipping wars so please don’t try to start anything, you will get ignored

do not interact: basic dni criteria, improper fandom etiquette, hateful energy, under 16

asks are always welcome! as long as it’s nothing too weird or personal

find my published works on ao3!

[novelising]

call me crazy, but garrett whispering to himself about what logan should do to win the game while logan plays as if he's following garrett’s advice without even realizing it, because they know each other so well is something I'll never get over. and isn't it symbolic that logan scoring was the most important point? saving it until the very end, with garrett getting up from his seat to celebrate while smiling proudly at his best friend. this scene not only proves that his love for hockey stems from his teammates (especially the guy on his right) because they’re the ones that make the game feel special, to the point where he’s so locked in the game that it doesn’t matter if he left the ice because his unconditional trust and support to them is always there.

but it also serves to show garrett that there's someone else who can carry the responsibility and burden of leadership as well. someone he can count on and rely on completely. and that takes weight off his shoulders, it gives him the space to rest because there’s someone that always has his back, no matter what. in conclusion; the mutual, quiet understanding between them has me in a chokehold!!!!

[911minds]

Hannah being aro but doesn't know it so she tries to like Justin 🤝 Garrett being in love with best friend but John is too busy focusing on school and hockey to notice

Bonus if john is comphet

[novelising]

garrett graham wearing the i told ya shirt from challengers, in this essay i will—

[ariesrin]

I love characters who would die for each other but will not, under any circumstances, communicate a single honest feeling.

[novelising]

how do you feel about Off Campus x Reader fanfics?

given the lack of x reader posts in my blog, i’ll let you take a guess lmao

however i dont want to discourage anyone from posting them or being into them! i just dont see the appeal…but my personal preferences shouldn’t matter nor affect you when it comes to posting what you like

[vico-pix]

R.I.P. John Logan you would’ve love the chance to be selfish for a change

[writingdose]

“I want to write a fic about this but I don’t think anybody will be interested in it” ummm hello excuse me ma’am what do you mean you don’t think anybody will be interested in it??? YOU. YOU ARE INTERESTED IN IT???? write it because YOU are interested in it and YOU want to write about it. fanfic writing should always be first and foremost about YOUR enjoyment, not other people’s.

[sawyerwebcam]

john logan x garrett graham S01E04

[novelising]

i think numbers 44 and 22 should kiss

[lover-of-mine]

#im gonna start a rumor

[novelising]

i know off campus came out just a few weeks ago and also just kinda isn’t that kind of show (i’m here to change that, trust) but if my beloved series, Never Have I Ever, can have a fandom that critically analyses the characters’ dynamics and personalities then so can we!!!

[novelising]

i love you older siblings who had to take on too much responsibility from a young age. i love you older siblings who convinced yourselves that wanting things for yourself was selfish. i love you older siblings who keep going even when you’re exhausted because someone is depending on you. i love you older siblings who had to step up and become a parent to your younger siblings. i love you older siblings who are emotionally distant from your parents because you can’t help but resent them for what they put you and your siblings through. i love you older siblings who would do anything for the people you love. i love you older siblings who are notoriously competent. i love you older siblings who go above and beyond to make your loved ones feel cared for. i love you older siblings who try to be the voice of reason for everyone around you. i love you older siblings who are so used to being needed that you don’t know what to do when someone wants to take care of you. i love you older siblings who internalise your grief just so you don’t burden others. i love you older siblings who grieve what you never got to have.

[novelising]

i think younger siblings should be allowed to be annoying that’s what i think

[novelising]

didn’t realise the first fan fiction i’d ever write would be about a ship with 0 other shippers, this is truly my most self indulgent work so far

[niraves]

Bisexual John Logan is my headcanon for the day

[asfairaseros]

"…and I'm comfortable enough with my hetero status to say that if I did play for the other team? I wouldn't just fuck Garrett Graham, I'd marry him."

a direct inner monologue quote from John Logan in his book of the off-campus series, btw