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I'm leaving

This is me deciding to go. I want to move on to another life. To leave everything behind. Hello and goodbye to those friends I met and had friendships in the bar.

Me leaving is for me to know more about something else. To move on. Life is bigger than this repetitive drunken sessions on a Friday night.

Goodbye to the best people I’ve met. I still want to hang out with them but I’d rather go out with them somewhere else.

But this post is especially about you, someone who I love wholeheartedly but turned out to be a huge disappointment, a good advertisement but a bad product. From this writing, it seems like I am trivializing all the love I gave. I was willing to give everything but you did not want that.

But even though I have decided to move on, there will always be a part of me that includes you. Your best friend is a person that I consider as a great person, even better than you are. A lot of your. friends are my friends too. Your favorite philosopher became my heart and soul. Even your favorite Starbucks drink is the thing I always order.

Your the reason for this chain smoking and everything…..

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It's been years since I've written this and we've already moved on, we'd rather stay as friends. I just came across this post and I'm already seeing another. I still follow the beliefs of your favorite philosopher and I still order your favorite drink almost everyday, Green Tea Matcha. Its taste is bitter sweet, just the way I like it.....

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“Night is purer than day; it is better for thinking and loving and dreaming. At night everything is more intense, more true. The echo of words that have been spoken during the day takes on a new and deeper meaning.”

— Elie Wiesel, Dawn (via hplyrikz)

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How do you display your crystal collection?! 😍✨

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““I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking toward me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you.””

— Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Prince (via hplyrikz)

Tips on Researching: Trust Pill use as an ECP

I made my previous blog because there is not enough post about trust pill use as an emergency contraceptive pill (ECP).

I don't know if the lack of information about it in Google has to do with the fact that it is an emergency contraceptive in the Philippines and Americans are way more efficient in putting information about anything in the internet.

There are extensive informative about American and British ECPs when using Google. There are American or British equivalents of Trust Pill ECP.

Trust Pill is also a birth control pill. Emergency contraception is not is main use. So there's another reason why researching about it is difficult.

Things to search for instead about Trust Pill ECP use

1. Plan B

It is the equivalent of Trust Pill ECP in the states. There are numerous informations about the effects of its use. It is the American counterpart of trust pill since both contain "Levonorgestrel" which contains progesterone.

2. Levonelle

Other name for Plan B. But Plan B is the more widely used name

3. Morning After Pill

Mood Swings Via Trust Pill

Im naturally an anxious person, I really hope I could change the way I am but I can't for now.

Even the minute things bother me. But when I took this pill, I was having the worst anxiety. It's so hard for me to do things and i have to force myself to move or do my responsibilities.

The worst possible scenarios kept playing. It's been over a week and the same thoughts are playing over and over in my head. I can't stop it.

The fact that my period is delayed could be the biggest factor why I'm highly anxious. If only God could forgive me and make me so what's right.

I don't want this baby, i cannot have this baby. I will never have this baby.

Emergency Contraceptive: Trust Pill Side Effects and Experiences

PS: Most important points are written in bold

Last month, I took trust pills as an emergency contraceptive. Me and my partner had sex without a condom for a short while. He didnt cum or anything.

I wasn't even in my fertile period yet. But my paranoid ass was scared. A friend recommended me to buy a trust pill as an emergency contraceptive. She hasn't tried it herself but I took it.

I took 4 pills after I had sex. It should be taken immediately. I took it before 48 hours of my last sex. The next set of 4 pills should be taken after 12 hours of your last set of pills. But I didnt take it because I was palpitating and it might worsen my situation. I took the next set probably after 18 hours.

But even though I haven't followed the 12 hour interval, it was still effective because i got my withdrawal bleeding after 10 days.

I had intercourse before I was expecting my second period after my emergency pill. We used condoms. It didn't break or anything.

My experience so far was hell. I was having these pregnancy symptoms like sore breast and cramping. I also have spotting there and there.

But so far my biggest dilemma is this, it's been a week since my second period should've started.

There was a spotting which I thought signifies that my next period was on its way but it hasn't come yet.

Even though i was using protection, im still scared.

Although I read that every fucking possible thing can happen to your body because of those pills. Especially if you've never used one before.

I guess my piece of advice is this. Don't use emergency contraceptive pill unless it's really an emergency! But it's also better to be safe than sorry.

But in my case, I was just immensely paranoid. Only take it if the possibility of pregnancy is quite high!

It isn't fatal but it can fuck your body up. And ditch those menstrual apps and calendar for now, it won't help you 'til your period goes back to normal. I heard hormonal imbalances can last up to 6 months.

I just wanna share my trust pill experience with ya'll! I, myself, have not much luck in finding trust pill experieces via internet.

SIDE EFFECTS:

* sore boobs

* hot flashes

* abdominal cramps

* intense mood swings

* period shifts

I could live with the abdominal pain and sore boobs, I don't mind. It's the delayed period and the mood swings that's unbearable.

CONSIDERATIONS

I was typically irregular even before i start taking the pill

UPDATE

I got my menstruation eventually. My second period was delayed for 3 weeks.