comical world.

“Don’t ever give up. Even if it’s painful, even if it’s agonizing, don’t try to take the easy way out.”

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♡ Until I can add them to my muse page, find my new muses in this pinned post!

MICHAEL ; writer

EUN ; courtroom assistant

YERIM ; secretary

ADELAIDE ; adopted daughter following her roots

CERES ; hellhound

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@unfinishedjulyrain remains my url, I just renamed this one into an archive.

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As it seems, my asks also didn't get through, which saddens me because a few were longish ;____; so please go go and follow @unfinishedjulyrain for uh great content.

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@unfinishedjulyrain remains my url, I just renamed this one into an archive.

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@unfinishedjulyrain remains my url, I just renamed this one into an archive.

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I honestly don't know what exactly the issue has been, I've had hiatuses, I had p*rn bots follow me, I had this blog for years and nothing like that ever happened. I put a lot of work into this blog but in the end, I've come to the conclusion thanks to some of you guys that I have to start new. Most muses will be kept ( as I said before, Yelena and Yeomna will be taken down, maybe one or two more if anything ). I will slowly follow everyone whom I've interacted with and/or will make a post since we all know I'm forgetful af. This said, I wish you all a happy, fulfilling new year. Not to society's standards, just your own. Whatever goals you have said, little or small, you can do it!

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New blog has been made, I will let you guys know when it's up and running hsdjshjdh

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Guys I'm trying to contact staff for a while now. About the java script issue, the shadow ban thing, me not being able to comment and my chat function disappearing. Not a single response. None at all. I'd hate to make another blog because I don't have a lot of time to start anew so I'm honestly a bit desperate right now. If you can somehow help me with ideas or what to do next, find me on discord (unfinishedjulyrain#4302)

[leneemusing]

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

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While I work on my muse page ( hopefully ) and all that, would anyone like ASKS from my muses to yours? Can be old and new pairs and connections ( not necessarily romantic ) or just anything that tickles your fancy. Best way to communicate would be d.iscord I guess since there is no messenger here anymore?

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I was clearly gone too long, I have no idea why I can't respond to my own posts/comments on my posts anymore ( when someone responded to them ). What has tumblr been up to?

[iamqrusdvl]

[ghyokies]

❤︎›› Momo lockscreen!

❤︎›› reblog or like if saving.

❤︎›› Hope you like it! ^_^

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Me: watches J.ujutsu Kaisen

Miran: *spots Nanami* Iwai!

Me: no that's-

Miran: Iwai.

Me: ok

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Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates and if not, I hope you have days of calm and relaxation! I was/am still gone but I've decided that once I come back, I'll start fresh. My muses will stay but I'm gonna rearrange my muse page (probably just delete Yeomna and Yelena) and get rid of all my drafts, including asks. I hate to do that, however I was gone too long and I miss writing. With work, mental health AND Christmas, my mind was just not with roleplaying. You guys made this a special experience that I really miss. Lots of love!

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graphitecrystals​:  

Yeoreum’s eyes widened. “Oh no, I cannot let you pay for something for me” She said and she half panicked as she looked at the other. She looked so sweet though that Yeoreum didn’t feel like she wanted to run away from the other. “I mean…how will i pay you back?” She asked in a mumble, walking along with Atlantia. 

    “With your company,” Atlantia chirped, clearly in a good mood. She had noticed that the other was rather timid - or so it appeared - and wanted to ease Yeoreum’s mind as much as she could. “Really. Sharing a meal with a friend is always nice. If I wanted to be alone, I’d say so. But I think your company is exactly what I need so...”

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graphitecrystals​:  

He let out another soft laugh. “No, not just a minute, I just want you close” He said and wrapped his arms around her body and pressed her against his own body. After a moment he placed kisses on her neck, soft pecks to explain his love for her. 

  The sweet kisses made her feel at ease but at the same time, they sent a shiver down her spine, too intoxicating for Karen to leave them be just that and nothing more. If it was physically even possible, she drew closer to the male, eyes fluttering open every now and then. “Like this?”