Never enough.

Hi! My name is Enn, I am a 25 years old Scorpio. Enjoy my thoughts. instagram: heav_enn

[unhappy--daisies]

I missed you quietly today. So quietly that no one noticed.

I missed you as I climbed out of bed and as I brushed my teeth; when I waited at the lights on the drive into work and as I heard the rain outside my window.

I missed you as I ordered lunch and as I kicked off my shoes when I got home; as I switched off the lights and climbed into bed for the night.

I missed you without tears or noise or fanfare.

But oh how I felt it.

I felt it in the morning, at lunchtime, in the evening and at night. I felt it as I woke, as I waited, as I worked. I felt it at home, on the road, in the light, in the dark, in the rain.

I felt it in every one of those moments, each one sitting heavier and heavier as the weight of me missing you kept growing and growing.

Yes, I missed you so quietly today.

But I felt it so loudly.

[aidashakur]

[unhappy--daisies]

still awake with you on my mind.

[dunkelrott]

[unhappy--daisies]

Eight Months

It’s been eight months since you let me go,

But some wounds heal impossibly slow.

I’ve learned to live with the quiet pain,

A shadow that falls like gentle rain.

You’ve found someone else — she’s bright, she’s new,

Maybe she even makes you smile more than I do.

She’s prettier, better — I hear them say,

But she won’t love you like I did — not in that way.

I loved you with everything, raw and real,

With every scar I tried to heal.

I gave you a heart, not just a part —

But you walked away with all of my heart.

I laugh, I move, I even breathe,

But there’s a hole I’ll never leave.

Eight months, and still I know —

You’re gone… but never let me go.

[haverst]

[aloyhh]

i have no energy to argue. i'm ok with being misunderstood.

[goodreadss]

“I hated knowing what I wanted and knowing what was right and knowing they weren’t the same thing.”

— Maggie Stiefvater, Forever

[soul-from-another-era]

[manincaffeine]

[pink-heart-writes]

[romanticism-is-life-deactivated]

"she was drowning and no one was there to help her swim to the surface."

[remanence-of-love]

[catchymemes]

[foxeia]

Alexia C

[vexheart]

[undisclosed-desire]

:)(:

[minimalistquotes]

You think attention is love and that’s why you suffer so deeply.

[emotionalwords]

i’m such a “why?” person; i want reasons, and i need to understand