Hello! My name is Tyler, but people who know me may call me different names. I use he/him and they/them pronouns. Use masculine terms ONLY for me. I am gay. Chrono-age 16.
I am a paraphile, proshipper, darkshipper, radqueer, and may talk about self mutilation on my account. If you don't like any of these topics, block. No DNI personally.
I had an account on here a bit ago, but I got termed. R.I.P. sin2myskin. Hopefully people will recognize me by how I text.
I enjoy many things, some of my main interests -> Saw, Final Destination, Scarefactory, NTBTS, Outlast Trails, 0Day (2003), mostly any horror media, and IASIP.
I enjoy talking to people, but if you become my friend please note that I am an avoidant person. Sometimes, I can be the total opposite and cling and depend very heavily. I am dyslexic, autistic, and have mental issues. Please be patient with me.
I love asks, and I'm comfortable with flirting. Please don't be afraid to DM or send me an ask. I don't bite. :–).
I am not able to tell when flirting is casual or not. Please make it clear to me, or else I will assume things and feel let on.
Am I begging for attention? I feel like I am in a way. I vent about how lonely I am and how I feel unlovable. Is that attention seeking? I love attention as much as the next guy I'm not trying to get someone to be "GOSH. I love you. I LOVE YOU!" or something. I don't want people to think I'm annoying and just not tell me.
I kind of treat this blog as my little diary, like most people, so most of it is me complaining/venting or saying stupid or horny shit.
Everyone loves possessiveness yadda yadda, I like possessiveness more than anything else in the world. I want to be shown off like I'm the best thing in the world. I know that sounds really narcissistic, but imagine someone loving you so much that they constantly remind people that they're dating you, and they're off limits.
Now that I'm thinking about it, it might be annoying to other people. It's kind of a fantasy anyways so I can do whatever I want
I think my biggest fantasy is having someone experiment sex toys on me. I have pretty good stamina, but I want to be used until I'm crying. (I'll probably cry anyways.) Maybe using the toys on me simultaneously.
No alcohol but weed? Weird as fuck party. At least you got a few hits.
I am very awkward one on one too. I still beat myself up over small things I say. I'll build up more confidence before dm'ing you. Wouldn't want it to be a dissapointment if the conversation doesn't go smooth as expected.
It's fine to talk about yourself. It's your blog. I am coming on here to forget my own problems and talk to You. It's not abnormal that you would be the topic of conversation.
What are my hobbies... I like watching movies, currently. Used to be really into horror podcasts for a while (before i ran out of good ones.) Art is a constant thing in my life. Reading is good for when I'm especially bored.
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Even if the conversation doesn't go smooth, we can always just have another conversation. I'm shy but I won't run away from anyone who messages me.
I can never get into podcasts, I feel like a little baby because I need something on my screen, I can never listen to stuff unless it's music! I used to listen to the deadmeat podcast, the guy who has the channel that does the kill counts? I like watching him from time to time. Also, maybe if we become close we could call and watch a movie together, that would be fun. :–) Are you just into horror movies or do you like a different genre? What are your favorites?
Art is fun, I usually don't draw for months then suddenly draw 50 art pieces in a week. I like reading but I usually only read physical books during school. I always get distracted at home.
I have to confess something. I have to get it out of my system. You don't know this but our struggles are very similar. Not only this one I'm about to mention, but I can relate to most of your vents.
I recently broke up with someone too. It hurts more than I'd like to admit. I know it'll be over soon and I'll start feeling better again, but every day I have to stop myself from harassing them. Seeing you with the same struggles, I felt maybe if I talk to you and try to help you, it might feel better for me too. I don't know if its working yet. I'm such a hateful person and I have to get over it. I want to curse them out, describe in detail how much I despise them, tell them how their lies and manipulations are so blatant and obvious. But I know when I come down from it, I would regret everything. It feels so so lonely, and empty like a cavity, dry rotten. I have to be better than that. Maybe the path to my salvation is you.
I hope you enjoy your party and make some new friends.
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I know how that is. In the back of my mind I'm constantly hoping for him to start a fight just so I can prove that he's worse than me, maybe I just want to feel better about myself. Sometimes I feel hopelessly lonely, even with him there as a presence.
I have to admit, you are my favorite anon. I like how you message me long things, I like how you aren't just leaving sexual asks. You ask me about my interests, it's like you want to know me. It makes me happy. Whenever I check my inbox I hope to see you there.
I feel bad that I always talk about myself. I'd like to get to know you more, know your interests and what you like to do, you seem interesting and nice to talk to. I think I'd have good conversations with you.
I hate how awkward I am, if you were to go off anon or dm me id be shy, despite how out I am on my blog. I always feel shy talking to people privately. I do want to get to know you, whether it be just in my askbox or dms. What are some of your hobbies?
Side note, the party sucked. No drinks were there, but I did hit a guy's blunt a few times. I went home after a bit.
Aww, hi. Missed you too. I'm working on multiple artfight attacks at once and its kinda stressing me out. I meant to rewatch obsession since you mentioned it, but didnt get around to it </3 If you have any other movies you like, aside from Saw, I'd love to unwind while watching those too.
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Oh, I do artfight too! I've been slacking, though. I like the long walk, too. You should watch that!
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