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you'll always be the light i'd like to wake up to

[unicornmix]

List of Watched KStuff :)

List of KDramas:

1. Descendants of the Sun 

2. Doctors 

3. Doctor Stranger 

4. The Producers 

5. Mirror of the Witch 

6. Moonlight Drawn by Clouds 

7. Goblin 

8. Legend of the Blue Sea 

9. Because Its the First Time 

10. Seven First Kisses 

11. Weightlifting Fairy-Kim Bok Joo 

12. Cinderella and the Four Knights 

13. Romantic Doctor-Kim Sabu 

14. My Love from the Star 

15. Reply 1997 

16. Reply 1988 

17. W-Two Worlds 

18. Age of Youth 

19. Remember 

20. The Alchemist 

21. Hwarang 

22. Who Are You: School 2015

23. Pinocchio

24. What’s Wrong With Secretary Kim

25. 100 Days My Prince

26. Sky Castle

27. Ms. Hammurabi

28. My Mister

29. About Time

30. The Heirs

31. Strong Woman Do Bong Soon

32. Chicago Typewriter

33. While You Were Sleeping

34. Fight For My Way

35. Hit The Top

36. Strongest Deliveryman

37. Age of Youth

38. Age of Youth 2

39. Because This Is My First Life

40. I am Not A Robot

41. Hotel del Luna

42. He is Psychometric

43. Touch Your Heart

44. Abyss

45. Romance is A Bonus Book

46. Doctor Prisoner

47. Hello, Monster

48. K2

49. Scarlet Heart Ryeo

50. Signal

51. She Was Pretty

52. It’s Okay to Not be Okay

53. The Uncanny COunter

54. Sweet Home

55. True Beauty

56. The Penthouse

57. The Penthouse 2

58. Start Up

59. Tale of the Nine Tailed

60. Itaewon Class

61. Memorist

62. The King: Eternal Monarch

63. Hospital Playlist

64. Record of Youth

65. More Than Friends

66. Vincenzo

67.  My Secret Romance

68. Memories of Alhambra

69. Hotel del Luna

70. 

Movies: 

1. Architecture 101 

2. Taehyun's Movie 

3. Something like the queen's tailor 

4. Train to Busan 

5. Canola 

6. Beauty Inside 

7. My Sassy Girl

8. Room 7

9. Money

10. Swing Kids

11. Along with the Gods

12. Along with the Gods 2

13. My Annoying Brother

14. Intruder

15. Train to Busan 2

titles that are in bold are recommended :)

[unicornmix]

Missed writing here so much kaso bakit kaya wala ako will magsulat dito aaaaaaa

[unicornmix]

NIGHTMARES AND DREAMS

all of the dreams i could remember would be in here

you can also share yours if you want :)

[unicornmix]

when nothing lives

i tried having an attachment doll to help me with my nightmares and anxiety and i think it has been helpful so far

last night, i didn’t have it with me and i had a terrible nightmare. i even had sleep paralysis on top of it. i’m thinking of writing all of my nightmares in here hoping for better dreams in the future, be with me.  

[unicornmix]

Project: On The Way Out

I decided to do my best to make this place something that’ll help me feel better. I want to be able to go back here and only feel happiness and rainbows-- of course still some occasional rain. Be my guest in this journey. 

[unicornmix]

and i’m coming back

[unicornmix]

we cute or whatevah

[unicornmix]

Currently with the person that makes me happy, every single day. I cannot ask for anything more. Just him.

[cosettee-deactivated20161219]

[unicornmix]

ha ha ha

[hypocrisssy]

I hurt in silence. And pray that someone would notice that I am not being myself.

[unicornmix]

life

isn’t so beautiful anymore. every single day, i become reminded how everything’s temporary, how everything’s bound to change and i want it all to stop. i want it all to be done. and exit. and finish everything. is it fine? will it be fine? will life be fine without me?

[stcrlghts]

latin phrases worth knowing:

(in case you wanted to know because i fucking love this language) 

ad astra per aspera - to the stars through difficulties 

alis volat propriis - he flies by his own wings 

amantium irae amoris integratio est - the quarrels of lovers are the renewal of love 

ars longa, vita brevis - art is long, life is short 

aut insanity homo, aut versus facit - the fellow is either mad or he is composing verses 

dum spiro spero - while I breathe, I hope 

ense petit placidam sub libertate quietem - with the sword, she seeks peace under liberty 

exigo a me non ut optimus par sim sed ut malis melior - I require myself not to be equal to the best, but to be better than the bad

experiential docet - experience teaches 

helluo librorum - a glutton for books (bookworm) 

in libras libertas - in books, freedom 

littera scripta manet - the written letter lasts 

mens regnum bona possidet - an honest heart is a kingdom in itself 

mirabile dictu - wonderful to say 

nullus est liber tam malus ut non aliqua parte prosit - there is no book so bad that it is not profitable in some part 

omnia iam fient quae posse negabam - everything which I used to say could not happen, will happen now 

poeta nascitur, non fit - the poet is born, not made 

qui dedit benificium taceat; narrat qui accepit - let him who has done a good deed be silent; let him who has received it tell it 

saepe ne utile quidem est scire quid futurum sit - often, it is not advantageous to know what will be 

sedit qui timuit ne non succederet - he who feared he would not succeed sat still 

si vis pacem, para bellum - if you want peace, prepare for war 

struit insidias lacrimis cum feminia plorat - when a woman weeps, she is setting traps with her tears 

sub rosa - under the rose 

trahimir omnes laudis studio - we are led on by our eagerness for praise

urbem latericium invenit, marmoream reliquit - he found the city a city of bricks; he left it a city of marble 

ut incepit fidelis sic permanet - as loyal as she began, so she remains

[marilagsince1996-deactivated202]

Reblogging for future reference

[rumoreddreamv2]

Para sa essay!

[chinitongpogi-deactivated202104]

Bakit feeling ko ano siya spells like parang sa Harry Potter ahahahahaha like kailangan ko ng wand para mas ramdam mo yung pag pronounce mo ahahahahah

[unicornmix]

intro:

I'm back, welcome me home, please.

-i.m.

[unicornmix]

im curious: what’s happening

Let me get this straight: I’m not happy nor sad, I’m empty.

I don’t know where to go, who to talk to and what to do. I feel so restless and I can feel the days pass by me. I feel l should have done thing better, I feel like my life could have been so much better if i wasn’t like this since the beginning. I don’t know what’s wrong and so I don’t know how to get through this and fight whatever this is.

Everybody’s telling me to stop calling it anxiety or depression because i was not yet diagnosed by a doctor. And it’s true but can i just seek the doctor now, if that’ll make me better. Can I just seek the doctor now?

I wish to see happiness and be able to be in it. I want happiness because who wouldn’t? But happiness can’t seem to find its way to me or i can’t find the way to it. Anyway, i’m just lost.

And i want help.

[unicornmix]

can someone send help?

i’m so sad 

i am drowning

[wnq-writers]

“ten pieces of advice to give yourself”

1. If you know someone is wrong don’t raise your voice, help them understand you, improve your argument.

2. Do something you love for a living. If you don’t love it, I hope you have the courage to change it. It’s never too late to be who you want to be.

3. Hold on to what you believe and your values, don’t let things get to your head.

4. Let yourself fall in love with people. With their honest moments, the breakdowns and the daydreams.

5. But also don’t let other people force you into a relationship. Relationships won’t always make you happy, they are magical and wonderful, but it’s also amazing to spend time with your friends or just reading a book by yourself.

6. It’s okay to feel lost. Living it’s hard, but we all feel it. Let yourself get lost, in books, music, art, in the small things in life

7. Make sure you have a safe place to go when you need to be alone and don’t feel bad for rejecting someone help, sometimes we just need some time alone.

8. Don’t feel anxious about small things, at the end of the day, they are just that, small and insignificant.

9. Don’t search for the perfect body, learn to love yourself. Each body distributes in its own way, you are special because you are unique.

10. Find someone you can share your dreams and hopes with, not someone you have to give up your dreams for them to accomplish theirs.

by fck-that-get-money-xx, writing prompt #62: list 10 pieces of advice you’d give yourself

(via wnq-writers)

[unicornmix]

okay...

In the past, I resented people who let go of the person that loved them so much. I resented people for letting go when they know they’ll be hurting. I resented people for not fighting for what they feel. I resented people for just letting fate take control when they can manipulate things. I resented people for not showing their love in an obvious manner. And in the past, I never knew, that I would resent myself, for not doing the things I should do and for doing the things I did. I resent myself for letting go of that person that loved me so much. I resent myself for not fighting for what I feel. I resent myself for not showing my love in an obvious manner. I resent myself, so much. But still, I am proud of me. I am proud that I have this courage to just let go. I am glad that I just didn’t let fate take control but let God be in control of all. I am hurting. But I know, this won’t be forever. Sooner or maybe later, I’ll be better. I am hurting. But that’s okay. I’ll be okay.