I'm scared that my dsmp hyperfixation might be fading I literally have nothing else
#like there is nothing else about me other than this hyperfixation#it's the only think I think about or engage in at all#like I actually can't lose this#idek if I am I'm just worrying for no reason#I can't even read fanfiction#or watch edits#or watch the dsmp itself#because I get too overstimulated by even looking at it or even thinking about it#but I can't stop thinking about ti#like I'm genuinely tweaking#I feel like I'm being perpetually tortured
