Uninterested Omnivore

CW : 132lbs / 60 kg | GW1 : 120lb / 55kg | GW2 : 110lbs / 50kg | UGW : 100lb / 45kg Alter-ego raise for anorexic purpose

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Don't be like a prey

i have the urge to binge to bad, i might chew and spit some bread when i get home, sigh

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Don't be like a prey

there's free food at my school and I am so tempted ugh, it's muffins and croissants, kill me now

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Jimin 10 Days Challenge : Day 1

🎭 Mood : Love  💖

🚩 Location : Library 

📕  Hangul of the Day :  영원히 forever 

📗 Kanji of the Day :  安 ( やす.い, やす.まる, やす, やす.らか )  relax

🎧 Song of the Day :  AIRPLANE AGUST D JOKE ( RYUSERALOVER) 

❓   What was your first impression of Jiminie ?

💬 Jiminie was one of the last people I memorized the name of. I have a problem with assigning names to face so I know his face but I don’t know his name and often confused his name with Jin. As in I know who Jin and Jimin is but I mixed up their name. The first impression of Jimin would be, the boy is hella gay and hella hot. I will forever call Jimin a man whore ( in the most positive way possible), Chimmin is a man magnet and I honestly believe that he make all the guy go gay for him. 

💭 Thoughts : As all diet, the first day will always be the easiest. I spend today quite productively and manage to finish a lot of school work. I notice that my thoughts recently have been disruptive and all over the place. I am having a hard time describing my thought, my vocabulary has also diminished greatly. I think I should take up more writing and reading. I feel like words are jumbled up inside my head and I always forgot what to say. Different thought flashing by and fighting for dominance is causing me a lot of confusion. I find myself moving constantly from topic to topic without a lot of coherencies. 

As for the diet, I had a Sugar-free Jello shot for breakfast ( 5cal ), Instant Miso soup ( 35 cal ) and Peach Yogurt ( 35 cal  ) , then I got a big cup of coffee for school. I might eat some broth and Shirataki Noodles when I get home yum !  😝

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Jimin 10 Days Challenge

I'm starting the Jimin 10 Days Challenge starting tomorrow 11/20 till 11/30 🔥🔥🔥

🔥No "proper meal " for 10 days , so I'm doing for 100 calories per day

🔥 I'll post one Jimin related post everyday to keep myself motivated

🔥 I'll logging my progress everyday or ever other day

🔥 Dm me if you want to join in, we can make a group chat !

[skinnyjjk]

Reblog to be ed kpop friends or in a gc

I really need more ed friends who like kpop on here:)

Reblog if

You have an ED/ thinspo account

You like memes

You like kpop( boy or girl groups idc)

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Update on THE FAST !!

I HAVE COMPLETED IT !!! I AM SO SO PROUD OF MYSELF WISH ME THE BEST OF LUCK ON MY NEXT FAST !!!

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Update on Nov.16

The first day of any diet or fast is always the easiest and it's true ! I feel like I ace yesterday ! I didn't eat anything nor do I want to

Two more days to go ! Let's get it 🔥🔥

[jmndu]

watching this part on repeat is my new hobby now

[uninterestedomnivore]

they are the nation baby boi

[j-hope]

he……………..💓😖💓

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i go straight for hoseok

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Back on this boat

To whom it may concern,

The reason for my previous disappearance was my pathetic attempt in recovering from my ED. Which did not turn out well and end up putting 5kg more on my weight, I honestly feel like a pig and would rather die than to be like this,

So I'm back on the Ana train, going till I reach my first goal which is 55 kg

I'll be updating my eating plan and my fasting log

For tomorrow I'll be doing a fast for 3 days till Tuesday.

I will succeed on this fast and hopefully lose and goes back to 57kg. If it does, I will go on alternative fasting for one months, If it doesn't, I will do a half week fast, fasting on Thurs, Fri, Sat and eat a maximum of 500 calories on the remaining day

Pinky promise to do what I wrote here 💗

[taevistic]

Taehyung and Jin out there being the greatest Rappers

[ciutae]

the way he says “ow” in the end ;-;

[soseokjin]

yoongi being a savage on vlive (1, 2)

[ciutae]

Rip mochi stans

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Failure

To whom it may concern,

I failed today diet. I was extremely stressed out many unfortunate events today and end up over-eating by 200 calories 

I had an unproductive free day where I didn’t wake up till 10 and couldn’t get anything done by 7pm. I tried to film my makeup video today but the studio ends up being booked must of the day. So I ended up wasting almost 2 hours at school hoping I could use it while dragging a lighting kit and a tripod that must have weighed tons. Frustrated and feeling hopeless, I decided to head home and planning to go back to school after midnight and film to morning. The bus home was torture, I struggle to bring all the equipment on and off the bus, it also took me nearly 30 minutes to drag them from the bus stop to my house. Then I decided that I would film in the basement, only to realize, after I’ve set up for an hour that the battery on all the LED lighting kits and my camera are dead. So now I have to wait an hour or two for it to charge. All of this stress keep triggering my binge and I am disappointed at myself and my failure

My biggest wish right now is to be able to film this video and make this unpleasant experience worthwhile at least. I have not given up on making this video. I will be the most stubborn bitch in the world. I will do this. My diet might be fuck up but maybe it will be an honorable sacrifice. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and the day after that, I will be on diet again. I have not given up yet. Not today ,

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face reveal !

[2cals]

weight loss spell !!

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