Q: If you could go back in time, how far would you go? A: I would probably go back to before I ever did drugs and before I ever dated anyone. I would still dabble in some drugs, but I would stay away from opiates so I wouldn’t be where I am now struggling with a heroin addiction. I also wouldn’t have dated anyone. Every person I dated years ago left me with some serious damage in some way or another, by going back in time I would do myself a favor and just not date anyone at all. Instead I would have just done my own thing, started helping animals and other people sooner, and eventually find a girl worth building a life with. Not wasting time on manipulative and abusive people who didn’t give a fuck about me. Even though I wish I could change a lot of things I in some ways I know that everything played out how it did for a reason. It’s definitely made me a strong and selfless person, and maybe that’s what I needed after all despite my pain and trauma.