Ashe; They/Them

20 <3 He/They Scene Queen, Horror Freak, Veteran Muse Fanatic and Femboy <3 (header: Silverstein)

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

Hey guys!! I changed my user from BellamyBeyondBelief <3

I’ll still be using my personal tag ashebeyondbelief rants

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

sometimes when i catch a glimpse of you

i imagine screaming in your mothers face

that her perfect son

that was then her perfect daughter

always had a way

of getting me out of my clothes no matter how much i cried or protested

of taking every penny i worked for and leaving me with nothing

of pouring out every inch of what she would call love to keep me there

and i could scream it for hours

but nobody would ever think anything more

than how she seemed to love me so much

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

and i swallow it all for the ones i love, every thorn that bites when i get close, i bleed through, i ignore the burning, i would shrink myself to nothing, for the ones i love

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

you ever think abt that one mutual you were inseparable with who just vanished one day

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

some nights i can’t rest,

can’t sleep,

because i see the night through the gaps in the curtains,

hastily fastened together to obscure the outside,

and when i see that glow of the stars and moon,

i’m not filled with the awe i once was,

i can’t pinpoint stars and constellations,

i just see your eyes,

your blade,

your ill intent,

and suddenly i’m back in that moment,

feeling my heart pound against my lungs,

breathless and petrified.

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

i finally got a tattoo and when the artist asked me what i wanted i panicked and picked a random idea from my ideas folder so now i have this, and it fucks.

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

Shrooms? Shrooms.

Definitely what was going on in their heads when plug in baby was written.

Photo originally from @bw-muse ❤️

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

THIS HAS BEEN MY WHATSAPP BACKGROUND FOR 6 YEARS AND THEN IT GOT RESET WHEN I UPGRADED PHONES AND I’VE FINALLY DUG IT UP

[would-you-punt-them]

americans: pssshh you think 80°F is hot???? i'm from big texas this is nothing kid, i might put a coat on actually

europeans: wdym 10°C is cold???? this is shorts weather bro, when you start pissing crystals then we'll talk

unattended raspberries: i went moldy while you were reading this

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

oh my love,

my darling, dearest, beloved.

they cast their hate upon us now,

for the clothes we choose, the love we share,

for daring to join our hands together,

under the scrutiny of their eyes,

maybe one day we’ll be remembered,

or maybe we won’t,

maybe our bones will be cross examined,

perhaps the context of our connection,

what remains of us,

will be misaligned with our true expression,

but i know one thing,

the cracks in our bones,

will grow flowers,

birth new life,

and where we go,

the thoughts of men,

will hold no bearing over us.

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

bawling my eyes out outside my uni and i don’t have a soul to talk to (my partner is part of the problem) is this adulthood?

[kosmogrl]

[segamascott]

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

theme was drag btw... I hate this game

[thegoodgowest]

[avocadoraisin]

Saw 11 is gonna be the beach episode

[vashti-refused]

[unitedstatesofeurasia]

i know on a level why men watch game of thrones (not bc they love fantasy or anything of the sort) but how do you continue that lack of empathy after hearing Daenerys say “is ‘no’ the only word you know” literally in the first episode…