I'm Trying Okay?

----------slight trigger warning---------- Please be careful with what I say I will be here for you, always and forever...H

[unpleasant-ideas]

I’m not really that entertaining and it hurts when my friends find out about it

[unpleasant-ideas]

I’m tired of being “wrong” haha… it feels like when I open my mouth, someone has to correct me on something

[wxrthlxssbxtch]

[unpleasant-ideas]

Random post but… I’m pretty sure I’m losing everyone again and it’s terrifying. I’m trying to be more open and talk more and be myself but it’s not enough and I don’t know anymore.

I can’t find it in myself to keep being the first person to reach out or force myself into situations where I can be with people. It’s starting to feel like it doesn’t matter what I do, I’ll be back to square one.

[eliminated]

[eliminated]

[queenjsxo]

[understands]

[unabashedlywingedtraveler]

When will the pain end?

[ketamie]

wtf is going on <3

[skyofauroras]

I think one if the saddest things is when you don’t want anything anymore. You’re not in despair, you know you’re not alone, you know it can get better, but you dont want any of it. You’re just tired of living. I’m not sure if anyone can really help at that point.

[obscene-visage]

I just want to sleep. To forget for a few hours about how much of a worthless piece of shit I actually am.

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[just-shower-thoughts]

Being able to kill someone just by thinking about it would make most of us kill ourselves accidentally.

[badlydrawneverything]

i don’t want to feel like this

[iamktb13-deactivated20210915]

[queerlysad]