Unsp0k3nw0rd5

[zw0mbigutzz]

Me at any minor inconvenience

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

Damn im like

Never talking again

I feel so guilty i feel physically sick

[n0tpochi]

When someone says "im always there for you",

💔💔💔

[worthless-misery]

I'm tired of everything. It all feels so pointless...

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

How to i make myself throw up if i dont have a gag reflex

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

Why am i overthinking rn

It aint that deep

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

Me too me too

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

What if i call you one day while im out?

All happy and talkative just walking to where im gonna jump from

Because i want your last memories of me to be happy and full of love and happiness and laughs not tears or shouting

“I love you baby i gtg now okay?” But then im gone forever not just for a few minutes

But i feel so guilty my baby wouldnt know a thing because i always call when im out so he wouldnt think anything is off especially without my location live

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

I don’t know why I keep replaying that in my head, i dont know why it randomly hits me but sometimes i just break down crying until i cant breathe

Ik its been 3 years but its so hard living without you every time im at nannys it feels empty without you too, its feels weird not going up to check on the birds and feed them with you

It still feels like my fault i wish i had tried harder i wish i could have helped i wish i had have hugged you one last time

Having your 81st birthday in the hospital must have been so hard i wish i could have made it happier instead of just crying

Every Christmas, fathers day, i cant cope with it my mum pretends to be okay but ik its not as much as i hate her i know she just wants her dad. And i want my grandad back

I wish i could go see you but i cant even get myself near the place without crying but i promise i will one day

Every time i think i cant do something i think what would you say youd be so disappointed if i give up i try my best for you

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

Woah

My ex has the same name as my raper

Yk that should have been a warning

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

No i dont not wanna know the story of kevin.

[unsp0k3nw0rd5]

*rants*