Forrest

My penname is Forrest, you can call me that. it/its and he/him plz Genshin and bsd hyperfixation 24/7 SOAD ♥️ I draw occasionally I write Poems I write songs I write books I sing I play piano I also write fanfics (no smut tho) ☀️Child of Apollo☀️ (Credits to @godly-paternity-testing-dot-com for helping me figure out my godly parentage) Dms are open, but if you're creepy, I will block ur sorry ass without hesitation

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Intro Post (revamped)

(Tw for flashing dividers and blinkies/stamps)

Welcome!

Idk how you found my blog, but I’m glad you’re here <3

The (pen)name is Forrest, and I use fucking pronouns (if you get the reference, marry me/j/silly)

I’m 17, so don’t be weird w me

I’m agender, and like being seen/referred to as a neutral and masculine entity 

🧡💛🤍🩵💙

“I never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person.”

-Franz Kafka, diary entry (3/23/1914)

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I write poems and songs.

You can find that here

I also make mediocre art.

If you wanna see that, it’s here

I spam bigot tags here

I have a Tomioka Giyuu rp blog (pls interact /np/nf)

I have a Pinterest which is just my brain unraveled simply.

have a YouTube account, where I post edits and random silly videos (it’s a work in progress)

im literally Fluttershy btw

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Things I like:

Music:

Slipknot, System Of A Down, PINKSHIFT, Clark Rainbow, Dazey and the Scouts, Suicidal Tendencies, STOMACH BOOK, Deftones, Sweet Pill, Evanescence, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, Queen, The Oozes, Nirvana, Glass Animals, Madeline The Person, Doll Skin, Cheap Perfume, Beach Bunny, Destroy Boys, Em Beihold, We Are Not Friends & Nextime, Radiohead, Mannequin Pussy, Oscar the Wild, Frédérick Chopin, Pollyanna, The Dresden Dolls, Amélie Farren, Sushi Soucy, femtanyl, Twin Tribes, Mitski, Bo Burnham

Games:

Genshin Impact, Tsuki’s Odyssey, Cookie Run Kingdom, Bloons TDS6, Good Coffee Great Coffee, Good Pizza Great Pizza

Shows/Movies:

BUNGOU STRAY DOGS, I Am Not Okay With This, Bones, Abbot Elementary, The Dragon Prince, Alice In Wonderland (2010 live action remake), Stranger Things, Fanfik, A Man Called Otto, One Day At A Time, Pitch Perfect (1&2), The Disastrous Life Of Saiki. K, Wednesday (2023), DEATH NOTE, Long Story Short, BoJack Horseman, LEGO Ninjago, The LEGO Movie (1+2), The LEGO Ninjago movie, LEGO Batman, My Little Pony, Care Bears

Books:

I Was Born For This, Alice In Wonderland

Webcomics:

Soft Love, Starcatcher, Crystal City Killers, What-Sexual?

Podcasts:

Smosh Reads Reddit Stories, Smosh Mouth, Monsters Inside Me

Other:

Art, Dr Pepper (blackberry flavor), singing, napping, psychology, behavioral neuroscience, infectious pathology, Squirt (soda), philosophy, reading, writing, cuddling with cats, ragbros, Earl Grey, Sprite (cherry-lime flavor), snow leopards, raccoons, foxes, wolves, moths, crows, vultures, mushrooms, playing the piano, plushies, my moots <3

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DNI:

Kaelucs/Luckaes, Illegal Ships (incest, minor/adult, etc.), Racists, Homophobes, Xenophobes, Transphobes, Aphobes, TERFS, anyone who discriminates against religion (anti-semites, anti-islamics, anti-pagan, etc.), zoophiles, pedos/MAPS…….

…..just don’t be a creepo or an asshole :)

I do not tolerate any discrimination or hate on this blog.

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. . Trigger warnings for this blog:

Mental illness

Talk of mental illness

Self harm

Suicidal ideation

Suicidal thoughts

Disordered eating 

Dark(?) humor (related to the above)

Maybe flashing lights for some posts (if they have blinkies or decorations)

Self cannibalism? (via eating scabs. It’s possible I may mention it at some point)

Hallucinations

I forget stuff a LOT, but know that I love and appreciate every one of you, even if I don’t really express it often💛

Please do not send me donation asks, as I do not have the funds required, and am quite uncomfortable receiving them.

If you are over 18, you can follow me, but I likely won’t interact much. 

You can joke around or flirt with me, but only in a truly joking manner, and try to keep it at least TV-14.

If you want to vent, infodump, ramble abt a hyper fixation, or just send me memes and whatnot, my dms and asks are always open.

If I mess up pronouns or overstep boundaries, please let me know.

If you need me to tag anything or add trigger/content warnings, don’t hesitate to inform me.

I won’t be upset, and want to make sure anyone who views this blog feels safe.

This is your reminder drink some water, or something that is factually hydrating‼️‼️‼️

Thank you so much for being here!!

I’m eternally grateful for each and every one of you morbid creatures <3

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Photography: #forrestphotography

Selfies and fits: #forrestfits

Singing: #forrestsings

Infodumps: #forrestinfodumps

Crash outs: #forrestcrashesout

Credits for the ‘get fucked’ banners @inhumanliquid )

I can’t remember the rest of the banners credits, but if you do, then lmk, and I’ll credit them

Also, GO FOLLOW MY MOOTS!!!! (Working on a post w all of their users)

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how and why does one snort oreos??

Crumbs. Up nose. Yummerz 😋😋😋

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Straight up snorting it.

And by it, I mean….

Oreos

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Chat is the heart thing working 😭

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Intersex

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Queer

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Bisexual

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Non binary

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Lesbian

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Pansexual

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Transgender

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Aromantic

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Gay

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Asexual

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People don’t really talk about the delusions that come with trauma.

Most of my childhood has been suffering, over and over and over and over again.

It was worse in my younger years.

It was like a never ending nightmare that just kept going and going, like the kind of nightmare where you dream that you wake up, but in reality you are still asleep, and you keep waking over and over until eventually your living form does too.

I remember hoping someone would save me, that they’d see the pain and take me away from it all.

It was my comfort, my guiding beacon through the torture.

I took every pinch, every pull of my hair, every hit, every scream, every touch intended to hurt.

But it was okay, because I knew someday, Supergirl would save me.

It would be okay because IT the clown would rip me apart in my sleep someday and I would never have to wake up again.

It would be okay because I told the teachers what happened and they’d fix everything.

It would be okay because I clicked a pen 500 times and it clicked off on “I die tonight”

It would be okay because the cops showed up at our house one night and they’d know what to do.

But it was never ok.

It was never, ever okay

And I had to keep waking up every day and suffer again.

And every day I felt further and further away from reality.

And now I can’t remember much of anything, anymore.

But I still hope, distantly, that one day, someone will see, and they will understand, and they will hold me safe inside their arms, far away from it all, as the friends and foes in my head once did.

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Sometimes I love my brain bc I can just think a strange, morbidly depressing thought, and be like “yeah tumblr would go crazy for this shit”