Even lights can fade away

Airi or Lini, 24yr old girl, PAN/ACE. Multi- Fandom Blog from Germany. This started out as a TWD- Blog, especially about my dear girl Beth Greene. And Team Delusional. ♥ Tho, it happened to be more of an Destiel blog. Since that's my.. Yeah. Let's say, biggest passion in life. XD SPN Fangirl since ´06, when it started airing in Germany. Very big Cas girl. Totally crushed on Misha Collins (even if i'm mostly into girls xd) Destiel is the air that I breathe. ♥♥♥ Hate is so not welcome here, so if that's what you're here for, no thanks, stuff it back up your ass pls! <3 Just like my favorite band My Chemical Romance said: "Stay beautiful. Keep it ugly!" :)

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Rob 😂👍

He got it.

(In the middle while i was posting this, Sound of Metal won again. So some time delay as you may see) xd

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me just trying to watch the 93rd annual academy awards and not think ab that cw show

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So I stopped reading the Destiel ff i'm currently reading to watch the Oscars. Just like every year. And of course I knew Darius would be there... buT I didNT exPecT tHe OveRloRD to Be theRe as WeLl o.O

He is, indeed, everywhere. 😌

HHH#

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The coloured version of ‘You are my sunshine’ ☀️ (my Supernatural family + Destiel art video)

I hope you like it! I poured all my feelings into this…sending hugs to everyone who is still coping with SPN ending 💕

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This is so beautiful, omj ♥

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These pictures - they’re from my Destiel “You Are My Sunshine” fanvideo. The recent SPN script leak had me looking back at them.

When making these pictures there was this certain energy driving me to draw them, a particular emotion, especially when drawing Cas’ face as he looks at Dean. But I couldn’t figure out what exactly it was. Just this fondness that belonged on his face, looking at Dean. I couldn’t quite put into words what it was meant to say though.

Now I can.

“And we see Cas’ POV of Dean again– his face drawn, drained of hope. But still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester.” 😢

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Aw shit, here we go again

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wow, I love Supernatural REAL ending

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Who would have thought that I’d be drawing SPN art today? 2020 really has been a…year. That’s for sure. Lots of words about this show under the cut:

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Stunning! X3

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I CAME UP WITH AN IDEA!!!

LETS SEND OUR BELOVED MISHA SOME NICE WORDS OR LOVE ON TWITTER WITH THE HASHTAG: #LetMishaSleep

Lets give him some love and say that we are thankful for him!!

Please retweet so we can reach more people!

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Dean's dream 🌸

15x13 incorrectq here we go again~

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True Romance, Chosen Family: The Case for a Happy Dean/Cas Ending (Part 1)

If you’re following me, you might know that I’ve been writing codas for all the recent episodes. I will not be writing one for 15x18 because, for once, I don’t feel like I need to create my own fix. Instead, I’m incredibly excited to just wait and see what the writers’ fix is going to look like.

Yes, Cas was taken by the Empty, and yes, Dean didn’t get to respond to Cas’ confession, but I have hope and faith that the writers are not going to let us down. 

Here’s why. (For now, this only goes up to 15x08 because, clearly, I have a LOT of thoughts and need to split them up into two separate posts.)

Season 14 and 15x01-15x03

As Season 15 begins, Cas is at an absolute low point. He’d finally been gaining confidence that he’d found his place, his family, and then tragedy strikes in the form of Mary’s death. Cas states explicitly in 14x18 that he didn’t speak up regarding his concerns about Jack because “we were a family, and I didn’t want to lose that.” He tells Dean “I failed you.”

We know now that Cas has been in love with Dean this whole time, but believed that Dean would never return his feelings. So he wasn’t happy, but he was content and wanted desperately to hang on to any version of a family life Dean would let him have.

Let’s look at Dean’s perspective. In 14x13, Dabb deliberately juxtaposes Dean’s two families: On the one hand, the traditional family that includes Sam, John and Mary. The one that Dean has put on an unrealistic pedestal and felt cheated out of all his life. On the other hand, Dean’s found family with Cas, Jack and Sam. 14x13 tells us that Dean cannot have it both ways, because as soon as John appears, Cas disappears from his life.

Now let’s think back to Dean’s conversation with John.

John: I guess that I had hoped eventually you’d get yourself a normal life, a peaceful life. A family.

Dean (smiles softly): I have a family.

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Whoever thinks Cas speech was meant platonically, listen:

Cas said that one thing that he can‘t have makes him happy.

He definitely didn’t mean the friendship with Dean, because he HAS Dean as his best friend.

Cas gives him a lot of non-platonic compliments.

Cas said Dean changed him since they met. Look at his face, look how emotional Cas said this.

This is also a stereotypical quote couples like to use. I can tell you at least 100 of movies and series where they used this kind of way to let characters express they love to each other.

And this.

How he said this.

Cas is so happy that he can finally say this.

And YOU tell me the thing that Cas makes him so happy is telling his bro-buddy-pal that he loves him?

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This I love you is nothing like the one in season 12. That one looked platonic, this one looks romantically.

Who still thinks Cas loves Dean just as a friend/brother, leave.

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"Happiness isn't in the having. It's in just being. It's in just saying it" -- me, convincing myself I'm okay with just thinking about the food in my fridge and not eating it

so, everybody can stop trying with the jokes and the memes. this one wins.

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Going to shut all my social media activities down for the next 22 hours. When the episode gets released in my country.  Dammit, my heart is beating like it’s a techno beat XO Good luck fellow stans. Hope we get what we deserve. Hope they don’t do our angel dirty. :( </3

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So well,

jI just have some kind of a rough time. Since about yesterday I’m kinda sick. And in these times when you could probably be very infectious, you just try to lay it off. Stay in your room, in your bed. All by yourself. At this wonderful time my mom just thought she should pick up a fight with me. And is totally ignoring me since yesterday. My dad checks in sometimes, but hey, he got other stuff on his plate as well. Just in these kind of times, my friends, which usually check in on me quite often picked this time as well to leave me all alone. Well, they’ve got better, more important stuff to do. More important people. So I’m pretty much alone. Sick. My anxiety and depression kicks in at those times and tells me there’s nothing left for me. And you know, what’s bothering me the most with the stuff going on in my head? The major point, the pretty much only thing that keeps me kinda positive and going is ´As long as you don’t know how spn ends, if they’re going to be fine and if they make your fckn OTP canon for fucks sake, you’re not giving up to these thoughts of uselessness.” But what when it’s done. When the show ended. What will keep me up, when everyone else lets me down once again? I’m so afraid.  This show means the world to me. And the closer it gets to ending, the more it hurts.  So just some rambling.. Sorry for wasting your time. Have a good day everyone xo