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I’m so unbelievably horny and I can’t text a single person about it

[kulturegroupie]

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Hey Siri slit my wrists

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On the inside I’m throwing up

[gutterbaby]

I’m sorry but... I love SEX, DEBAUCHERY, DRUGS, MUSIC, WIGS, SEXUAL AMBIGUITY, PEACE AND LOVE, LOVE AND JOY, FASHION AND FUCKING!

[happyheidi]

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Some pictures of me and Francis and a cool picture of the sky as a storm rolled in! Body is sore after working 2 markets this weekend and emotions are big thanks to the Pisces full moon.

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Pool girl summer cool girl summer 😋💗

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Girl: *unzips my pants*

Me: *bees fly out*

Girl: what the fuck

[lionfloss]

via

[uroko]

ukyomi

[balletange]

Maybe if you go watch Barbie as the Princess and the Pauper you'll calm down.

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Tired

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I feel like I’m doing really bad. I have no motivation to do any work, I just listened to someone talk about how excited they are for their internship and it made me feel so entirely discouraged. I have no goals, no aspirations. I just feel like a failure. I can’t get anything done, I feel like there's nothing to look forward to ever. Every day I wake up and do my silly little tasks, then I go to sleep and repeat the process. Why am I even going to school? Whats the point? I’ve become so noncommittal I can't even pick an emotion to feel besides dread. I don't want to hangout with anyone or be around anyone, I just want to lay down, that feels like the only things I CAN do. My future feels hopeless I put no effort into my future so I don’t have any options open, I’ve never looked for an internship, I don't make connections, I don’t contact people. In all honesty I don’t want a jobber I don't really want a life either. Everything is so draining and I just don't want to do it anymore. I usually tell myself any reason to stay alive is a good one but its really not true. If I can't function I’ll just become exactly what I think I already am, a loser, nonstarter, piece of shit. I don't even want to keep writing the post I just want a break.

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Going to get back into EDs after looking at my ig explore page for too long. Going to be skinny!

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I have victim complex today and I will be whining about it

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“We can cuddle if you want” well when you phrase it like that I don’t want to anymore.