very nice of @myevcrything to completely plagiarize anatomy, pretend she deleted by accident and couldn’t reupload it to get rid of the evidence, and then block me on everything so i couldn’t privately reach out about the situation. so fucking nice !
so here’s what i would have said, in much less nicer words, since you want to make this public: i know you know that this is absolutely disgusting behavior or you wouldn’t be trying with all your might to cover your ass and the fact that you’re not even attempting to have shame or guilt about it is morally bankrupt. pls get some fucking decency and stop stealing people’s hard work. ‘if i don’t get writers block’ oh sure, it must be so hard for you to scour the internet looking for the next gem to steal!! honestly, if you can’t write for shit, retire the tumblr career and fuck all the way off
Hey guys, it’s literally been a year since I updated Mutual Attraction cause tbh I don’t love it 😭 is there anyone who actually wants me to continue it??
Matty and I got back home and spent a few days apart. It was probably needed, any more time spent together and we would’ve looked like an actual couple, which I knew he didn’t want. And I was content with how things were going; no strings, no commitments. Just good company (and good sex). I didn’t remember about our promised night out with George and the rest of the group until the very last minute, and I practically leapt out of bed to get ready. All I wanted was an early night, but here I was getting back out of bed at 9.30 to go out with my not-boyfriend and his friends.
I groaned to myself multiple times as I was getting ready; when I fucked up my mascara, when my dress didn’t look right, when the prettiest heels in my wardrobe were also the most uncomfortable. Matty was coming to pick me up any minute and I was sat there teasing my hair into any style I could get it into, dabbing makeup into my skin in a desperate attempt to look as naturally pretty as possible. By the time I was done, I could’ve cried at the sight of myself. Nothing was right in my eyes. The dress, the hair, the makeup, it was all wrong. I heard a car pull up and the doorbell going and blinked back tears, grabbing my handbag and getting to the door as quickly as possible.
Matty’s POV
I could’ve cried when I saw her. She looked like a fucking angel. Skin glowing, lips shining, eyes gleaming. I wanted to drop to my knees and worship her, say the name Penny over and over again like she was a god I could pray to for forgiveness.
“Fuck darling, you look just perfect.”
“Are you sure?” she said timidly, running her hands over her dress. I replaced them with my own, resting my hands on her hips and kissing her on the forehead.
“I’m sure, gorgeous. Now let’s get going, Uber’s waiting.” I took her hand and led her to the stairs, making sure she didn’t trip in her high heels. We made it out of the block of flats and into the back of the uber. I couldn’t help but kiss her a few times on the way to the club.
When we got there the music was blaring, making my head pound almost immediately. Penny hugged the girls and laughed with the boys, but I could tell she wasn’t having much fun herself. I knew she preferred the quiet nights, a bottle of wine and a joint on a balcony under the stars, just like the first night I kissed her. But she played along anyway, dancing with Carly and Charli, letting Ross spin her around and drinking whatever Adam recommended.
I got tired of watching Penny pretend to be having fun. I got tired of the loud music and rowdy crowds of people and shit alcohol. So I grabbed her hand and pulled her into the bathroom with me, locking the door and wrapping my arms around her, burying my face in her neck to ground myself.
“Matty? What’s going on?”
“It’s too loud out there,” I grumbled. “And neither of us are having a good time.”
“Oh. You noticed,” Penny giggled. “I thought I was doing a good job of hiding it!”
“You were, darling. To most people. But I like to think I know you better than that.”
“We can’t go home,” Penny sighed. “We’ve barely been here an hour.”
“Yes, but you’re feeling very sick,” I grinned.
“Ohhh, of course! Yep, I’m not well at all,” Penny agreed with a wicked smile. “I feel bad though! They’re all being so kind.”
“They’ll get over it,” I shrugged.
“Where are we gonna go?”
“Back to mine? Or just for a walk?” I suggested, resting my hands on her hips.
“Yeah, okay. I mean, we don’t have to go right now.”
I grinned, turning her around and trapping her against the bathroom counter. “And what would we do instead?”
Penny rolled her hips forward, grinding against me so perfectly that my mouth fell wide open. “Fuck.”
She let her arms hang around my neck as he continued her movements, in time with the music pounding outside the bathroom door. It didn’t take me long to be rock hard, and definitely leaking a little into my boxers. Penny could tell, and she unbuttoned my trousers quickly, pulling them and my underwear down. She smiled up at me innocently as she wrapped her pretty little hand around my cock, making me groan again.
“Shhh,” Penny giggled. “Don’t want anyone to hear, right?” She wasted no time in turning around and bending over the sink.
“Jesus, angel, I need to fuck you.” I yanked her dress up around her hips and slid her panties down, burying my cock deep inside her as quickly as I could. “Fuck, you feel so good.”
Penny whined, digging her fingertips into the countertop until they turned white. I placed my hands on her hips for a bit of leverage and started thrusting harder and faster into her than I ever had before, desperate for her.
“Put your hands behind your back,” I groaned, and she complied. With one of my hands I held onto her smaller ones. My other arm snaked around her waist to protect her skin from the sharp edge of the countertop.
“Baby, harder, please,” Penny moaned. I did what she asked, fucking into her like a wild animal. When I could no longer bear fucking her without being able to see her, I pulled out, spun her around and picked her up, and set her on the counter. With no hesitation she opened her legs for me and I was able to plunge back deep inside her. She tugged the top of her dress down so I could look at her perfect breasts. I moaned and took one of her nipples into my mouth, sucking gently whilst looking up at her, my hips still moving fast. I flicked my tongue over the silver bar in her nipple, leaving her a moaning mess atop the counter.
“Matty, I’m gonna cum,” she squealed when I hit a particularly deep spot inside of her.
“Me too, darling. Come on, we’ll do it together.” Within another minute she was cumming, clenching around me perfectly while I released inside her.
“Jesus Christ,” I laughed after a minute or two of us catching our breath in silence. I helped Penny to stand and get her underwear back on, before pulling her dress back down to where it should’ve been. I pulled the top up too top to cover her tits back up. She still looked like sex personified, her pink lipstick smudged and her blonde hair tousled, her chest rising and falling as she tried to catch her breath. I got myself sorted out too and wrapped her in a hug, placing my chin on top of her head.
“That was nice,” she sighed, relaxing into my chest. “We should go, though. Everyone’s gonna wonder where we are.”
“C’mon then,” I laughed, taking her hand and leading her back through the busy club to our table.
“Where the fuck have you two been?” George shouted over the thumping music. Penny and I exchanged a look, before I spoke up. “Pen’s not feeling well at all. I’m gonna take her home.” Everyone at the table looked around at each other, clearly picking up on the tension, but decided not to say anything.
“Aw, sorry to hear that, lovely,” Carly broke the silence with a sympathetic smile. Ross let out a snigger, and she clearly kicked him under the table.
“Definitely going for another shag,” Ross announced to the table when he thought we were out of earshot.
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Penny’s POV
We ended up on a park bench, Matty’s jacket draped over my shoulders and his arm around my waist. He lit up a cigarette and handed it to me, watching my lips carefully as I inhaled it and blew it back out into the dark.
“Can I tell you something?” Matty spoke suddenly.
“Yeah, of course you can.”
“It’s sort of…why I didn’t want to let things get too serious with you. My parents are divorced. It was hard, for both of them, and for me and my little brother.”
“I’m sorry, Matty.”
He gave me a sad smile before continuing.
“They used to seem like the perfect couple. But at the end of the day, they just got married and had kids and broke up. I’m scared that if I get too attached to someone, it’ll happen to me too.”
I took a minute to think before responding, taking his hand into mine.
“If it helps, I’m not thinking about marriage any time soon,” I whisper. Matty laughs, properly, for the first time that night. “But I get where you’re coming from. I guess the reason I wanted things to get serious so quickly is because of all the past shitty relationships I’ve been in. My mum always told me if you find someone good, hang onto them. You’re my someone good, I think.”
Matty’s eyes crinkled as he smiled widely. “Oh, darling. You don’t know what that means to me.”
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Two weeks later
Matty’s POV
I stood at Penny’s door with shaky hands. I was taking her on a date to her favourite restaurant, and I was finally gonna tell her. I was gonna tell her I wanted to be with her, and ask her to be mine. I finally found the courage to knock, only to burst out laughing when Penny opened the door in her sweatpants and bra, hair half straight and half curled, one eye with perfect winged eyeliner, the other a little wonky. Her lipstick was smudged already and clothes were strewn across the living room.
“Um…our reservation is in 20 minutes,” I said between fits of laughter.
“Shut up, Matty! I can’t get my makeup right and my curling iron just stopped working and I don’t have anything to fucking wear!”
“Calm down, angel, let me in.” I moved her gently out of the way and let myself into her flat. “Right, let’s take one problem at a time.” I picked up what I knew was her favourite dress from the floor. “What’s wrong with this one?”
“I’ve worn it too many times! You’re gonna get sick of looking at it.”
I laughed out loud and tossed her the dress. “Yeah right, darling. I couldn’t get sick of it if I tried. Go put it on, I know you love it.”
Once she had the dress on, I wiped the makeup from her eyes gently and watched as she did something much more simple. “Beautiful, darling.”
She smiled in return, but it soon turned to panic. “What about my hair? The curling iron isn’t turning on! I can’t leave it half curled!”
“Then we’ll straighten the curly side,” I offer, and she breathes out slowly.
“Thank you.”
I kiss her gently and switch on her straighteners. “I’ll wait in the living room for you.”
Ten minutes later she emerged looking absolutely radiant, no sign of the stress and panic I saw when I arrived.
“You ready, angel?” I asked, standing up from my position on the sofa. Penny nodded and grabbed her handbag.
“Thanks for waiting on me, I’m really sorry it took me so long.”
“You don’t have to apologise for anything, darling. It was worth the wait, you look so fucking gorgeous.”
Penny grinned and gave me a little spin. “You look good too,” she said, kissing me on the cheek. “C’mon, we’re gonna be late.”
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Penny’s POV
Dinner was lovely. We ordered the same meal; Matty recommended the perfect wine to go alongside it. But there was a sense of tension throughout, as if he was building up to something. He was a little awkward, stumbling over simple sentences, his hand cold and sweaty when I held it across the table.
“Are you gonna tell me you don’t wanna see me anymore?” I blurted out while we were waiting for our desserts.
“What?” Matty’s head shot up. He shook his head frantically. “No. No, absolutely not.”
“What is it then? You’re acting weird.”
“I was just gonna ask you…” matty murmured something under his breath.
“What is it, babe?” I said worriedly.
“I was gonna ask you to be my girlfriend,” he repeated, looking up with the cutest, most nervous little smile.
“Thank god,” I burst out laughing, finally feeling a sense of relief for the first time since we sat down at the table. “Yes, fuck yes! Of course I’ll be your girlfriend.” I smiled widely at him, his eyes filling with adoration. He squeezes my hand and laughs nervously.
“Thank god. I didn’t know what I was gonna do if you said no.”
“As if you thought I’d say no,” I scoffed before laughing. “I’ve already told you like six times I wanted you to ask me out.”
“Fair enough,” he laughed.
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We ended up walking back to my flat hand in hand and curling up together in my bed for the first time as a real couple. I couldn’t seem to slow my heartbeat, in fact every time he touched me it got faster. But when I layed my head on his chest I realised that his was beating just as hard, and it filled me with a feeling I hadn’t felt before with a guy. The feeling that someone wanted me as much as I wanted them.
The next morning was a blur of giggly sex and naked bodies pressed against each other. It went far too fast, of course, and we both had to get up for work and kiss each other goodbye. Right as we were about to separate outside of the record shop, Matty turned to me with a nervous look.
“So…I know we kinda got over the big question last night, but I have another one for you.”
“I thought we said no marriage,” I laughed, trying to settle the knot in my stomach. He just rolled his eyes and grinned.
“Actually, I was gonna ask you to come meet my parents. It’s my mum’s birthday soon and she wants me to bring you to the party.”
“You’ve already told her we’re together?”
“I might’ve texted her when you fell asleep last night,” he said shyly. “I was so excited, I wanted her to know.”
“You’re so fucking cute,” I laughed. “Yes, of course I’ll come meet her.”
“Really? Fuck, she’ll love that. Just be warned, she’s already obsessing over the fact that I have a girlfriend. Once you get in the house, she may never let you leave.”
“Well, if she’s as amazing as she sounds I won’t have an issue with that,” I grinned, reaching up to kiss him. “Right, go to work. I’m gonna make you late.”
“Bye, love.” He kissed the top of my head and let go, both of us heading to our respective workplaces.
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A week later, Matty and I walked down the street with our hands intertwined towards his mother’s house. The nerves were building up inside me, threatening to spill out in either the form of vomit or awkward uncontrollable laughter. Thankfully it was the latter. Matty shook his head and smiled at my anxious giggles as he slid a key into the front door.
“Just relax, baby. There is literally zero reason to be stressed.”
“Alex’s mum hated me,” I laughed. “She was a real nobody’s-good-enough-for-my-baby-boy type though. Fuck, I don’t know why I’m laughing!”
“I can assure you my mum will love you. She won’t give me a second glance once she sees you.” He turned the key and ushered me inside. Sure enough, his mum came practically running into the hall, bright pink lips stretching into a smile.
“Hello, my darling! God, you’re even more beautiful than Matty said on the phone!” She pulled me into a hug before I could even get words out, bringing back my giggles.
“I’m here too, Mum,” Matty grinned. “Yknow, your actual child?”
“Oh, calm down Matthew, I’ll get to you in a minute.”
Denise brought me by the hand into the kitchen, introducing me to Matty’s dad and little brother, as well as aunts, uncles, and family friends. Every one of them had a warm smile on their face, and I suddenly didn’t feel out of place at all.
Hours passed feeling like minutes, and the conversation flowed steadily the whole time. Matty’s twelve year old brother Louis was a gem, asking me shyly if I’d like to play Mario Kart with him. Matty shot me a look as if to say ‘you can say no’, but nothing could’ve made me turn down his adorable smiling face. After a few rounds of me trying my hardest to lose so Louis would stay the reigning champion, Matty dragged me upstairs to a spare bedroom.
“This is where I sleep when I stay here. There’s tons of room for your clothes and stuff.”
I kissed his cheek and dug through my bag for a pair of sleep shorts and a baggy t-shirt, before sliding my feet into my fluffy slippers.
“Shall we head back downstairs? I think mum’s putting a movie on or something.”
I nodded and followed Matty back to the living room. Denise asked him for some help with snacks and drinks in the kitchen, and he kissed my head, mouthing ‘one minute!’ I didn’t mind being left with the rest of his family, since they were all so lovely. Louis followed his mother and older brother to the kitchen, so I made conversation with Tim while he tried to work out how the DVD player in Denise’s house worked compared to his at home.
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Matty’s POV
“I really do think I love her, mum. I can’t say, though, I’m scared it would ruin things.”
“Oh, don’t be silly, darling. I’m sure she feels the same way, you said she was interested in a relationship from the start.”
“But I’ve only just asked her out! No, I need to wait a while. It’s just so hard not to let it slip out sometimes.”
“I know, love.” Mum patted my shoulder with a sympathetic smile. “Maybe you’re right, don’t rush into things. I don’t want you scaring that lovely girl off!”
Louis walked into the kitchen for a glass of water with a smug look on his face.
“You little prick, you were listening outside the door!” I exclaimed, grabbing him and ruffling his hair, making Mum lecture me on being kind to my little brother.
Having Penny settled on my lap throughout the movie, my arms tight around her and my chin resting on the top of her head was the happiest I had felt in my life. When my eyelids started drooping I was almost disappointed that I couldn’t stay awake all night and look at her. She climbed out of my lap and pulled me up by the hands, telling me to go up to bed while she got washed. I did as I was told, sliding under the cold sheets and shivering as I waited for her to come wrap me in her warmth again.
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Penny’s POV
I jumped on coming out of the bathroom as Louis was standing basically right outside the door.
“What are you doing?” I laughed.
“Waiting for you to come out so I can tell you a secret.”
“Christ, you’re not a family of murderers or something, are you?” I grinned and followed him into the kitchen, joining him at the table. He looked at me with a dead expression, saying “Yes, I’m only telling you so you can save yourself while you can.”
“You’re so like Matty, has anyone ever told you that?” I snorted with laughter. The younger boy just rolled his eyes.
“Too many times.”
“What’s this big secret then?”
Louis fidgeted under the table with an embarrassed look. “I was just gonna say that Matty really likes you. I heard him saying to Mum. You make him really happy and all.” He murmured the last part, obviously not a fan of soppy relationship talk. I couldn’t hide my smile.
“But…will you promise me you’ll be nice to him? Cause he’s always nice to me, and his girlfriends are sometimes a bit…”
“Bitchy?” I giggle. “I get it. And I think it’s lovely you want to look out for your big brother. When you start getting older you realise everything your family does for you, and you wanna start paying it back. Right?”
Louis nodded. “You get it.”
“Of course I do. And of course I’ll be nice to Matty, I promise you.”
On going back to the spare bedroom and getting into bed beside my boyfriend, he rolled over to face me with the cutest smile, his nose scrunching up when I kissed it lightly.
“Have you had a good day?” he murmured sleepily.
“The best,” I smiled back, kissing his cheek and starting to scratch his scalp gently with my nails until he was fast asleep.
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Ross pushes you down onto the bed with a shit-eating grin on his face. You laugh out loud, your engagement ring glinting in the light. He takes his shirt off and kneels on the bed to slide your panties down your legs and push your skirt up your hips. His beard tickles the soft skin of your thighs as he presses soft kisses to them, making you squirm underneath him. But he doesn’t care, he holds your hips to the bed and works his way up to your dripping pussy. A soft moan leaves your mouth when he flicks his tongue over your clit, before he starts to suck on it. Your moans turn to screams of his name, your hands grasping at his long hair as he continues to pleasure you. He can feel you dripping onto his beard and it makes him grin against your cunt. Deciding to take you further to the edge, he slides two fingers inside you effortlessly.
“Feel good?” He lifts his head to watch your mouth fall open and your chest rise and fall with heavy breaths.
“Don’t fucking stop,” you moan, pushing him down by his shoulders to get him back between your legs.
His fingers start to work faster, his tongue never faltering as he makes the knot in your stomach grow tighter and tighter. A few more thrusts of his hand and you’re gone, cumming with a yell of his name and a stream of profanities. He gets you both cleaned up quickly before collapsing into bed next to you, a grin on his face.
“Fuck, I can’t believe you’re gonna marry me.”
“I wouldn’t turn down a guy who can do that,” you reply with a smile that matches his.
“Are you gonna take my name?” Ross asks, pulling you close to him.
“Sure, why not?”
“Really?”
You laugh, pulling his arms tighter around you. “Yes, Ross. Of course I wanna take your name.”
“Good, that means we can be Mr and Mrs Macdonald on our wedding night.”
“Are we thinking big or small wedding?” you question, rolling over to face your new fiance.
“Honestly, I don’t care,” Ross replies. “As long as it’s everything you’ve ever wanted it to be.” He smiles softly, looking down at you before pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“I love you,” you grin. “I’m tired, should we get some sleep?”
“Yeah, love.”
Ross gets ready for bed and crawls in beside you, pulling you tight to his chest with a kiss on your nose.
“Goodnight, my future wife. I love you,” he murmurs as you fall asleep in his arms.
Hey guys, I’ve been staying quiet about Matty and gabbriette (I’m SO happy for them btw) but people need to stop speculating about wether their engagement is fake, how long they’ll stay married, etc. just like any couple, they might stay together or they might break up. We don’t know because we don’t know them. It is NOT up to people on the internet how long two people will stay together. Leave them be!
Last night I got asked about my creative influences in a very important interview and talked about George Daniel for 10 straight minutes. Once again I have brought up the 1975 in a professional setting.
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Please tell me why Spotify has just offered me an official brat merch water bottle complete with the lyrics of club classics for 36 quid and I said “yep I need that”
Currently recording a track and the producer is extremely extremely hot and I’m trying my best to be professional but I want to cry at how cute and sweet he is. He’s also skinny and blonde and looks a bit like he’s dying and he plays bass
