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22, (Dead dove), "We are all fairies living underneath a leaf of a lily pad."-Tori Amos

[urauntiefaye]

𝒪𝒽 𝑀𝓎! ⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘ 𝐻𝑜𝓌 𝒮𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉

” 𝓘𝔫 𝔰𝔩𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔢, 𝔦𝔫 𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪𝔰 𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔞𝔪𝔢 ”

𝙵𝚊𝚢𝚎

18+

𝟸𝟸

𝙴𝙽𝙵𝙿

𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙻𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗?

[yeokii]

WHAT CAN WE DO TO HELP HEESEUNG AND ENHYPEN? please read below.

hi guys, i redownloaded tumblr again just to make this statement but heeseung leaving enhypen has caught many of us off gaurd. i think everyone is devasted by this and yes i know everyone is thinking about a future with enhypen as six and honestly I don’t want that either.

i came here to spread awareness about what we could do as a fandom. please refer to this thread first of all.

link one — HEESEUNG did not make the decision to leave—he was kicked out of ENHYPEN.

this shows everything that adds up to heeseungs departure if anyone was also fishy about his sudden announcement like me. honestly, it makes sense.

but now that we are aware, what can we as engenes do? thankfully, twitter engenes made a thread of everything we could do from our side to fully support heeseung and bring him back.

link two — things you can do to help enhypen ( updated version )

sign the petition. ( update )

link three — template to email journalists about the situation.

link four — guidance on calling / faxing hybes investment companies !

link five — i found this account very helpful with keeping up with updates and finding out ways to help enhypen.

live update accounts from hybe protests one two ( huge thank you to them ! )

please sign the petitions ( as to my knowledge, we already have just over 500k ), rich engenes donate if you can. and most of all, do not stop talking about it.

this is genuinely the least we can do and it’s heartbreaking to me that we have to take action when their shitty company can’t do jack.

reblog this post, share it, do anything you can to raise awareness because this isn’t a simple decision you make, this is injustice.

tags : @mirukiu @isoobie @manariee @chrrific @perlleta @yeuvio @callikari @j4eyxn @jjwoned @murastqr @amatariki @coqhee @flwrstqr @bywons

please tag more people! reblog the post! let me know in the comments if I should be adding anything important that i missed !

updates — news update , people are also now boycotting enhypen as a last result ( and i urge everyone to do so so belift finally takes action ), we absolutely have a chance.

important thing is, we are seeing significant progress. i know everyone right now wants to hear some reassurance and i can’t exactly give you that, but i genuinely feel there is hope right now in getting heeseung back.

all you have to do now is play your part — remember to boycott enhypen and hybe ( trust me, it’ll be hurting belift more than it hurts enha; ill provide an explanation for this later )

sign the petions as it is now finally under review and do not stop talking about it. belift wins when we stop and we cannot back down when we are so close. keep fighting! please boycott.

[urauntiefaye]

Guys if you don’t have your age or are one of those blank blogs I’m sorry but I will end up blocking you. The age not being in your bio thing is because I don’t feel comfortable if you’re a minor on my account, I have way too much content that are not sfw. And completely blank blogs because bro what if you’re a robot 🫩

[urauntiefaye]

ཐི⋆ ℜ𝔲𝔩𝔢𝔰 ⋆ཋྀ

𝟷𝟾+

ɴᴏ ᴍɪɴᴏʀ x ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛ

ɴᴏ ᴘɪꜱꜱ/ꜰᴇᴄᴇꜱ ᴋɪɴᴋ

ཐི⋆ 𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔱𝔰 ⋆ཋྀ

~ @comictheclown

ཐི⋆ 𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫𝔰 ⋆ཋྀ

~🍧

~🌪️

~☁️

~🐯

~🐼

~🛸

~🐶

[urauntiefaye]

Koga Yudai is so fucking hot, handsome, gorgeous, beautiful, sexy, cute, ethereal, radiant, and stunning all at the same time and I would do anything for him. Like he could slap me and push me down the stairs while calling me ugly and a peasant and I wouldn’t even be mad 🫠

[urauntiefaye]

You Have a Crush on Someone Else But They Like You (AndTeam)🌸

WC: 1272 

TW: Nothing really minus me cussing, also Haikyuu references in Taki’s, gender neutral reader, along with no description of readers' crush's gender tried to keep it more exclusive. A/N: I hope you enjoy it! Not really my usual smut or dark romance. These by no means are actual representations of the real members guys, these are just my thoughts and obviously I don’t actually know the members personally so please don’t take this seriously. Also if you disagree with how a member would react that’s fine just don’t send hate. But I’d be down to discuss it!

Kei- Would scoff and say some shit like “pfft, they’re not even that attractive, you should go for someone more your speed”. 100% tries to tell you what kind of person you should go for, but in the same breath he’s describing himself. He gets really cocky and tries to show off to you, he just can’t really comprehend why on earth you would like someone else other than him. He considers himself to be the best match for you. When your crush is around be prepared to have to explain to said crush that you and Koga are NOT dating. Why? Well because he gets extra touchy with you, and constantly gives your crush a smug look while he has his arm wrapped around you. Will call you little pet names when your crush is around. 

Fuma- I feel like Fuma would try to be respectful?, like he would really want to go about it in a mature way and wants to support you on whoever you choose to be with. I feel like he would be decent at hiding it, always faking a smile but sometimes you will find him slipping. He probably wouldn’t say anything to you. If you go to him crying because your crush rejected you or you found out they had s/o he would comfort you, but on the inside this man is jumping in glee. But he probably does feel guilty for feeling happy especially since you’re ugly crying all over his shirt. I also feel like he would go quiet when your crush is around, buuuut he’d definitely give them one of those “if you hurt her I’d kill you” type of glares. 

Euijoo- Laying in his bed, lights off, with breakup songs blasting through his earbuds. He’d act like he just got dumped even though you two never dated. Euijoo is absolutely DEVASTATED when he hears you have a crush and it’s not him. I mean in a way it is his fault for never confessing but he is pulling the dramatics. He won’t be vocal about it, and he refuses to show anyone how it’s actually affecting him. When he’s with you and your group of friends he tries to act supportive, similar to Fuma, but his smile never really meets his eyes. He’s a master of quiet yearning by the way. When your crush is around or when you talk about them he’ll try to listen but his mind is in a different place. 

Nicholas- Okay so I actually think that this is how Nicholas ends up confessing to you. When he finds out you have a crush on someone he actually gets so jealous but doesn’t waste a second, deadass he’s saying some shit like “why go out with them when you can have me?”. He’s also one who gets kind of cocky, but also not?, he would make it known that he doesn’t like the person you have feelings with, he’s glaring at them 24/7 and constantly changes the subject whenever they’re mentioned. Also the type to be like “didn’t they do ‘this’ like x months or years ago” just to give you the ick on them. And he also won’t hold back on making passive aggressive comments to them. But mostly like I said already, when he finds out you like someone else it would trigger his courage to confess to you. It would be out of impulse too, like he’s not even really thinking before he speaks. 

Yuma- He gets really jealous and honestly kind of rude to you and your crush. You wouldn’t know why he suddenly started acting this way especially since he is one of your closest friends if not your best friend. So the sudden change in attitude would actually end up making you really pissed off. He wouldn’t confess his feelings to you at first, but it’s mostly because he himself doesn’t really know why he feels the way he does. Not until one day when y’all get into an argument and he accidentally confesses. But it’s not like an outright ‘I like you’, but he goes on a whole rant where it ends up clicking to the both of you like “oh shit…” kind of moment. 

Jo- Okay so, normally I would say “you would never know” but honestly I think in this type of scenario you would pick up some kind of vibe from him. He probably won’t be as vocal about his feelings, but I do think he would start to become more clingy. Like he’s wanting to hangout with you more frequently so you don’t see your crush, he’s initiating physical touch way more than normal. And he also ends up having this sad puppy dog look at him whenever you talk or are near your crush. You would probably end up coming to the realization on your own about his feelings. And either you mention it to him, or you stop talking to your crush and slowly end up in a relationship with Jo without anyone actually asking the other one out. 

Harua- Soooo dramatic and petty. He makes it KNOWN he does not fuck with your crush, he’s almost as bad as Yuma. When your crush is nearby he’s draping his body over you like a cat who wants attention. He’s glaring and not even being passively aggressive with them, he’s a full on bitch to them. He gets really jealous and protective over his friends naturally, so when it comes to you it’s even worse. He does not share at all, he won’t even confess to you but that’s because in his mind y’all are already in a relationship. Which is a surprise to you because when the fuck did that happen. He’s like a cat who hisses at anyone who tries to go near his owner if that makes any sense. 

Taki- Cries. I’m sorry but this boy is crying in his room watching sad romance movies and listening to breakup songs like Euijoo. He also tries to hide it when he’s out in public or around you, but come on guys. This dude is going to be another one who’s super obvious. He already struggled to hide his feelings from the beginning, like everyone knows he has a crush on you. And if you didn’t know then you’re one oblivious person because how the fuck do you not notice when he’s literally like Noya and Tanaka when it comes to Kiyoko. Another one who looks like a puppy who was just abandoned or told no. I also feel like he would start to compare himself to your crush. His mind will go like “oh, they’re better looking than me, and more talented no wonder they like them over me”. 

Maki- Maki would be the one to be affected but you would never know. Maki has one of those natural flirty personalities, to where everyone thinks he’s flirting with them. So you wouldn’t really know if he actually likes you or not because you’d think that was just who he was; which is true to an extent. So when you mention you have a crush on someone else you wouldn’t know that it struck a nerve in him. One reason why it bothers him is because he thought he was being painfully obvious that he has feelings for you. It would get to the point he would actually end up frustrated with YOU. He will end up confessing to you eventually but it would be funny because he would get so annoyed that he had to basically spell it out for you. 

[urauntiefaye]

Also, so not kpop related at all. But I do just want to say that to my fellow Americans, especially those of you who are POC I hope and pray you guys are safe.

I am absolutely fucking disgusted with what’s happening in this country. We are all human, we should all be treated with care and kindness. We shouldn’t be hating anyone and causing literal physical harm to others. I don’t understand why we hate others simply because of their race, religion, sexuality, and gender identity. At the end of the day we are all still human. We all breathe and pump blood through our veins.

I am ashamed and pissed off with what our government is doing especially with ICE. ITS FUCKING INSANE.

So if any of you guys support Trump, support ICE, or support literally anything our government is fucking doing block me and don’t interact with my content. I don’t fuck with this shit and my page has and always will be a safe space and if you bring hateful discriminatory bullshit to my page I will block and report without hesitation. I don’t play with that kind of negativity and people.

ICE and Trump and MAGA can go fuck off and burn in hell.

[urauntiefaye]

Guys Jungwons been corrupting my mind send help :/

Liiiike he’s just so FINE 😮‍💨

[urauntiefaye]

Your andteam gang au is so good omg i hope itll get more likes

Awwwwe that’s so sweet, I’m really glad you enjoyed it!!! I have a few more ideas on this topic so I’ll be posting a few more (along with other stuff🙌🏻) and here’s to hoping! (If it doesn’t that’s also okay I don’t really mind if it doesn’t I just like to write so 🤷🏻‍♀️)

(Also I’ve been trying to reply to this but for some reason it wasn’t letting me till now idk what’s going on with tumblr rn)

[urauntiefaye]

&Team Gang AU♣️

WC: 3,005

TW: Gang related stuff, mentions of drugs, bullying in Jos (Jo gets bullied), abusive parents in Nicholas, parent issues in a majority of theirs tbh, that’s pretty much it though, also not really proof proof read, let me know if I forget anything!

A/N: So I was originally going to make this &Team as bad boys but the more I started thinking about it I ended up on &Team in a gang and stuff. Hopefully you guys enjoy, let me know how you guys like it!, also for the person who sent me about Jo in regards to this topic…I’m sorry ;-; also some are going to be a bit longer...I do apologize

Kei- Kei would have grown up in this life since his family has been in the business ever since he could remember. Now Kei would be roommates with Fuma, living in a small one story house that is also everyone’s safe space and the designated hangout/meet up spot. If anyone needs to crash somewhere for a couple of nights or is in need of help they go there and will be greeted with open arms. I don’t see Kei necessarily being the leader of the gang just yet, but he’s definitely in line to be, however because of his upbringing he would be the most experienced and has more knowledge on the more dangerous aspects. Like this man will know shit about some seriously dangerous and fucked up people. I feel like he would normally be very chill, but once something or someone crosses him he can get very scary and almost violent. He won’t hurt anyone per se unless needed too. But if he’s in a heated argument with someone he will be shouting, getting in their face, and throwing shit. Maybe even hitting a wall. So yeah don’t cross him. I also feel like because he has so much knowledge on the life they’re living and what they’re involved in he’s super protective and also very secretive. He doesn’t want the younger members getting too involved with this life and actually really hates it that they’re even there but he doesn’t push them away because he understands this is their only real family and the safest option they can get in a way. I also feel like he will have commitment issues in a sense. But in the way that he doesn’t want to get anyone involved and to potentially have a child. He’s told his father to his face that the blood line ends with him on multiple occasions. 

Fuma- Fuma would also be well knowledgeable about the actual truth of everything however there are somethings that Kei keeps secret even from him. Fuma would have also grown up in their environment, his father being best friends with Kei’s and being ‘second in command’ in a way. He’s always trying his best and always encourages the others to try their best. He’s like a therapist in a way. He does get his hands dirty here and there, but he’s the one who the younger ones and even Kei feel most comfortable going too when they need advice or someone to talk to. Him and Kei don’t always see eye to eye on things. Fuma feels as if Kei can get too aggressive and strict with the others. And he’s always the one to clean up the mess after one of Kei's episodes. And I mean comforting the members who are scared and trying to reason with the ones who are angry. He says “I’ll talk to Kei alright? So don’t worry guys” way too often pretty sure he’s tired of it by now. Fuma doesn’t really want this life either, same as Kei. Now Fuma's parents were not bad by any means, and didn’t let him get involved until he was old enough to really understand. However, he’s seen and heard from Kei what he had to go through being the son of the leader of the gang, and he’s witnessed first hand how dangerous it can get. 

Euijoo- Hmmm so I feel like Euijoo would join because of Nicholas. Hear me out here and honestly might have to read Nicholas first to really understand what I mean here. But I envision Nicholas and Euijoo being childhood best friends. And I mean practically inseparable from one another. Euijoo was always a scaredy cat as a kid and also a cry baby. Not that there’s anything wrong with that but he was a sensitive kid. He had a loving family despite growing up poor. He was very privileged in that sense. The only downfall is that his parents were always super strict with him on his grades growing up because of the hope that he would help pull them out of poverty.

Nicholas however would have the complete opposite (see Nicholas to see what I mean). Nicholas was always going over to Euijoos place and kept getting in trouble mostly because of his home life. Later down the road while in high school Nicholas decides to join the gang and Euijoo was really against it because it’s dangerous but eventually it got to the point to where he ends up joining because that’s his best friend and if he’s going to do it he’ll be there too to make sure he’s safe. I do think Euijoo would struggle a lot though, especially at first. Because of the fact he’s sensitive and panics easily over things he would become the look out/get away driver. Everyone loves him though, but they also do tend to tease him. 

Nicholas- Okay so Nicholas' upbringings were never the best. I’m talking about an alcoholic abusive father who he always got into very heated arguments with, some even leading violent. And a mother who would drown it all out in a bottle of booze and pills. He hated it, and because of this he would act out in school. Constantly skipping classes, smoking, getting high, drinking, vandalism, throwing parties and sneaking into clubs. Euijoo's parents were actually very concerned over them being friends because of Nicholas behavior. But they also cared for him as they saw this kid grow up and knew what was going on. Euijoo and Nicholas would both talk about the future with each other. Sitting on Euijoo's roof staring at the stars trying to picture where they will be in the future.

And no matter how the conversation went they would always promise each other they would still be best friends. But Nicholas always felt as if he was holding Euijoo back and felt like he was going to be the downfall of him…fast forward in the future though Nicholas was out and about at night after a bad fight with his father. Not knowing where to go he ended up stumbling into Fuma. Fuma took him in and he ended up joining the Gang. He would try to keep it from Euijoo but eventually the cat got out of the bag one night which led to them having a very emotional and heated argument with one another. Like so bad to the point where Nicholas was convinced that their friendship was over. But turns to find out it was beyond that when he saw that Euijoo had also joined. Now with Nicholas I do think he would fit in naturally in a way. He’s super chill and gets any job he’s assigned done effectively. However he does tend to question Keis’ ability and thought process, oftentimes getting into arguments with him to the point to where Euijoo and Fuma would have to step in. 

Yuma- Yuma would also be one who had a rough childhood, his father abandoned him and his mother when he was in elementary school. Thus causing his mother to get another job and pick up some side jobs as well just to take care of Yuma. He loves his mother very much and hates seeing her come home so late, absolutely exhausted from having to go to her first job at 6am and her second job at 5pm. Some nights even picking up double shifts just to be able to put food on the table. Yuma would grow up to learn to be very independent and also introverted, not because he was shy but because he would oftentimes find himself jealous of the other kids who didn’t know a day of struggle in their life. Eventually when he got into high-school he would see an eviction notice that his mom was trying to hide from him. When he found it he would contemplate asking his mother about it, he would go a while not bringing it up, hoping she would say something about it. During this time he would try to find a job or some way to gain money to help her out. This would be what lead him to joining the gang, Fuma would be the one who recruited him, having seen Yuma get rejected at a convenience store, the old man and Yuma arguing as he throws him out of the shop.

Fuma would approach him and offer him a job, telling him to just think about it while giving him a piece of paper with the address of the house on it. Yuma would ponder if he should do it, knowing how his mother would feel about it. But after one night seeing his mother fast asleep on the couch still in her uniform with tear stains on her cheeks looking beyond exhausted he would pick up his phone dialing the number that was on the paper. Yuma would be very good at his job, especially with sneaking into things and being quick. He’s not one to get into physical altercations though, he will if need to but he’s not too good at it. Usually Maki or Nicholas are assigned to him. He would originally also not try to get close to any of them, opting to be a loner having the mindset he’s just there to get the job done and take home the money. But he would eventually warm up to them and start seeing them as a family. His mother even notices that he’s starting to become more talkative. 

Jo- Jo never really thought of joining a gang or even really doing anything illegal. He would come from a family of doctors and his only real interest and focus points were getting good grades and art. He was kind of the disappointment/ the glass child of his family however. Despite getting great grades and even getting into a very elite college his achievements would never amount to his older brother. His parents constantly compared him too. His school life throughout middle school and high school also weren’t the greatest either. Constantly getting bullied for being a loser and a bookworm. And I mean like this bullying would get very fucking violent, the group of bullies at his school would beat him and chase around everywhere, and force him to do things for them.

One day while he was walking home from after school lessons he would pass by them in the streets. Hoping they didn’t see him but unfortunately they did. Hollering out his name and chasing him down, eventually cornering him in an alley. He could’ve sworn he was going to die that night, his body growing cold as blood would drip down his face. Unable to protect himself from the horrors of their attacks. Praying to God to send someone to save him. That would be when Kei stepped in, having seen what was going on while he was on a job. Now Kei knows how to fight and he has a reputation, so it wouldn’t be far off to say that some of those kids ended up in the ER because of him. After Kei had beaten them all up he would start to walk off not saying anything to Jo, meanwhile Jo would be left mesmerized and instantly standing up and asking Kei to teach him out to do what he did. To fight the way he fights, Kei would be iffy about the idea, but after seeing the look of determination in Jo's eyes he would give in. Taking him under his wing. Jo would fit in very well when he joined the gang, however no one had much hope for him but they enjoyed having him around. Soon they would all be eating their words about him though as he eventually becomes one of the best fighters they have. 

Harua- Harua would have grown up on the streets, both of his parents having abandoned him at the young age of 8. From there he would learn how to take care of himself. Now he doesn’t really know how to fight, but he learned very quickly how to sneak into things and steal with absolute ease. That’s how he survived, his nickname on the streets being the rat, simply because of how good he was at stealing shit. However his one true talent would actually be what made him join the gang. One night as he was doing his rounds he decided to try and pick pocket none other than Fuma. He was so close too, despite being caught and having to run for his very life because Fuma was chasing him. Harua was a very fast runner and was amazing at parkour. Fuma even though he was also a great runner would struggle to catch up with Harua.

Eventually after what felt like hours of running around he would end up in an abandoned building convinced that he lost him. He would be wrong however as Fuma had indeed found him. Harua would be scared to death thinking he would murder him because like come on, most people in that area probably would. But Fuma would give him the benefit of the doubt knowing that he was just a kid trying to survive. He would take Harua in and have him join the gang for “compensation” for trying to steal his wallet. Or at least that’s what he’ll tell everyone, when in reality he just has a soft spot for him. Harua would immediately get very comfortable. Almost a little too comfortable because he’s never actually experienced life that’s not on the streets. Because of this fact though he would piss Kei off at first because what the fuck is this kid doing eating his food without asking and resting his dirty shoes on his coffee table. But he eventually gets Kei to warm up to him. 

Taki- Taki had never really known his parents as he was put up for adoption when he was an infant. Growing up in the orphanage and never getting adopted and becoming one of the older kids he would have some behavioral issues. He constantly played jokes on the other kids and even the sisters. He was always a very hyper active child, that being the main reason why he never got adopted. People who would go into the orphanage would always spend time with him wanting to adopt but quickly change their mind because they don’t want an overly hyper and talkative child. The sisters would always take care of him though, even though being strict with him they did feel bad for him. Eventually as he got older he would end up aging out of the system, now being forced out and having to defend for himself. He would eventually get mixed up in the wrong crowd, being the errand boy of a well known gang that was notorious for their violent ways. He would join Keis gang when he had to deliver something to his original boss who was in a meeting with Kei. Seeing Kei and how he talked and acted to his members would make Taki want to join.

Later that night he would sneak out and head to Keis, Kei not knowing why he was there would pull a gun on him scaring the living shit out of Taki. Now Kei would be uneasy about letting him join, being convinced at first that they were sending Taki over to spy on them. But after a month of having Taki follow him around constantly begging him to let him join he eventually agree. Taki would also be another one who gets along with everyone very easily. But he would be constantly surprised by how nice everyone was and how laid back the rules were. The fact that he could say no to something and not get hit would make him tear up out of joy. He would also be Keis number one defender when the others would speak poorly about how he runs things because he knows first hand how a truly shitty boss can be. 

Maki- He would grow up in a very well off family actually. Being born with a silver spoon in his mouth, being head captain of the football team from high school and to college. His family would also be very well known as they were extremely wealthy, like old money type wealthy. Maki would also be the “perfect” son and have everyone’s parents compares their child to. He’s handsome, well educated, has perfect manners, and has a list of accomplishments and talents. Everyone has very high expectations for him which tends to feed his ego. However, even with his perfect image he does have a secret that no one knows. Maki is an adrenaline junkie, he loves getting into risky situations, such as drifting, going to clubs, and especially his all time favorite, going to an underground illegal fight ring.

He lives to fight, everything about it just gets his blood pumping, and when he comes home with bruises or broken bones or anything he just blames it on football practice. Which everyone easily believes because he’s a master at gaslighting and lying. He would end up joining the gang because Fuma would try to recruit him when he saw how Maki would fight one night at a match. Seeing the potential of him being another added muscle and protection. The conversation would definitely go like how Barnum tried recruiting Phillip from the greatest showman(like the song The Other Side in the bar). Maki would easily join though, is it out of impulse or from Fuma's persuasive words? Who knows. He also definitely comes in handy with his connections with lawyers. Maki though would kind of struggle getting along with others, I feel like he would do well in the gang and get along fine; but because he can be pretty stuck up and comes from a very well off family he does tend to bump heads with the others. 

[urauntiefaye]

Deadass might write a fanfic about my situation rn with my fuckass ex 😐. BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT WHY AM I LEARNIFN MORE ABOUT THIS SHIT EVEN MOREEWJDSJBWJXBDJWKWK anyways 😔 debating if i want to make it a Taki, Nico, or Maki fic. Like who should I make y/n end up with 🤔

[urauntiefaye]

OMG, YOUUU BAAAAACKKKKKK ??????

JDNWINCIE YES I AM 😭😭😭 I AM SO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING LIKE THAT ITS A LONG ASS STORY

[urauntiefaye]

What’s your take on which &TEAM member would absolutely slay the 'school bad boy' role? Who do you think gives off that major rebel energy? 😝

WC: 316

TW: mentions of smoking and getting high, uhhh it’s not fully flushed out well imma make a separate post where I go into way more detail about this.

A/N: ….👉🏻👈🏻 hi gang

Hmmmm so the first member to come to mind for this role is pretty basic. It’s Nicholas for me, I don’t know there’s just something about him that give off the vibe that he’d skip classes to smoke or get high. Definitely party’s and throws them too. I feel like Maki would also fall under this as well but more so I see it as he’s good friends with Nicholas and goes to the parties and everything but he’s more popular? Like hear me out they’re both pretty popular in. But Nicholas is more popular in the sense that he is the KNOWN trouble maker and is always starting and getting into shit. Meanwhile Maki yeah he has that rebellious energy but he’s more well known in a more bright light as he’s an athlete and a great academic. Idk I feel like Maki would care more about school than Nicholas. However, another member I feel like would suit this concept is also Yuma. I think he’d be very similar to Nicholas as in like ditching classes and going to party’s and riding a motorcycle and everything. But I don’t think he’d really have a friend group. He’d be in Nicholas’s group but he’ll often times be by himself but you also don’t want to cross him because I feel like he would bully someone who does? However, I also feel like Nicholas would also be a loner? Like he’d be the main dude in his little group but he’d heavily prefer his alone time and his story actually goes wayyyy deeper. In a way I kind of want to write a full on ‘&Team’ as the Trouble makers in a way like what their role would be. 🤔 just so that I can really flush out the idea. But so far I really do think Nicholas, Maki, and Yuma would fit well with this concept.

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So I was going through some of my works on here to get some inspiration and also to see what I have already wrote. And was reading through my &Team as University Students. And was looking over the Taki one the “Operation: Happiness” and I had a small idea I wanted to do for his part in that section. This is what I have so far, it’s not like the beginning and it’s not the finale just a little something I thought of. It’s by no means any good and I do want to actually go through and edit the whole thing. But like this is the gist of the idea I have in my head.

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He couldn’t figure her out…no matter how hard he tried to coax a laugh or even just the slightest of a smile on her lips, he couldn’t as it was never enough. The thought of someone never feeling joy left a bitter unsettling taste in his mouth. Happiness came so naturally to him, being able to find joy in the smallest of things. It was his whole identity and soul purpose of being that ray of sunshine in his own life and others. The ability to make anyone feel at ease. But with her, nothing worked and he couldn’t understand why. It was like she forbidden herself from ever doing so. “Who hurt you this badly?” His voice coming out with a frustration yet still carrying softness. He studied her face, watching to see how she would respond. A small sigh escaped her lips, bringing the cigarette to her lips as she inhaled, filling her lungs with the stale smoke, her eyes drifting away from him as she looked down at the city. And in a dull voice she spoke “Who hasn’t?”. Her words sending a sharp pain straight through his heart.

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Heads up I’m wanting to work out on changing my account layout/theme but I don’t know because I’m attached to the one I already have

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So apparently my ex who broke up with me is currently talking to the girl who he told me not to worry about and who was also supposed to be my friend 🙂

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GIRLLLLL how have you been?~~ I missed youuuu!!😭😭💕💕

I'm back!!!!! I missed you too, I am so sorry for leaving all of you guys hanging like that 😭😭😭