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Tldr; I love clowns and werewolves and bears. My art is purely driven by my fixations š I'm currently feeling many things about blue cookie dough slop but I SWEAR I can draw other things as well.
I play pretend to be a merch artist sometimes. Hiiii.
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gona take a lil hiatus
hai chat my wrists are breaking off from working on that comic for 2 weeks straight
and since I have a con-prep-full summer upcoming (not to mention ArtFight)
I'm gonna take a week-ish break from drawing art!
Not gonna close my ask box if people wanna send in stuff but I'm not gonna draw. I shan't. I want to. But I shan't.
the thing that possessed me for the past 2 weeks - a comic
"Shadow Milk is OOC" now listen to me very carefully.
EDIT: okay some thoughts and wips and whatever;
first of all THANK YOU FOR ENJOYING THIS COMIC!! I may have been projecting the horrors of the aroace experience a little bit but I'm glad people seem to be agreeing with me that Milk WOULD break down in tears over kind and gentle love.
This idea has been possessing my brain for a couple months now but I was always working on something else or the con prep was getting to me or whatever else.
TLDR; Shadow Milk being absolutely terrified of being seen and being looked at with love and adoration so he selfishly 'asks' PV to turn off his bluetooth to his staff. The touches and words and kindness just turn him anxious and a sobbing wet mess. Post-canon SM is a crybaby to me and would cry over anything and everything. He's never had love before after all. Also to me he's a virgin and somewhere on the aroace spectrum. Do not ask me about my relationship with. relationships.
I first drafted this idea on a post in January lol.
here are some of the pages as drafts because I think looking at wips is fun YAY
I also wanted to very intentionally do some parallels to my APV x Fount comic on my alt with Fount's first time because. To me this is also Milk's first time uwu (I had a sequel planned to this comic as well of SM asking PV "how did it go with that wimp (Fount)?" and PV just flashes him a knowing smile and says "oh it was lovely, you're quite the same after all!"
(Love how the coloring is slightly different so the new pv looks paler and milk looks just like fount lmao)
I hope people noticed the little details I did with the hands and the hair and their pathetic mirco-expressions. Also ALL OF YOU will appreciate the amount of hands I had to draw for this shit.
anyway thank you for reading and liking my stuff, I'm so happy it resonates with people <3 This has been my longest comic I've made so far with 53 panels, way too many fingers and just enough pathetic yearning gazes. this is gonna be my Ratatouille for a while :]
I LOVE your art, im gonna eat it aaaaah
taps your full belly HOPE YOU ENJOY SLOP! <3
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the thing that possessed me for the past 2 weeks - a comic
"Shadow Milk is OOC" now listen to me very carefully.
Hiii!
I just wanted to say that you're my favorite Shadowvanilla artist, fr š«¶š©· the way you draw their faces, the expression lines, the interactions, it's so so cool
I love how we can see a diference in age from Fount to Smilk. The tiredness, the passage of time on the skin. LOVELY! I appreciate when people don't forget the "old" part on a "old man yaoi" lol
I look a lot at your fanarts to learn a thing or two about expressions (also the teeth, i like how you draw them) and how to give age on my own characters. Your art is very inspiring š©·
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this ask is actually making me go insane like this literally made my day so much better!!!
I neeeeeed Fount and Milk to still look like the same character but definitely different enough to stand out from each other.
"The Virtues don't let their wielders grow older" I do not give a fuck, that thing was born 10000 years ago and was stuck inside a tree prison for 5000 of that and you're telling me he didn't grow a single wrinkle? DIABOLICAL
I'm SO SOS OS HAPPY TO HEAR PEOPLE LOVE THE WAY I DO EXPRESSIONS BECAUSE I LOVE DRAWING THEM!! Like I'm speechless over here I can't believe the way I do them stands out to people like... oouiughhghg
thank you so much for your ask!!! like!!! thank you!!!!!
the thing that possessed me for the past 2 weeks - a comic
"Shadow Milk is OOC" now listen to me very carefully.
not sure how I became the CEO of baby Milk but it's been fun! Sorry for no art and just spamming asks but I'm over halfway done with this 16 page comic so :] Exciting!!
Hello!
I find your art quite interesting and I was wondering,your recent posts have been about Shadow milk cookie being an age regressor.
How did you come to that conclusion?
I see you also consider vanilla to potentially do it as well.
Do you think the other beasts would some times regress with shadow milk? Especially when they were virtues/pre-curruption i could see them doing that in a secluded area of spice's temple of smt
i'm not an age regressor myself and i do not know much about the community,but you seem to have pretty even footing on the subject matter so i wanted to ask you about it.
thank you for reading this whole formal rant if you did. your art is cool and nice to look at. <3 ā§ą“¦ąµą“¦ą“æ( Ė¶^į^Ė¶ )
with lots of adoration,
-Your Everyday Observer
First things first, I'm going off of pure vibes here. I'm not a regressor I just like "kid things" a lot and do find comfort in them. I'm no pro I'm just a guy. I'm glad if I seem to be in the right direction though!
There's something so horrific about the Virtues being baked as grown adults with their heavy duties that left them with absolutely no room for personal and emotional growth just stuck with me. Milk would enjoy getting to have a childhood one way or another.
Would the other beasts regress? I don't know, somehow I feel like they would be able to cope better. I mean. Glances at what Smilk is doing right now. He's emotionally very unavailable right now. This would fix him /jk
So maybe not? At least not in my headcanons. This hc fits Milk really well due to him also being a shapeshifter. Babies him.
As for PV I think he is curious about the concept once he learns that SM does it and he's a pretty traumatized and busy guy himself. Filling his head with fluff might help sometimes. <3
Thank you for your ask and for enjoying my slop <333
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Iām enabling you to draw (once you no longer need to focus on what youāre doing). Seeing that scenario with PV and Smilk regressed together would be so adorable.
I KNOW I WANT TO REAL BAD NOW AAAAGH
(I have con prep coming up as soon as I'm done with my current comic so. Maybe? as a warm-up? between works? I dunoooo)
PV would likely benefit from regression too. Heās got so much responsibility on his shoulders. Heās the cookie everyone relies on and comes to when they need help, healing, or guidance. When heās baby he can finally relax and focus on himself and what makes him happy.
He would!!
PV gets home after a particularly exhausting day of being Ex-King for his Cookies and just immediately crashes out in bed.
Maybe they've already been practicing the shapeshift-regression together with SM and PV starts pondering what it feels like for SM to regress on his own. PV has only ever done it with SM before.
Ends up having the best nappy of his entire life AND gets a successful shifting in the process <3
Okay but in your scenario where PV and Smilk regressed together in the spire, would something like that happen post canon? Like once PV and Smilk are comfortable with one another again they can just be friends and have fun together in the spire as babies again? Maybe thatās even part of their healing process is playing together again while regressed?
OOOH OKAY
I had this old series where SM would teach PV how to shapeshift into different animals. I could 1000% see a scenario where, first of all;
> PV would finally catch SM physically regressing (SM has been hiding it)
>PV and SM would have a leeeengthy discussion (an argument) in which PV tries to convince SM that it's okay that he feels the need to regress and it's not something he should feel that needs to be hidden
>Eventually SM would be comfortable to regress around PV
>They eventually bring up what happened at the Spire
>SM would teach PV how to shapeshift into a toddler
>Baby time together.
BAM. WE GOT IT.
Does Smilk finally start regressing again because the Vanilla Kingdom (or wherever heās staying during his redemption) is someplace that feels safe? Him finally being able to relax and justā¦be baby after so long.
I don't know if he would deem a kingdom full of cookies he doesn't know a safe enough place for that. I don't know if he would immediately feel brave enough to do it near PV either.
He'll find himself in a secluded room in the remains of his Spire or within the other realm just cuddling with his stuffies and head full of fluff. If I'm evil I'm putting him in a dead and empty timeline because he knows no one will be able to find him there.
Post canon will finally allow him to stop masking and playing all those roles he doesn't want to. He gets to just be and figure out who HE is and maybe that Him is just a little baby sometimes.
After all, he never got to have a childhood. But there is no law on Earthbread that says he can't start having one now! <3
Is Shadow Milk a voluntary or involuntary regressor? Both depending on the situation?
I'd say depending on the situation. He's a bit of a brat, my guy will have his angry tantrums and outbursts as he does in canon but to physically regress he needs the safe space to allow himself to get into it.
He won't allow himself to do it fully when he's "doing his shows" in front of other cookies but you can tell he's accidentally getting into that headspace sometimes.