[urundeaduncle]

imagine they belong to a butch knight just imagine

[undead-knick-knack]

[pigeon-princess]

An ode to Occtis 🫀💀

[urundeaduncle]

Going Home

I wish I had something more profound to say coming out of all of this. I wish I could say I feel confident going back to where I came from. But I don’t. I feel like a dog with its tail between its legs. I feel like a failure. I feel ejected from my body like I misplaced my soul-like I died and came back empty.

I keep wishing I could go back in time. I think I’ve been doing that since I was eighteen-maybe twenty. And again when I was twenty-two. Now I’m almost twenty-four. Four months out from my birthday and I’m only wishing for home-to go back, like it’s gonna change things, put all the pieces back together, undo the past five years, bring you back. I keep saying I know that it’s not possible but there’s a part of me that’s bigger than I’d like to admit that hopes I’m wrong.

The truth is I know this unsettledness lives inside of me. Passed down to me from my mother. It doesn’t matter where I go, I will want. Someone said the grass is greener where you water it so I guess I’m just turning my nose up everywhere until I find some place where the grass is already fertilized. I want it easy. I want roots in the ground. I want to be eighteen. I want to fight with my brother, and laugh about it when we’re older. I want to drink with my friends and smoke my first cigarette again. I want the future to be far away and my body to be invincible. I want, I want, I want, and I want.

I want to swallow the whole universe and keep everyone and everything safe inside of me until I have all this figured out.

I want what I cannot have.

[chanafehs]

‘you put that cig out, you can hold her’

[maxxie-or-smth]

google is it normal to look back on memories and feel as if you're watching someone else entirely

[userfish]

this pride month we’re all going to be radically pro transgender. or else.

[faerie-fang]

oh harrow.. what did you do?

(pic from me and @discount-kirishima 's harrow cosplay shoot)

[urundeaduncle]

me and little bro | TR 2026

[kiiwii-is-not-okay]

"time heals all wounds" WRONG! time is ripping into me with a cheese grater

[prowl-autism-extraordinaire]

[urundeaduncle]

God,

Like a million eyes in the sky,

On the belly of doves,

Watching, doing nothing.

And God,

Like laughter,

Coming from the mouth of a cave.

And God, and God, and God.

[urundeaduncle]

ripping at my chest like that werewolf meme but it’s cause I needs top surgery asap

[urundeaduncle]

I know I am full of love because it is eating me alive. If that’s not love, I’m not sure I know anything else. Isn’t it an empty stomach, constantly wanting. Isn’t it.

[fairycosmos]

I WISH THINGS HAD TURNED OUT DIFFERENTLY!!!!!!!!! goes to the supermarket

[wiltking]

you really can reach a point with transgender enlightenment wherein you can attribute any bodily feature silhouette and detail to any gender regardless of typical cisgender aesthetic connotations. anything can be a man's body if the person in it is a man. anything can be a woman's body if the person in it is a woman. anything can be a genderless body if the person in it is genderless. and so on. the only thing that matters is the personhood within and whether you are willing to look and know and see it. open your eyes. keep trying until you no longer flinch or turn away in shame or anger or confusion.

[dwtective]

they call me the avoider for reasons i don't really want to talk about