WHAT YOU NEED - NISHIMURA RIKI
pairing: boyfriendsbestfriend!riki x reader
18+. mdni. nonidol!au. cheating. boyfriendâs best friend. riki dgaf. spit swallowing. fingering. handjob. alcohol consumption. drug use (girl just some weed). loosely inspired by the weekndâs song âwhat you needâ.
a/n: always pick the sexier friend and remember to leave a man alone the first time he messes up. also, ken is just a made up character so let imagine him as youâd like.
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between the late night phones calls heâd sneak off to take and the canceling of dates at the very last minute, you didnât know much of what your boyfriend, ken, was up to these days.
for a while you kept a face. you let him go about his business not wanting to start arguments over âwhat ifsâ and your constant âoverthinkingâ as heâd call it. all you knew for sure was that your relationship was slowly but surely fizzling out like a tiki torch being ambushed by strong winds.
somewhere near the four month mark of your now eight month long relationship you noticed ken started to change. at least thatâs what you told yourself to somehow cope with the feeling of the boy you once loved wholeheartedly, slipping through your fingers more and more each day. was he changing for the worst? or had he simply been this fucked up and youâre the only one just now noticing?
you contemplated on how you should go about handling your situation even though somewhere in your mind you knew his time with you was up.
then again, you would need at least ten sets of hands to count how many times youâve said youâd leave him alone. on nights like this one your boyfriend had some excuse already in place for why he wouldnât be able to make time for you. youâd wish he put his plans aside, but you allowed it.
for now though youâre sitting alone in your room, 9:00pm on a saturday night. ignoring the urge to triple text your so called boyfriend only to get left on delivered, the weeknd playing softly in the background as you sift through your phone carefully picking out which 3-hour long video essay youâd watch until you managed to fall asleep.
it was now 11:00pm and as time passed slowly you thought about how youâd be letting your youth go to waste from sitting around for your not so prince charming to turn back into the guy you once thought you knew. you decided to do yourself up and have a night youâd make sure to not let yourself forget. not totally out of spite of ken, but just to remind yourself of the girl you were before you let him infiltrate your self esteem. it didnât take you long for you to fix yourself up. your hair was already done, and in your closet lay more mini dresses than you could count. of course you picked the most revealing of the bunch, the one that hugged your body just the way you liked. long enough to just barely cover your intimate areas, short enough to send a message.
knowing you wanted to have a drink or maybe a few tonight, you decided to get an uber instead of driving yourself. as you added the final touches of your look, your ride arrived in almost perfect timing. the ride was quick but the thoughts of ken filled your mind making you contemplate if this was the right way to go about things. as you pulled into the parking lot of the club, you wasted no time entering and scoping the scene of the other warm bodies already present. however, as you made your way through the crowd, you spotted a familiar face. kenâs best friend, riki. it wasnât surprising to you that heâd be here, it was his scene. the shocking part came after remembering that your boyfriend told you heâd be at rikiâs place playing the game for a few hours. but if that were true, why was riki here?
as you made your way to the bar and found an empty seat, you sat and immediately pulled your phone out to check kenâs locationâ heâd turned it off. your texts still read delivered and at this point you had no intention of sending another. the only thing on your mind right now was the feeling of being just drunk enough that you could forget about him even if it meant just for the night.
you ordered two shots for yourself, feeling the liquid fire coat your throat in a way that almost burned so good. then a few more shots on whoever in the club felt generous enough to put it on their tab. you had about five before you decided it was your limit. you drank until you felt liberated, but not to the point where you were so sick that you couldnât muster any thoughts at all.
you moved around the club, finding a group of girls that you shared a few classes with. you decided to dance to a few songs, letting the bass of whatever song was currently playing use your body as you swayed effortlessly to the beat. you could admit this is the best youâve ever felt in a long time but somehow the thought him kept coming back to you.
after a few songs you could tell the night was still young and the end was nowhere in sight, the humidity of the crowd started to get to you so
you made your way to the backyard balcony of the building. as you stepped onto the faux grass grounding, you pulled out your lighter and preroll that you made sure to bring with you. before you could spark a light, you heard a voice in close distance call out to you. you look up so see that it was riki, blowing a cloud of smoke into the air before gesturing the blunt to you.
he stood tall but easy, blond hair falling in all the right places, effortlessly alluring. as you contemplated his offer you thought back to all the times youâd always notice but try to ignore the way heâd look you up and down whenever the two of you were in the same company. the way heâd drag your name out when saying it like he wanted to moan it instead. the way you never wouldâve looked kenâs way had riki not approached you first asking if youâre single, because his friend was interested.
you strutted in his direction, putting your own preroll back in the small clutch you carried with you. you took the blunt from his fingers into your own before pulling from it, inhaling and savoring the smoke as it settled into your lungs. you noticed rikiâs gaze still on you, though you didnât bother to meet it.
âi feel like we havenât seen each other in while, how you been?â
as you exhaled, you took in both the scenery around you and his ice breaking question. you finally met his eyes and tried thinking of the most passive yet unassuming answer that could come to mind but, riki read the look on your face before you could speak. you could tell he had so you decided to ask him something you never thought youâd have to.
âif i asked you to be honest about if kenâs cheating on me, would you tell me?â
your eyes locked into his, looking for any form of sincerity as you motioned the blunt back over to him. he thought a moment before he took it from you.
âdo you honestly wanna know?â
he took a hit as you thought about whether or not you actually wanted the answers you were searching for. but before you could answer riki let out a chuckle.
âto be honest with you.. i havenât talked to ken in a minuteâ he took a pause, pulling a hit, and exhaling. âbut if you think that heâs cheating he probably is.â
your eyebrows furrowed in confusion.. and at the fact that you know heâs right. that ken has in fact been messing around for who knows how long. but youâre more so confused at him saying they havenât talked in a while.
âa minute as in..?â you trailed on trying to dig deeper without seeming too interested.
âa minute as in i donât really remember the last time we had a real conversation. maybe like three weeks ago. some like that.. â riki said as he put the blunt back in rotation.
âhe never told me that, he told me he was at your place tonight.â
riki tried to hide the smirk that creeped its way onto his face but the smug expression made an appearance anyway.
âyour boyfriend doesnât tell you a lot of shit, and if he knew better he wouldnât let you be here alone.â
youâd be lying if you said your stomach didnât ball up into a knot coming to learn your boyfriend would blatantly lie to you. but as the blunt got shorter, your thoughts of ken seemed to become as faded as you and riki were in the moment.
the two of you made small talk. you asked whatâd he have to drink tonight, he told you heâs not much of a drinker. he asked whoâd you come out with, you told him how you came alone, just wanting a moment of self.
one conversation led to another which ended with him asking if he could take you home, which you agreed.
during the ride home you mentally cursed at yourself for not noticing sooner just how sexy riki was. the way he bit his lip in concentration while driving with one hand on the steering wheel and the other placed lazily across his lap. the way you secretly hoped that you could replace his hand with your own in that position. apparently you werenât paying attention to how hard you were staring because riki didnât need to turn and face you when he asked you if you liked what youâre seeing.
you chuckled under your breath making up some excuse for how you were tipsy and that youâre not paying attention to where your eyes land, when in reality youâre too focused on trying to calm the heat thatâs found its way between your thighs.
the rest of the drive was audibly quiet but the quick glances between the two of you was worth
a million words. as riki pulled closer into the lot of the college town homes, you gathered yourself and your things preparing for the night to end. with your clutch in one hand and in the other being a cup filled half-way with whatever drink you had at the club, now watered down from the melted ice that was paired with it, riki felt the need to help you unfasten your seatbelt. as he reached over, the proximity of his face to your breasts made your heartbeat rise and even gave you a second one. he leaned back a bit before taking his own off. once the restraint was lifted, you adjusted yourself in preparation to open the car door and free yourself.
âlet me walk you inside, youâre carrying too much.â
you silently nodded before the two of you made your way to the front door of your apartment. he held your things as you inserted and turned your keys, letting both of you inside. you motioned for him to sit your belongings on the kitchen counter.
the door shut behind you, the quiet of your apartment making the clicking of the latch sound louder than it should have.
you stumbled to your couch, taking off your heels, finally feeling the relief of the past few hours. through the dimly lit living room you could feel rikiâs gaze follow you, almost as if he were waiting for some sort of approval.
you pushed yourself off of the plush furniture, letting your feet guide you back to the kitchen and right in front of him.
âthank you.. you know.. for the ride and allâ
you let your eyes scan over his body, before looking up and letting them trail his sculpted face. biting back the urge the reach out and touch him wherever your hand would mindlessly run across first as your thoughts fight between knowing heâs off limits and feeling the rush of liquid courage pulsing through your veins.
riki didnât answer you immediately as his expression changed into something restrained but almost dark, like he was tired of holding himself back.
âi didnât expect to see you tonight, but iâm kinda glad i did.â you let your words flow as your fingers toyed at the seams of your dress, running across your thighs.
rikiâs eyes followed your movements, taking in the shape of you that heâd quietly studied over the last few months. he stepped closer to you as he finally spoke, in a lower tone than he had used all night.
your heartbeat rose to your ears, thumping so loudly you fear heâd hear it. you swallowed the lump that had formed in your throat.
âi guess iâll see you around then?â you asked, your words somewhere between a question and a knowing statement.
riki let out a low, breathy chuckle. âdefinitely.â
silence followed as he moved closer toward you instead of the door. he hesitated for a second before opening his arms just wide enough for you to fit in them and pulling you in.
everything about the way riki melted into in your figure, felt that of a man. from the scent of his cologne to the cut of each muscle that built up his arms.
as riki pulled you closer, you let your hands trail up to his neck, while his hands found their way around your lower back. the height difference between the two of you, on top of whatever scent he was wearing at the moment only added to the already flowing stream of heat in your core. his hands made their way to your shoulders, one finding a resting place against the back of your neck with a small grip.
he swayed you a bit in his arms before pulling you back slightly.
âgood night.â he said with a dazed smirk splayed across his lips as he placed a small but knowing kiss between your eyebrows.
you thought of ken for a moment. how at one point he was affectionate enough to mark playful kisses around your face and body. but the thoughts of remembering how as of late heâd been treating you like just another body took over immediately.
maybe it was the shots from a few hours ago coming in to haunt you.. maybe you were just so fed up with holding back your own desires.. maybe you just wanted to feel something for once in such a long time.. whatever the reason was, it led your lips to land upon rikiâs.
the kiss felt drunk. not because you were, but because of the hunger that lied within it. the kind of kiss that would deepen with every lap of his tongue against yours as he held your head in place against his.
you felt rikiâs strong but soft hands lead themselves down your backside, finding a grip on the back of your thighs as he lifted you onto the island of your kitchen. his movements were sharp and precise as if heâd practiced them time and time again.
never breaking the intimacy of your mouths, he let one of his hands sit between the small space where your thighs met, prying them open with a hungry force. you removed your hands from his neck as you attempted to free yourself from the barely existent fabric, which was the only thing holding back the pool of hormones youâve built up throughout the night.
âlet me do it baby, just tell me how you want it.â he spoke lustfully into your mouth, swatting your hands away.
his fingers teasingly brushed over the thin fabric. feeling how wet you were, he intensified the kiss.
his hand found its way through the lace as his thumb ran up and down your wet slit, drawing small circles around your clit.
riki, still riding his high, couldnât begin to remember all the times heâd dream of having you in a position like this, especially in moments where his best friend would brag on the disgusting sounds and faces youâd make in the act of it all. he swallowed your moans, but he wanted you louder. he wanted to leave here knowing the one girl heâd always assumed heâd never have, had finally become undone at his will.
as for you, you wantedâ needed more. your fingers tugged at belt loops of his oversized jeans, pleading for him. you undid his zipper and let your hand slip inside, rubbing against the twitching bulge that was begging to be set free. riki took his free hand to help you out, lowering the denim to his knees before placing his hand on top of yours, guiding you across his dick through fabric of his boxers.
your fingers hooked into the band of his brief, lowering them just enough for him to spring free. the sight of him made you sick. the thought of knowing that this is what you wouldâve had, had ken not been apart of the equation.
you broke the kiss to spit in your hand, using it as lube as you worked your way up and down his shaft. riki let out a breathy moan, tilting his head back just enough to see your every move, never stopping his own pacing in pleasing you as two of his fingers found their way inside of you, pumping at the same rate as you were doing to him.
riki noticed everything about you. how your thighs jerked and clenched around his hand like you were fighting the urge to reach your peak. he moved his hand from your core and replaced your hand on his shaft. you watched him in awe. he pulled your panties asides, not bothering to take them off completely. your core tightened as he dragged his tip across your clit, letting himself smack against you a few times, the wet sounds making his ear perk. riki wasted no time burying himself deep into you. your body leaned back almost instinctively, your legs holding themselves up against your chest. the sounds of slapping skin filled the once quiet room as your greedy moans followed, threatening to take first place in an unspoken battle of volume.
with your back flat against the cold marble countertop, riki looked down at you as if you were a masterpiece. he took the opportunity to remove his shirt before hooking his hands into the folds of your knees, holding you in place while steadying himself, as well as his rhythm.
âfuuuckk..â he let your name roll off his tongue as if he were hungry for it.
riki adjusted himself inside of you, playing at different angles and seeing which ones youâd react best to. it seemed the louder you became, the harder he thrusted.
you began to unconsciously push away, running from the intense pleasure of his stretch. you didnât get too far as riki, with his hold still strong around your thighs, pulled you closer to the edge, closer to him.
while one of his hands held firm, the other found its way to your neck. gripping tight enough to have you sit up and meet him eye to eye, though yours were shut tight from the immense pleasure , his thrusts were still going strong. your hands latched onto his back, nails clawing in ways you knew for sure would leave a mark.
âlook at me baby..â riki growled, slowing his pace thinking it would be enough for you to come back to your senses.
âopen your mouth for me.â
you eyes lazily open and your lips parted, sounds you never even knew you could make escaping. before you could form any other thoughts, riki pursed his lips. a string of spit formed, landing perfectly on the bed of your tongue.
âswallow it.â and you did. riki bit his bottom lip, smirking in way that made your eyes and head roll back. he took this as an opening to leave hot, wet kisses down your neck and into your chest. he pulled the fabric of your dress down, the cold air around you paired with the moment of pure bliss made your nipples harden as riki took your breasts into his mouth. sucking and swirling his tongue around your nipples, as if he wasnât sure if this were the last time heâd have the chance.
in a swift motion riki gave a final deep stroke before removing himself completely and helping you to your feet, turning you around with your back now against his bare chest. if it werenât for his hands around your waist youâd be sure that your knees wouldâve given out any second now.
he bent you over, placing one hand in the small of your back, making sure your arch stays in place. the other hand gripping at your ass.
with no wasted movements he inserted himself, the new position making you rise to your tippy toes from the feel of him. your hands gripped the counter in front of you as you moan uncontrollably, noticeably louder than before.
âyou like it when i fuck you like this?â riki let out a mocking chuckle.
âmmmhmmâ was the only sound you could come up with as your brain felt like it was being rewired.
you felt a sharp smack to your ass and a grunt from riki. âuse your words with me baby..â
âmmmâ yesss-â you muttered, your moans still breaking through.
âhe never fucked you like this huh?â riki growled, letting another smack land onto you.
riki picked up his pace and moaned back as you matched it, grinding into him, multiplying the friction between you two as you feel your core tighten, he felt it too.
âtell me itâs mine.â
âitâs yoursâ- itâs yours rikiââ you scream as you reach your peak, coming down on him, letting the last syllable of his name drag out into a deep moan.
the feeling of it all made you think about how what the two of you were doing felt so goodâ it shouldâve been illegal for it to have been so wrong.
you felt rikiâs grip on your ass tighten as his other hand made its was to your hair. he gripped for support as his strokes became rigid and sloppy. he kept going until the last minute, pulling himself out and painting your back his own warm fluids.
you remained in the same position, slouched over, still feeling the pulse of your core and unwilling to face the reality of what just happened.
riki placed his hands against your hips again, helping steady you. he placed a kiss on your shoulder from behind. as the quiet hums of your place reset before being interrupted by a notification from your phone.
didnât see ur text. iâm just now leaving from rikiâs, u up?
