[tired-struggling-idiot]

A question: is it just me or do other people with an ED find comfort in watching cooking and baking videos? I get lost watching those things, especially when it’s unhealthy food/cakes. I don’t feel an urge to cook or eat, I literally feel peaceful and found it really freaking weird.

[cockroachmotherfucker10]

Hey, whatever drove you to your eating disorder, I just wanted to say I’m sorry.

Weather it was a fatphobic comment overheard during class, or bullying, or a “health” obsessed parent, or a society saturated in diet culture, or trauma, or anything else; I’m sorry.

You were wronged. You may never hear it from the people or things that influenced it, so hear it from me.

You deserve better.

I’m sorry.

[henrietta-is-dying]

a goal for 2020: starve myself to death

[xanexia-deactivated20230302]

what do you mean the calories in alcohol actually count as calories

[officialdiagnosis]

someone: you forgot to eat? how?? aren’t you starving?

me: I don’t know I can’t feel anything

[sk1nny-lov3rs]

feeling guilty even though you haven't eaten in a while is the fucking worst cus what am i supposed to do now

[sk1nny-lov3rs]

tired! hate it! wanna kill myself! might just do it!

[fairlypale]

You’re gonna look at me and fall in love one day.

[hungrytobed]

I want to get so thin that the people who hurt me can’t recognize me anymore.

[celestial-thin]

no one ever tells you how fucking BORING life is when you don’t eat

[i-willbethinfr]

I just wanna be skinny enough to wear lingerie and look sexy is that so bad ?

[c0llarbonxs]

I want to disappear for like a few months and just lose weight and get pretty and not be disgusting ok thanks

[iwant2bskinnny-deactivated20191]

nothing better than starting to restrict again after binging for days

[i-now-walk-into-the-wild]

There’s a strange comfort in starving myself.

[skinnyd3vil]

Guess what, I’m tired, not like sleepy tired, but mentally tired, and I just, really, want, to, sleep, forever.

oh yeah, and I’m still fat asf.

[skinnyd3vil]

“Why aren’t you eating? Are you on a diet? You should eat, it tastes delicious! Want a piece? Hey wanna go out for lunch?”

No sis, I don’t need your food, I’m trying to get skinny, but thanks for the concern or whatever.

[fasting-fairy]

Me: *selects to the bone*

Netflix: this bitch is relapsing again.