hi guys. i honestly really hate doing this and hate having to keep asking for help but idk what else to do honestly. i hit another snag today in my disability case - i was denied for the third time now. i'm going to go through an appeal process, but this just means more waiting and more time that i don't make enough money to pay bills and essentially survive and more time that i have to continue working the limited hours that i can barely manage as is.
currently i'm dealing with fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis, complex ptsd, autism, major depressive disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder amongst other things and it's really hard to stay afloat while dealing with so many physical and mental struggles on top of it all.
i know that things are tough for a lot of us right now and the rising cost of everything really isn't helping, but any donation or reblog is genuinely so so so appreciated. 🙏🤎
ko-fi / paypal / gofundme
i don't have a lot to offer but i can make edits and gifsets for commission, so i will put some prices down below:
$3 ...........................-> icon
$5 ...........................-> gif header
$5+ .........................-> $1 charge per add on / specified color, border, etc
$6 ...........................-> icon pack which includes 5 icons
$8 ...........................-> 5 header pack & above add on charges still apply
$10 .........................-> basic gif request ( gif examples )
$15 .........................-> color based gif request ( gif examples )
hi guys. i honestly really hate doing this and hate having to keep asking for help but idk what else to do honestly. i hit another snag today in my disability case - i was denied for the third time now. i'm going to go through an appeal process, but this just means more waiting and more time that i don't make enough money to pay bills and essentially survive and more time that i have to continue working the limited hours that i can barely manage as is.
currently i'm dealing with fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis, complex ptsd, autism, major depressive disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder amongst other things and it's really hard to stay afloat while dealing with so many physical and mental struggles on top of it all.
i know that things are tough for a lot of us right now and the rising cost of everything really isn't helping, but any donation or reblog is genuinely so so so appreciated. 🙏🤎
ko-fi / paypal / gofundme
i don't have a lot to offer but i can make edits and gifsets for commission, so i will put some prices down below:
$3 ...........................-> icon
$5 ...........................-> gif header
$5+ .........................-> $1 charge per add on / specified color, border, etc
$6 ...........................-> icon pack which includes 5 icons
$8 ...........................-> 5 header pack & above add on charges still apply
$10 .........................-> basic gif request ( gif examples )
$15 .........................-> color based gif request ( gif examples )
⚠️🚨(please read the disclaimer at the very bottom of this post before jumping to any conclusions abt certain things thank uuuuu)🚨⚠️
as some of you know i've been desperately searching for an apartment for the past few months and...
I GOT ONE! I ACTUALLY GOT ONE! WOO!
however, due to how difficult it is to find affordable housing, i've had to go with an apartment that's more expensive than i'd anticipated. and while i can afford it, i know i will be struggling a bit especially at the beginning as i get my bearings. as some of you might be aware, i recently made a buymeacoffee (which people have been donating to & it's been so sweet and kind and wonderful 😭🧡) but i've felt kind of weird abt the whole thing bc i've always had difficulty accepting help from people especially with nothing to give back in return. from the beginning i was uncomfortable with this concept of people just Giving me money, but i also knew i needed help, so i kind of just sucked it up until i could come up with a solution.
i went back & forth on how i could feel more comfortable and what i could do to say thank you. and now that i finally have a stable living situation and things are in motion, i've decided to Make Things when you donate bc it just feels better for me personally especially as a creative. i think it's better if we all get something, even if what i have to give is kind of lame. to me, it's better than nothing at all, and it's also a fun & creative exercise for me as someone who likes making things.
🌈 ALL DONATIONS i receive will be going toward living expenses. i want to be clear that every penny of donation money is going into a specific account meant solely for keeping me afloat. this money will only be touched when i need it and that's a guarantee.
GOODIE LIST BELOW ↴ (and disclaimer)
DONATIONS in CAD🍁
(one goodie per donation):
$5 & under -> moodboard of your choosing (options here)
$10+ -> custom blinkie (examples here)
$20+ -> all 5 moodboards (examples here)
$25+ -> gifset (examples here)
$30+ -> set of 4 custom blinkies (examples here)
$35+ -> drabble [300-700 words] (examples here)
$50+ -> ficlet [850-1500 words] (examples here)
$100+ -> oneshot [2500+ words] (examples here)
$150+ -> 4 goodies from this list (one fic option & three media options)
$200.00+ -> my endless love & gratitude & affection. i fear there is Nothing i can give back that would be worthy of this much money but i will sing your praises to the moon & stars and probably cry.
🌈 this post contains details of each goodie & more information about the donation/gifting process, how to reach out to me, the specifics you can ask for, estimated times of when things will be finished, etc. 🌈
🚨 DISCLAIMER (please read the whole thing)
this is not a business venture, nor am i trying to pass off any of these little gifts as worthy of each monetary amount. it's simply something that will make me personally feel more comfortable in the long run, as well as something i want to do. i want to try and give back as best i can to people who want to help me. i make all of these things for free regardless, so nothing is being withheld in exchange for money.
there is no obligation to donate, and there is no obligation to donate a specific amount. i just would much rather give some of my time/creativity back to people to say thank you. and additionally if receiving some little goodies is an incentive for people to help out, that slays! regardless, it's fun for me to make things for people and i genuinely enjoy it, so that's what i wanna do.
because this is both donation based and not a business venture, i want to explicitly state that there are no refunds and also no 100% guarantee that you will receive a goodie. obviously it's my honest intention to fulfill every single donation gift, and i'm going to do my absolute damndest to make sure that everyone gets their stuff. but i still need to be clear that this is not an exchange of services, and therefore there are no legal obligations here. it's all donation & trust based. so please be aware of that before you donate.
if you read all this and still have Negative feelings, that's okay and you can unfollow/block/etc etc whatever you need to do. i'm not doing this with any intention of it being a side hustle or some shit like that, i genuinely just Need Money To Live and this is something i can do for a little extra help. again, there's no obligation, no expectations. PLEASE do not feel bad or guilty if you can't/don't want to donate. i am not your responsibility. i will be fine. i want that to be clear.
Learned today the community here isn’t into premature ejaculator Ilya. Ilya with a hair trigger. Ilya making a mess in his pants if Shane is looking at him right and the wind is blowing wrong. Ilya, eyes full of tears because he’s embarrassed himself in front of his hot smug husband again. That’s fine I’ll keep him to myself 😮💨
So sorry about your disability case getting rejected, I hope things get easier on you sometime soon. Dropped by your gofundme, hope it helps a little bit. Also, happy pride from another bi ace 💕
oh my god hi!! i saw your donation first on gofundme and i did message you there but genuinely want to thank you SO much again!!!! idk if you have seen it / will see this answered ask, but if you are interested in any of the commissions that i have listed on my post, you are more than welcome to message me on/off anon and i can work on something for you!!!!!!! or even multiple somethings~!!!!! <33
it means i have no one now. well, not no one. i have... svetlana. she loves me. and i love her. but not like... fuck. not like i love you. that's the worst fucking part of all this is... that i only want you. always only you. i'm so in love with you, and i don't know what to do with it.
