The Luckiest ;)

My Dinner With Hayden Truther main: @weirdgirlvampire Original post tag: #score I track the tag #gayhockeyshow <3

[weirdgirlvampire]

credit: @bi-djarin

[argillaforma]

hollanov at their kid’s autism assesment and the doctor says that autism can be genetic and asks if anyone in the family has autism and shane says no at the same time as ilya says yes

[gayhockeyshow]

shane accidentally gets a formal diagnosis at the same time as his child

-it’s shane’s idea to take their kid in for the assessment. Ilya ilya something is Wrong they’re so scared of sounds they keep pulling Anya’s hair they are crying a lot and walking like they don’t want to touch the ground

-ilya goes moy lyubov. Nothing is wrong. I Promise you this is something we (I) can handle. -no ilya no something is Wrong we need to Fix It. I’ve looked at the tapes (observed my child) and I’m noticing things Ilya we have to do something

-ilya: -_- okey.

[iwrotemrtambourineman]

things ilya is always thinking about at least a little bit

Getting shane to do drugs in the bathroom with him

How to use the current situation to commit metaphorical suicide

His mom

How much he fucking hates losing at hockey like genuinely hates it and it makes him feel sick every time he sees everyone treat him like the laughing stock he knows he is because even though he was the second best in the league and the best captain (key word was) he can’t lead the centaurs to victory it kills him a little more and theres a part of him that wishes his dad was still alive so he could get a phone call after every loss to validate how terrible he is

Shane bouncing on it

[iwrotemrtambourineman]

things shane is always thinking about at least a little bit

Getting ilya to quit smoking

Which drills the metros third line needs to do to at least not embarrass him

His diet

They know oh my god they can tell everyone can tell it was a fools errand to even pretend that they couldn’t tell they can all tell and everyone is laughing behind his back because they thing he doesn’t know that they all know because he cant let them know he knows but oh my god they all know

Bouncing on it

[actuallysara]

Hudcon photos 4/?

[gayhockeyshow]

I don’t really know what to say.

I miss you guys, I’ll start there. But I feel really sad, and really betrayed by the response I saw to the Hudson Williams swastika photo.

‘He was just a kid’ but so was I. I was a kid who had change left at their door and was forced to hide my star of david necklace my great grandmother gave me bc a kid in my art class, a fifteen year old kid, talked proudly and openly about how he hated Jews.

‘He was a kid’ but I was scared every day to walk through the halls of my public school. When swastikas were graffitied on the walls by kids younger than him. I told the principal, she did nothing.

‘He was just a kid’ but I was so scared and alone at that age. I was and still am afraid for my safety because I am Jewish.

I don’t need him tarred and feathered. I need you all to at least acknowledge that what he did was wrong, and that his modern-day non-response is a cowardly act toward celebrity that we should not be endorsing.

In this space, when this first happened, I saw silence, followed by immediate forgiveness that was not yours to give. I even saw jokes. Jokes.

A hate crime is a hate crime is a hate crime. It doesn’t matter his intentions. Branding that symbol on your face and posing for a picture with it no matter your age is not okay. 15 year old me would have been so scared.

I need you guys to take accountability. We are members of a rich, diverse community that celebrates what makes the characters in this show unique and special. Why did you not extend that same acceptance and protection to your fellow fans? To your community? I am very very sad.

I miss you a lot. I miss my online community that I’ve had since I was 14. I miss my new friends and deep connections I’ve made in this fandom specifically. But I cannot feel comfortable in a space where I don’t feel safe and supported.

I don’t know what to do. For now, I’m taking a step back. It feels awful. I want to be here, having fun with you all, but I just cant right now.

I miss you, I love you, be nice to each other

[gayhockeyshow]

Hey guys maybe its not your place to give opinions on something that you don’t get fucking hate crimed for

[ticklefighthockey]

anyway today I am thinking about ilya [guy who ghosted his hookup for six months after telling him they were nothing] absolutely BOOKING IT to that bathroom after shane. bursting in there all out of breath and then realizing that might make him look like he gaf so he has to do a totally casual and indifferent lean against uh… the paper towel dispenser. to imply that he just wandered in here by chance and is feeling very cool calm and collected. soooo lol. come here often

[daiiku]

[sinmonger]

I'm so in love with you, and I don't know what to do about it.

[nonlynear]

your top 10 mutuals most likely to be hudson williams

[gayhockeyshow]

“You feel it too, don’t you?” Shane is the bravest boy in the world

[shanehollandergirl]

always an angel, never a god // shane hollander + "not strong" enough by boygenius

[virginshane]

”is simple for me” 5.3 seconds later you’re crying in his arms

[fuckrozanov]

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day

[xio2mara]

International Prospect Cup (2008) — Regina, Saskatchewan

[gayhockeyshow]

Freddie francis doing some kind of hudson collab can I die

[megankane]

well.