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[ushioliddell-blog]

A thought for @rattyboyisemo with what happened on stream for Furryduo.

These words for Q!Max. "You re a good father" This trust. "I m here if you need anything". Acceptance of Colmena as daughter immediately.

To the point to openly speak about Dan to him to see Q!Aypierre be sad and angry for him.

So much healing for Q!Max.

[ushioliddell-blog]

Miss me ?

I m back. xD

I have new things to analyze. Thanks for Aypierre post on X XD

So go ?

"Vous savez, moi je ne crois pas qu'il y ait de bonne ou de mauvaise saison de QSMP. Moi, si je devais résumer ma saison 1 aujourd'hui avec vous, je dirais que c'est d'abord des rencontres. Des gens qui m'ont tendu la patte, peut-être à un moment où j'étais seul dans mon FurryClub. Et c'est assez curieux de se dire que les hasards, les invocations de Lobo Nocturno forgent une destinée... Parce que quand on a le goût de la chose, quand on a le goût de la chose bien faite, le beau fursuit, parfois on ne trouve pas le Maximus en face. Alors ça n'est pas mon cas, comme je disais là, puisque moi au contraire, j'ai pu : et je dis merci à la vie, je chante la vie, je danse en PawPatrol... je ne suis qu'amour ! 🐺🦄"

First layer : parody and comic relief.

As always with this character, his post is a parody of a famous scene in a French movie called Astérix and obelix Mission Cléopâtre. As always he chooses to hide what he has to say behind troll and laugther. But, if you look more closely...

2) second layer : a love letter

Yeah. Pretty explicit, this time which is rare. Maximus is a precious person to him and he says it clearly. How ? The "le". Which would be translated as "The Maximus". Here Q!Maximus is seen as the person that a furry would dream to have with him. And he has him and really happy to have him within his life ( thanking life, dancing, saying he is only love). Even thinking that what they created with the FurryClub create their destinies. Not said explicitely but even grateful to have him to help him.

A pretty hopeful and joyous post ( most probably from Q!Aypierre himself ). But there is a last layer..A good one, not so hidden too, but for it you must read between the lines..

3) Third layer : his hidden feelings

Yeah. For the first time since a long time (almost to the first discussion about the FurryClub ), they are there. A feeling of loneliness that these meetings have ended. A feeling of loneliness who ended when a paw come to help ( Q!Maximus' ). We always know that what Q!Aypierre and Q!Ayrobot loved the most about QSMP was the meetings. There were his way to end it finally, find a place to rest. You can feel in this words how much to have them in his heart make him feel better and not so alone in finding a matching freak with Q!Maximus. But, as always never saying it so explicitely, here with the "peut être " (maybe ) with the hope to let us not so sure about. But for the first time, it s the only thing which hides the depth of his feelings.

So yeah, Furryduo is there. Will Q!Max will continue with him or break again his heart ? We will see. Soon. Very soon.

Stay tuned. And welcome back, me.

[codecurucho]

I just find it hilarious that both Cellbit and Fit came into the qsmp with clear plans for their lore only to get sidetracked by attractive men in hoodies and end up in yaoi roleplay

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Funny to think it works with Aypierre too, even if it didn't come first (his lore) but later. And the Furryduo was not expected at all even by his streamer. (He said multiple times he didn't expected the character to say yes XD )

[miscellaneousritual]

All qsmp members know is

1. Toxic yaoi

2. Healthy yuri

3. Egg

4. Prison.

[ushioliddell-blog]

Really true.

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Update about my writing on Furryduo project :

I continue to write. For the moment it's one of my AU but will write more of them someday.

Furryduo never die ! (And thanks for the fanart of them, it gives so much energy, willingness and remind all the time how much they are loved, so it doesn't give the impression to write about character everyone forgot ).

[ushioliddell-blog]

Tag Game

Thanks for the tag @adreamoverlife <3

Rules : Tag 10 people you want to get to know better.

Last song : The last I listened to was Spark Again (Crystal Rock and Pule remix ). But i listen to music everyday, so....

Last movie : A star is born was the last I saw, this week XD

Last book : She who became the sun by Shelley Parker-Chan. Didn't expect to find magic in it, but was really good.

Last TV show : Arcane (will continue when coming back fom Europa Park, like last time I guess ) and...... Winx XDDD Sorry, nostalgia of my childhood XD

Sweet/savory/spicy : Sweet <3

Relationship status : Free (and very happy to be ).

Last thing I googled : Who is pope Leon XDDDDDDDDDDDDD (Wanted to know if he was a successor to pope François. I m not really a religious person, (in France, we would call it "Déeiste", to believe in God, but not in religious institutions ) but i liked how he was a open mind. But, the other thing was : the difference between Simone Veil..... and Simone Weil and know who was from these two the one who fought for the right to abortion (IVG in France). I forgot often if it was the women with a V or a W. XDDDD

Looking forward to : A trip to Phantasialand with my sister and her partner and my annual trip to Europa Park.

Current obsession : Furryduo, again and again. And Clair Obscur which i will buy and play.

[rubyleaf]

You know, when I see fictional characters who repress all their emotions, they're usually aloof and very blunt about keeping people at a distance, sometimes to an edgy degree—but what I don't see nearly enough are the emotionally repressed characters who are just…mellow.

Think about it. In real life, the person that's bottling up all their emotions is not the one that's brooding in the corner and snaps at you for trying to befriend them. More often than not, it's that friendly person in your circle who makes easy conversation with you, laughs with you, and listens and gives advice whenever you're upset. But you never see them upset, in fact they seem to have endless patience for you and everything around them—and so you call them their friend, you trust them. And only after months of telling them all your secrets do you realize…

…they've never actually told you anything about themselves.

[rubyleaf]

Adding onto this: characters who are so deeply repressed that they don't even realize they're not fine, or at the very least not supposed to be fine. Characters who do tell you about a situation they're in that should be bad, but instantly laugh it off saying they can handle it (spoiler: they can, in fact, not handle it). Characters who laugh with you and listen to all your woes and much later you learn that they were actually going through something at least equally bad at the time, but they wave it off and don't want to speak of it. Characters whose main coping mechanism seems to be "don't think about it" on endless loop.

Basically, the fictional embodiment of the "this is fine" dog.

[ushioliddell-blog]

A Furryduo description which fits perfectly XD

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

fanfic writers are so fucking awesome man. they write novel length fics that are sometimes even better than some published bestselling books written by professional writers. like fanfic writers are professional writers to me and they gift us their masterpieces for free. they give us something we can look forward to after a long day. something from which we can seek comfort when life is hard. something that can be our own little getaway. in a world of capitalism, despite everything, they give us all of these for free. like holy fuck. shout out to every fanfic writer. I wish all fanfic writers a very ‘I love you with all my heart and soul. I thank you from the bottom of my heart’

[kassiaactuallydraws]

Idk if I should but

@sircantus @medics-secret-shipfic-folder

My moots my favorite fic authors <3

[ushioliddell-blog]

Wooh Moved me T T Will always remember your words when writing one and when i became afraid of is there a meaning to write if it just please me and afraid od what other will think of this work.

Thank you so much ;w;

[sm-baby]

[litriu]

love this gimmick

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A Furryduo dynamic (almost to the end, Horror Arc was the end of it with acceptance he can also be different XD )

[ushioliddell-blog]

Hey fake Palestians... STOP TALKING AND MENTIONING ME.

[ushioliddell-blog]

An another theory ? PR!Aypierre is really gentle with his Pokemon, despite saying they are there for money. But when people don't look, he takes care of them.

And when he encounters some, they can feel it, even if he tries to hide it, so they come. XD

(cute theory but here we go ).

[ushioliddell-blog]

Aypierre on Pokerayou ?

In my opinion.... In keeping with Capitalist Arc of QSMP (and leftovers about Purgatory). Trying to sell things to others, not caring about being seen as the villain... BUT, trying to help his friends, (especially the other four French ).

When he sees things that remind him of Pomme (like apples or a pokemon ). Speaking about her a second, and change what he looks at faster....

Always have a knack for cute things and collecting them (his plush collection ).

My conclusion ? An alternate timeline of post QSMP XD

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Of course, Aypierre wants a Team Rocket RP.

Of course. Who is surprised ? XD

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And don't you worry. I still have a lot of them.

And to continue.

Fanfictions about Furryduo will be alive.

I didn't move on.

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How is going my current work of Furryduo ?

Hmm...Well...

Maximus is suffering side effect from SquidCraft (jealousy, discover of possessiveness, beginnning to see how deep is his love for Aypierre, dealing with after effect of seeing him die with his own eyes ) and having ANXIETY thoughts :D And Aypierre is trying to help but difficult when denial and silence are on the way XD

And this morning, I began to see how to link this work with an another :D

So everything is going on well xD (back in my sadistic area of making suffering character to make them more happy after ).

(And yes, I see Max as a real anxious person with too much overthinking. Maybe it's also because I m a little bit projectting on what I live everyday and trying to fight. Maybe ).

[ushioliddell-blog]

Currently working again on my fanfictions about Furryduo.

Be as always patient. Love you all <3 Thank you <3