First, thereâs a verbal spell. Whenever we refer to the song, weâre talking about the songs of the four seasons. Each Agent inherits one song for their corresponding season. [âŠ] Then there is the dancing spell. Dancing is a ritual honoring the Four Seasons, one that has given us power all around the world since ancient times. By combining both, they can extend their power to a wide area.
You're safe now. But... Hinagiku... is different. Yes, I understand. But you watched over the girl I loved until the bitter end. And we're the same. We both have memories of her. I've loved her all this time, but that doesn't mean I can't be glad you've returned. Thank you for coming back. Thank you for being alive. I've been wanting to meet you. You are my Spring. I won't let anyone take you away or hurt you ever again. Welcome home, Hinagiku!
premise. youâre good at pretending youâre fine. heâs even better at seeing through you. when pressure and burnout start catching up to you, the way each genshin boy steps in makes it clear you matter more than you realize.
1. He recognizes the signs because heâs lived them before.Â
The shadows under your eyes, the way your breath shortens even when youâre still, the isolation you wrap around yourself in like armorâitâs all familiar to him. Heâs seen it in his own reflection, long before he ever learned to name it. Only, your burden isnât karmic debt, and that makes it worse in his eyes; youâre choosing to endure this, believing itâs the only way. He knows exactly where that belief leads.
2. At first, he keeps his distance.
You stay up through the night, candle flickering low, papers scattered across your table. He watches from the rooftop, arms crossed, silent as the stars above him. He tells himself itâs not his place, that mortals have their own ways of enduringâtheir own choices, their own sufferingâbut every time you skip a meal, every time you pull another sleepless night, that thread inside him coils tighter. It reminds him of a past he wouldnât wish on anyone.
He gives in sooner than he expects.
3. He confronts you not with anger but with a plea.
âYouâre hurting yourself.â
You wave it off. âItâs just a busy week.âÂ
His eyes narrow, frustration and something more fragile pooling behind them. âThatâs what I told myself,â he says quietly. âAnd it didnât save me.â
Itâs then you understand: his worry isnât about weakness. Heâs worried because youâre repeating a pattern he barely survived.
4. He begins to linger, seen or unseen but always close.
Sometimes he leaves food. Sometimes his hand stops yours when you reach for your books after dark.Â
If you protest, he shakes his head. âEven the strongest thread will fray. Even the strongest soul has limits.â
He says it less like a warning and more like a memory from someone who has broken before.
5. He finally tells you why.
One evening, after finding you asleep at your desk again, he confesses. âI bore my suffering in silence. I thought that made me strong. But it only made me disappear.â
He kneels beside you, not as the Conqueror of Demons, no maskâjust Xiao.Â
âYouâre not meant to carry pain like this. Alone. Or at all.â
6. He doesnât want to âfixâ you. He just refuses to leave you alone in it.
Xiao knows better than to force healing. He doesnât ask you to quit or abandon your goals. He just brings you water when your throat goes dry. He moves your hand away from the ink when sleep pulls you under.
And sometimes, when you finally take a break, he simply sits beside you in silence, offering his presence like a shield. Not to fight for you, but to fight with you. Sharing the weight so it doesnât crush you.
7. When you ask why heâs so gentle, his answer is simple.
âBecause I know what it feels like to believe suffering is your purpose.â He looks at you with ancient golden eyes, quiet and unflinching. âAnd I know how it feels to wish someone had stopped you.â
kaeya
1. He catches on fast, but he doesnât let you know at first.
He observes the way you stumble into the Favonius library half-asleep. The way your jokes start sounding hollow. The way your hands shake slightly when you gather your belongings.
He notices everything, but instead of confronting you outright, he watches and waits. Because if he says something too soon, youâll deflect. He knows that look in your eyes. Heâs worn it before.
2. He starts teasing you, but thereâs a sharp edge to it.
âWorking hard, or hardly living?â he asks as you pass each other in the courtyard.
He smirks, but his eyes linger a little too long. Heâs not just being playfulâheâs prodding. Testing. Waiting to see how far youâll let this go.
When you respond with a tired laugh, he stops smiling the moment you turn away.
3. He starts interfering in subtle, Kaeya ways.
Suddenly, your paperwork gets rerouted. Your less urgent assignments are mysteriously taken care of by someone else. You suspect something, but no one owns up to it.
(Meanwhile, Kaeya just whistles to himself as he shuffles behind Jeanâs desk, filing forms under other names.)
4. When you snap at him from exhaustion, he drops the charm.
Youâre overwhelmed, frustrated, and barely holding it together. He makes one offhand commentâtoo well-timedâand you crack. You say something sharp, or maybe you just burst into tears.
He doesnât joke this time. He walks over, places a hand on your shoulder, and quietly says, âAlright. Thatâs enough. Come with me.â
5. He drags you outâliterally, if needed.
Whether itâs to a tavern booth, the fields overlooking the city, or his own cluttered office couch, he gets you somewhere quiet and safe.
He lets you vent. Or cry. Or sleep.
And when you finally go quiet, he murmurs, âYou donât need to break yourself just to prove something. Not to them, not to me, and definitely not to yourself.â
6. He opens up, not with drama, but honesty.
Kaeya doesnât talk about himself easily. But when he sees you struggling with the weight of expectations, he lets his own mask slip just enough.
âYou know, Iâve spent years pretending everythingâs fine. Holding the city together with a smile and a glass of wine. It catches up to you, eventually.â He chuckles, bitter and soft. âYouâre not weak for needing rest. Youâre smart if you take it before exhaustion eats you alive.â
7. He uses charm as a shield, but his actions speak for him.
Heâll still flirt, still joke, still act like heâs just checking in for fun. But youâll find a warm meal left on your desk. A blanket tossed over your shoulders. A carefully worded letter handed to your superior asking for a day offââOn urgent Cavalry Captain business,â of course.
8. When you finally give in and rest, he stays close.
Kaeya isnât the type to hover, but when youâre asleep on his couch or passed out over your books, he lingers nearby. He nurses a drink, watches the fire, and speaks into the air, âDonât become like me. Please.â
He never says it to your face. But he means it.
wanderer
1. He notices your burnout before you do, and it ticks him off.
Youâre waking up with three hours of sleep, skipping meals, muttering about deadlines with ink-stained hands. Wanderer watches you rub your eyes raw and shuffle through your fifth task of the day, and his first reaction isnât concern; itâs irritation.
âAre you seriously doing this to yourself again?â
Because you remind him too much of himself, throwing your whole existence at something because it makes you feel like you matter. And he hates it.
2. He gets angry not at you, but at what youâre doing to yourself.
At first it comes out as sarcasm. Sharp, cold words: âOh? Burning the candle at both ends again? Donât worryâif you collapse, Iâm sure someone will scrape you off the floor.â
You bristleâof course you doâand thatâs when he snaps.
âWhy do you think this is okay? Why are you letting yourself fall apart like this?â
Thereâs hurt buried deep in his voice. He doesnât even realize heâs yelling for himself, too.
3. He storms off, but he always comes back.
After blowing up, he disappears for a few hours. When he returns, heâs quieter. Still bitter, still defensive, but with a plate of food or a thermos of tea shoved toward you.
âDonât read into it. You looked pathetic. Someone had to do something.â
4. He doesnât understand why youâre doing this, and that terrifies him.
âYouâre not a machine. Not a tool. So why are you treating yourself like one?â
It slips out in a moment of vulnerability. You look at himâreally lookâand he hates the way your eyes mirror exhaustion he knows too well.
âYouâre not a puppet like me. You donât have to be.â
5. He starts interrupting your routine on purpose.
Heâll close your book mid-sentence. Physically turn off your lamp. Pull you away from your work, grumbling the whole time.
âNo oneâs asking you to kill yourself over this.â
And if you push back? Heâll say it again, sharper this time: âNo one is asking this of you. So why are you acting like itâs the only way youâll be worth something?â
6. Eventually, he admits why it bothers him so much.
One night, youâre too tired to argue, and he finally speaks without venom.
âI didnât eat, didnât sleep, didnât stop. Not because anyone told me to, but because I thought if I just kept moving, I wouldnât feel anything. If I was useful enough, maybeâŠit would matter that I existed.â He laughs, bitter and hollow. âIt didnât work.â
After a long moment, he adds, âDonât be like me.â
7. When you finally rest, heâs more protective than he wants to admit.
You fall asleep with your head on your desk. He doesnât wake you. He just sighs, pulls off his cloak, and drapes it over your shoulders. Then he sits beside you with his arms crossed, glaring at anyone who so much as glances your way.
âSleep. Iâll make sure no one bothers you.â
8. Slowly, you learn to rest. Not just because he makes you, but because you want to.
You nap beside him while he reads. You share meals without thinking about the time. You let him be your excuse when someone asks too much of you. (âSorry, Wanderer threatened to throw me in a lake if I skipped dinner.â)
And when you finally finish a project without burning yourself out, you find him leaning against the wall, arms folded, looking smug.
âSee? Turns out youâre not hopeless after all.â
But the way he ruffles your hair on the way out tells a different story.
neuvillette
1. He notices. Of course he does.
Youâve been skipping meals. Staying at your desk too long. Reading until your eyes burn. He doesnât ask what the work isâschool? career? research?âbecause that isnât the part that matters. What matters is the slump of your shoulders. The tremor in your hands. And the fact that youâre mortal.
âYou do not have centuries,â he murmurs once, watching you scribble past sunset.
You donât catch it. Or maybe you pretend not to.
2. He doesnât confront you, not at first.
Neuvillette believes in autonomy, in understanding silence, in not overstepping. So at first, he simply adjusts his rhythm to yours: he brings water when you forget, opens the window when the air gets stale, and pauses by your shoulder and gently suggests, âPerhaps you could rest your eyes.â
You smile faintly and say, âSoon.âÂ
But âsoonâ becomes never.Â
And when you fall asleep at your desk for the third night in a row, he says nothing. But the rain taps against the windowpane that nightâjust enough to mist the glass.Â
3. The turning point is distinctly him.
One evening, you stir awake from a nap you hadnât meant to take. Your blanket has been tucked around you neatly. A warm drink rests on your desk, still steaming. And beside it, in his careful, slanted handwriting, Please do not burn out for a future you havenât been given yet.
You touch the letter. And only then do you realize how closely heâs been watchingânot just your habits, but your mortality.
4. He begins setting an example for both of you.
Neuvillette has never been good at rest. But when he sees you trying to pull another all-nighter, he quietly closes his law books and says, âIâve taken the liberty of canceling my meetings tomorrow. We will both be resting.â
You blink. âBoth?"
â...Yes. I find myself in need of it as well.â
Thatâs when it hits you: heâs not just doing this for you. Heâs learning how to stop drowning himself in duty because he wants to be around for you.Â
You ask him why, once, and he tilts his head, rain-soft eyes meeting yours. âBecause you are burning the candle at both ends, and I am the only one here who does not run out of wax.âÂ
You donât know what to say to that, so you say nothing. But you put your work down, and you sit beside him.
5. The rain falls when he thinks of what he cannot protect.
You collapseânot dramatically, not with a cry, just a quiet folding into yourself one night after working too long. He catches you, barely. The moment your weight leans into him, the first drop hits the roof. By the time he lays you on the couch and presses a hand to your brow, the rain is a steady, gentle sorrow.
âThis is not a burden I asked you to bear,â he says softly.
But your fingers twitch for his; even unconscious, you reach for him. And the rain lightens.
6. Eventually, he says what he means.
Youâre recovering, sleeping more, and eating better. Youâve made small changes, but you still feel the pressure to use your time well. One night, you apologize for being a âburden,â and thatâs when he finally breaks his silence.
âNo,â he says, with a quiet finality that makes the air still. âYou are not a burden. You are a flame. You are days and decades and wonder compressed into something finite. And Iââ He pauses. âI am someone who will remain long after your light fades. So allow me, while you are here, to help you burn brighter. Not faster.â
You stare at him.Â
The rain does not fall.
And for once, you see the weight he carries: the guilt of longevity. The fear of outliving everything that matters.
7. He doesnât stop being the Iudex, but for you, he makes space.
He invites you to sit in his office sometimesânot to work, but to rest, to read, to share the same air. He walks you home when you stay late and waits for you at the Court steps when you forget the time.Â
And sometimes, he doesnât say anything at all; he merely takes your hand, brings it to his lips, and closes his eyes like heâs memorizing your pulse because you will not last forever, but you are here now. And that, to him, is sacred.
kazuha
1. He notices your imbalance like a change in the air.
Itâs not just how tired you look. Itâs how often you say âjust a bit more,â how your tea goes cold beside you, and how you havenât watched a single sunset with him in over a week. He doesnât say anything at first, but his concern is quiet and steady, lingering like mist.
2. He stays close, even when you say youâre fine.
You insist youâre just busy. He nods but keeps showing up anyway. Sometimes he brings dinner and eats with you on the floor while you work. Other times, he silently reorganizes your scattered papers just so you can find what you need more easily.
He doesnât pry. He just makes sure youâre not alone in it.
3. He doesnât romanticize your suffering.
Kazuha understands the weight of obligation, the desire to hold everything together by yourself. Heâs been there. But when he sees you start skipping meals, sleeping in short bursts, and barely reacting when he enters the room, he puts his foot down.
âYouâre running yourself into the ground. This isnât sustainable, and itâs not fair to you.â
4. He uses everyday moments to pull you back.
One afternoon, he brings you out into the garden without giving you time to argue. âTen minutes. Just breathe with me. You can go back to it after.â
The sun is warm. The breeze is soft. You donât make it back inside for another hour.Â
And somehow, everything hurts a little less.
5. When you finally break, heâs there.
Itâs late. Youâre shaking, frustrated, exhausted, ashamed. You whisper that youâre not doing enoughâif you stop, everything will fall apart.
Kazuha wraps you in his arms, gentle but firm. He doesnât hush you. He doesnât offer platitudes. He simply breathes with you.Â
âEven drifting leaves know where to land.âÂ
You donât know if he means you or him. But either way, you believe it.
6. He opens up about his own past, gently.
âBefore I left Inazuma, I thought I had to carry my grief alone. That if I let go, Iâd forget him. Or fail him somehow.â He doesnât name Tomo directly, but you know. âBut clinging to pain isnât loyalty. And pushing yourself until you break isnât strength.â
7. He leaves you notes and poems as reminders.
Remember to eat. Thereâs onigiri in the basket.
Iâm waiting for you by the docks at sunset. Just fifteen minutes, if you can spare them.
Youâre doing enough.
When you spend too long buried in papers, he sits near the open window and hums old Inazuman tunesâmelodies from a time before the storms. Sometimes he whistles songs you once told him you liked.
8. Over time, he helps you build slower rhythms.
He encourages small changes, like taking your work outside when the weatherâs good, stepping away when you hit a wall, and letting yourself exist without being productive. And he keeps showing up. Not to rescue you, but to walk beside you while you figure it out.
âYou donât need to prove your worth by wearing yourself out. Youâre enough, just as you are. Even when you rest.â
itto
1. At first, he thinks youâre just being âSuper dedicated.â Then he catches you passing out on a pile of papers.
He pokes your cheek. No response. He pokes harder. Still nothing.
ââŠUhhh. Okay. This is either really bad, or youâve just entered some kind of secret meditative ninja state.â
(Spoiler: itâs really bad.)
2. His response? Chaos. Immediate, well-meaning chaos.
He bursts into your office the next day with five onigiri, a straw mat, and a gang member holding a shamisen for âvibe support.â
âAlright! Operation Save the Boss from the Evil Paper Demons is underway!â
You protest. He shushes you with a finger to your lips and zero personal space.
âYouâve been promoted. To Taking-a-Nap Officer. Now câmon. Eyes closed. Thatâs an order.â
3. He treats resting like a team sport. And youâre on his team now.
Canât sleep? He tells stories (bad ones).
Wonât eat? He challenges you to a dumpling-eating contest.
Still anxious? He tries to âScare the stress awayâ by pretending to fight it in the corner.
âThis oneâs for that overdue report! HIIYAH!â
4. Eventually, he gets serious. As serious as Itto can get.
One night, after dragging you outside for fresh air and bug-catching, he glances sideways and says, âHey⊠You donât gotta be perfect all the time, yâknow?â
You laugh it off. He doesnât.
âNah, I mean it. You think the Arataki Gang would follow me if I acted like I didnât need breaks? Or fun? Or help?â
You stare. He shrugs.
âBeing strongâs not about going nonstop. Itâs about knowinâ when to stop, so you can keep goinâ. Thatâs what makes a real boss.â
5. From then on, you get regular âArataki Break Attacks.â
Theyâre loud, unexpected, and unavoidable. Youâre elbow-deep in paperwork? BOOM. He bursts through the window with mochi and a picnic blanket. Stressed from a deadline? He brings the gang to do your chores (badly).
âWe filed your papers alphabetically! âŠSort of!â
You should be annoyed, but the laughter helps more than you admit.
6. One day, you finally break down, and he catches you.
Youâre overwhelmed. Quietly crumbling. He finds you curled on your futon, staring at nothing. And for once, his presence isnât loud.
He kneels. Offers you his forehead, gently.Â
âI donât know how to fix whatâs hurtinâ you. But Iâm here. For however long it takes.â
You grip his sleeve. He holds you like youâre gold.
âYouâre not a job. Youâre you. And I like that person just the way they are.â
7. He makes recovery feel like living.
Not just resting, not just survivingâhe reminds you how to have fun again. Whether itâs beetle battles, fireworks, or dancing terribly at a festival, heâs there, arm slung around you, grin wide, heart full.
âWorkâll still be there tomorrow. But right now? You got an Arataki-brand life to live!â
And somehow, with him beside you, the world feels lighter.
aether
1. He notices your exhaustion before you ever speak it out loud.
Aether lives by reading peopleâheâs had to, traveling alone for so long. Others believe you when you say youâre fine, but Aether watches the small things: the tooâslow blinks, the silence you sit in like itâs a weight, the way you stare at your tasks as if theyâre cliffs that keep growing higher. You rub your temples and forget to eat the food Paimon hands you.
Paimon huffs, âSeriously? Thatâs the third untouched meal today!â
Aether doesnât comment. He just gravitates closer. Heâs used to carrying burdens alone, but he refuses to watch someone else fall into that habit.
2. His concern is gentle but incredibly persistent.
Aether never nags. He simply appears with the things you need: sliced fruit next to your work, a blanket around your shoulders, tea steeped exactly the way you like it. Paimon keeps mysteriously dropping snacks onto your desk like a tiny, floating delivery service.
If you insist youâre âjust tired,â he lifts his brows like heâs heard that excuse in every nation and never believed it once. He helps adjust your posture so your neck wonât hurt, refills your ink, hands you the thing you keep reaching for and missing because your visionâs going blurry.
3. When you snap, he doesnât pull away.
Youâre frustrated, overwhelmed, and maybe a little sharp with him.
He just steps closer, calm and steady. âAlright,â he murmurs. âLetâs take a break.â
Thereâs no judgment in his voiceâjust patience and a grounding gentleness firm enough that you can lean on it.
4. He worries when you push yourself too far.
You slump onto a bench after a long day, pale and trembling. He kneels instantly, hands hovering, not touching you until you give him a faint nod. He hadnât realized until that moment how tightly heâd been orbiting youâhow youâd become one of the anchors keeping him grounded in a world that still didnât feel like home.
âYou scared me,â he whispers. âPlease donât disappear.â
Youâre confused; you werenât going anywhere. But Aether has lost people; he knows what âhere one moment, gone the nextâ feels like. And heâs terrified of feeling it again.
5. He opens up only when he thinks you canât hear.
Paimon grumbles about how worried she was, but Aether silently moves your hair from your face with careful fingers and tucks his cloak around you. He stares at the glimmering stars above with a distant, melancholy expressionâone youâve seen when he thinks about Lumine.
That loneliness flickers across him like a shadow.
He whispers, thinking youâre asleep, âI donât want you to burn yourself out chasing something alone like I did.â
5. He disrupts your routine in deceptively gentle ways.
Aether never shuts your work away. He instead rearranges reality around you. He opens windows before the air gets stuffy. Adjusts the lighting so your eyes donât strain. Reorganizes your cluttered desk into something workable. Silently takes half your errands onto his own list.
When you ask why heâs treating you like youâre made of glass, he gives a small smile. âItâs not that youâre fragile. Itâs that you donât realize how much youâre carrying.â
6. When you wake, he finally lets his guard down.
âYou donât have to be strong all the time,â he says softly. âOr push through everything by yourself.â
His golden eyes hold yours, warm as sunrise breaking through fog.
âI know what it feels like when it seems the world wonât slow down for you. When resting feels dangerous. When you think stopping means falling behind.â He reaches for your hand. âBut youâre not alone anymore. Let me shoulder some of it, okay?â
With Aether, itâs never just words. For once, he resolves not to walk forward by himself.
tighnari
1. He diagnoses your burnout instantly.
He takes one look at your slumped posture, the way you squint at the daylight, and sighs like heâs witnessing a natural disaster.
âCome here,â he says, already closing the distance. He tilts your chin up with a gloved hand, eyes scanning your face. âSluggish pupil response. Pale complexion, dark circles⊠Your circadian rhythm is committing unspeakable crimes.â
You try to laugh it off. He doesnât.
âHonestly,â he mutters, âyou look worse than a withering zone.â
His tone is dry enough to parch a forest, but his touch stays delicate as he checks your pulse.
2. His worry comes out as exasperation.
The more worried Tighnari gets, the more his snark ramps up.Â
âOh, wonderful. Youâre dehydrated, sleep-deprived, and havenât eaten a proper meal in⊠let me guessâsince yesterday morning? Congratulations. Youâve achieved the disaster trifecta.â
When you snap that youâre perfectly capable of taking care of yourself, he gives you a look so flat it could level a hillside.
âIf that were true, we wouldnât be having this discussion.â
Thereâs no anger, just the protective frustration of someone whoâs patched up far too many selfâneglecting rangers and refuses to let you join their ranks.
3. The moment he realizes talking wonât work, he shifts into caretaker mode.
A glass of water is pushed into your hands. Then a plate of food. Then a blanket. He fusses without admitting heâs fussing.
You ask if heâs babying you. He raises a brow.
âIf I were babying you, Iâd have hauled you to the nearest bed and put you into a mandatory nap.â He pauses. ââŠDonât tempt me.â
4. Every comforting gesture comes disguised as âpractical necessity.â
Heâll brew a herbal infusion âto reduce inflammation,â then sit beside you until you finish the entire cup. Heâll braid your hair out of your face âto prevent sensory interference.â If you lean back too quickly, his hand is already behind your chair. âTo avoid concussion,â he claims.
Each act appears outwardly efficient and logical until you look closely enough to see the warmth threaded through every motion. Point it out, and he clears his throat, ears flicking in embarrassment.Â
âItâs called preventative care. Donât make it weird.âÂ
5. He keeps an eye on you even though he pretends heâs not.
Every time you stand up too fast? Heâs there. Every time you yawn? A pointed stare. When you stumble over your words because youâre exhausted? His pen pauses midâstroke.
âYouâre at 40% functionality,â he informs you one afternoon.
You groan. âCan you not quantify my suffering?â
âIt helps me track how close you are to collapsing.â
ââŠOkay, maybe quantify a little.â
6. When you push yourself too hard, he stops being sarcastic and starts being firm.
The day you reach for more materials while visibly wobbling, Tighnari steps directly into your path, eyes narrowing. âSit. Down.â
It isnât a suggestion; itâs a command forged from years of keeping rangers alive in conditions they had no business surviving. And you obey, because itâs the first time he sounds genuinely upset.
âPlease take care of yourself,â he murmurs, his expression full of hurt. âExhaustion proves nothing except how far a person can push themselves before they break.â
7. Once youâre resting, his protectiveness becomes instinctive.
The second you fall asleep, Tighnari is in full guardian mode. He adjusts your pillow. He checks your temperature. He angles a lamp so it wonât shine in your eyes. Outside, he warns the rangers, âIf anyone disturbs this room, I will assign you to fungal spore sampling duty for a month.â
Collei salutes. The other rangers flee.
He sits beside your bed with a botanical manual open, though he doesnât turn a single page. His hand lightly brushes your blanket as if reassuring himself youâre still there. When your eyes finally flutter open, he looks relieved in a way he tries very hard to hide.
âYou slept for six hours,â he says with a halfhearted scold. ââŠGood. You needed it.â
thoma
1. He notices the small changes first.
Youâre not meeting his eyes as often. Your sentences get shorter. You keep saying âalmost doneâ with a tired smile that doesnât reach your eyes. And the first time you cancel dinner plansâsomething you usually look forward toâhe knows for certain.
Youâre drowning. Quietly.
So he knocks on your door that night, holding a thermos and a neat box of onigiri. âI wasnât sure if you ate today,â he says gently. âMind if I sit with you a while?â
2. He doesnât tell you to stop. He reminds you itâs okay to slow down.
âI get itâsometimes you want to prove you can handle it all. Iâve been there,â he says as he sets things out, watching the tension in your shoulders with concern. âBut just because you can carry something doesnât mean you should do it alone.â
And for some reason, that hits harder than any admonishment could have.
3. He starts checking in more often but never pushes.
A warm drink appears on your desk during long afternoons. Laundry you forgot about ends up folded neatly on your chair. He even brings Taroumaru once, claiming âa surprise wellness check from the best boy in Inazuma.â
He never makes you feel guilty for being overwhelmed. He just keeps showing up, gentle and dependable.
4. When you finally crash, heâs by your side.
You fall asleep at your desk, shoulders tense, fingers still curled around your pen. When you stir awake, the lights are lower, a blanket is tucked around you, and Thomaâs coat is folded beneath your arm like a pillow. Heâs sitting beside you, reading so he wonât disturb you. He looks up with relief.
âHey,â he greets. âYou scared me a little there.âÂ
Heâs silent for a moment.Â
âNext timeâŠlet me help before it gets to this point, yeah?â
5. When you say you didnât want to burden him, that he already does so much, something in his expression shifts.
He lets out a breathâhalf fond, half achingâand shakes his head.. âThatâs what people like us do, isnât it? We take care of everyone else and forget we deserve care too.â
He takes your hand, his thumb brushing lightly across your knuckles.
âIâm here because I want to be. Not because you need rescuing. Because you matter. Even when youâre not accomplishing anythingâespecially then.â
6. From then on, he makes âdoing nothingâ feel like something special.
A slow meal on the engawa as the breeze rustles the wind chimes. Shared silence under the stars. An understanding glance when you sigh and confess, âI still feel behind.â
He leans back on his hands, looking up at the sky, and replies, âBehind what? The world isnât going anywhere. But if you burn yourself out⊠itâll lose something no one can replace.â
7. And when you finally begin to let go of the pressureâjust a littleâheâs there to catch you.
Not with grand gestures. But with rice balls, soft words, warm hands, and a steady heart. Because Thoma doesnât need you to be perfect. He just wants you to stay.
diluc
1. He notices what you stop doing.Â
Diluc pays attention to patterns. You used to greet him in passing, pause to appreciate small things, hum while you workedâlittle marks of ease that brightened your days. When those habits fade, he notices instantly.
Years of managing peopleâand years of losing themâhave made him acutely aware of what strain looks like. He doesnât question you about it; he knows too well how inquiries can feel like pressure rather than concern.
2. Instead of confronting you, he begins adjusting the world around you.
Not the type to lecture or hover, Diluc is a man of action, efficiency, and solutions. Tedious errands youâd been meaning to get to are mysteriously handled by someone else. Deadlines shift. A warm drink appears near your workspace when youâre too focused to notice your own needs.Â
It all feels effortless, almost coincidental. Thatâs intentional. Diluc would rather lighten your burden without making you selfâconscious about it.
3. He addresses your exhaustion indirectly.Â
One evening, he finds you staring at a page without seeing it. The dim light flickers across your face and catches something in your eyes that stirs an old ache in him. He approaches, delicately closes the book beneath your hand, and says, âWalk with me.â
He leads you outside and through the vineyard, where the lanterns glow warm against the early night and the air carries the scent of earth and ripening fruit. Diluc never fills the silence. He lets it steady you, each unhurried step loosening your thoughts.
4. He grounds you through consistency.
He joins you for meals whenever schedules align. Some afternoons he stops by simply to share a few minutes of stillness. Other times, he works beside you turning, the silence into something companionable instead of isolating.
He never frames these moments as interventions. They are companionship: something he knows can keep a person from unraveling. You find yourself looking forward to the routine with him that seems to slow the world around you until it becomes manageable again.
5. He corrects your selfâcriticism with a conviction thatâs difficult to refute.Â
Whenever you insist youâre behind or not doing enough, Diluc listens without interrupting. When he finally responds, his voice is certain and sincere in a way that leaves little room for doubt.
âYou carry more than you realizeâand far more than anyone should expect of one person.â His gaze meets yours in earnest. âYouâre capable, dependable, and far kinder than the world gives you reason to be. You donât need to exhaust yourself to prove any of that.â
6. When you push too far, he meets you.
The night you nearly miss dinner, he appears at your doorway, hair loosened from the day, ungloved hands resting calmly at his sides.
âYouâre late,â he says. âThe food wonât stay warm.âÂ
You begin to apologize, but he shakes his head.
âEat first. The rest can wait.â
He sits across from you, arms crossed, pretending heâs not watching to ensure you eat.
7. When you finally admit how overwhelmed you are, he listens in a way that feels disarming.
You tell him it feels like everything will fall apart if you slow down, and his gaze softens in a way few ever see.
âWork can always be resumed,â he tells you. âYou, howeverâŠcannot be replacedâ
Beneath his words lies the conviction of one who has already lost too much to relentless duty.
âI just donât want to disappoint anyone,â you finally admit.Â
âYou wonât,â he assures you firmly. âYou do not owe this world exhaustion to prove your worth. You give it your presence, and that is more than enough.âÂ
8. He becomes your safeguard against your own pressure.Â
Diluc does not smother or coddle. He simply remains a steady presence at your side as someone who cares deeply, and has learnedâthrough mistakes he cannot undoâhow important it is to catch a person long before they fall. Rather than save you from burning out, he prevents the flame from consuming you in the first place.Â
Diluc will never say the words outright, but itâs clear in the way he looks at you when he thinks youâre focused elsewhere: your wellâbeing is something he has quietly folded into his responsibilities, right alongside the winery and the city he once vowed to protect. And though he would never claim it aloud, supporting you matters to him every bit as much as any duty heâs ever carried.
childe
1. Heâs deceptively perceptive when it comes to people he cares about.
Growing up with siblings means heâs witnessed every flavor of stubborn exhaustion, from his older brother pulling all-nighters to Teucer trying to avoid bedtime. So he picks up your signs quickly: the way you rub your eyes, the slight tremor in your hands, and the fact that youâre running purely on determination.
Everyone else buys the excuse that youâre âonly a little tired.â Childe, on the other hand, narrows his eyes. âMy little siblings lie better than that, and one of them is seven.â
2. He calls you out directly, but thereâs softness under the bite.
Childe isnât one for subtle warnings: âYou canât keep this up,â he says, crossing his arms. âYou look like you fought a dragon bare-handed, and not in a way Iâd brag about.â
You glare at him, and he only steps closer, voice dropping.Â
âYouâre wearing yourself thin, comrade. I donât like watching that happen.â Itâs the most roundabout way he can say heâs worried.
3. If reminding you to rest doesnât work, he resorts to mischief.
He steals the pen out of your hand mid-sentence. He lifts your notes above your reach (heâs annoyingly tall). He sits on your stack of textbooks like a smug cat.Â
If you protest, he grins. âDuel me for them.âÂ
Heâs not joking. He drops into a fighting stance in the middle of your room. You point out youâre exhausted.
âThatâs why itâll be fun.â He is insufferable. He is also trying to make you rest.
4. When your energy gives out, his instinct takes over.
You wobble, and he reacts instantly, catching you with one arm behind your back, the other guiding your head to his chest. His whole body shifts as if to angle himself between you and the world.
âHeyâstay with me.â His voice is low, tight. Not his usual playful tone.
You try to say youâre alright.
âDonât. Donât even finish that sentence.â His jaw is clenched, heartbeat wild against your cheek.
He scoops you up without hesitation, expression lethal. Anyone who so much as glances your way wrong on the walk back gets the kind of glare that promises consequences.
5. He cleans up your workspace like heâs securing a battlefield.
Once youâre resting, he surveys the room with a soldierâs eye and quietly puts everything in orderâpapers stacked, candles extinguished, hazards removed.
âYou donât have to take on the whole world by yourself,â he mutters under his breath.
Then, he sits beside your bed and brushes your forehead with the back of his hand, checking for fever. âI can take hits,â he says softly. âDoesnât mean I enjoy watching someone else take them.â
6. Starting the next morning, he becomes more deliberate.
He brings breakfast and sits beside you until you eat. He walks you home whenever he can. He insists on taking some of your workload: âIâm good at carrying things. Work, bags, stubborn people who donât know how to rest.â
When you apologize for worrying him, he only smirks and taps your forehead.Â
âJust donât do it again. But if you start slipping, Iâll be there before you fall.â
7. His ârest planâ is⊠uniquely Childe.
He makes you a schedule. A battle-style schedule, color-coded into:
Mandatory Rest Periods
Nutrition Breaks (with treatsânonnegotiable)
Light Exercise
Hydration Checks (âDonât test me. I have water and I have aim.â)
Supervised Work Sessions
He hands it to you with pride. âThis is strategic efficiency. Trust meâGeneral Childe knows what heâs doing.â
You point out heâs not actually a general.
âDonât ruin this for me.â
8. And eventually, the truth slips out.
You find him watching you work, unusually quiet.
âYou push yourself so hard it hurts to watch,â he says finally. âYou work like youâre trying to earn your right to exist. But youâre not something that needs to prove its worth. YouâreâŠâ His voice falters. ââŠsomeone I care about. A lot.â
He clears his throat violently, as if honesty betrayed him.
âIf you collapse again, Iâm staying with you until youâre better. And thatâs not a threat. Thatâs a promise.â
zhongliÂ
1. He recognizes the signs long before you do.
The slight tremble in your fingers The missed step on uneven cobblestone. The way your gaze sometimes flickers past him, unfocused, as if your thoughts are pulling you in too many directions at once.
He doesnât intrude, but he sees. And in quieter moments, he remembers countless mortals who pushed themselves too far. So few ever stopped before the cost came due.
2. He doesnât confront; he provides.
âYou seem fatigued,â he remarks one afternoon over tea.
You smile. âItâs nothing I canât handle.â
He stirs his cup, thoughtfully. âEven the strongest stone yields under constant strain.â
You brush it off with a laugh, and he doesnât push. But the next time he invites you out, he phrases it differently: âJoin me. Not for discussion, not for business. Simply to rest.â With him, invitations are never obligations.
3. He begins to anchor you in subtle ways.
He sends herbal blends meant for clarity and calm. Bowls of warm food appear with the simple explanation: âI worried you might skip a meal.â He asks you to accompany him on walks through Liyue Harborâs quiet streets touched by sunset.
And when you protest, saying, âI should be working,â he meets your gaze with unwavering calm.
âAnd I should be elsewhere,â he says softly. âYet I am here. And I would prefer your company over solitude.â
4. When exhaustion finally overtakes you, it wounds him more than it surprises him.
He finds you slumped over your desk, ink smudged across your hand. For a long moment, he only stands there, a quiet sorrow flickering across features that have seen ages pass. Then, he gathers you carefully, almost reverently, and carries you to the couch. He drapes his coat over you, its warmth and faint incense scent settling around you like a shield, and he remains by your side, eyes tracing the moonlight on your face.
âMorax would have named this stubbornness,â he murmurs. âBut I believe⊠you simply fear stopping.â
5. When you finally ask why your wellbeing matters so deeply to him, he doesnât hesitate.
âI have lived through the rise and fall of gods,â he says. âI have watched whole histories fade into legend, and legends fade into silence.â He turns toward you. âYou are not a fleeting dynasty, meant only to be remembered or forgotten. You are someone I hope remains, not for legacy, but simply for yourself.â
6. He teaches you how to rest respectfully, without making you feel weak.
He walks you through gardens at dusk, where lanterns sway and cicadas sing. He reads aloud when your head is too heavy for thought. He speaks of rest not as luxury, but as a form of wisdom in itself.
âClarity is born from stillness, not exhaustion,â he reminds you, offering warm tea. âEven the sun must set to rise again. You, too, must allow yourself that cycle.â
And somehow, from him, it makes sense. With him, rest feels safe. It feels like something you are allowed to have.
7. And afterwardâwhen you do pause, when you finally let yourself breatheâhe stays.
Simply to exist beside you with quiet devotion. Because to him, you are not a task, nor a responsibility, nor a fleeting mortal life to be pitied.
He once governed wealth itself, but even with centuries behind him, there is nothing in his long life he has ever regarded as priceless in quite the way he regards you.
a/n: this advice may come off as unsolicited but i am an advocate for writing ambiguous reader-inserts that everyone can read and relate to.
i have nothing against gendered readers, readers written with a certain body type in mind, nor a reader assigned a certain race; these are just some things i find in ambiguous reader inserts that arenât rlly ambiguous. not seen in every fic, but i do notice these things whenever i read some fics.
this is coming from someone whoâs been reading and writing fanfiction for a while (a few years, i lost track) and who is an afab poc who mainly writes gn!readers for context
everything will be based on romantic interactions, if you would like any more specific tips, feel free to send in an ask or to comment !!
Blushing/Flusteredness
not everyone has skin tones that can show blush on their cheeks or their tips of their ears being red. you as the author may have that trait, but not all your readers do.
instead, try writing it off as âheat can be felt in the tips of your earsâ or âyou cup your hand against your cheek, feeling the heat riseâ because thatâs still a good way of showcasing being flustered without directly telling the reader they have a lighter skin tone in the fanfic you created, leaving the readers description to be ambiguous.
me personally, i tend to smile in such scenarios, albeit a bit nervously but still. so maybe describing it as a ânervous smile encroaching on your faceâ could be another way of displaying that sort of emotion.
Physical Characteristics
this is one of the most difficult things to portray as ambiguous and isnât something that actually can be painted as completely ambiguous unless you avoid descriptions all together. so letâs tackle the main ones:
â hair
most of the fics iâve read, authors write readers hair akin to being straight and/or at most wavy âsilky smoothâ being a common description iâve seen in fem!readers specifically.
however in the context of a hand running through the readerâs hair, not all hair types/styles will allows it, i.e. braids, twists, curly hair in general. a common phrase iâve seen describes this actions is ârunning a hand through your strands.â
something i believe that gives off a similar connotation is saying ââŠplayed with a lock of your hairâ since anyone can have a lock of hair unless your bald, my fault guys iâm not as good as i thought at this.
â body types
before i get flamed this is for when you want to intentionally write an ambiguous reader which i believe all reader inserts should be so we wouldnât be having this conversation rn but hey thaz just me
sometimes all you have to do is remove an added description from a word used for the readerâs body in order for it to be more inclusive. ââŠholding your small frame against theirs,â can be just, âholding your frame against theirs.â simple, but it works.
curves â commonly in fem!readers, however, can be a hit or miss description no matter what aspect youâre describing. âaccentuating so & soâs curves,â will always be a common description seen everywhere when theyâre in a tight dress.
âperfectly complimenting your figureâ is an option that exists, but i find it more awkward to read in my opinion. feel free to comment or reblog any ideas you want to add on, which goes for anything i write in this post.
â skin (tone)
could go hand in hand with the blushing section, but i digress. itâs not much of an issue nowadays, but i do catch myself pausing at some of these things.
fortunately âpaleâ isnât used when describing the readers complexion as often as it was, though âporcelainâ is something i have seen and believe has similar connotations. thatâs why i put parentheses around tone, porcelain insinuates a face without acne or acne scarring, a body without scars or blemishes.
this might be a more personal thing compared to the rest of my qualms as i've never had perfect skin anywhere on my body compared to my peers, so readers skin being described as smooth and soft is something i never related to, but i digress.
a good way of describing a readers facial structure would be to describe the emotion on their face. let me explain. when angry, a persons face tends to look sharper : âyou clench your jaw in frustration, eyebrows slanting, with the shadows on your face making your features look harsh." or when happy it can be described as soft : "your face lit up in elation, eyes crinkling upwards gently. your mouth curving into a delicate grin at the sight in front of you."
it's a fun way for the readers to imagine the scene you're creating.
SMAUâs (at least for photos)
as someone whose created quite a few smauâs before, i understand the struggle. personally when i made my first ever smau i struggled trying to find photos where even the readerâs silhouette was left ambiguous at least gender wise.
i tried to make an overlayed tint to the skin tone of photos i found on pinterest. (this was the only one i could find from my olden days)
idk if yall know that old tim drake x gn!reader smau called coffee, but this is from it so lmk if yall want me to bring it back but edited
EMPHASIS ON TRIED, itâs still obvious the persons skin tone was lighter and i put a red overlay on top of it so donât really consider this a tip, just a little extra side thing to consider and do better than me.
let me know if you have any questions or any additional tips you want to add on in comments, reblogs, and/or my asks!
reminder that this is no shade to any specific writers in general, writing is a skill and not a talent and everyone who does it does scait in an amazing way, thank you all authors for your hard work and all readers who interact with our posts. everyone truly appreciates it, and thank you for reading.
Random confession but⊠what makes me stop reading any x reader fics immediately are phrases like âit matches my hair colour, black.â
What if the reader has brown, red, ginger, blonde or albino hair? What if their self-insert oc has colorful hair like blue or pink?
I hate when people name a specific hair or eye color in a fic that uses the term y/n. Because y/n fics are supposed to represent & be inclusive to everyone.
If you specify a certain physical trait, then just say right from the start that the fic is about YOUR OWN CHARACTER and not a y/n.