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Growing up in an abusive household is a fucking trip dude……If you’ve never had someone angrily wash a dish at you or fold a sock in your direction then how are you gonna understand why I get nervous when you quietly do the laundry, or why I ask “are you mad at me?” when you set the bag of groceries down too hard? It’s a totally different way of living and it impacts you long after you’ve left the situation.

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my life is like that thing in cartoons where the characters are influenced by a little angel and a little devil on their shoulders, except instead of angel and devil it’s “logical thought” and “anxiety disorder”

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this man made his own version of the lion king with his new born. and is…. is that…. coconut oil he rubbed on her forehead. I’m done!!!

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I love this so much!

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THIS IS SO PERFECT

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OMG EVERYBODY WAS INVOLVED

Sorry for the massive pic dump. I kind of forget about my blog sometimes, haha. I got some new glasses today (from Zenni Optical). They make me super happy. How can you be sad in bright red heart glasses???? You can't. I'm an Emoji now, i guess! 😍😍😍😍

#selfie #justgotmyzennis #glasses #heart eyes

The Father's Day cards my infants did. My dad saw one and got jealous, so I made him my own on my lunch break.

#father's day #crafts #infants #childcare #daycare #baby #teacher

Bulletin boards I've done for the month of June.

#bulletin board #teacher #early childhood education #daycare #childcare

Teacher "contract" and classroom "rules" i made.

#teacher #early childhood education #infant room #daycare

Multicultural Peace display I did for a classroom at my daycare center.

#teacher #ece #early childhood education

An American Sign Language display I made for the Infant room. I find ASL an amazing resource for ECE. I sign to babies, i sign to big kids, i even sign to my coteachers sometimes. It helps the kids who aren’t physically capable of speaking yet to be able to convey their needs and desires. Cuts down on tantrums from being misunderstood. A good friend of mine has epileptic seizures and can’t always be verbal immediately before or after, but this way she can still communicate.

Basically, i love me some sign language.

#asl #sign language #early childhood education

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hey man i haven’t seen a single similar post (concerning???) so i feel like it’s important to make this.

tomorrow is ramadan. your eating disorder will not magically disappear in ramadan.

allah will not hate you if you relapse in ramadan. be it that you faint or you binge, if you need to break your fast because of your eating disorder THEN YOU BREAK YOUR FAST.

You are not supposed to fast when you are sick. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO FAST WHEN YOU ARE SICK. IT IS HARAM TO FAST IF YOU ARE SICK BECAUSE IT BRINGS HARM TO YOUR BODY. If you start feeling horribly sick and you know, you haven’t had sufficient suhoor or iftar for a few days or anything of the sort, it is okay to break your fast and even go to the hospital if you need to.

habaybi that have eating disorders, PLEASE take care of yourself during ramadan. It is a month of cleansing and forgiveness, so forgive yourself if you relapse. You can always redo your fast after ramadan.

Jazakallah please reblog this post and ramadan mubarak to you all! ♡

I currently take medication for anxiety, after years (a lifetime really) of trying literally everything else. I tried therapy, oils, acupuncture, religion... i took a million lavender baths, meditated a thousand hours, tried praying it all away. But it wasn't enough. My most vivid memories of my past are of worry, guilt, and intrusive thoughts. And by past, i do mean literally from the time i began forming memories. It has impacted every facet of my life, always keeping me from living my best life. A few years back i hit a particularly rough patch, and (not to be too dark or morbid) it got to the point where envisioning a life with so much worry and fear was so overwhelming that I began contemplating that ending my life might be my only choice. It wasn't because i was depressed, it wasn't for attention. I saw no other way. Living with constant anxiety, guilt, intrusive thoughts... it was too much. I was scared to go home after work, to face the hours alone before it would be time to work again. Then i began taking medication. And it LITERALLY saved my life. It was like my whole life i had lived in increased gravity that had suddenly been lifted. I had the energy to like things, and read things, and actually get out of bed in the morning. My doctor told me on our first meeting "better living through responsibly altered brain chemistry." Sometimes a chemical imbalance is just that. A chemical imbalance. It's not a lack of sunshine or Jesus. Taking medication isn't weakness. And taking medication isn't always the answer. It's also not NEVER the answer. You have to find the combination that works for you. Popular photo posts going around like this one are just the sort of thing that kept me living in darkness for 25 years. That's my two cents.

#mental illness #mental health #tw: suicidal thoughts #anxiety #anxiety disorder #medication

Nothing says "successful" like hurriedly making sure it's not super obvious you've been crying before going outside in boxer shorts to collect at least three people's worth of Chinese food from a very bewildered delivery driver. It's been a week.