You truly should have been an actor. You’re SO good, you believe your own lies! Fucking bravo there. I did EVERYTHING I could possibly fucking think of, including, DESTROY myself and who I was to try to keep you happy. Content, even. You’re the one who manipulated me for five years. You’re the one who taught me I couldn’t do anything by myself, I needed you. I couldn’t stand on my own two feet. You’re the one that taught me I had no right to my own feelings. You’re the one that made me suppress my feelings of anger, hurt, disappointment, you let me choke on them so you could keep your head above water. You beat me down one day at a time and I couldn’t see it. I see it now. I am so sad for myself that I let you do that to me. That I let anyone do that to me. I was not allowed to be right. I was not allowed to think for myself. I didn’t get to stand up to you. I was always wrong, even when I wasn’t. You never made a mistake. You let me suffocate on your double standards and never once thought hey, is she okay? You didn’t care. You made that painfully clear by the end of this. You put hands on me, you accused me of cheating, you threatened my life… yet somehow you think I’m the monster in this situation. I am done letting people walk on me. I finally stood up to you and you threw a fit and said we were getting divorced. I finally had ONE FREE THOUGHT for myself and that was wrong. I always wondered why it didn’t matter what I did, I was never enough and I was always wrong and according to you I still am. Well guess fucking what? YOU’RE wrong. YOU’RE THE FUCKING MONSTER. I let you destroy me. No one gets to do that now. I hate you and everything you did to me. I hope this decision haunts you. I hope you don’t get any sleep. You may have broken me, but I am fighting back and you can get the fuck out of the same universe I exist in. You’ll never be far enough away.
I am in charge of my life now. You need to let go. You’re not welcome, ever, ever again. Neither is anyone who has anything to do with you behind my back. Fuck you and everything you ever said and did to me. You never deserved me and you’ll NEVER have me again. Choke on your own tears. Pretty soon, it’ll be like you never existed. Ultimate karma for you, the professional victim.
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