tortured poet in the making

20 | she/they

[gingerbreadpopsolo]

If you use fiction to escape clap your hands

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If you use fiction to escape clap your hands

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If you use fiction to escape from something that you hate

If you use fiction to escape clap your hands

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[vetckkie]

girl get off that c.ai and embrace the 'x reader'

[ashstfu]

[prettyypenguin]

The hottest thing a woman can do is get tattoos

[baznetart-deactivated20240404]

[total-bimbo]

lik a rly rly gay way hehe

[sluttyhozier]

rawest fucking hozier lyrics in no particular order:

i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight

heat of her breath in my mouth; im alive

i’d be the choiceless hope in grief that drove him underground

idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on his sword

and when the earth is trembling on some new beginning with the same sweet shock of when adam first came

every version of me dead and buried in the yard outside

the stench of the sea and the absence of green are the death of all things that are seen and unseen

if I was born as a blackthorn tree i’d wanna be felled by you, held by you, fuel the pyre of your enemies

some like to imagine the dark caress of someone else, I guess any thrill will do

before the wave hits, marveling at god; before he feels alone one final time and marries the sea

betray the moon as acolyte on first and fierce affirming sight

i have never known peace like the damp grass that yields to me, I have never known hunger like these insects that feast on me

screaming the name of a foreigner’s god; the purest expression of grief

sweet and right and merciful, i’m all but washed in the tide of her breathing

but you don’t know the hell you put me through; to have someone kiss the skin that crawls from you

so i try to talk refined for fear that you find out how i’m imagining you

my head was war, my skin was soaked, I called your name ‘til the fever broke

be still, my indelible friend, you are unbreaking

remember me, love, when i’m reborn as a shrike to your sharp and glorious thorn

[vainlyquietlagoon]

know it's for the better

you have me wrapped around your finger string along to every little thing you say every little promise that you aren't going to fall for them every little i love you and it will always be you every little word you say i think you mean it but, deep down you don't you like having the thought of someone always being there if things don't go to plan Knowing that i will always be there keeps you going until the day you can just toss me to the side and never speak again when you finally have them in your arms lovingly holding them whispering sweet nothings in their ear when that was supposed to be me you have tossed me aside like you know where i belong i know it's for the better to leave you now but i can't my heart won't let me as much as my head is screaming let her go she isn't good for you she hurts you and you can't deal with any more hurt it's slowly killing me knowing that you have someone else and it's not me that you want anymore

no, it's for the better that we never speak again letting each other go is what's needed as much as my heart is telling me no i need to listen to my head because i know it's for the better.

[wlwdaydreamms]

you make me want to do all the right things. im losing interest talking to other people or be in places you're not around. i find staying up late boring since you sleep early. i constantly wonder what you're doing or who you're with. is this what its like to be in love?

[buffythevampirelover]

[wlwdaydreamms]

we grieve the future we will never have. we grieve the memories we will never make. we grieve the person we will never marry. i know that i am making the right decision by leaving but that doesnt make the grief easier. i am at peace with my own company but that doesnt mean i dont miss the comfort of having someone by my side through the ups and downs of life.

[vainlyquietlagoon]

jesus christ that hits harder than getting hit by a bus

[vainlyquietlagoon]

you.

i would fly to the ends of the earth for you fight battles and swim miles.

for you i would bleed myself dry in hopes you would love me

i would lay myself down on the ground so you wouldn't get dirty

for you i would let walk all over me in hopes that you would care enough to show me an ounce of respect

i would let you rip me to shreads if that is all you need

because my love i would do anything for you even though you don't want me.

[vainlyquietlagoon]

heal.

something i need to do but the ghost of you won't let me she haunts me standing in the doorframe watching over the things i do

watching me sob in a ball while looking at photos of you allowing me to remember the good times, the bad times and the times when we were just us me and you

i watch her sometimes appear in what i am doing, music she is there guiding me, photos she is there guding me, clothes she is there guiding me.

but now i must let her go mourn her loss and pick the piece up for it is time for me to heal and to let you go.

[vainlyquietlagoon]

you are art.

your body is shaped like a goddess from the time of hades and persephone your curves take my breath away anytime i see you your lips are soft and subtle

you are insecure but if i told you that you are beautiful enough times i would hope that you will start to believe it sadly it was something i didn't do enough

now they are there worshipping your body telling you that you are beautiful enough times so you believe it

[ladychlo]

I wish you all very good sex. if you don't like sex, I wish you a very good romance. if you don't want either of them. I wish you a very good bowl of soup and some bread, mate.

[vainlyquietlagoon]

oh to be loved by you.

oh to be loved by you with your eyes so blue, oh to be loved by you with your hair so long,

oh to be loved by you with a cheeky smile, oh to be loved by you with the goddess-like stature,

oh to be loved by you with a caring soul, oh to be loved by you with the prettiest face,

oh to be loved by you.

[vainlyquietlagoon]

her.

the way she makes the air clearer, the way her hair moves in the wind.

the way she looks in the sunlight, like the sun is kissing it's favourite person, kissing you the way i wish i could.

i wish i could hold you, hold you the way they do, hold you the way the wind does when it's howling.

the way she looks while sleeping, like an angel returning home, like something out of a fairytale.

but i can't do this anymore, i need to let someone else kiss you the way i used to, hold you they i used to hold you, look at you the way i used to look at you.

[vainlyquietlagoon]

for my old love.

I crave the love we once shared,

holding each other tight,

caressing each other while we lay,

eyes lost in each other.

I crave the fun we once had,

on all those times you would beat me in your stupid games,

I would gaze with love,

because your smile my love is all I live for.

I crave the arguments,

when we would shout and cry at each other,

it showed that you cared,

that you loved me and I threw it all away.

I thank you for all the love and kindness that you showed me,

I wish I didn't fuck it all up,

I wish I could make it all better,

I wish I didn't make you cry.

I hope that you have a good life and that you crave what we once had the way I do.