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Riverside cat

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It almost looks like Marty is shocked about the nymphomania happening right beside him

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I really don't like this yearly wildfire/wildfire smoke we have to live with. I guess at least the sky isn't orange?

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Shots fired

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I'm the gal they love to torture

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Since I'm online I'll write updates:

I am still trying to figure out my medical mystery. She suggested Crohn's but also said I take too many nsaids and they might have fucked me up. I didn't realize how many nsaids I take until I stopped taking them. Im leaning towards that personally but I also don't want a chronic condition.

I had to do an MRI and did not like it! I had one in like 2003. The machines are much nicer and larger now. They let me listen to music on headphones. I chose Bob Dylan's Desire. It was good choice. I focused on the lyrics. It was like Bob Dylan with loud industrial music playing over it occasionally interrupted by a voice saying BREATHE IN. I had a little meltdown when the male nurse that reeked of cigs couldn't find a vein. He was dragging this needle around in my arm. Not a fan! Anyway I'm waiting on the results.

I still need to get to a GP to get referrals to two more doctors. I hate it! I'm so sick of seeing these people. This is what happens when you avoid everything.

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Today I tried to speak up on behalf of the staff to the manager and was shut down quickly. She actually told me she knows more than me despite not being involved in basically anything. This was while she was asking for feedback. She didn't like the feedback I gave her I guess. Well guess who's sitting in a chair and doing crosswords/ppl watching until the mid shift comes in? Me :)

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Ever since I've been sick since March(??) I've had a lot of time to think. The one good thing about it is I realized I'm a coward and because of that I'm willing to avoid everything to the point where I feel like I'm going to die. I get it now but my life feels in flux and I just want to get laid and have fun. Can I sick person have fun? Probably. We shall see.

Any former cowards tell me how to get over my cowardice. Acknowledging it is the first step!

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The French need to invent a healthy cigarette for me to smoke. I need one right now.

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Luigi Corteggi - Satanik

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Claire Laude, When Water Comes Together With Other Water, La racine brulée, 2015  

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I bought him this tunnel at least 4 years ago. Only in the past week has he decided to use the bed attached to it.

[linoone]

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Ahhhhhh!

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I have started the colonoscopy prep. Pray for me, brothers and sisters.