serenidad

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[mateo-rodriguezx]

@valsantiagx

[valsantiagx]

mateo-rodriguezx:

“all together again - fate like i said.” he told him just smiling like never before. taking this time to eat his food, all he did was look up and admire the man before him. it was still hard to believe that they are here right now and val had opened up to this life he’s held back for so long. val deserved the world, he might have made some mistakes along the way - but he was a victim over all. finishing up and having small talk here and there - he couldn’t help but just lean back and lift up his shift. “i swear i ate to much food - but i am not going to let the stop us from … “ taking his hand, he forced val up to his feet and moved him over to the dance floor where only two others were dancing drunk. “music might not be good – but from what i remember that never stopped us.”

“fate,” he agreed. it grew mostly quiet once again as they consumed their food, and val was grateful for it -- it gave him plenty of time to admire mateo, and to think about how much his life had changed in just a matter of weeks. here he was, on a date with the man he’d spent most of his life in love with, he was back in contact with the brother he’d lost so many years before, and now he would be able to see his best friend again. he didn’t think, scratch that, he knew that he’d never been so happy before in his life. happy and sated, he would have been content with just sitting there for the rest of the night talking, but of course mateo couldn’t let that happen. he begrudgingly allowed mateo to tug him up and over to the dance floor, the nerves hitting him once again as he glanced around them. “you remember correctly,” he agreed. “but it’s been many years since i’ve danced, i am no good anymore.”

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diego-santix:

his back against his brother, he felt his heart racing at the touch. his shoulders relaxing while he lowered his head. closing his eyes, he felt his own cock growing as a groan came out. “tito — “ he moaned just moving a hand back to grip onto his arm. bending over to get some soap himself he turned back around and lathered his brothers chest up while looking into his eyes. “hold me when i sleep tonight?” he asked, just feeling their connection getting stronger.

he had to close his eyes and take a deep breath, trying valiantly to ignore the noises coming from diego. he knew it was awful, to lust after one’s brother so much, but val couldn’t help the way he felt. he only opened his eyes again when diego turned around and he felt slippery hands sliding over his chest. he made a low noise and took a small step closer, looking down at his brother. “of course,” he agreed with a nod. “anything you need, di -- anything at all.”

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mateo-rodriguezx:

“i can give you his number - i messaged him and i am sure he’ll want to see his old best friend.” he told him, just then loving those blushed cheeks. “you still know how to dance, right papi?” with that, he just took some of the wine and drank it. thinking about how nice tonight was going to be for the two of them. “us latino’s don’t lose that touch - it’s in our blood, si?”  with that said, he had gotten there food and he began to dig in. “enjoying it?” 

“i appreciate that more than you know, mateo. it will be very nice to see him again after so many years,” he said softly, smiling as he thought about seeing his best friend again. it had blown him away, to find both his brother and the love of his life in the same place, and his best friend would just be the cherry on top of the sundae. “of, um, of course i can dance. sí, it’s all in our blood,” he agreed, face still flaming hot, spurred on by mateo calling him papi yet again. he distracted himself by digging into his food, happy to pause conversation for a least a little while. “it’s delicious.”

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diego-santix:

“okay… “ he told him, just moving then a hand over his brothers chest - thinking about how it would feel to just be held by him right now. the many nights he wished he had his brother there to hold him. turning around he passed him the soap and nodded. “wash me?” he said, moving back as he nearly has his ass brushing up against his brothers bulge.

he shivered the slightest bit under diego’s touch, staring down at where his brother’s hand rested on his chest. he continued doing so, a million thoughts running through his head all at once, until diego turned around. his gaze then fell to diego’s ass, so close it was nearly brushing up again his half hard cock. he cleared his throat roughly and took the soap from diego, trying to ignore how close they were as he lathered some in his hands and started rubbing down diego’s back.

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diego-santix:

the kiss to his temple made him feel at home. this was what was calling back to him. the idea of having his brother back was something he only prayed for - mateo was the man that helped him in prayer – watching his brother taking off his clothes, something in him brought back all those feelings when he was just a young kid. the thought of val has had crossed his mind before, wanting to be made to love by his own brother, and now after all this time they rushed him right back. moving in close he shook his head. “so you are going to leave those on – but you want to shower?” he looked into his older brothers eyes and took in a deep breath as he started to slowly pull val’s underwear down. “help me … and i’ll help you – okay?”

he was content again, feeling relaxed and at home in a way that he’d never truly felt before. he had been there for diego for the first time in years, had been able to calm his brother and comfort him, and it made something inside of him settle. he was brought out of his thoughts when he felt his soaked underwear being pulled down. before he could get far, val’s hand darted out to grab diego’s by the wrist, squeezing it lightly. “i’ll, uh, k-keep them on,” he said with a nervous smile. true, the thin cotton wasn’t doing much to mask the fact that he was starting to get hard from being in such close proximity to diego’s naked body, but he still felt much less vulnerable and scared with the fabric between them.

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mateo-rodriguezx:

“i’ll be so sappy, i promise.” he told him, just happy to be doing this with the man of his dreams. “well he is and – we made sure that he was taken care of, as best we could. you two are the most hard headed brothers i ever met.” mateo blushed a bit as he began pick off on the app. “you don’t owe us anything – you owe him, but right now it’s about us … right? how once we are done eating, i’m going to take you up on that dance floor - grind on you, show you how i might be a man of god, but i know how to get a bit dirty sometimes … now tell me, how will that work for you, papi?”

“sounds like a plan,” he said, feeling happiness always the way down to his soul, in a way that he’d never felt before. “i will have to track him down, speak to him. maybe i could get his number from you? i have some apologizing to do to him, too.” he smiled softly and shook his head. “no, i owe you all a great deal. -- but yes, right now is about us.” he ducked his head down a little to hide the way his cheeks had turned red, flushed with arousal. “i, uh, that sounds.. perfect, mateo.”

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mateo-rodriguezx:

“you can be as sappy as you want – “ he told him, just blushing a bit. once the waitress came with their food, he ordered them a bottle of wine before looking back at val. “have you encountered jasper too? he’s here as well - he is the one that found diego and helped him out of it… diego always had us, so just remember that - we did our best for him.” 

“only if you promise to be sappy right back.” he grinned and started to pick at the appetizers mateo had ordered them, happy to have something to take his focus even further off the people around them. “no, i didn’t know jasper was here, too; diego didn’t mention him. -- i am forever grateful to the both of you for helping him when i didn’t. i owe you both a great deal.”

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diego-santix:

there was nothing to say at this point. he felt at home - he had his brother back and it was going to take getting use to, but he won’t ever shake off that this is family. diego knew this wasn’t just hard for him, but also for his brother. what he might have gone through, the battle he had inside as well - they both needed each other and that is something he knew. slowly after a bit of just holding on, he looked up and kissed his jaw before smiling. “i think i am done crying – i’m pruning up and i jsut want to be held, but —- you think … you think you can help me with …. this.” moving over to get the body wash, he smiled. “please?” he said, slowly standing  up, but staying near his brother. “you wet .y-your clothes….. for me?” blushing softly, diego felt the pressure of all this lifting off and trying to focus on right now - having his brother again.

he let out a small laugh at his brother’s words, feeling as though a small weight had been lifted off of his chest. he was there, with his brother, and everything was going to be okay, he just knew it would. he pressed another kiss to diego’s temple, smiling against his skin as he did so. “of course i can help,” he agreed, waiting until diego was standing before carefully pulling himself up so he stood close to his brother. he looked down at his dripping clothes and nodded, then shrugged. “they are just clothes, hermano. they will dry.” deciding it would be best to, he shrugged his shirt over his head and tossed it in the general vicinity of the sink, then did the same with his pants, leaving just his boxer briefs. “might as well shower too while i’m in here. you help me and i’ll help you?”

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diego-santix:

diego was not sure how he can stop this. he always was good hiding his feelings, but now val is before him - all those hidden away feelings rushing back and making him feel weak. the moment val moved in, just sat there until he was on his lap. sobbing while he heard everything he was saying. “i just hate all this – i hate how i never had a real life … i … “ gripping onto val’s wet shirt, he held him closer. “don’t ever let me go … promise me .. promise me right now and … and just don’t let me go… i only have you … i don’t want to be alone anymore .. please….” the idea of being alone always hurt him. everyone saw him as just a sex toy - nothing more. even his friends that he thought were his friends, only wanted to be around him for the sake of a night in bed with the boy. “i’m done - i’m done being alone. i love you tito … it’s you.. you and i against the world, okay” hooking his pinky with his brothers he just slid up , not caring that he was naked and all over his brother right now. diego was held and in that moment he felt safe and at home for once in his life.

val pressed his face into diego’s wet hair, taking a moment to just breathe him in, let the familiarity of his brother surround him and calm him down the slightest bit. he rubbed soothing circles against diego’s wet skin, like he had so many times when they were kids, hoping it still helped now like it did back then. “i hate it too, di. you deserved so much more than the shit you got thrown into. you should have had a real life, gone to high school, made friends, fallen in love,” he murmured, pulling him impossibly closer. “all of that and more. -- i promise, diego. i promise you that i won’t let you go. you and mateo are the only family i need. you won’t ever be along again, i promise. it’s us against the world.” he pressed a light kiss to diego’s temple and hooking his pinky with his brother’s and leaning back so he could smile down at him reassuringly, lifting a hand to caress his cheeks. “i love you, diego, don’t you ever forget that.”

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mateo-rodriguezx:

“i am happy you say that since i only want the best for you - so if that means the best for you is here, with your brother and me – that is all i want then in my life. all of us.” he took a moment to just take his hand again with a smile. “now - how about we don’t get all sappy anymore and enjoy our time here - i’m sure we both deserve some wine, si?”

“it is what is best for me, being here with you two. i’ve never felt more at home, more safe and loved, than here, with you. as long as you’ll have me, i’ll stay,” he said, squeezing mateo’s hand in his own and returning the smile. “i cannot promise i won’t get sappy anymore, but i can try. -- oh, i will never turn down a glass of wine. you’ll definitely have me dancing by the end of the night.”

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diego-santix:

on the shower floor it all was hitting him all at once. diego was trying to keep strong right now and show that it didn’t hurt him, but right now all he can think of was how val was here after all the times he needed h is older brother. the amount of times he was raped, abused, beaten and taken advantage of. he wanted to run to his brothers arms. he remembered the one time he went to go see val and it ended in being told to get the fuck away by val’s wife at the time, slapped across the face. he was alone, haven’t had to defend himself. never been able to even finish high school ever - never been loved and had to defend himself. the moment he heard his brother and felt his touch, he flinched out of fear. touch was what he had to do for his job, but in all he was scared of it each time for the amount of men that used his body for their own pleasure. it’s all he knew. sobbing in his brothers arms, he just held him. “you… you fucking left me.” diego let out a soft whimper that hurt him inside. “you hate me … you hate me so fucking much and … now you come back and i am trying to .. to n-not remember how you left me. let me … i’m trying but – you never helped me… defended me…. i needed my big brother…… “ looking up from where he laid, he gripped on tight. “you’re g-going to leave me again – i am g-going to be alone and i-i … “ pushing him off, he moved to the other side of the shower. letting the water fall over his head as he held onto his knees. “leave me alone!” diego yelled out as his panic attack was getting worse.

val hated more than anything when diego flinched away from him. he knew his little brother had had a terrible life, had been through so much shit that most people had never ever dreamed of, stuff taken straight from the worst nightmares, but he never thought that it’d cause diego to flinch away from him. if his heart hadn’t already been broken by diego’s earlier reaction to him, when they’d first found each other, it most definitely was now, shattered into a thousand pieces that may never be mended again. of course, it only got worse from there, every word from diego’s mouth digging another sharp knife right through his chest. “i know i left you di, i fucking know, and i will n-never forgive myself for it,” he said, voice catching on a sob that was bubbling up from his chest. “i don’t hate you, i could never hate you! i hate them, for what they did to you, to us. they are terrible people and they will rot in hell for all of the pain that they have caused us.” he made a noise of protest when diego pushed away from him. ignoring the still falling water, he climbed completely into the shower, hunkering down next to diego and pulling his brother up into his lap, wrapping his arms around him tightly. “diego, i will never leave you again,” he murmured into diego’s ear. “never. seeing you go was the hardest thing that’s ever happened to me and i won’t let it happen again. you and i, we are together until the end, you hear me? i love you and i am never letting you go again.”

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mateo-rodriguezx:

“good, because i want nothing but another and another and another and another… “ winking at the man. he just felt his heart beating faster. something it’s not done in a long time. the way val made him feel was nothing like never before - they were in love and it was going to take an army this time to rip val from his arms. though right now he was noticing how val was starting to be nervous. “good good – so you are settling in nice, and i am sure you and diego are working things through.. i know he missed you and i am sure now - he can have a family… if you are planning on staying long.” mateo had to put in that last bit as he wanted to know what was on val’s mind for the future, since he still remembers the old habits.

“sounds like a plan to me,” he said in agreement, smiling brightly at the man across from him, the man that he loved with his whole being. he’d never felt as loved as he did right there, with mateo, and he never wanted to be apart from his beloved ever again. focusing his mind on mateo and his love for him allowed him to calm down further, to ignore all of the people around them and focus on mateo alone, on making their first date a great one. “yeah, yeah. this place, this town, it is fantastic. i have never been around so many people like me before,” he said, tone full of wonder. “i do plan on staying, i promise. it would take an act of the devil to keep me away from you and from diego. you are my family, my everything, and i will never leave you again.”

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mateo-rodriguezx:

the spanish music in the place was making him smile. he loved this place and has only been here less than a handful of times. “then we are on the same boat, love.” nodding he just moved to kiss val’s hand with a huge smile on his face. “i’ll pay - and then the next one you’ll pay – if there is a next one i mean.” not wanting to push all this onto the other, mateo was just so happy to be able to live out the dream to be with the man he loved since he was a boy. “do you know what you’ll want to order or should i also order for you?” teasing, he looked up at the waitress, taking a moment to just order them some apps and their drinks. “so, how is work doing and how are you adjusting to everything - did you end up finding diego?” 

he could feel his cheeks growing hotter, from both the use of the nickname love and the kiss to his hand. he didn’t know how his heart was supposed to handle everything that he felt was around mateo, but he hoped that it learned. “there will be a second one,” he promised, feeling the smallest sense of confidence -- the great amount of love he felt for mateo inspired it. he might still be a nervous wreck about the entire thing, but he needed mateo to know that he loved him, and he was in this until the end. “i think i can handle ordering my own food this time,” he teased back. out of habit, he tensed up a little when the waitress approached and looked down at his lap nervously, then tried to force himself to relax again once she was gone. “work is great. the people i’ve worked with here are very nice,” he answered honestly, peeking up at mateo with a shy smile. “yeah, yeah -- i found diego, and manny. i missed them both so much.”

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diego-santix:

“you were a good brother - you just never spoke to any of us on what you were struggling.. which you clearly were. I just got the bad hand of it…. but it doesn’t matter anymore, so let’s just move on and try to make this work.” he said, just there standing naked in front of his older brother. diego was so comfortable with his body, he didn’t really care, even if it then clicked that this was different. “sorry – i… i am just use to this and i wasn’t thinking.” taking whatever pair of underwear he quickly took them. his chest was bare and was able to see a few scars from events that happened since he was sold off. “alright, quick shower, promise.” running off to the shower, he just began - but started to just stand there with the hot water to think about what was happening right now. door open still as diego then began to over think about how all this was going down and the boy broke, sobbing in the shower. back against the cold tiles as he slowly fell down, holding his knees up to his chest, sobbing there - unsure if his own brother hears him. 

he nodded slowly in agreement after taking a moment to process diego’s words. “we can make this work, hermano. i know we can.” he forced himself to finally look away from diego’s naked form, staring instead at the piece of artwork hanging above his dresser. as much as he would like to keep admiring his brother’s body, to ask about the scars he had seen, it was beginning to become a little too much for him to handle. he wanted to speak up, to tell diego that it was okay, he was fine, but the words got stuck in his throat. he simply nodded and stayed still and quiet until diego was safely in the shower. he finished changing into his sleep clothes, an old tank top and some sweats, and was just about to move back to the kitchen to make them both something to eat when he heard noises coming from the bathroom. against his better judgement, he moved over to the bathroom door and stuck his head inside. “diego?” he called out before his eyes focused enough to see diego, on the floor of the shower, curled up. without thinking, he hurried over to the shower, pulling the curtain back and falling to his knees. ignoring the fact that he was being soaked with water, he wrapped his arms around his younger brother, pulling him into a tight hug. “shh, it’s okay, di. i’m here.”