On Witchcraft as a spirituality
Sometimes people hit me up like "I need verification, but practicing spells is so tedious, and I need validation" and I am here to tell you that
In my personal opinion you know that
You're never going to finish crochet projects unless you love making stitches.
Letting the yarn slip over your fingers and the hook goes over under over under, stitch stitch stitch, turning chain,
That is the part you've got to love, I think, because the problem is if you only love the amigurumi, or the bag, or the blanket, you're never going to get there,
because crocheting isn't having a blanket.
Crocheting is making a blanket.
"I just need to see my spells manifesting before I can have proof, I need that validation" is bullshit
because you can cast a spell that goes off so incredibly well and then you look around and all you can say is "well that just means the situation was already going to go fine and I never needed to cast, there's no way I could have accomplished that"
and all the while there's this little bit of hollowness and stress and frustration, like you're looking for the thing but the thing never presents itself,
so now the question is still there and it just switches from "I need validation," to "I need faith"
and this is exactly like finishing the amigurumi and looking at its soft squishy face and setting it aside and saying "I need a bag"
but in all the cases, you know, the answer is just about stitches.
Do you need a bag? Or do you need the quiet, repetitive, counting, soothing, structure, activity, progress, and then, by total coincidence, after a while a bag appears?
I think this way often about witchcraft as a spirituality. My blog is mostly practical sorcery based. And when you approach witchcraft from that perspective I think it's pretty much, "I need a result."
But witchcraft isn't having a result.
Witchcraft is making a result.
and I think for those of us who use witchcraft as a spirituality, as a damp and safe terracotta pot within which we can unfurl our roots into the rich soil of the underworld,
It is the joy of the process itself which waters the soils - not the end result.
When you engage in your practice - the literal, physical, mental, and emotional actions you engage in, the ways you've ritualized your behaviors, the series of behaviors you engage in which allow you to interface with your path -
Do those parts, in and of themselves, serve you?
So anyway love your results but fuck results at the same time, if the actual moment-to-moment doesn't serve you, if being there doing the actions in and of itself doesn't bring you something,
perhaps there are adjustments to be done.
It could even be time to switch to a new fiber art altogether.