Ayuna

Um.. Hello..?

[vamp4n0n]

Hi..? I'm... Uhm.. Ayuna, but I'll go by any name really.. I don't personally care much for names..

((Name?))

Ayuna.. I said that no..?

((Age?))

Older than you probably. ((She's mentally 6-8 probably even younger. Definitely younger..))

((Yeesh.. What are some of your flaws?))

People are just scared of me. The call me rude, a monster etc. I don't care much about humans.

((.. I'm sure.. Any strengths?))

I'm a pretty nice when I want to be? I can be loyal as well.. It's not as rare as you think. I'm not that obsessed with blood.

At least I don't think I am..

((She is))

((Any interesting abilities you'd like to share?))

Not really... But you're going to make me so... Physical strength, Superhuman speed, Immortality, Healing, Enhanced senses, etc.

((Any weaknesses?))

. . . Sunlight, Invitations, Silver, Holy Water, Religious Items or Locations, Fire..

((Fun facts about Ayuna's weaknesses; Vampires cannot enter a home without invited in. An invitation can be withdrawn at any time and the vampire will be pushed from the home or have a sudden reason to leave. Technically this also applies for businesses, but as they are considered to be open for everyone, vampires can enter them. The "permission" can be revoked though; A touch of silver will cause her flesh to burn, it will heal at the same rate as a human and tend to leave scars or welts upon a vampires flesh; Naturally, Ayuna will feel repulsed by religious items, which hold a belief or religious continuation to them. The bearer of such an item must have true belief in it for it to work. This also comes to religious locations such as a church. Graveyards are an exception.))

[asterdawn026]

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Orange had gently knocked, letting their presence be known. Usually, they would greet you with a playful tease or happy smile. But none appeared. Only the silence. Their expression troubled with the furrow brow and sealed frowned. While eyeing down on the columbine flower of purple and white in a their tight grip. Now, they lift their head to you..

I need to talk to you....

(if wish to join, not force: @vamp4n0n @the-former-godhunter @gremlinlotusannonhere )

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna tilted her head, looking down at the Columbine flower silently for a moment. A curious and confused look in her eyes. She didn't show anything other than that, but her mind raced with the worst possible outcomes as to what was wrong.*

You do. . . Huh.. Is.. Something wrong..?

[asterdawn026]

Orange seemed to notice the racing possibilities in her curious question, in which they quickly reassure

No, no. Just.. (sighh)

Their heavy sigh indicated this was the last conversation they wanted with Ayuna. For they had a little worry look, when carefully kneeling down to meet her smaller frame

Something..."unexpected" came up.

Something that needs me to leave here for a bit.

So I might not see you in a couple days..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna was silent for a moment. Leaving? Leaving.. She didn't like that word. She NEVER.. Liked that word. She tried not to express anything, after all, she shouldn't have gotten close to Orange or anyone else anyways, but she couldn't hide her pupils slightly shrinking out of instinct. Now it seemed like it was her fault.*

. . .

You're leaving.. Why..?

*She fought the urge to say "leaving me". She didn't want them leaving. No.. It wasn't. . .*

[asterdawn026]

Seeing Ayuna react like it was her fault, along question itself stung painfully.

Believe me, I don't want to go. I would love to stay here with you guys longer.

They insisted, when caressing Ayuna's face in the same comfort manner that one night

But there's a promise I made to someone. Someone I care deeply about as well, like you. The last time I saw him, I was small like you.

Orange explained with a furrow brow, and guilt in their tone. Trying to explain as best they could, but can't give out too much.

I promised to come back, and even bring him with me. And that's what I'm going to do. I'll come back to see you once we're back..

[vamp4n0n]

. . .

Oh.. Okay.. I.. I see..

. . .

You aren't going to forget about me then are you..? After you leave.. I mean..

[asterdawn026]

Why on earth would I forget someone amazing as you?

Orange added, with a little smile to paint their sincere words. Even to add, while adjusting their shirt, to reveal the little frog necklace she made

And this will be here to help remind it. No matter how long it'll be.

I can even bring you back a souvenir if you want.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the frog necklace that she once made for them. Her eyes lit up in obvious happiness.*

You still have-..

*She trailed off quietly then smiled and nodded happily.*

Yes please! I would love a souvenir!

[asterdawn026]

Then that's a promise.

To seal their word, Ayuna gesture her hand to rest on the cold metal, with a soft smile up at her.

Thank you for listening.

Will you be okay while I'm gone?

[vamp4n0n]

Um.. Yeah..! I think.. I'll try to keep the bad thoughts out!

*Ayuna stated as she smiled up at Orange with a (s(trangely)-) determined look look in her happily excited eyes.*

[asterdawn026]

Should that be concerning?... probably not. Orange was more relieved to see Ayuna now cheered up, even with the determination. Even with the idea of these "bad thoughts" concerning. Remembering the last interaction, how badly it influenced her

Then, maybe this can help when it comes to it?

Reaching to the side, Orange revealed the surprise gift of the round, squishy plushie of a black cat, nearly as big as Ayuna

It was meant for a surprise on Halloween. But I see no better time for it. Would you like it?

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the plushie and grabbed it, immediately hugging it whilst slightly giggling.*

It's a kitty! Yes yes!

*It seemed like she completely forgot about those "bad thoughts". I guess in times like this it was a good thing that she got easily distracted isn't it..*

[asterdawn026]

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Orange had gently knocked, letting their presence be known. Usually, they would greet you with a playful tease or happy smile. But none appeared. Only the silence. Their expression troubled with the furrow brow and sealed frowned. While eyeing down on the columbine flower of purple and white in a their tight grip. Now, they lift their head to you..

I need to talk to you....

(if wish to join, not force: @vamp4n0n @the-former-godhunter @gremlinlotusannonhere )

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna tilted her head, looking down at the Columbine flower silently for a moment. A curious and confused look in her eyes. She didn't show anything other than that, but her mind raced with the worst possible outcomes as to what was wrong.*

You do. . . Huh.. Is.. Something wrong..?

[asterdawn026]

Orange seemed to notice the racing possibilities in her curious question, in which they quickly reassure

No, no. Just.. (sighh)

Their heavy sigh indicated this was the last conversation they wanted with Ayuna. For they had a little worry look, when carefully kneeling down to meet her smaller frame

Something..."unexpected" came up.

Something that needs me to leave here for a bit.

So I might not see you in a couple days..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna was silent for a moment. Leaving? Leaving.. She didn't like that word. She NEVER.. Liked that word. She tried not to express anything, after all, she shouldn't have gotten close to Orange or anyone else anyways, but she couldn't hide her pupils slightly shrinking out of instinct. Now it seemed like it was her fault.*

. . .

You're leaving.. Why..?

*She fought the urge to say "leaving me". She didn't want them leaving. No.. It wasn't. . .*

[asterdawn026]

Seeing Ayuna react like it was her fault, along question itself stung painfully.

Believe me, I don't want to go. I would love to stay here with you guys longer.

They insisted, when caressing Ayuna's face in the same comfort manner that one night

But there's a promise I made to someone. Someone I care deeply about as well, like you. The last time I saw him, I was small like you.

Orange explained with a furrow brow, and guilt in their tone. Trying to explain as best they could, but can't give out too much.

I promised to come back, and even bring him with me. And that's what I'm going to do. I'll come back to see you once we're back..

[vamp4n0n]

. . .

Oh.. Okay.. I.. I see..

. . .

You aren't going to forget about me then are you..? After you leave.. I mean..

[asterdawn026]

Why on earth would I forget someone amazing as you?

Orange added, with a little smile to paint their sincere words. Even to add, while adjusting their shirt, to reveal the little frog necklace she made

And this will be here to help remind it. No matter how long it'll be.

I can even bring you back a souvenir if you want.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the frog necklace that she once made for them. Her eyes lit up in obvious happiness.*

You still have-..

*She trailed off quietly then smiled and nodded happily.*

Yes please! I would love a souvenir!

[asterdawn026]

Then that's a promise.

To seal their word, Ayuna gesture her hand to rest on the cold metal, with a soft smile up at her.

Thank you for listening.

Will you be okay while I'm gone?

[vamp4n0n]

Um.. Yeah..! I think.. I'll try to keep the bad thoughts out!

*Ayuna stated as she smiled up at Orange with a (s(trangely)-) determined look look in her happily excited eyes.*

[asterdawn026]

Open Starter

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Orange had gently knocked, letting their presence be known. Usually, they would greet you with a playful tease or happy smile. But none appeared. Only the silence. Their expression troubled with the furrow brow and sealed frowned. While eyeing down on the columbine flower of purple and white in a their tight grip. Now, they lift their head to you..

I need to talk to you....

(if wish to join, not force: @vamp4n0n @the-former-godhunter @gremlinlotusannonhere )

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna tilted her head, looking down at the Columbine flower silently for a moment. A curious and confused look in her eyes. She didn't show anything other than that, but her mind raced with the worst possible outcomes as to what was wrong.*

You do. . . Huh.. Is.. Something wrong..?

[asterdawn026]

Orange seemed to notice the racing possibilities in her curious question, in which they quickly reassure

No, no. Just.. (sighh)

Their heavy sigh indicated this was the last conversation they wanted with Ayuna. For they had a little worry look, when carefully kneeling down to meet her smaller frame

Something..."unexpected" came up.

Something that needs me to leave here for a bit.

So I might not see you in a couple days..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna was silent for a moment. Leaving? Leaving.. She didn't like that word. She NEVER.. Liked that word. She tried not to express anything, after all, she shouldn't have gotten close to Orange or anyone else anyways, but she couldn't hide her pupils slightly shrinking out of instinct. Now it seemed like it was her fault.*

. . .

You're leaving.. Why..?

*She fought the urge to say "leaving me". She didn't want them leaving. No.. It wasn't. . .*

[asterdawn026]

Seeing Ayuna react like it was her fault, along question itself stung painfully.

Believe me, I don't want to go. I would love to stay here with you guys longer.

They insisted, when caressing Ayuna's face in the same comfort manner that one night

But there's a promise I made to someone. Someone I care deeply about as well, like you. The last time I saw him, I was small like you.

Orange explained with a furrow brow, and guilt in their tone. Trying to explain as best they could, but can't give out too much.

I promised to come back, and even bring him with me. And that's what I'm going to do. I'll come back to see you once we're back..

[vamp4n0n]

. . .

Oh.. Okay.. I.. I see..

. . .

You aren't going to forget about me then are you..? After you leave.. I mean..

[asterdawn026]

Why on earth would I forget someone amazing as you?

Orange added, with a little smile to paint their sincere words. Even to add, while adjusting their shirt, to reveal the little frog necklace she made

And this will be here to help remind it. No matter how long it'll be.

I can even bring you back a souvenir if you want.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the frog necklace that she once made for them. Her eyes lit up in obvious happiness.*

You still have-..

*She trailed off quietly then smiled and nodded happily.*

Yes please! I would love a souvenir!

[asterdawn026]

Open Starter

(( for context: Prev ))

Orange had gently knocked, letting their presence be known. Usually, they would greet you with a playful tease or happy smile. But none appeared. Only the silence. Their expression troubled with the furrow brow and sealed frowned. While eyeing down on the columbine flower of purple and white in a their tight grip. Now, they lift their head to you..

I need to talk to you....

(if wish to join, not force: @vamp4n0n @the-former-godhunter @gremlinlotusannonhere )

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna tilted her head, looking down at the Columbine flower silently for a moment. A curious and confused look in her eyes. She didn't show anything other than that, but her mind raced with the worst possible outcomes as to what was wrong.*

You do. . . Huh.. Is.. Something wrong..?

[asterdawn026]

Orange seemed to notice the racing possibilities in her curious question, in which they quickly reassure

No, no. Just.. (sighh)

Their heavy sigh indicated this was the last conversation they wanted with Ayuna. For they had a little worry look, when carefully kneeling down to meet her smaller frame

Something..."unexpected" came up.

Something that needs me to leave here for a bit.

So I might not see you in a couple days..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna was silent for a moment. Leaving? Leaving.. She didn't like that word. She NEVER.. Liked that word. She tried not to express anything, after all, she shouldn't have gotten close to Orange or anyone else anyways, but she couldn't hide her pupils slightly shrinking out of instinct. Now it seemed like it was her fault.*

. . .

You're leaving.. Why..?

*She fought the urge to say "leaving me". She didn't want them leaving. No.. It wasn't. . .*

[asterdawn026]

Seeing Ayuna react like it was her fault, along question itself stung painfully.

Believe me, I don't want to go. I would love to stay here with you guys longer.

They insisted, when caressing Ayuna's face in the same comfort manner that one night

But there's a promise I made to someone. Someone I care deeply about as well, like you. The last time I saw him, I was small like you.

Orange explained with a furrow brow, and guilt in their tone. Trying to explain as best they could, but can't give out too much.

I promised to come back, and even bring him with me. And that's what I'm going to do. I'll come back to see you once we're back..

[vamp4n0n]

. . .

Oh.. Okay.. I.. I see..

. . .

You aren't going to forget about me then are you..? After you leave.. I mean..

[asterdawn026]

Open Starter

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Orange had gently knocked, letting their presence be known. Usually, they would greet you with a playful tease or happy smile. But none appeared. Only the silence. Their expression troubled with the furrow brow and sealed frowned. While eyeing down on the columbine flower of purple and white in a their tight grip. Now, they lift their head to you..

I need to talk to you....

(if wish to join, not force: @vamp4n0n @the-former-godhunter @gremlinlotusannonhere )

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna tilted her head, looking down at the Columbine flower silently for a moment. A curious and confused look in her eyes. She didn't show anything other than that, but her mind raced with the worst possible outcomes as to what was wrong.*

You do. . . Huh.. Is.. Something wrong..?

[asterdawn026]

Orange seemed to notice the racing possibilities in her curious question, in which they quickly reassure

No, no. Just.. (sighh)

Their heavy sigh indicated this was the last conversation they wanted with Ayuna. For they had a little worry look, when carefully kneeling down to meet her smaller frame

Something..."unexpected" came up.

Something that needs me to leave here for a bit.

So I might not see you in a couple days..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna was silent for a moment. Leaving? Leaving.. She didn't like that word. She NEVER.. Liked that word. She tried not to express anything, after all, she shouldn't have gotten close to Orange or anyone else anyways, but she couldn't hide her pupils slightly shrinking out of instinct. Now it seemed like it was her fault.*

. . .

You're leaving.. Why..?

*She fought the urge to say "leaving me". She didn't want them leaving. No.. It wasn't. . .*

[asterdawn026]

Open Starter

(( for context: Prev ))

Orange had gently knocked, letting their presence be known. Usually, they would greet you with a playful tease or happy smile. But none appeared. Only the silence. Their expression troubled with the furrow brow and sealed frowned. While eyeing down on the columbine flower of purple and white in a their tight grip. Now, they lift their head to you..

I need to talk to you....

(if wish to join, not force: @vamp4n0n @the-former-godhunter @gremlinlotusannonhere )

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna tilted her head, looking down at the Columbine flower silently for a moment. A curious and confused look in her eyes. She didn't show anything other than that, but her mind raced with the worst possible outcomes as to what was wrong.*

You do. . . Huh.. Is.. Something wrong..?

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

There eyes widen in shock, pained to even hear Ayuna call herself that. Even through those slightly empty voice, they can still hear the emotion

And that's why you're NOT a monster.

I've seen many in the past, that feel no guilt for hurting people.

And seeing you now, how much it hurts you to even think that...

Orange other hand, removed from her back to cup the other side of her face, wiping the linger tear being the evidence

Why would you even call yourself that?

[vamp4n0n]

. . . I only hurt people.. That's all I can do..

It's not fair.. It's not fair at all..

*Ayuna looked back down at the ground again as she went silent again.*

[asterdawn026]

....No. It's not fair at all..

That part there was no denying. To see even Ayuna at her young age have to face such unfair torment for simply existing... No. Orange will not allow this. Not this time.

I'd like to show you something.

But first, can I carry you?

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked up at Orange again. She slightly and hesitantly nodded.*

*She still stayed silent as she slightly looked away for a moment.*

[asterdawn026]

Hey, if you change your mind, we can just rest and call it for tonight.

They gently reassured at her hesitation, with a little soft smile down at her

Followed with, Orange carefully holding Ayuna like a belt, before steadying themselves up on their feet. Walking through the moonlight lit hallway quietly, before Orange started talking quietly

I understand why you would call yourself .."that".. believe me I really do...

Orange began, even hesitant at using the word that stung beneath. Just as they paused at

But, let me at least show you what I see...

With that suggestion, Orange pauses their steps, and faces out the large wall. Where, hanging, were all of Ayuna's pictures and crafts she built previously the year.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the hanging pictures and crafts. She looked interested and curious.*

These.. These are..

*Ayuna trailed off as she tilted her head slightly.*

[asterdawn026]

Mhm. Every single one.

Orange finished with a little hum and smile, when seeing Ayuna look at each saved picture curiously They decided to reach for the nearest one of her drawings

Would you believe if I told you, these same pictures brought so much joy to others?

How they immediately made someone's bad day to a better day.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna also took one of the nearby crafts, looking at it curiously.*

. . . Did.. Did it..? These made other people's day..?

*Ayuna examined the crafts and drawings, a mix of confusion, relief, and.. Something else..?*

[asterdawn026]

All the time.

Even the became the idea to have these up in the first place.

Orange encouraged the idea with the sincerity response. Examining her artwork too, pointing at the random doodles as they carefully settle both them down at a nearby cushion couch

See, like this one.

The colors you used alright brings it out, then the details add a nice touch. But what really was seeing your freedom in the imagination

It's what helped brought so much smiles, and even inspired many to try.

Because of you.

[vamp4n0n]

Oh.. Well.. That's.. I'm glad... This is.. A nice feeling..

*Her entire form relaxed.. She looked relieved.. And at least a little bit more happy than before..*

[asterdawn026]

Well, we can look at more together, if you'd like.

Orange offered when noticing Ayuna visibly relax. They get comfortable in resting back against the cushions, as they felt a little yawn escape. Still, they reach for another of her doodles, showing appreciation for each one through a soft smile.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the doodles and crafts as a small appreciative smile formed on her face, she then leaned on Orange's shoulder, quietly yawning a little bit.*

*Of course, the comfort and relief wouldn't stop the negative thoughts forever, but she felt way better than before. She looked at Orange and tilted her head.*

Are you tired..? You can sleep, I'll stay and watch over..! Like how you do to me..

[asterdawn026]

O-Oh..

A little hesitation etched on their face. Should they?... Yet, they don't want Ayuna to get the wrong impression. So with a little tired smile, they gently caress the top of her head

Alright.

Just know you can wake me if you need anything.

With that, Orange carefully settled to lay down on the cushion. To rest their eyes closed.

[vamp4n0n]

. . .

Night Orange..

*Ayuna tilted her head as she watched Orange closed their eyes. They looked.. Peaceful maybe..? She slightly smiled at the sight then quietly looked over at her old doodles.*

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

There eyes widen in shock, pained to even hear Ayuna call herself that. Even through those slightly empty voice, they can still hear the emotion

And that's why you're NOT a monster.

I've seen many in the past, that feel no guilt for hurting people.

And seeing you now, how much it hurts you to even think that...

Orange other hand, removed from her back to cup the other side of her face, wiping the linger tear being the evidence

Why would you even call yourself that?

[vamp4n0n]

. . . I only hurt people.. That's all I can do..

It's not fair.. It's not fair at all..

*Ayuna looked back down at the ground again as she went silent again.*

[asterdawn026]

....No. It's not fair at all..

That part there was no denying. To see even Ayuna at her young age have to face such unfair torment for simply existing... No. Orange will not allow this. Not this time.

I'd like to show you something.

But first, can I carry you?

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked up at Orange again. She slightly and hesitantly nodded.*

*She still stayed silent as she slightly looked away for a moment.*

[asterdawn026]

Hey, if you change your mind, we can just rest and call it for tonight.

They gently reassured at her hesitation, with a little soft smile down at her

Followed with, Orange carefully holding Ayuna like a belt, before steadying themselves up on their feet. Walking through the moonlight lit hallway quietly, before Orange started talking quietly

I understand why you would call yourself .."that".. believe me I really do...

Orange began, even hesitant at using the word that stung beneath. Just as they paused at

But, let me at least show you what I see...

With that suggestion, Orange pauses their steps, and faces out the large wall. Where, hanging, were all of Ayuna's pictures and crafts she built previously the year.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the hanging pictures and crafts. She looked interested and curious.*

These.. These are..

*Ayuna trailed off as she tilted her head slightly.*

[asterdawn026]

Mhm. Every single one.

Orange finished with a little hum and smile, when seeing Ayuna look at each saved picture curiously They decided to reach for the nearest one of her drawings

Would you believe if I told you, these same pictures brought so much joy to others?

How they immediately made someone's bad day to a better day.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna also took one of the nearby crafts, looking at it curiously.*

. . . Did.. Did it..? These made other people's day..?

*Ayuna examined the crafts and drawings, a mix of confusion, relief, and.. Something else..?*

[asterdawn026]

All the time.

Even the became the idea to have these up in the first place.

Orange encouraged the idea with the sincerity response. Examining her artwork too, pointing at the random doodles as they carefully settle both them down at a nearby cushion couch

See, like this one.

The colors you used alright brings it out, then the details add a nice touch. But what really was seeing your freedom in the imagination

It's what helped brought so much smiles, and even inspired many to try.

Because of you.

[vamp4n0n]

Oh.. Well.. That's.. I'm glad... This is.. A nice feeling..

*Her entire form relaxed.. She looked relieved.. And at least a little bit more happy than before..*

[asterdawn026]

Well, we can look at more together, if you'd like.

Orange offered when noticing Ayuna visibly relax. They get comfortable in resting back against the cushions, as they felt a little yawn escape. Still, they reach for another of her doodles, showing appreciation for each one through a soft smile.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the doodles and crafts as a small appreciative smile formed on her face, she then leaned on Orange's shoulder, quietly yawning a little bit.*

*Of course, the comfort and relief wouldn't stop the negative thoughts forever, but she felt way better than before. She looked at Orange and tilted her head.*

Are you tired..? You can sleep, I'll stay and watch over..! Like how you do to me..

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

There eyes widen in shock, pained to even hear Ayuna call herself that. Even through those slightly empty voice, they can still hear the emotion

And that's why you're NOT a monster.

I've seen many in the past, that feel no guilt for hurting people.

And seeing you now, how much it hurts you to even think that...

Orange other hand, removed from her back to cup the other side of her face, wiping the linger tear being the evidence

Why would you even call yourself that?

[vamp4n0n]

. . . I only hurt people.. That's all I can do..

It's not fair.. It's not fair at all..

*Ayuna looked back down at the ground again as she went silent again.*

[asterdawn026]

....No. It's not fair at all..

That part there was no denying. To see even Ayuna at her young age have to face such unfair torment for simply existing... No. Orange will not allow this. Not this time.

I'd like to show you something.

But first, can I carry you?

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked up at Orange again. She slightly and hesitantly nodded.*

*She still stayed silent as she slightly looked away for a moment.*

[asterdawn026]

Hey, if you change your mind, we can just rest and call it for tonight.

They gently reassured at her hesitation, with a little soft smile down at her

Followed with, Orange carefully holding Ayuna like a belt, before steadying themselves up on their feet. Walking through the moonlight lit hallway quietly, before Orange started talking quietly

I understand why you would call yourself .."that".. believe me I really do...

Orange began, even hesitant at using the word that stung beneath. Just as they paused at

But, let me at least show you what I see...

With that suggestion, Orange pauses their steps, and faces out the large wall. Where, hanging, were all of Ayuna's pictures and crafts she built previously the year.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the hanging pictures and crafts. She looked interested and curious.*

These.. These are..

*Ayuna trailed off as she tilted her head slightly.*

[asterdawn026]

Mhm. Every single one.

Orange finished with a little hum and smile, when seeing Ayuna look at each saved picture curiously They decided to reach for the nearest one of her drawings

Would you believe if I told you, these same pictures brought so much joy to others?

How they immediately made someone's bad day to a better day.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna also took one of the nearby crafts, looking at it curiously.*

. . . Did.. Did it..? These made other people's day..?

*Ayuna examined the crafts and drawings, a mix of confusion, relief, and.. Something else..?*

[asterdawn026]

All the time.

Even the became the idea to have these up in the first place.

Orange encouraged the idea with the sincerity response. Examining her artwork too, pointing at the random doodles as they carefully settle both them down at a nearby cushion couch

See, like this one.

The colors you used alright brings it out, then the details add a nice touch. But what really was seeing your freedom in the imagination

It's what helped brought so much smiles, and even inspired many to try.

Because of you.

[vamp4n0n]

Oh.. Well.. That's.. I'm glad... This is.. A nice feeling..

*Her entire form relaxed.. She looked relieved.. And at least a little bit more happy than before..*

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

There eyes widen in shock, pained to even hear Ayuna call herself that. Even through those slightly empty voice, they can still hear the emotion

And that's why you're NOT a monster.

I've seen many in the past, that feel no guilt for hurting people.

And seeing you now, how much it hurts you to even think that...

Orange other hand, removed from her back to cup the other side of her face, wiping the linger tear being the evidence

Why would you even call yourself that?

[vamp4n0n]

. . . I only hurt people.. That's all I can do..

It's not fair.. It's not fair at all..

*Ayuna looked back down at the ground again as she went silent again.*

[asterdawn026]

....No. It's not fair at all..

That part there was no denying. To see even Ayuna at her young age have to face such unfair torment for simply existing... No. Orange will not allow this. Not this time.

I'd like to show you something.

But first, can I carry you?

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked up at Orange again. She slightly and hesitantly nodded.*

*She still stayed silent as she slightly looked away for a moment.*

[asterdawn026]

Hey, if you change your mind, we can just rest and call it for tonight.

They gently reassured at her hesitation, with a little soft smile down at her

Followed with, Orange carefully holding Ayuna like a belt, before steadying themselves up on their feet. Walking through the moonlight lit hallway quietly, before Orange started talking quietly

I understand why you would call yourself .."that".. believe me I really do...

Orange began, even hesitant at using the word that stung beneath. Just as they paused at

But, let me at least show you what I see...

With that suggestion, Orange pauses their steps, and faces out the large wall. Where, hanging, were all of Ayuna's pictures and crafts she built previously the year.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the hanging pictures and crafts. She looked interested and curious.*

These.. These are..

*Ayuna trailed off as she tilted her head slightly.*

[asterdawn026]

Mhm. Every single one.

Orange finished with a little hum and smile, when seeing Ayuna look at each saved picture curiously They decided to reach for the nearest one of her drawings

Would you believe if I told you, these same pictures brought so much joy to others?

How they immediately made someone's bad day to a better day.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna also took one of the nearby crafts, looking at it curiously.*

. . . Did.. Did it..? These made other people's day..?

*Ayuna examined the crafts and drawings, a mix of confusion, relief, and.. Something else..?*

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

There eyes widen in shock, pained to even hear Ayuna call herself that. Even through those slightly empty voice, they can still hear the emotion

And that's why you're NOT a monster.

I've seen many in the past, that feel no guilt for hurting people.

And seeing you now, how much it hurts you to even think that...

Orange other hand, removed from her back to cup the other side of her face, wiping the linger tear being the evidence

Why would you even call yourself that?

[vamp4n0n]

. . . I only hurt people.. That's all I can do..

It's not fair.. It's not fair at all..

*Ayuna looked back down at the ground again as she went silent again.*

[asterdawn026]

....No. It's not fair at all..

That part there was no denying. To see even Ayuna at her young age have to face such unfair torment for simply existing... No. Orange will not allow this. Not this time.

I'd like to show you something.

But first, can I carry you?

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked up at Orange again. She slightly and hesitantly nodded.*

*She still stayed silent as she slightly looked away for a moment.*

[asterdawn026]

Hey, if you change your mind, we can just rest and call it for tonight.

They gently reassured at her hesitation, with a little soft smile down at her

Followed with, Orange carefully holding Ayuna like a belt, before steadying themselves up on their feet. Walking through the moonlight lit hallway quietly, before Orange started talking quietly

I understand why you would call yourself .."that".. believe me I really do...

Orange began, even hesitant at using the word that stung beneath. Just as they paused at

But, let me at least show you what I see...

With that suggestion, Orange pauses their steps, and faces out the large wall. Where, hanging, were all of Ayuna's pictures and crafts she built previously the year.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked at the hanging pictures and crafts. She looked interested and curious.*

These.. These are..

*Ayuna trailed off as she tilted her head slightly.*

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

There eyes widen in shock, pained to even hear Ayuna call herself that. Even through those slightly empty voice, they can still hear the emotion

And that's why you're NOT a monster.

I've seen many in the past, that feel no guilt for hurting people.

And seeing you now, how much it hurts you to even think that...

Orange other hand, removed from her back to cup the other side of her face, wiping the linger tear being the evidence

Why would you even call yourself that?

[vamp4n0n]

. . . I only hurt people.. That's all I can do..

It's not fair.. It's not fair at all..

*Ayuna looked back down at the ground again as she went silent again.*

[asterdawn026]

....No. It's not fair at all..

That part there was no denying. To see even Ayuna at her young age have to face such unfair torment for simply existing... No. Orange will not allow this. Not this time.

I'd like to show you something.

But first, can I carry you?

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna looked up at Orange again. She slightly and hesitantly nodded.*

*She still stayed silent as she slightly looked away for a moment.*

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

There eyes widen in shock, pained to even hear Ayuna call herself that. Even through those slightly empty voice, they can still hear the emotion

And that's why you're NOT a monster.

I've seen many in the past, that feel no guilt for hurting people.

And seeing you now, how much it hurts you to even think that...

Orange other hand, removed from her back to cup the other side of her face, wiping the linger tear being the evidence

Why would you even call yourself that?

[vamp4n0n]

. . . I only hurt people.. That's all I can do..

It's not fair.. It's not fair at all..

*Ayuna looked back down at the ground again as she went silent again.*

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

Carefully, as if Ayuna was like glass itself, Orange guided her small frame to a gentle embrace. Where Ayuna can hear Orange's steady heartbeat against her ear. One hand gently holding the left side of her face, for their thumb to wipe any tear on her drenched cheek. The other bringing the same cotton blanket, to cover her back like a protective shield. With this, they began to rub her back slowly up and down, hoping to soothe the trembles they felt.

Shhh, there there.

You can cry if you need to. Anything to help you..

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna's body relaxed a little bit as she slowly looked up at Orange. She soon spoke up, her voice quiet and sounded slightly.. Empty..? Yet also full of... Emotion.. Fear, guilt, and.. Sadness perhaps..*

Orange.. I'm.. I'm a monster.. I'm.. But I don't.. I don't want to.. I never wanted to hurt anyone..

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*

[asterdawn026]

Noting on her odd silence, Orange gentled their voice in speaking to her again

Hey, it's alright if you can't speak right now. We're going to get through this, okay?

Carefully, they moved to sit besides her. Being cautious to not make any sudden movements to startle Ayuna

Is it okay if I wipe your tears?

Gently asking first, unsure how heightened her emotions are to avoid contact or not. But the same standard remained of blinking twice for "yes" or even one blink for "no"

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna blinked twice as she continued looking down, she was still trembling, it almost seemed like she was trying to move, at least trying to force herself to move, though her body seemed to.. Refuse..?*

[asterdawn026]

*It was.. Odd... She hadn't ever wanted to feel this.. Slowly but surely, falling from her eyes.. They were.. Tears..? Why.. She hated this. All of it. The nightmares, the emotions, the ugly humanity she felt. She felt.. Disgusted almost?.. A vampire. A monster. That's what she was. That's what she was supposed to be. So then why.. Why did that thought TERRIFY HER.*

*She didn't want to think about that right now.. She just wanted.. Comfort.. Or something similar.. And the first person who appeared in her mind was them.. Orange..*

*It was surprising to see it. At least to her... The tears falling from her eyes, the slight trembling that she felt, the vulnerability.. She didn't like it at all..*

*Yet she stood there in front of Orange.. Reluctantly but silently begging for comfort.*

@vamp4n0n

Their voice so distant and muffled, even though the outline blur of their figure rushed over to kneel down before her vulnerable state The trembling, the tears, the plead in her eyes spoke so loud and familiar to Orange to know she was in need of comfort immediately. Quickly, their blurry figure rushed back, looking around frantically. There! Orange snatched the object, and rushed back to Ayuna. This time, the feeling of soft cotton on her hand, and the gentle hands of Orange guiding her to feel the blanket. Now, their voice slowly coming back, to the obvious concern, that matched their worried green eyes at her, but with attempted gentleness

Ayuna?..

Can you hear me this time?

If you can't talk, just blink two times for 'yes'.

[vamp4n0n]

*Ayuna slowly looked up at Orange, tears still falling from her eyes. She was silent for a moment before she hesitantly blinked twice then looked down at the ground.*

*She was.. Oddly silent.. More than usual.. Maybe she was thinking..? Albeit it probably wasn't the most comforting or positive thought to have but still, right?*