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Hello everybody! So 1st I'd like to say I'm sorry for all the times I went missing and come back and went missing again. I know its a pain, believe me, and I never planed on doing that. Just that, y'know, I watched other show, got into other fandoms and my muses slowly started to die out. I didn't want to admit this to me or to any one because I didn't want to let me or any of you guys down, I love my muses and to lose them is to lose a connection with the chacarters I love. So I kept on trying and trying , forcing myself to come here and play, even though I felt really ooc and stressed out, RP here stopped being fun. I wasn't getting anything from it like I used to when I started on lorne-the-host. As time went by I forgot about this blog, I'm ashame to admit, but I did , however I NEVER forgot about you guys, a few people in special and I hope you can forgive me for leaving without a word, for making a promise of coming back here I couldn't keep. I will never forget all the fun we had, and all the love I've gotten here and specially back on the days of lorne-the-host, you guys made me feel so special! And the fact that I was keeping Lorne alive, the things people told me about the way I play him, wow, I will never forget that! It was all nice things, that I will forever hold in my heart...I've been told I was good as other muses before, but being good at playing Lorne means a lot to me, for personal reasons and because it means I was in fact honoring Lorne, honoring Andy...I'm actually in tears right now, because I miss those days so much! Even the days where I just sat there and felt sad because no one would play with me, I miss them because, no matter how long it took, at the end of the day someone would actually log on and come talk to me/Lorne. And I just wanna say thank you for that! Really thank you to all of you that took the time to RP with me, to be my friend, to talk to me even ooc, thank you, thank you so much! lorne-the-host, my old RP for Lorne was the 1st place I ever felt accepted, I felt like I belong! And to think I sucked so much at writing and people stuck with me because they like the way i play my chatacter is just wow... Anyway, I'm really sad to tell you, I'm going to close this blog. I'm not sure I will delete it but I will not return here...I'm really, really sorry, but I can't do it, it has been way too much time! Even if I tried I'd just feel stress and I wouldn't be fun for anyone! Now, I am planing on playing Lorne again in the future, hopefully soon. I won't ask any of you to follow me, I won't post a link to it here, because I don't know yet if I will stick to it. I hope you guys understand me, and I know some of you are going to ask, if I'm planing on playing Lorne again why don't I keep this blog? Simply because I just can't, it feels like it...burn out and all I'll get it would be ashes and I can't get my head around the storyline or anything anymore, so If I'm going to play Lorne once more I have to start over yet again...I guess that is all, thank you for all the fun, the stories and everything we created together, a special thank you to a few special people, I'm not saying names because they know who they are. One day we'll do it again I'm sure, until there, stay safe and keep playing and being awesome! Much love - Lorne and his Mun <3 You can find me on personal here [x] and/or in my ER muses here [x] just in case you wanna chat! I will miss you , my pretties! <3








