A Cultivated Loneliness

Dorian // 21 // He/Him Alone in the world, he cries to the night but there is no one left to answer his plea.

[oahsis-deactivated20191030]

Artwork by Francisco Goya, Saint Francis Borgia at the Deathbed (Detail)

[vampiricsolitude]

y’all ever spend like 4 hours distracting yourself so you don’t feel bad and then lay down to go to bed and you remember like four years ago when your life fucking SUCKED and think about how just a week ago you thought you were doing so much better and that you really had a grasp on things and that your life had improved

and then you remember that things haven’t actually gotten better and you just keep pretending they are and you’re just as much as fucking mess as you’ve ever been and you have no real friends and everyone merely tolerates your presence

or is that just me rn lmao

[hauerdraws]

day fourteen, “delicate decay”

[shisasan]

Hermann Hesse, Demian (1919)

[vampiricsolitude]

god I sure do love when people ask me to do fucking inconveniencing things in a rude manner but preface it with “not to be rude” like god SHUT UP you’re so fucking annoying

[depresseddisneyprincess]

not trying to be edgy or anything but i genuinely have so much self hatred that sometimes it’s hard to function

[vlauge]

[jjvladimir]

[fray]

some demons for pride. I have process videos for each of these on my patreon for patrons.

[zmrocz]

“Do you love tragedies and everything that breaks the heart?”

— Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra (via liquidlightandrunningtrees)

[runegods]

the hunt

[speciesbarocus]

St. Vitus Cathedral, Prague, by Yaroslav Gerzhedovich.

[siyahgunesbeyazay]

[drkwh1te]

[ddmag-donatodariomenecola]

Paul Emmanuel

[morbidfantasy21]

Keeper of Flame by Adam Duff

[curseworm]

the fact that i am constantly saying strange and unpleasant things is just part of my charm