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“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.” // from alicia
hurt meme // accepting
‘ —– if i’m not strong, i DIE, ‘ alex knew going into the hunter life was dangerous – part of her still wants to just live a normal life, but she knew that was a lost dream with all she dealt with & knew. & alex had vowed to NEVER be weak again. hunter or not, her pain would get her killed.
( @cfkillers )
“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.” from bEN
hurt meme // accepting
‘ part of the job, right? ‘ she tried to laugh away the pain coming from her arm. pretty sure her wrist may be broken & her shoulder was gonna be sore as hell the next week -- being thrown against a wall will do that. gotta love when vamps put up a fight, right? ‘ thanks, ben, ‘ alex didn’t want him to think she was brushing him or his help away, even smiled at him through the pain. ‘ let’s get out of here, okay? ‘
( @invariablyscrewed )
hurt meme.
blueneighbcrhood:
“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”
“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”
“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”
“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”
“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”
“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”
“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”
“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”
“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”
“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”
“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”
“i fucked up, why do you not care?”
“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”
“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”
“i have no idea how to do cpr.”
“whose blood is that?”
“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”
“don’t you dare fucking let go!”
“what the hell happened to you?”
“are they dead? did you kill them?”
“do you know what you’ve done?”
“you’re either with me or against me.”
“who the hell did this to you?”
“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…”
“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?”
“when was the last time you ate?”
“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!”
“i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.”
“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“
“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.”
“are you… throwing up in there?”
“why aren’t you eating?”
“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.”
“i can’t breathe, i can’t –”
“i woke up, & you were gone.”
“just tell me something, was it really worth it?”
“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”
alex’s weapons of choice.
i just want all the plots & things for alex. any kind of plot. my muse for her is so high, not writing her is frustrating.
Send ‘*’ to kiss my muse full on the lips.
“ i will survive this. ”
poetry starters // accepting
‘ i know you will. ----- i’m just not sure how to FEEL about it,’ the frustration was more than clear on alex’s face. cain hasn’t made a move to harm her in anyway & yet she still felt vaguely threatened by him ( he was cain, after all ). all alex knew was that she couldn’t let her guard down completely -- not like she could anyway with the life she has had .
( @fratriciide )
rp sentence starters using lines from r.h. sin’s work , whiskey words and a shovel I part one / part two / part three
“ no one taught you to love you. ” “ that’s your biggest problem : searching for validation in people who will never accept you for you. ” “ who robbed you of innocence? ” “ who made you feel things your heart wasn’t prepared for? ” “ who fooled your heart into falling? ” “ you’ll cling to the good memories as if there were any. ” “ the pain will always be there. ” “ so many people are setting the bar really low. ” “ you get what you allow. ” “ and pain grew in my heart. ” “ i will survive this. ” “ i will be fine. ” “ i was never what you wanted. ” “ i was just the one you settled for. ” “ death knocks on our door. ” “ silence says the things we struggle to say. ” “ you’re an experience. ” “ i’ve been waiting for someone like you. ” “ words sound like hate when the heart is hurt or angry. ” “ you were never the one. ” “ i had to be hurt by you in order to find my strength. ” “ i hope you find what you’re looking for. ” “ i hope you find the truth and nothing less. ” “ your child is not a weapon. ” “ your child is not some tool that you can use to hurt others. ” “ that’s how they control you. ” “ we are all haunted by the same emotional devils. ” “ we are all running from similar demons. ” “ you’re so used to being mistreated. ” “ you allow your heart to remain in dirty hands. ” “ you’ve gotten so used to being hurt that happiness scares you. ” “ we observe the lives of others instead of living out our own. ” “ we pretend to be satisfied with nothingness. ” “ i feel the scars on your heart like braille. ” “ i was forced to survive in your absence. ” “ i never needed you. ” “ one day i’ll stop believing you. ” “ we became nothing. ” “ the child in me will never forget the pain of being left behind. ” “ i struggle with the idea of anyone loving me unconditionally. ” “ i wish you waited for me. ” “ you love people then betray them. ” “ how am i not supposed to fear you? ” “ i found my peace, being away from you. ” “ i got tired of going through the same shit with different people. ” “ connect with someone who makes time to connect with you. ” “ my parents taught me that marriage means nothing. ” “ you deserve a love that makes it easier to sleep during the coldness of the night. ” “ nothing is louder than overthinking. ” “ you weren’t ready for someone like me. ” “ you had so much potential but refused to use it. ” “ it’s not your fucking fault. ” “ you my dear, are not for everyone. ” “ i was manipulated into trusting you. ” “ the thought of being in love is blinding. ” “ i’ve been struggling to find my way out of this. ” “ maybe the heart cracks to empty itself of things. ” “ it’s become obvious that i no longer need to feel for you. ” “ either way you get screwed. ” “ i’ve been growing impatient. ” “ your promises were like rope wrapped tightly around my neck. ” “ i remember what you don’t. ” “ my body trembles under the weight of my own heartache. ” “ the memories hurt the most. ” “ i get so fucking tired of everything that reminds me of you. ” “ you’ll be the death of me. ” “ loving you was draining. ” “ i decided to forgive you and move on. ” “ now my soul feels free. ” “ tonight won’t be easy and you know that. ” “ but the pain is necessary. ” “ i cut myself trying to help you. ” “ we were different people after that night. ” “ allow me to help you bury your past. ” “ let us give life to our future. ”
two word starters
“ don’t stop ”
“ please don’t ”
“ don’t shoot ”
“ give it ”
“ shut up ”
“ damn it! ”
“ stop it! ”
“ you’re crazy ”
“ that’s insane ”
“ get out! ”
“ don’t leave ”
“ i’m tired ”
“ that’s bad ”
“ be honest ”
“ be careful ”
“ be nice ”
“ you’re wrong ”
“ go home ”
“ watch it ”
“ fuck me ”
“ kiss me ”
“ we can’t… ”
“ we shouldn’t… ”
“ you’re perfect ”
“ that’s awful ”
Rough first kiss things:
Colliding with the wall so hard one of them is gonna have bruises
Moans of pleasure mixing with a single moan of pain as one of them bites the other’s lip
Teeth being dragged along necks, mouths being dragged along jawlines
Hands fumbling at hems, zippers, buttons
One raking their fingers through the others hair before gripping at the root, hard enough to be painful
Butt grabs / thigh squeezes
fight like a GIRL.
penned by jenno
‘ i still think we could’ve used jody’s help with this one. ‘
( @huntervesseled | ★ )
‘ so you’re a ----- what are you exactly? ‘
( @sinbcrn | ★ )
cain.
❝ no, but i wish it was. ❞ he’d just gotten done with explaining his…family. and trying to convince her NOT to call the winchesters.
‘ what am i even supposed to DO with all this? ‘ of course alex had heard his story before, but hearing the REAL story from him made it even more of a reality. & she’s still too new at the hunting thing -- no matter if she usually did a good job. cain was a whole different situation.
billie.
❛ ❛ i guess . . . though some people make it hard to believe it’s situational . ❜ ❜
‘ ----- that is SO damn true. ‘
cain.
vampmagnet gets a thing!!
❝ well, this is awkward. ❞ he wasn’t planning on finding a hunter today. really hopes he can get out of this SAFELY. and he’d much prefer it if she got out of this alive too, actually.
‘ definitely NOT how i wanted my day to go, ‘ though he was in a devil’s trap, alex couldn’t help but feel nervous. ‘ what are you doing here? ‘
