i am unashamed to admit i may have burst into tears twice tonight
they are my happy place. They Are My Happy Place.
woke up, looked at my photo roll, and started crying again
covid killed map of the soul tour and i thought back then "thats it. theyre getting more popular every day. theres no way i'm getting lucky enough to get a ticket again"
but last night, almost 6 years to the day i wouldve gone to see them perform the song that means the world to me (black swan), i got to see them perform the song that feels like home to me (life goes on). it wasnt on the setlist, it was a secret song that very well could have never happened specifically last night, but it did. it did and it still doesnt feel real.
i need to thank the DJ who ran the secret tracks for choosing silver spoon as the second secret track immediately after cause without that emotional whiplash i probably wouldve been a sobbing mess on the ground.













