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ironicxblueā:
He attempted to shrug the shorter guy off with a huff, god Ritsu could be clingy when he was sleepy. Izumi was only comfortable getting so close to certain people.
And though Kuma-kun was sometimes one of them, right now he just wasnāt in the mood.
āWell right now I donāt like you very much,ā he grumbled.
He moved away, checked the time and sighed. The others were late, but fuck it, heād make time to go grab a coffee. He needed one. He wasnāt going to nap like a certain someone had suggested. That was a slippery slope.
āIām going to go grab a drink. If I come back and youāre either sleeping or gossiping, I swear this time I will kill you.ā
Eeeh? He really was affected by it all, huh? Letting him shrug him off, Ritsu crossed his arms with a huff.Ā āIf it was that important to you, you should have told me~ Seriously~ Sooo annoying.ā
Waving off Izumi, Ritsu turned his back on the other. Determined to do the exact opposite of what his unit mate was asking. The practice room still had a nice sleeping corner, perfect for when the others were late. And Izumi was... Going to get a drink or whatever.
Not that he planned to sleep. His fixed sleeping schedule sadly came with the unexpected side effect of not being able to nap as easily.Ā āWhatever~ Have fun, donāt put too much sugar in your coffe.ā
ironicxblueā:
He couldnāt stop the flinch in response to Ritsuās words. They were supposed to be the fanservice unit. He couldnāt have one of their fans thinking of him the way he knew the majority of people around ES did! This was so frustrating.
Izumi didnāt like having to face and deal with his emotions.
Heād been embarrassed by the girl and had wound up being too harsh with her. Then when he admitted what had happened to Ritsu, it had gotten worse. He was tired, and in a bad mood and there were just some aspects of his private life that he wanted to keep private.
Romance, datingā¦that was one of them.
People already saw him as a villain. He didnāt need that making things harder for him.
Izumu huffed, running his fingers through his hair, careful not to muss it even in his frustration.
āIām just tired. And I didnāt need another reason for people to either laugh at me or think Iām the worst. Especially when it comes toā¦that sort of thing. Thatās all.ā
He didnāt mention the fact heād rather a certain person didnāt hear either.Ā
Well~ Truly Izumis popularity would take a dive if they knew how he usually was. But only for a while, yeah? Plenty girls were into tsuns like that, heād gain back his fans in no time, surely. But Knights would take a hit for a while.
āTired?ā Perking up, the nocturnal flashed a smile.Ā āYou should have just said so, Secchan~ Letās go sleep~ā Humming happily, as if the earlier topic had been entirely forgotten, he gracefully draped himself around Izumis neck.
āHardly think youāre the worst guy to confess to~? Even if youāre probably quite brutal.ā Changing into a thoughtful pout, he let out a small sigh.Ā āDoesnāt matter though. We still like you.ā
ironicxblueā:
āYuu-kun doesnāt hide from me! Very often anymoreā¦ā
If Izumi stomped his foot like a child when exclaiming that, he wasnāt about to admit it to anyone.
His relationship with Yuu-kun was complicated. If he was honest, it still hurt a little that the blond refused to see him as an older brother figure anymore. Theyād been so close when they were little, and nowā¦
He shook his head.
They were working at that. Izumi was trying to beā¦a little less full-on. And Yuu-kun was willing to spend some time with him. It was better than nothing.
āAnyway! Thatās against the point. I just meant that you have your own image to think of too. So donāt tease me about mine, if you donāt want yours thrown back in your face.ā
āāVery oftenā is the keyword, isnāt it?ā Giving Izumi a look of mock empathy, he shook his head with a dramatic sigh.Ā āEhhh~? My image is perfectly fine, Secchan? Iām not the one rejecting poor innocent girls in public cafes.ā
He would, though. If necessary. Though probably a bit more elegant than the knight currently facing him.Ā
ā... Nee Secchan.. Is it really that big of a deal to you?ā Given, of course, heād always ruffle his friends feathers if given the chance. But.. Maybe he really shouldnāt have told Arashi about it.Ā
ironicxblueā:
What the fuck?!!
Izumiās head jerked up at Ritsuās grumble, his face flushing red as he glowered at his so-called friend.
āI swear Kuma-kun, I will kill you if you donāt quit it. Sooo~ annoying!ā he snapped back.
There was no way that was true. There were plenty of non-embarrassing things that he could tell Ritsu and the others about himself. Hell, life was generally pretty good right now.
So why did it feel like he had a pointā¦
Nope, not going there.
āFocus on your own embarrassments. Iām sure you have plenty with the childish way you behave around Isara.ā
Izumis reaction was picture perfect. Almost too Good to not continue the jests~ ah how he'd missed his obvious reactions. It was no where as from to tease him through text messages.
"You caught on, huh? Good boy~" Snickering he let his friend rage on. At least until he brought Mao into the picture.
Scarlet eyes narrowing suspiciously, he gave a shrug. "I hardly think you're the one to speak, Secchan~? At least Maa-kun doesn't hide when he sees me."
ironicxblueā:
Izumi narrowed his eyes at the black-haired-boy.
āI hadnāt been planning on it. Telling you was risky enough. Telling her? Thatās just asking for it to get passed around the entirety of ES!ā he snappedĀ āSheās one of the biggest gossips we have!ā
With a groan, Izumi rubbed at his eyes. He was still too jet-lagged to deal with this shit. And there was no fixing it now.
He was going to be teased for weeks.
Why couldnāt it at least have been a hot guy rather than some giggly girl? At least then he might have had a nicer story to tell.
āIām never telling you anything embarrassing again Kuma-kun.ā
āEh? You told me because you wanted someone to share your burden, right~? Iām just sharing it with a few others. Asking me to keep it aaaaall to myself is really stressful, you know?ā
āAah~ah~ Youāre making way too big of a deal out of it? Just ask her not to tell and itāll be fine. Itās hardly news that people think youāre pretty, is it?ā Probably... Then again, it was perfect teasing material, so- Yeah, Izumi was definitely not safe.
At his last remark, he let out a low dissatisfied grumble.Ā āBut Secchan... That means youāll never tell me anything about yourself again, doesnāt it?ā
ironicxblueā:
Izumi narrowed his eyes at the black-haired boy.
They both knew exactly what he was talking about.
āReally? Well how else would Naru-kun know? I swear, if anyone else has heardā¦ā he lowered his voice to a hiss.
One of the good things about having moved to Italy was having the space to settle into adulthood without having to worry about the wrong mistake winding up on fans social media. Models werenāt looked at the same way as idols were, after all.Ā
But it was still embarrassing when a fan thought they could try to get a date. Like damn.
Uh-oh. Seems like the distraction hadnāt worked. Puffing his cheeks, Ritsu huffed in return.Ā āNee, what do you take me for?ā Crossing his arms, his eyes darted to the side.Ā āYouāre making a way too big deal out of it? Youād have told Nacchan anyway, right?ā
āTake it as a favour, you donāt have to do it now~ā
Well.. Maybe he did feel a bit bad for having shared Izumis secret. But... All of knights had the right to know, yeah? Besides Arashi would find out sooner or later.Ā
@ironicxblueā
"Didn't I ask you to keep quiet about that?"
Izumi stomped into the training room that they'd booked. There was no one other than Kuma-kun around, and he knew he and Naru had been gossiping anyway. But he still didn't want to risk his private business getting out there.
āHm~?ā Turning around, the nocturnal blinked slowly at his incoming unitmate, tipping his head in an image of a pure angel. Him? Not keep quiet? Heād neeeveeeerrrr.Ā
āWhat are you talking about, Secchan~? Having weird dreams again?ā
vampyritā:
Really now? They shouldnāt. But his words made Jun waver. He had to remain vigilant. Surely this one was no different than the others. It had to be a way of making him let his guard down. He wouldnāt. Scoffing, he backed off, snatching the knife and staff off the ground with a single fluid move.
āNot gates. We move through the servant exits.ā He wouldnāt let him alarm the guards. One word correctly timed, and Jun wouldnāt have a chance to slit his throat, before going down himself. āNā keep ya head down.ā
His bleeding would stop sooner or later. Still a concerned look crossed Junās face for a split second. He hadnāt cut too deep, had he? Not that the death of a massage should be anything on his conscience, but..
āThought you said sewers for a moment,ā Ibara muttered, eyes flashing in a quick burst of anger when the elf, the slave, picked up his staff. How dared that mutt lay his filthy hands on it?! Ibara was about to open his mouth to curse the cur out, but that simple movement caused pain to shoot through his neck and he hastily placed his hand over the wound, pressing against it.Ā
āLook at thisā¦ā Now he wisely kept his voice down.Ā āDoesnāt feel too bad to give orders when youāre the one in charge, does it? Of course, you possess none of the nuance of command thatās been bred into us since before birth, but enjoy yourself, elf. While you can.āĀ
Feeling slightly lightheaded, Ibara started down the path toward the outer city walls. Now where in Andrasteās name were the servant exitsā¦?
Sewers? Why the hell would he willingly force himself through there? Not that anyone really cared about what he wanted in the first place. The words of the mage has Jun narrow his eyes. Flames of anger igniting the golden hues, as a low growl forced it's way up. If he didn't need him- he'd made sure this fucking bastard would be dead in seconds. "What the fuck are ya talkin' 'bout? Start movin' ya goddamn nutwack."
Breathe. It'd be fine. It'd be fucking fine. He could handle this wacko, and surely they'd make their way to the wall no problem.
At least until the mage continued down a wrong turn, forcing the elf to step forward, and drag him backwards. Lowering his voice, he tightened his grip on his arm. "Don't even know the layout of ya own city? Be thankful ya not in command this time, human."
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vampyritā:
āCall me Rei, if you must. No need for formalities. I believe itās not common where youāre from, correct?ā The marks of the fade lingered on this person. In some odd manner Rei had never seen before. āYou might want to be careful. One such as you could quickly gain the wrong sort of attention.ā
Becoming a plaything, or an object of study. Really. His kinsmen were the worst, were they not? Heaving a sigh, he twirled a lock of dark hair sound good finger, as he watched the elf struggle.
āWho are you, if I might ask? Feel free to not respond, should that fit you.ā Not a demon⦠No. Heād met many such, and this.. didnāt give off the same energy, nor seem as desperate for whatever desire were marked in it. A.. spirit perhaps? But⦠Why would it be in the shape of an elf?
āHm⦠I do not remembeā No. I think that you are correct⦠Rei.ā A shadow of a smile flickered across pink lips and Kanata wrung his hands together nervously.Ā āI⦠Am not unaccustomed to that, R-rei⦠But I thank you for the warning nonetheless. It is⦠Kind of you to worry about me.ā
āI am⦠Kanata. Iā¦ā Long, shimmering blue hair flowed down his shoulders and he tugged absentmindedly at it, eyes - those odd, odd eyes - coming to a rest on Reiās face for a moment or two before finding another place somewhere on the ground between their feet.Ā
āI donāt think I am⦠Normal. They call me very⦠Odd. Eccentric⦠And those are the kind words.ā Why he hadnāt been killed yet was anyoneās guess. Kanata himself certainly didnāt have a clue.
His way of talking wa truly something. The tevinter patiently waited for him to finish his oddly spoken words, curiosity lighed in his crimson gaze. A frown soon gracing his lips. "Oh dear. Truly, i do hope you haven't been.. treated too badly."
In fact, he'd personally see to the ones who'd dared lidt a finger against this being. But.. it very much put him in the same spot as then, no? Tilting his head with furrowed brows, he let out a sigh.
"Eccentric... That's hardly a word used to describe you alone." Chuckling darkly, Rei bowed his head. "It's s pleasure to meet you, Kanata. I am Rei Sakuma. Many of those words used to describe you, have been weaponized against me as well. Though.. i fear that hardly makes us alike."
a scrapped doodle but a what-if situation where they all graduate together..
vampyritā:
The outburst of violence seemed to finally make the stupid magic user realize his position. At least in this very moment. Jun knew them to be snakes, knew they were slippery. He couldnāt trust him, and admittedly. The mage had no reason to extend trust to him.
His golden eyes narrowed, as he glared into the cyan orbs. āGood.ā As long as he could get out- heād at least have a chance. For breathing freely, and not fearing seeing the walls close in sound him. The voice of his master former master would be nothing but past. āMake it quick.ā
There was something about those burning, yellow eyes that managed to pierce through the fog in his brain and just for a split second, Ibaraās eyes flickered with uncertainty, before the cold, bemused haze covered them again.
āYou donāt have to keep waving your pig poker at me, and Iād prefer it if youād release me. Iām no fool, I know when Iāve been bested, so thereās no need for you to keep your hands on me. If thatās clear, then we will head toward the Eastern Gate right now.ā He began to adjust the collar of his robe, disgust passing his face as fingers touched fabric that was wet but slowly stiffening with blood.Ā
Lovely.
Really now? They shouldn't. But his words made Jun waver. He had to remain vigilant. Surely this one was no different than the others. It had to be a way of making him let his guard down. He wouldn't. Scoffing, he backed off, snatching the knife and staff off the ground with a single fluid move.
"Not gates. We move through the servant exits." He wouldn't let him alarm the guards. One word correctly timed, and Jun wouldn't have a chance to slit his throat, before going down himself. "N' keep ya head down."
His bleeding would stop sooner or later. Still a concerned look crossed Jun's face for a split second. He hadn't cut too deep, had he? Not that the death of a massage should be anything on his conscience, but..
vampyritā:
Seeing him finally react, made the elf slack his grip. Just a little. He wasnāt out to really really hurt the mage. Just scare him into obeying, as odd as that sounded. He should have expected it. Should have expected the mage lashing back. But just a mere breath after having moved his eyes from the other, he feels his knife slipping, he weapon clattering to the ground.
As the mage makes a mine to dive, a beastial growl leaves the elf, and je grabs onto his shirt instead, intending to slam his back into the wall. āListen here, ya bastard- is one thinā so much to ask? Just get me the fuck out.ā
Well, that ended far too fast for Ibaraās liking, the feral movements and energy the elf possessed putting him at a clear disadvantage. (He was a mage, his style of fighting was long distance, what were people expecting of him?!) His back slammed against the wall, the back of his head bouncing against it and he stilled for a moment, seeing stars.
He had been so close. SoĀ close to get his fingers on his staff, but apparently that wasnāt to be.Ā āā¦Alright, alright. Iāll get you that pass. Okay? We good?ā
The outburst of violence seemed to finally make the stupid magic user realize his position. At least in this very moment. Jun knew them to be snakes, knew they were slippery. He couldn't trust him, and admittedly. The mage had no reason to extend trust to him.
His golden eyes narrowed, as he glared into the cyan orbs. "Good." As long as he could get out- he'd at least have a chance. For breathing freely, and not fearing seeing the walls close in sound him. The voice of his master former master would be nothing but past. "Make it quick."
vampyritā:
āThe fuck are ya on about?ā Uneducated? That didnāt have anything to do with _anything_. Heād read his fair share of.. things. And helped in far too many magical rituals to count. But he was no mage. At least not in the sense this bastard was. So maybe that was the hiccup? Snarlig, he pressed the blade even deeper, seemingly uncaring about the blood trickling down the strangers neck.
āThink the knife should be plenty to convince ya. But maybe ya only lookinā forward to serve some other magical bastard in death?ā Spitting on the ground, Jun averted his eyes for but a second. āWouldnāt be surprised.ā
Now he couldnāt quite hide the pain as the knife bit deeper into his flesh, the blood warm and sticky on his neck as it flowed down past his collar, and Ibaraās brows knitted together in displeasure. As long as he couldnāt get his hands on his wand again, he was most certainly at a disadvantage. (Oh, but this slave was lucky he wasnāt a blood mage, given the blood spilled right now. A powerful enough blood mage didnāt even need his wand; didnāt the elf consider that?)Ā
Serve someone other in death? A maleficarum? This was probably what this guy was getting at, but⦠He was dropping his guard. For a brief moment but that was all Ibara needed. He pressed his fingers together to a point and hit Junās wrist - the hand that was holding the knife - with the flat side of his hand, in hope that heād drop the knife while he followed up that movement with an attempt to dive for his staff.Ā
Seeing him finally react, made the elf slack his grip. Just a little. He wasn't out to really really hurt the mage. Just scare him into obeying, as odd as that sounded. He should have expected it. Should have expected the mage lashing back. But just a mere breath after having moved his eyes from the other, he feels his knife slipping, he weapon clattering to the ground.
As the mage makes a mine to dive, a beastial growl leaves the elf, and je grabs onto his shirt instead, intending to slam his back into the wall. "Listen here, ya bastard- is one thin' so much to ask? Just get me the fuck out."
vampyritā:
Letting out a low hum, the mage tilted his head. Scarlet eyes showing a hint of amusement at the elfs clear discomfort. Yet, he only let out a hum, fangs flashing in a smile at his question, before turning his head and studying the other side of the males face.
āAh, pardon.ā Finally releasing the other from his gloved fingers, the mage put on a thoughtful expression. Eyes narrowing. āYouāve done nothing of that sort, my child. Rather⦠You give off an unique aura, I was simply taken aback by it.ā
His face relaxed back into a kind smile, perhaps a rarity in tevinter. āNo need to address me as ser. You hardly know me, correct? Though, I do suppose itās better to be safe than sorry.ā
Kanata stood perfectly still, allowing the ravenhaired man to turn his head this way and that. Would he snap his neck? That would be quite the inconvenience, wouldnāt it? But then he might be able to return to the Fade undisturbed⦠Such an odd a thought, he didnāt know where it came from and if he should entertain it for even a secondās worth.Ā
He swallowed, now released, and took a step back, uncertainty still clear on his soft featured face. Being an elf in Tevinter was about as bad as it got. Being an elven mage in Tevinter was⦠Complicated. On one hand, your magic wasnāt shunned per se, but as you were an elf, you were still the lowest of the low in the Circle. Standing in front of someone who - Kanata assumed - was a full fledged Enchanter was slightly dizzying.Ā
āI⦠Y-yes. I⦠Donāt know what else I should call you⦠Ser. My Lord? I⦠Is thereā¦ā He swallowed again, his eyes seemingly changing color from green to a misty yellow and back to green again, as if a reply to the uncertainty within.Ā āIs there anything I can do for you?ā Did he wish to study him? Did he wish for him to warm his bed for the night? Did he wish to punish him for being insolentā¦? Kanata really hoped it wasnāt the latter.Ā
"Call me Rei, if you must. No need for formalities. I believe it's not common where you're from, correct?" The marks of the fade lingered on this person. In some odd manner Rei had never seen before. "You might want to be careful. One such as you could quickly gain the wrong sort of attention."
Becoming a plaything, or an object of study. Really. His kinsmen were the worst, were they not? Heaving a sigh, he twirled a lock of dark hair sound good finger, as he watched the elf struggle.
"Who are you, if I might ask? Feel free to not respond, should that fit you." Not a demon... No. He'd met many such, and this.. didn't give off the same energy, nor seem as desperate for whatever desire were marked in it. A.. spirit perhaps? But... Why would it be in the shape of an elf?
vampyritā:
A growl escaped his lips, drawn taught over his teeth. Tiny threatening fangs peaking out as he pressed the blade closer against the skin of the- whatever the fuck this guy was. A mage, definitely. That much was clear. āBold of ya to spit such venom in ya current situation.ā
Jun knew mages. Knew their magic, knew their goddamn power complex. And heād be damned if he hadnāt taken his share of beatings, abuse and general shit from them. āIāll break ya stupid stick if ya donāt sharpen ya ears and stop beinā smug, mage.ā
But one thing he didnāt know, was who this person was. One who thought highly of himself, but.. that hardly narrowed it down. āI need a pass. To get out. And ya will hand it to me, got it?ā
The knife effectively nicked his skin, beads of blood springing out and shone darkly against the gleaming blade. Ibara refused to let the cold, sharp pain to register on his face. Instead, he did his best to adapt an easy, almost casual stance - as much as he could, in any case.Ā
āSuch coarse language. Youāre very much as uneducated as you look, arenāt you? Pity. But then again, you donāt strike me as particularly bright to begin with, boy.ā
āNow why in the name of the Maker would I do something as preposterous as that?ā Ibara smirked.Ā āYou havenāt even saidĀ āpleaseā.ā
"The fuck are ya on about?" Uneducated? That didn't have anything to do with _anything_. He'd read his fair share of.. things. And helped in far too many magical rituals to count. But he was no mage. At least not in the sense this bastard was. So maybe that was the hiccup? Snarlig, he pressed the blade even deeper, seemingly uncaring about the blood trickling down the strangers neck.
"Think the knife should be plenty to convince ya. But maybe ya only lookin' forward to serve some other magical bastard in death?" Spitting on the ground, Jun averted his eyes for but a second. "Wouldn't be surprised."