" You may say I am a dreamer..."

Been away for a couple years. Im back, and ready to share a glimpse of my soul. Traveling, photography, and writing are my passions. You dont have to love it, but take a look.

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blindness

too bad you couldnt see the love in me 

you were too blind to see the ability i had 

to love you. 

whole heartedly. 

you were too illiterate to understand the want in my eyes 

too blind to read the brail on my skin while ontop of you

all elements screaming to you 

i want you.

but you were too deaf to hear the screams.

There was nothing i could do to help you see what you didnt want to see. 

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You

i don’t know you.

I dont know who you’ve been or what you’re capable of.

I don’t know your fears, hopes or dreams.

I have no idea what makes you happy, or what makes you cringe.

I have no idea what makes your body tremble, what makes your heart beat, what causes your pours to sweat.

I don’t know the answer to the simplest question, whats your favorite color?

i don’t know anything about you,

Other than how you make me feel.

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detox

I worked for your love for so long

I supported you in ways no one ever did

But you, you poked an infected needle into me.

Causing me to become addicted to the bittersweet toxic adrenaline of your love.

The needle dug so deep

The instant gratification of having you overpowered the effects of the aftermath

And now I'm left to detox

Hoping the scars don’t last.

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Disconnected

12am

My eyes, heart and soul wonder about you

I promised myself, no more tears before sleep.

PUT THE DAMN PHONE DOWN

Girl, I told you no more Instagram creeping.

Wondering who the new girl is,

Knowing that she could never amount to the women i am

i pushed you out of this universe, causing you to land on mars

helping you realize there was more to life

i pushed you off that couch, leading you to sit so far

Far off the edge

of life…

More to life

Than sitting on that couch.

you asked me what I was doing to you.

you saw yourself emerging into this person you knew nothing about

Slowly twisting and turning characteristics that you never knew existed

That inner man that you had been looking, searching  for was finally found.

PUT THAT DAMN PHONE DOWN

Girl, I told you no more Facebook stalking

Wondering if you write those corny status’ like:

“I regret losing you, i miss you, Come back to me”

But secretly knowing that you have no chance,

Understanding that I found peace that is a far sweeter pleasure than your company

knowing that in the midst of me pushing you to greatness,

You too pushed me

pushed me far away,

Off to a universe where love was a plague

after 4 years the symptoms got worse

The infectious disease of mistrust, and betrayal

Lingered throughout until FINALLY

PUT THAT DAMN PHONE DOWN

Girl, I told you no more twitter fingers

typing a mile a minute

FUCK YOU, I HATE YOU.

But knowing that hate correlates with love.

And that if I really, really hated you, I actually really really loved you.

PUT THAT DAMN PHONE DOWN

Girl, I done told you, the subscriber you been trying to reach

Is disconnected.

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His kisses were filled with juicy lies, he touched me with deceit, and his love was full of betrayal.

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‎"Excuses are the tools of the weak and incompetent; they build monuments of nothingness and bridges to nowhere. Those who use these tools of incompetence, seldom become anything but nothing at all.”

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Typical day in Sevilla, Spain

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Tenerife, Canary Islands 

I was able to just lay out on this beautiful beach for hours, and hours. I relaxed, collected my thoughts, and just appreciated the sight. 

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Please follow back I only follow people sound and look wonderful like u

Thank you :) Now, following.

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Where there is unity there is always victory.  Publilius Syrus 

  Taken: Barcelona, Spain 

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Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy. - Anne Frank 

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Why are your pictures so amazing?! Did you take those?! JELLY

Lol, yes! I have taken all of then. Thank you love :) Enjoy!! more to come. 

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Interview with my grandfather. Best advice.

Today, I had the pleasure of interviewing my 76 year old Peruvian grandfather. He is my world. I can listen to him for hours, and never get bored. I have heard countless stories, and he has given me admirable advice. I am blessed to have such a strong, wise, loving grandfather. 

Here is a preview of the interview, and the most meaningful for me. 

What do you think has helped you live such a long life? Vitamins?

I'm 76 I probably should have died a long time ago. Not many people get to live such a long life. To live a long life, you have to to know what life is. Meaning, to know what is good or bad for you. For example, if you like to eat excessively , and you see it is bad you have to know when to stop. If you smoke, and you know its doing you bad and you continue then you're going to die faster. If you like drugs, the same applies, you are only killing yourself. What I mean is you have to have will power. Say no to the things that are bad for you or or your body, even if you love them. If you don’t have will power, you're  already dead. If I know something is bad for me, I leave it. That's why I have lived to see so much. 

Q.What advise can you give me about life?

I can advise you to live. One can not worry so much, you have to life. Also, always respect yourself because the moment you do that people will respect you. Continue education that is the most important. When you have education you can do anything in the world. You are able to make your own decisions and no one can tell you anything. You are your own boss. Or else you turn into a dog, someone that has to listen to someone else's demands. If you educate yourself, you can make your own money, you can govern yourself without anyone having control over you. 

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One of the most humble, relaxing places I've ever been to, Amsterdam.

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” We do not stop playing because we grow old, we grow old because we stop playing” - Benjamin Franklin

Taken: London.