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i like video games a lot. soulsborne enthusiast. monhun fanatic.

>||[ sorry not sorry about all the ateez; i have gotten lore brainrot + khj is so damn powerful he swiped my ult bias crown with style & their entire discography is immaculate from start to finish ]||<

i have a lot of strong opinions on writing, stories, and fandom trends that i mostly will keep inside until i die :)

||[ asks/messages are the best way to get my attention ]|| ||[ open to talking about my fics or w/e i’m just shy ;n; ]||

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starcatching

ATEEZ - IN YOUR FANTASY (2025)

#hey. question. why was any of this necessary.#lemon drop was refreshing but it was light summer fun drinking and making mischief. like a kitten despite all the skin.#in your fantasy is. idk. my brain is full of dial-up noises!!!!#nothing sexier than being seduced by a group of unhinged but beautiful men tbhhhh #iomt yunho was bad enough why the fuck does he open this song like that. why does he say those things!!!!#i love evil yunho but my god let me BREATHE i am far too weak to handle long term exposure to that man #mother is of course mothering as he should. and calling back to that ridiculous live stage they did with the wineglasses #i sincerely hope seonghwa never stops putting his 1000% into concepts where he can be more than a little evil #i need yeosang to stop being so beautiful and making eye contact with me (i do not want him to stop)#hongjoong my forever beloved superstar is delightfully unhinged far above the rest and FUCK if i don't adore villain-flavored joong #wooyoung i love you so so so much but be less wet please. you're very bad for my heart on a normal day as it is #dearest san i need you to show less skin actually roll those sleeves back down your forearms are deadlier than your abs #jongho my king mwah mwah i liked your dark denim in lemon drop but i adore you in a suit you fancy bastard and those notes ofc #the choice to add effects onto mingi's verse midway was genius actually it makes this even more 2000s era nostalgic for me #pointing at that damn cube wy's got like 'i haven't forgotten fin: will era or gh2 diary entries okay what is this doing to y'all??' >:(#(where are my gh3 diary entries kq i have. many thoughts. not coherent thoughts but thoughts nonetheless.)#i like to think if they'd made an mv for desire it would've been kinda like this y'know?#iyf feels like hala hala & desire & deja vu had. ah. relations.#with a sprinkle of iomt & crazy form for flavor (& the fin: will vibes for sure)#((like they went black & white and i thought immediately about the fin: will cinematic trailer. do you see the vision.))#ANYWAY i do know how to shut up i promise #ateez #* flashing

conscbgb

The combination of their voices is something beautiful

#i just let this loop for like idk ten minutes i love the choi bros i love our lead and main vocalist this cover is so gorgeous #the only reason i'm not getting emotional about it like i usually would is bc it's not the whole thing :')#still such a slay of them to release it right around coachella after that absurd tweet went around about '7 rappers and 1 vocalist'#as if choi san has not always proven he deserves lead vocal from the word go??? where tf were people that they didn't give san his flowers?#i wasn't even done w/ treasure ep.1 on my chronological dive when i was giving san his flowers (never mind everyone else!!) like c'mon now #(ALSO as if THE choi jongho can't rap like put some respect on jjong okay!!!)#...sry now i'm just thinking abt the stupidity of acting like a coachella set should've been all their most beautiful vocal songs #as if performing on a big stage like that didn't call for power over crystal-clear tones or soft vulnerability???#wtf kinda dumbassery is it to bitch and complain abt atz's performance like u expected them to do nothing but ballads #instead of the high-energy theatrical stage-filling setlist that actually suits the scope and scale of a big festival :/#like two of my favorite bsides are 'we know' and 'be with you' but one of those would definitely do better onstage at a hype festival #(besides. like. is someone not a vocalist unless they sing super clearly and prettily or hit high notes all the time???#the second someone's vocal gets a bit of a rocker vibe/punch they're suddenly a rapper instead??? why are people so DUMB)#ANYWAY SORRY this cover always brings me back there!!#stan the choi bros for eternally amazing vocals #listen to atz bsides and covers and member projects not just the tts i promise they are all very very very VERY good #[blows kisses at my atz album collection]#anywayyyyy back to binging the juniors' spur album since yhws sumin's breathe rap and minjae's rap in roller coaster rewired my brain <3 #ateez #music

jjongho

wooyoung & yeosang ∙ 230304 ∙ celebrate (cr. me 🎉)

#bwuh--to CELEBRATE????#not to deja vu or desire or cyberpunk or ANY OTHER song but our dear sweet gospel mother CELEBRATE???#i...whu---????#here i am peacefully filling time until my sons' ot10 cb and the Freak Besties[tm] are out here freakin' it up in front of my salad #they all get freaky onstage i know that and yet i am still. flabbergasted.#ain't no reason to be doing all of that!!! >:(#no reason for the possessive neck grabbing and hip movements and staring down at each other!!! >:(#i would spritz them with water like two naughty cats but i fear that would only make woosang more powerful #...at least i know i'm loyal since i got distracted by my actual biases in the background lmao #ateez

starcatching

HONGJOONG - Beat It (Orig. Michael Jackson)

#kim hongjoong the man that you are!!#the noise i made when he showed up onscreen should never be repeated ever for the sake of my pride btw !#nor should any of the other noises i made ! very embarrassing for me personally #what a way to finish out the by. hongjoong project!!#i've loved all his covers but man. this was such a bombastic and incredible one to end on and he nailed it on every level #it's just so darn satisfying to watch and listen to <3 #i'm a sensitive girlie tho' so after all the cool stuff got me all hyped the end quote had me emotional like ffs joongie ;n;#i promise ur already my ult u don't need to hit me with a one-two punch let me liiiivvvveeeeee #sad to see that “fin.” in the title but i'm sure whatever personal project he does next will be just as amazing as these 8 songs :)#(obviously we have the songs he's doing with the members too but these covers are their own special treat y'know?)#anyway!! hot creative music man was (yet again) hot and creative with the music (comma) man and i love that for him and for us <3 #ateez #* flashing #long post

vampyr-kpopper

ATEEZ - Seonghwa

#...like i KNOW they're all unhinged and yet even after seeing shit like this the 'last supper' intro STILL knocked me over #like. girl stand up??? you're aware they're theatrical af and more than a bit crazy on stage??? it's part of why you like them???#anyway! hwa u beautiful dramatic king mwah. i hope u always get to flex ur drama muscles <3 #ateez

jeongyunho99

Get Ready With Yunho!!

#did i rise up from my ennui to reblog this specific yunho? yes.#what a thing to wake up to this was thanks yuyu #my aroace ass was promptly bulldozed by my aesthetic attraction to men with all the power of a speeding train #yunho yet again reminding me why he's my wrecker <3 #(compare this to yeosang's vlog and it's night and day lmao)#ateez

thecollectibles

Bloodborne Tarot (part 2) by frozensoba

#bloodborne #soulsborne #long post #ohhhh okay bye making this my entire personality for a while these are INCREDIBLE

everythingfox

Sound on

whatcoloristhatcat

dilute red (cream) mackerel tabby

#cat tag #those sure are some sounds

without-ado

from inside a cave in the Ozarks in totality

l Joshua Kwekel l Ozark National Forest

#pretty pretty pretty #you can tell i've played too many games with simple minimaps lately bc i sure did go 'huh. interesting corridors' at first

wyrmoftheweb

I'm about to wii sports resort to violence

wyrmoftheweb

I'm about to have a wii fit

#me tbh #top posts of all time (to me specifically)

eyecantread

#metal gear solid #mgs #i--god i love mgs

lauritanaomysterysblog

Well, some fan posters for my favorite fandom who encouraged me to adopt animation as a profession. I can't believe that it will soon be a decade since its premiere, and also accompanied by the video themes that follow it…

If I were you, I would look at the details, LOL💖

#mystery skulls animated #god i remember obsessing over the ghost video when it came out

sikoi

#me tbh #well. more like if not for the ingrained feelings of guilt and shame related to anything creative this would be me :/

titkoks

iamtotallycool

And that guys, gals, and non-binary pals, is the cycle of owning a pet. Saying "I love you" even when they annoy...until you're done, then I'm calling you a "bitch" 😂

She sure told me!

#legend of zelda #i love 'stabbed in the chest with a neat sword for a long time but hey cool glowing scar dude' 'dorf #as well as 'slaps the shit out of a child prior to a gnarly death of being stabbed straight through the skull' 'dorf #(and am fond of most ganon depictions)#THIS ganon is just. so frickin' cool.#idk if it's nostalgia or what but this cutscene never fails to make me go :O!!! and i can hear the sounds in my head clear as day #even if i think about his lil' baby swords from that boundary break episode or whatever it was and giggle a little #* flashing

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