aaaah, thanks for recommending my fic!! đ„°ïž So flattered and happy to be on a list with (and by!) some of my absolutely favorite writers and stories.
I would also like to add Concerned Neighbor by @mothdruid + Are You By My Side by @notroosterbradshaw + He Needs His Family by @vcrooster
Summary: Bradley is nice enough to buy you a drink on your birthday.
Warnings: pinv, car sex, public sex, smut, smut, smut.
Authorâs note: this can be read as a stand alone but here his part 1 if youâre interested: After Hours
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âExcuse me, couldâ Hey!â Itâs not your first attempt in getting the bartender's attention. Itâs embarrassing but not even leaning a little more on the bar to expose more of your cleavage is helping.
âJust a moment, sweet thingâ He said, lifting a finger towards you, ignoring your order and going straight to the blonde that just got there a second ago.
âPrickâ You said under your breath.
And Rooster notices everything from the other side of the bar. He couldn't help but to feel like an asshole when he was trying to see if he could get a glimpse of your ass under that little pink skirt of yours.
You soon turn your head when you feel a pair of eyes looking towards you. Heâs handsome. Really fucking handsome and for the look on his face he looks like might be interested in buying you a drink.
âYou need some help?â He figures if he already made eye contact he might as well offer to get you something, he didnât want to seem like a creep.
âIs it that obvious?â You scrunch your nose with a little bit of embarrassment. You move towards his direction noticeably biting your lip to grab his whole attention.
âJust a littleâ And it seems to work by the way his eyes linger over your body. âFor what itâs worth I really thought you almost got it there for a second.â He gives you an ironic smile.
You notice how sweet his smile is and how his hazel eyes lighten up when he does so. âWhat can I say, I tried my bestâ
âYeah I saw thatâ You know what he means, and now you know exactly what he has been looking at. âDonât you look too young to be in a place like this?â
âAs a matter of factâ You showed him your ID, you had it ready in your hand to show the bartender. âI turned twenty one today.â You say it like you're proud of it. He reads your name on the card and it falls so nicely from his lips.
âThen it has to be my treat thenâ He offered. Bradley quickly noticed the curiosity in your eyes which made his lips quirk up slightly. You tell him what you want, it takes him no effort to get the bartender's attention âGet me a Sour Martini.â
âRight on.â
Even though he doesnât offer you the seat next to him, you take it before he could even finish talking. He was about to do it, you just beat him to it. He doesnât hide very well how his eyes take a look at your legs.
The words get lost in his throat when the drink arrives in just a minute. âThanks man.â
âNo problem.â
He slides it to you, meeting your fingers in the process in a way thatâs totally intentional.
âAnd you're not going to tell me your name?â You try to make small conversation, well, find out the name of the guy that just bought you a drink seemed the right way to go so you could at least say âthank you.â
âItâs a secretâ He looks at his beer giving you a smirk before taking a sip.
âIâm very discreet, yâknowâ You rest your head in the palm of your hand, trying to look more interested in whatever words come out of his mouth.
âItâs Roosterâ You twitch your lips playfully with some hints of confusion.
âRooster?â You think maybe you didnât catch it quite right because of the conversations over lapping next to you. âRooster?â You repeated. He nods his head leaning closer to you, licking his lips in the process. âMaybe I already had too much to drink.â
There is a chuckle coming from him looking at how confused you are. Itâs cute. âItâs my call sign, Iâm a fighter pilotâ He explained.
âReally?â You sound more surprised than what you actually are, you donât know what it is about him but it isn't so far-fetched the fact that heâs a pilot. âMy father is in the Navy too. Heâs on deployment right nowâ Maybe you overshared, but itâs not every day youâre able to talk to a hot Navy guy without having your dad watching over you shoulder like a hawk.
The expression on his face went a little confused trying to pace all of the information together.
Simpson, he remembers your last name on your ID. The only Simpson he knows in the Navy is Admiral Beau Simpson.
An admiral's daughter. He sure is fucked and the only thing heâs done so far is buy you a drink.
âHence why are you at a barâ He didn't want to think about it a whole lot. Thinking about itâs not like heâs doing anything wrong, yet.
âHence why Iâm at the barâ you repeated. He has the most gorgeous smile youâve seen. You reciprocate immediately feeling him loosen up.
âYour old man hard on you?â The way his eyes lock on you is making you feel like youâre melting. Heâs not like the other pilots youâve gotten the chance to see, it makes you think heâs not here for a long time.
âNot reallyâ Come to think of it, your dadâs concern over you has always come from your constant bad choices. âHe has a no pilots rule, though.â
âHurtful, very hurtfulâ He sets his hand on his chest acting as if that was the most offensive thing heâs ever heard, stealing a laugh from you.
âWell, not the best reputation precedes you guysâ He catches how you cross your legs giving him a little more to see. âYou canât blame the man.â
âYou think that?â He raises his left eyebrow softly.
âMaybeâ You answer with a bitter sweet tone. âHe could be rightâ
âWhyâs that?â Heâs more invested in what you have to say due to the sudden change of your voice.
âBecause when a guy tries to take a girl back to his place he usually starts off giving his actual nameâ You take a sip from your drink, he never breaks eye contact with you following every movement you make.
Heâs captivated. Not really being able to figure out how Beau Simpson raised a daughter so unlike his strict persona, but then again heâs only judging by the front he got to see in a couple of training exercises with him. If it wasnât for the last name he wouldâve never put his money down for Beau.
He didnât realize how long heâd let you hang until you spoke again.
âI see⊠heâs not interestedâ You twitch your mouth to the side in disappointment. Did he just buy you a drink out of pity? After checking you out? âWell, thank you for the drink anyway, Roosterâ You emphasize his call sign just to turn around and walk back to your friends.
Oh but he is. He just doesnât want to make it too obvious that he wants to take you home.
He doesnât give it too much thought. Heâs not the biggest fan of fucking a random stranger but you look so good in that little pink set that he doesnât really care about anything.
âItâs Bradleyâ He didnât want to rush it out as fast as he did. He honestly thought you werenât going to turn around back to him anymore. âBradley Bradshawâ He would be lying if he said he wasnât nervous that he blew the whole thing. âAnd he is interested.â
You donât even want to hide the smile on your face. Maybe this is the best birthday gift you could have ever landed on.
Youâre trying not to think about the repercussions of following this man in the rain towards his car.
Itâs a nice gesture from him draping his Hawaiian shirt on your shoulders trying to keep you covered from the rain.
You had a couple of drinks, you wouldnât say you're drunk, you know youâre going to remember every second of this night in the morning.
He looks like heâs struggling to find his car, almost not remembering he parked in the back of the parking lot. It seems like a long walk and the midnight rain isnât going anywhere any time soon. You try not to think too much in how you just totally left your friends for the hottest guy in the room, but still a stranger nonetheless.
He acts like such a gentleman, opening the door for you and holding your hand to help you in. Your heart beats loudly against your chest in anticipation for whatâs to come.
Maybe your fake ID only got you in one or two bars but adding up all of the frat parties youâd only had a very blurry couple of night stands. But this is so much different, heâs an older guy. The last thing you want is to seem like a prude.
âFuck, itâs pouringâ He puts the keys into the ignition letting the car warm up for a second. Youâre nervous. The fidgeting with your fingers was going to be a little too obvious if you kept it up. âYou alright?â His voice is so sweet you could die.
Youâre looking at him as he's pushing his wet hair back, your heart races. You feel like youâd lost all the confidence you had back in the bar. Youâre scared that if you donât act now youâre going to be too overwhelmed later.
Before he could even speak again, youâre pulling him close to you, tugging him by the neck and rapidly joining your lips together with him. It takes him only a second to respond to your kiss, his hands find their way to the base of your skull. The harsh press of his lips made every single thought in your mind disappear just so you could only focus on him.
His tongue is gliding over your bottom lip looking for access that you give him right away. Your surprise by the way heâs already giving in to you.
As you feel the sync of his mouth against yours escalate he pulls away taking a second to look into your eyes. You notice the pink color from your lip gloss all over his lips, you giggle at how confused he looks. âWhat?â He said smiling.
âYou got a littleâŠâ Your thumb brushes over them collecting the gloss on your finger, his eyes follow it so mesmerized by it.
Shit, shit, shit. Thatâs all it takes for him to be wrapped around your finger.
âThat donât bother meâ He pulls you back in kissing you roughly, teeth clashing and his tounge fighting with yours, only separating to take some air.
Heâs fast to push his seat all the way back to make space for you to straddle his lap. He pulls you by the waist immediately moving his hands roam all over your thighs.
Rooster sees you growing shy once you're settled on his lap. He thinks itâs endearing how you're blushing when you kissed him like that just a second before.
âHey, look at meâ His voice wasnât as soft as before. Hand sliding over your jaw tilting your head up to meet his gaze. âThat's betterâ He said with satisfaction.
Your hips circle down into his own. His fingers buried into your hip bones guide the pace. Your core rubbed perfectly against him as you felt him hardening through the fabric of his jeans.
His hands skim under your skirt soon making their way to your ass, bringing you closer to him. His lips feel soft and rough at the same time.
His mouth moved with yours almost immediately, both fighting for which one of you was in charge, it wasnât long before you let him guide you exactly how he wanted you to. He pushed his tongue in and your head began to spin.
Your clit is throbbing with each movement he guides down as you feel yourself growing wet between your thighs. âHow does it feel?â He asks with a raspy tone. You barely notice how his hands are riding up your skirt slowly, but then again everything feels too good to be noticing anything.
âSo goodâ You whimper. His tongue glides slowly over your bottom lip before he starts to trail off to your neck, painting small red circles all the way to whatever skin is exposed from your chest.
You want to tell him not to leave marks on you but the words fall off of your month with a moan thatâs been building up in the back of your throat.
You roll down again and his hips meet you halfway in smooth thrust. The way he moans his like music to your ears. The way heâs kissing you is getting hotter by the second, same way as he grows inside of his pants. âYouâre so good for me baby, arenât you?â
âYesâ You answer without even having a second thought. It comes out as a whine making his already hard cock twitch in his pants.
He smiles at the sight of you needing him. He loved how his name just slipped out of your mouth begging for more. Hands removing his own shirt off of your shoulders, he finds the zipper of the crop top just to soon reveal a low cut lacy bra.
You feel the heat rising to your face and the puddle of pleasure building up in your lower stomach. He lets you move down a couple of times before holding your hips steady, stalling your movements.
Soon enough his hand gets lost in between your thighs, rubbing you on top of your panties. âYouâre so wet for me already.â He pulled the fabric aside letting two of his fingers inside while his thumb drew circles with pressure on your clit.
He feels lost in the way youâre moaning, how you're kissing down his jaw nibbling at his earlobe, returning the same little number he marked on you a minute ago.
The way he lets out a groan sends shivers down your spine. âYou smell so sweetâ He said so softly you almost didnât catch it. His breath hits your skin and the tip of his nose keeps drawing its way up your neck until his month meets your again.
You felt so close to the edge your body started to react, hips followed the traces that his thumb was drawing over your clit. The sound of you moaning made his eyes look for yours in realization.
He had to remind himself where he was. Maybe the rain helped cover up the two silhouettes but he still figured that it was pretty obvious what was happening if someone stared long enough.
âShitâ Hold onâ he pants over your lips taking just a second to catch his breath.
âWhat?â why?â You huff. His hands go up your sides, settling you on his lap. You kiss him desperately trying to get him going again, not really getting why he stopped in the first place.
You kiss down his jaw all the way to his earlobe. He moans softly and youâre loving how such simple actions are the ones that affect him the most.
You got him for a second, his hands sliding over the material covering your breast cupping them in his large hands.
Fuck it. His common sense was thrown out the window.
He wanted to drive you back home. He wanted no other but but yo fuck you in every surface of his apartment, maybe the plan wasnât this one but he wonât oppose to it.
âGet in the back for me. Iâm not done yetâ He clarified.
You do exactly as he said. He catches a very nice view of you when you go over the center console, heâs quick to pass his hand over the curve ass, gaining a surprise moan from you.
He didnât even feel the cold when he walked out of his car.
He looks through the wet window at how your blurry figure settles against the opposite door. He feels his jeans growing tighter at the image of ripping that pink skirt off your body already. âFuck me.â He says under his breath.
The door swigs open. Bradley takes a moment to look at you. Your cheeks were flustered and your lips have a cherry plump to them. Heâs seen many pretty girls before but not a single one he just couldnât wait to sleep with. First time heâs ever fucked someone in his car.
You brush your thighs together to revive some of the tension thatâs building up, feeling too shy to have your hand do it for you.
Once the door is closed he couldnât decide what to do to you first. Your shoes come off first, his hands finally take care of your skirt. Itâs slow, he makes sure that he takes his time feeling the skin of your thighs.
He kisses you hard, grabbing a hold of your waist easily and laying you down on the seat completely under him. Your leg wraps around him settling on his lower back. It leaves for you to meet the bulge in his jeans again.
He feels warm to the touch despite being covered by the cold rain. You break the kiss just to pull on his soaked shirt, taking it completely off him.
You knew whatever he had going on underneath was going to be good. His muscles were toned and exercised but not to exaggerate, they were smoothly marked across his whole body and his skin was soft and tanned by the California sun. He certainly would take anybodyâs breath away.
You slid the palms of your hands down his torso until they met the waistband of his jeans, and you used it as leverage, feeling how the way heâs kissing you became more and more dizzying.
He likes how your lips feel pillowy over his, it makes him deepen the kiss even more, heâs so lost in it the only thing that took his attention off of it was you unbuckling his belt, which he helped out with right away.
It all feels so rushed. His jeans are pooling alongside your skirt and heels in the footwell. Next went your bra which he wouldn't of mind leaving on, itâs no secret that heâs always been a lingerie type of guy.
âI need to grab a condomâ He says, separating from you. Youâre debating whether to tell him that you're on birth control and trust the guy you just met at a bar on a Saturday night that was nice enough to buy you a drink, which at this point doesnât really seem like a bad idea.
âItâs okayâ You pant pulling him back to meet your lips. âIâm on the pillâ His eyes fall into yours for a quick moment. He thinks about it but heâs far too gone to give it too much importance.
You pulled him in against your lips to kiss him feverishly, snapping him out of his thoughts. His tongue caresses yours leading to a soft mewl on his mouth.
His boxers are gone as soon as you tug at the waist band. He noticed how youâre staring, it goes straight to his ego. He tries to hide his smile, licking his lips focusing on the expression on your face. âSo beautiful.â He moves a string of your hair to the back of your ear just so he could take a look at your features a little better.
You give him a smile that makes him completely melt. Your cheeks are flushed and he canât help to think how sweet you are. âYou ready sweet heart?â You nod.
He pays attention to your clit again to help you relax. His cock lines up with your entrance and he can already tell how tight you're going to feel.
It burns the first couple of seconds from the stretch of him pushing in. Heâs taking it slow trying to ease the pain as much as possible for you. He places a tender kiss on your temple just to feel how his lips separate over your skin moaning in pleasure loving how you feel around him.
You squeeze onto his shoulders as you keep lowering yourself, feeling how his chest clashes with yours and his hot breath hits your ear, thereâs a sigh leaving his mouth with the further you go down his length.
Bradley bites his bottom lip resting his forehead on your collarbone having a great view of your bodyâs coming together. âOh godâ Youâre so perfectâ He said with an airy voice.
You still. Rooster noticed some discomfort in your face once you took him all in. Heâs mindful about it, you just turned twenty one, probably itâs for the best to let you guide the pace. His thumbs draw circles on your hip bones, kissing your skin tenderly just to comfort you.
Youâre grabbing onto his shoulders to start your pace. He helps you move with his hand wrapped around your waist. Itâs easy at first, he likes the slow burn of it, how his cock almost completely out and deep back in afterwards. âYouâre so fucking tight.â
A breathless moan leaving your mouth. Your pace picks up. Heâs hitting just the right spot every time you come back down.
His hand lands on your hips digging his fingers in your skin, his arm still around your waist allows you to go faster, he bucks his hips upwards to meet yours half way, he gives the extra fricciĂłn you're looking for. âNghâ shitâ
His head leans back in the seat, brows knotting together, enjoying how you're bouncing on him. âFuckâ your precious babyâ He moaned.
His hands roam on your back close to your waist dropping all the way to your ass squeezing softly. His lips leaving a trail of kisses hungrily from your jaw to your collarbone, he nips at the skin once he gets there leaving a couple of marks along the way.
His face hides on the crook of your neck as you ride him. Hearing all of the soft moans that are coming out of you in his ear are sending more pressure straight to his cock. âBradleyâŠâ You whimper with need.
He looks into your eyes knowing that you want more. He helps you, jerking up harder, setting a much rougher pace that makes your head feel fuzzy.
Fingers leave bruises on your skin. Your walls clenched around him as he can tell how your legs begin to tense up. Youâre close, so close.
âThatâs itâ Fuckâ He moans. You feel your body getting hot and the heat pooling all over your cheeks. When your hand falls on his chest he feels as equally as heated as you. âYou cumming baby?â
You nod, desperately latching on to him. You kiss him again to try to ease the feeling that is so overwhelming.
There is sweat making the front pieces of his hair stick to his forehead, the flushed on his cheeks is almost covering his face. You meet with his soft hazel eyes going over the edge.
The orgasm hits you like no other. The waves of pleasure go through your body, and that was enough for him to follow up to you. âFuckâŠâ he lets out in between moans.
He pounds into you a couple of times before staying completely still.
Your chest meets his, both trying to catch your breath. His arms coming up to your back falling to your waist.
âWell fuck⊠Happy birthdayâ Rooster said, panting. There is a chuckle leaving his throat before your lips fall sweetly over his pulling away to show him the pretty smile heâs been charmed by all night.
He stares at you, pushing the hair off your face to take a look at your pretty face. âYouâre coming home with me.â
He shifts you, now finding yourself under him âAnd what exactly are you planning to do with me good sir?â
âOh, everything honeyâ He kisses you for the last time leaving you eager for what else he has planned.
Summary: You finally say âI love youâ to Rooster.
Warnings: mentions of sex.
Authors note: I just love to make myself sad.
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âIâm in love with you Bradleyâ.
The words sat with him. He never imagined that his night was going to turn out sleeping with his best friend just two days before leaving for deployment.
To be fair he was a little tipsy and your legs looked especially good in the dress you decided to wear for his small goodbye get together.
He was still inside you, and your sudden urge to spill your feelings out to him was a little too much to take in at this very moment.
Of course he loved you, not in the way you did but there is something. Something as in he was very attractive to you, physically. He could never bring himself to say that you were a sister to him, he still canât figure out what it is that he felt for you.
He would be lying if he said that he doesnât think about you from time to time. And heâll even admit he got off to that one time youâve asked him to put some sunscreen on your back. He just could shake the sensation of your skin and that led him to wonder how good it would feel against his own.
Your cheeks and lips were flustered and your chest brushed against his while you were trying to compose your breathing.
He didnât expect himself to feel nervous at the sight of your impatient eyes staring at him, turning into turmoil of embarrassment.
âOh godâ you push him off and your eyes scan the room as youâre trying to look for your clothes scattered across it.
You are doing your very best not to cry in front of him or even look at him. You had really thought he was on the same page you were. No guy is as attentive and caring as Rooster is with you if theyâre not genuinely interested in that way.
He even came onto you, he was the one that made the first move, he was the one saying how beautiful you looked tonight. He kissed you and took you back to his place.
He calls your name but you canât look at him, you're too busy fighting with the zipper of your dress to pay attention to him. âHey, noâŠâ.
He heard the elastic of his boxers back on his body, and his hand fell heavy on your shoulder.
âI have to goâ you take his hand off you pushing yourself off the bed.
âCome on, letâs just talk about thisâ.
âNo, Iâm leavingâ There really is no way to read his features. He hates that he made you cry, he hates that he canât bring himself to reciprocate your feelings.
You look at him, you see how the words get stuck in his throat, you know heâs looking for a way to fix the situation.
âAll this time you have led me on.â You choke out. You were significantly younger than him, most of the time he had to remind himself of the ten year age gap between you two. âAll this time you made me think that youââ.
You stand in front of him thinking about how you're making this whole situation look. Heâs not obligated to love you back but itâs pretty shitty that he made you think he did.
You stop yourself there, the last thing you want is for him to think it's a whim of yours. You take your heels in your hand and walk towards the door.
âShit, you are important to meâ He swallowed.
The palm of his hand slams the door close before you cloud even fully open it. âJust let me go pleaseâ
âJesĂșsâ He breathed out âWhat good am I to you if Iâm on the other side of the worldâ His voice got louder, he wasnât angry just frustrated âOr what if my plane gets shot down?â You're holding tight to the door knob. âAre you going to cry to an empty casket?â
He saw first hand what his mother went through when he lost his father, he could never commit to a relationship, he promised himself he would never put anybody in that spot, that he would never have somebody worrying and waiting for him when there was a possibility of him not making it back home.
âI canât control how I feel Bradleyâ You feel your tears fall down your cheeks and his warm hand resting in the crook of your neck.
âIâm sorry if I led you onâ he whispered âI shouldâve done things differentlyâ.
âDifferent how?â Your voice matched his.
âShit, I donât know, youâre so young, you have so much ahead of youâ. You turn to face him.
âSo thatâs the problem? The age difference?â You slightly push him away from you creating some distance.
âNo, itâs that you think Iâm the best you can do. Youâ you deserve something better than some militaryâ long distance bullshitâ. Youâre arguing at this point, and the words are starting to burn in the back of your head.
âI get it Bradley, just stopâ He looks at you, he doesnât say anything, he just stays there staring at you. âIâm not going to beg you to be with meâ your tone came out lowerâ lighter. âItâs your loss not mineâ.
He knew he fucked up. Youâve been there for him every day for the past five years and all of that just slipped out of his hands.
Nobody was going to wait for him when he arrived back home, shit, he wasnât going to have anybody to call when heâs away and tell them how much of a shit day he had or just to hear you talk about how boring life was because he wasnât there.
âIâm sorryâ Thatâs the best he can come up with.
âYeah, me tooâ thatâs all you say before leaving his apartment, that was it for you.
You pretend you didnât hear him call your name, you pretend that you donât love him, that they are just some stupid feelings, that wonât take long for them to fade away. You pretend that he didnât hurt you as much as he did or that he just broke your heart in a million pieces.
holy crap was this good, val đ and to end it like that?! woah. i love your detailed thoughts about why rooster felt this way. it makes so much sense as much as i want him to return the feelings. oooof, thatâs some beautiful complexity right there. bravo!
And heâll even admit he got off to that one time youâve asked him to put some sunscreen on your back. đ€€đđ€Ł oh rooster
Summary: You find your way back to Bradley after so many years.
Warnings: smut, smut, smut.
Prequel: Midnight Rain
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Bradley was spending his first available Saturday on his third old fashioned of the night.
The last sip of alcohol tasted even more bitter than the one before. Maybe it could be the fact he hardly knew anybody, he recognized some faces and could pace together a few names but nobody he actually wanted to have a conversation with. Or maybe it was just that he was drinking alone.
He seals his lips together in a line when the glass is half way empty once again. In the corner of his eye he can see Alex, the bartender, approaching him as she starts her shift.
âDrinking alone again?â She smiles at him in the warmest way. He could tell her accent peeking through her English, he found that very adorable.
âNot if you let me buy you a drinkâ He shows her a cocky little smirk playing around with her.
âNo drinking in work hours for me Galloâ She said. Alex was taken, happily married actually. There was a slight tan line on the ring finger of her left hand. Most guys looked past it, didnât even realize when they left a big tip to try and impress a pretty girl like her.
He takes another sip of his drink making sure he leaves the cherry in it for last.
âVery responsibleâ. Heâs not interested like that, sure, it was fun to flirt with her from time to time, but he always made sure he was respectful, not crossing the line.
âGraciasâ. She fixes another drink for him. She carefully slides the glass in front of him making Rooster a little too confused. Especially on the drink choice.
Itâs a Manhattan, he fucking hates Manhattans.
âOh no Iâm good. Iâm closing my tab after this oneâ He acts like he already had too much to drink, not wanting to be too impolite about it, since sheâll sometimes surprise him with random drinks, which he usually does enjoy.
âThatâs too bad itâs already paid forâ She doesnât explain any further, making herself busy drying some shot glasses. She wouldn't want to get in trouble with her bosses knowing how they feel about engaging too much with customers.
âBy who?â He didnât want to seem too obvious looking around the bar.
âFrom that lady sitting over thereâ It takes him a second to find the person she nods to until he finds the eyes that are looking directly at him.
âHoly shit.â
You shoot him a smile, raising your glass.
Youâre drinking an old fashioned just like he is. Unlike him, you always start eating the cherry first, heâs watching you with a little of disbelief in his hazel eyes. The contact is lost when turning all your attention to one of your friends sitting next to you.
âArenât you so luckyâ Alex points out, looking at you seamlessly blend with your group of friends.
âYeah. Very lucky.â
He knows whatâs behind the pretty smile and that black tight silk dress. The worst trouble he couldâve ever found.
First time he ever saw you was years ago in a bar just like this one. He remembers it was your twenty-first birthday and how bad you were struggling to get the bartender's attention, hard to believe with that pink little set you had on.
He thought he might as well help the pretty girl out and just maybe get lucky that night.
He did. And two nights after that one. Heâs never imagined fucking someone in the back of his dadâs bronco or someone that was still in college.
He didnât really know much about you, but he sure wasnât expecting to know your father as well as he did. Admiral Beau Simpson.
He knew he shouldâve stopped it, shouldâve just left it as a one night stand.
But that doesnât matter now, Bradley is 35 and heâs pretty sure youâre in your late twenties. What could Daddy possibly say about it now?
âVery pretty girlâ Alexâs voice shakes him out of his thoughts. âGo talk to her.â
âAnd interrupt their girls' night out?â He hopes joking about it gets her to drop the situation before it gets too late and start to pull some strings herself. âWhat kind of guy do you think I am?â
âOne that needs to get laidâ She raises an eyebrow at him hoping he didnât take too harshly âYou canât keep flirting with a married woman forever.â Alex wiggles her ring finger at him before leaving him with a smirk on her face, using the excuse to go take another customer's order.
âYouâre playing hard to get, huh?â He was stunned for a moment, it was as if everything around him had stopped. You look a little more mature, more confident. âIt doesnât suit you.â
It doesnât. Rooster knows that a pretty smile and some long legs would convince him to do just about anything.
You look different, in a way he canât quite think through.
He stares at you trying to figure out all of the many things that couldâve changed about you. He picks up the sweetness in your perfume, and the small scar on your left cheek that wasnât there before.
âIs that a dealbreaker?â He squints ironically, playing along with you. He pulls out the barstool welcoming you to take a seat next to him âBecause if I didnât know any better Iâd say youâre trying to seduce me.â
âOh, donât flatter yourself, Bradshaw. I was just being friendly.â
He doesnât know if you're leaning forward to seem more interested in him or so he could have a better view of your cleavage, either way he isnât complaining.
âWhat brings you back?â He asked. You take the liberty to take one of the last sips of his drink, shaking the ice to break out the taste of it.
He can help to notice how your dress rides up slowly along the length of your thigh, and how your lipstick has smeared along the rim of the glass. He has to look away when you catch him staring at your lips for too long.
âMy sisterâs wedding.â You answer. Your youngest sister Louise, your dad's pride and joy. You on the other hand just filled up the gap of the middle child, or at least thatâs how it felt.
Admiral Simpson wasnât particularly fond of how your name was being passed from pilot to pilot when they found out about your attachment to Rooster.
He saw first hand how Penny Benjamin's name was dragged down by the whole navy. Hell, Beau himself even took part in it, he never wouldâve thought that years later his own daughter would be in the same position.
âAnd Admiral Simpson is going to allow that?â Bradley mentions with irony. He did his best for you. He had practically begged your father but was shut down every time.
His girls were untouchable in his eyes.
âIronic isnât it?â You answer. All he could think is that you still had the prettiest smile heâs ever seen. âWhat Louise wants, Louise gets.â You sigh overdramatically, resting your chin in the palm of your hand.
There is silence after. He dares to move a little closer, almost having his hand touch your forearm.
âYou look greatâ He pushed his luck. He didnât care if Admiral Simpson ripped the wings out of his plane, but then again it might be the alcohol speaking.
âYou're not so bad yourselfâ Maybe you were slipping too easily, maybe there hasnât been a man that paid the same attention to you as he did, or maybe it was your twenty-one year old self that still felt that she owed him an apology.
After all he did risk his career for you.
âYou wanna take me home, Rooster?â You took the cherry from his drink. He looked at your lips without having a second thought on his answer.
All he could do was nod. There he was once again, wrapped around your finger, like he always has been.
He made sure to leave a decent tip before leaving. He caught Alex winking at him as he trailed behind you crossing the door.
âI thought Iâd recognized this old thingâ You said. The blue bronco did catch your eye, a dejavĂș was all you thought it was.
How could you not, he did fuck you in it a couple of times after all.
His hand gripped your thigh when he got to the first traffic light. You were quiet, enjoying the music coming from the radio. He still listens to the same station that his dad did.
You recognized the song right when he started humming the chorus âAnd the world is mine on Blue BayouâŠâ You sang softly.
He shoots a smile at you. Itâs one of his motherâs favorite songs. She used to sing it all the time when she was cooking dinner. On the other end his dad wasnât much of a fan of it but always danced to it with her when it was playing.
You lean closer across the center console just so you could reach his ear âHow happy Iâd beâ You canât resist and pull his ear lobe with your teeth slowly sending shivers down his spine.
Red light. All he has to do is move his head to the side, to finally kiss you but he has to hold himself back.
He hardly noticed the way he was already leaning in for it, âEasy Rooster.â With one hand you push him back completely into his seat, fixing his eyes on the light again.
He brushes the situation off with a chuckle, sitting straighter trying to hide his half boner in his jeans. He hadnât even tasted you yet for him to start getting this hard.
It wasnât long before you reached his apartment, the road all too familiar that you almost smiled at the longing feeling.
You capture his lips in front of his door not wanting to wait another second for what you've been missing for so long.
He tasted just as good as you remembered. You had to stop him for a second before getting carried away in the middle of the hallway.
He fights with his keys, feeling your lips along the skin of his neck distracting him from getting the correct one inside the lock.
You pushed him against the wooden door once inside. His hands stayed firm on your waist walking slowly to the first surface he could pin you on.
You got rid of his shirt when you bump into the column of the counter. His skin is still as golden and smooth as you remembered. You lose no time exploring his chest, tracing the lines that disappear into the waistband of his jeans.
He walked you back a few steps lifting you on the counter top with little to no effort, his hands moved fast bunching your dress up on your waist. His lips moved over yours with so much hunger before lowering himself.
He took his time at first, leaving a trail of kisses on your inner thigh, then in every other spot but where you needed him. âGet on with it already.â
He licked his lips. Bold, demanding even.
âThat's no way to ask.â Rooster teased you. He straightens up, placing his hands on either side of your body. There is a playful smirk on his face as you look over his features knowing damn well what he wants to hear. âDonât you think?â
His lips are brushing over yours with every word he says. Heâs running his hand along your underwear teasingly playing with the elastic. Waiting for you to say please.
âThat was me being niceâ You drape your arms on his shoulders pulling him closer to your body.
âI bet it wasâ He takes advantage of the way your head is slightly tilted to the side to leave open mouth kisses on your neck going to whatever is exposed from your cleavage.
You moan eagerly, getting impatient at how slow he is taking things. If it were up to you would already be riding him by now. âI need youâ.
âYou do?â You give him a nod making his fingers finally start rubbing circles on your clit giving you just enough to keep you on the line. You squint your eyes at him noticing how his motion goes slower as he gains a desperate whimper from your part.
âPlease Bradleyâ You start grinding on his fingers, desperately looking for more contact from him. âStop that.â
âWhat are you talking about?â He furrowed his eyebrows together acting as if he didn't know what he was doing. âThis is just me being nice.â
There is a winning smile gracing his lips âAsshole.â
You kiss him with anger, melting completely in him, You pull on his lower lip in between your teeth, leaving him completely lost for a second. Not really catching at first the pressure you were applying on his shoulders.
His eyes never left yours as your hands pushed all the way down to his knees.
The feeling of his warm breath hits you right away making you shiver. His tongue presses into you in such a way that you canât help but to moan at the pleasure he is bringing you.
You didnât even realize that your fingers are grabbing a fistful of his hair already trying to pull him closer to get more out of him.
Heâs still as good as you remembered. Always so attentive, always making sure to have your toes curling and screaming his name every time he ate you out.
His lips are attached to your clit giving it the attention itâs been missing since he last fucked you years back.
You could swear there was no one as near as good as him. Sure, youâve had some good sex since him but nothing that came close to Rooster.
His fingers slide on the skin of your thigh only to get lost inside you seconds later. They curl perfectly inside you that it makes you arch your back instantly. âFuck Bradley.â
He pumps his finger in and out slowly pressing that perfect spot every time, making you tug him closer to your core.
Your head begins to spin and breathes being to shorten as you feel yourself begin to tighten around his fingers and him moaning on your clit adding more sensation helping you get your edge even sooner.
The pleasure hits you, the muscles of your thighs to tense up under his hands. Your eyes stay fixed on Bradley all while you couldnât help but to remember all the times heâs had you dazed-over him.
It takes you a second to catch your breath again, his fingers are still squeezing your thighs tightly as his lips are on top of yours kissing you heatedly.
âI want this offâ He shakes the fabric of your dress grabbing your attention. To his surprise you listen right away, still stuck in the pleasure of the moment.
The fabric lands somewhere on the kitchen floor and you lose no time pulling him back to you. His thumbs start caressing your nipples as soon as they are exposed to him.
âRoosterâŠâ You sigh into his lips. He looks at you in such detail that you could care less in how caught up in the moment he is.
Bradley never thought the nostalgia was going to hit him at a moment like this. He takes in the sensation of your skin under his finger tips. He blinks absently as he slowly makes out your features. âI missed you.â He whispers.
You want to act that just didnât make your heart flutter the way it did. To say you missed him was an understatement but you never wouldâve thought that hearing it from him wouldâve been enough to have your heart beating the way it is. âI sure hope you did.â
He kisses you hard once again, bringing you as close as possible to the edge of the counter. instinctively you wrap your legs around his waist as your hands immediately shoot for the zipper of his jeans.
You stroke him a couple of times, obtaining a low groan from him. âPlease tell me you're on the pill.â You nod. His hands place over yours guiding his cock to your entrance.
His moan echoes in the kitchen once he slides completely inside you. Heâs so handsome. Years have past and heâs still as striking as he was back then.
The pace is slow. He takes his time enjoying every second of it, thrusting in and out letting you adjust to his size. âYou missed this baby?â You nod for him to keep going, unable to say a single word.
He lets his lips get lost in your collar bones as his rhythm picks up harder and faster the more desperate your moans get.
You let go of him supporting your weight with your elbows giving him the best view of your exposed torso. âFuck, nicest tits Iâve ver seen.â
You close your eyes shut when his tongue starts running circles on your nipple. Your skin feels so soft to him that he could explore it for hours without an end.
Leaning forward, pressing his chest against yours, his lips latching onto your neck. His tongue brushes over the red mark he leaves on your skin âYou feel so fucking goodâ His voice airy. Your mind spins only being able to focus on the pretty moans coming from his mouth.
His cock brushes your sweet spot every time he pounded into you. Nails digging in the skin of his shoulder surely leaving a mark on him.
âMmm, Bradleyââ your words are cut short, feeling the familiar sensation exploding sending warmth all over your body making you feel completely disoriented.
He followed shortly after furrowing his eyebrows together. His breath hitching as he moved in to kiss you.
âJust one more babyâ his fingers draw slow circles on your clit preparing you for the next round heâs been thinking about since he sat you on top of that counter.
He turns your body, holding the tile against your chest. He takes a second to squeeze your ass once itâs facing him.
He guides himself back in, he isnât as careful as the first time but his cock hits you perfectly making you cry his name.
Heâs holding onto your waist strong, fingers digging into your skin are tightening more and more leaving bruises on your skin. The other wraps in the base of your neck, feeling the vibration of every moan you let out.
You couldnât think straight, the only thing that's making sense is how good Bradley is making you feel right now.
Youâre overwhelmed. The pleasure once again starts pooling in your lower stomach.
âFuckâ He whispers as he thrusts into you. Itâs fuzzy, but his lips trailing down your spine help keep some sense into you.
Hips snapping shut against your core as heâs gripping your waist as leverage.âBrad- shit, too muchâ You canât form a proper sentence. You feel out of control.
His hand traveled to your shoulder just so he could pull you up, having your back against his chest. Your legs shake and if Bradley hadnât been holding you as tight as he was you would be on the floor by now.
His skin feels warm on your own feeling how it rises and falls.
âHold on to me babyâ You inhale sharply looking for his arm but you're better off gripping the edge of the counter.
His hands find you breast squeezing them as he nips the skin of your neck. âYouâre doing so goodâ. Youâre a mess of moans and whimpers but one thing is for sure, it was worth the while. âAre you going to cum for me again? Huh?â You nod. His mustache brushes against your cheek.
As soon as his hand finds your clit it only takes a few seconds for you to be on the edge again.
âFuck, fuck, fuck Bradleyâ you breathe out cumming for the third time in a row. You fall over the tile of the counter trying to compose yourself.
Heâs close behind you. His hand trailed the line of your spine before leaning his chest on your back. His breath hit your ear making you laugh at the sensation.
âDonât ever leave again.â He said, placing a tender kiss right behind your ear.
God help you because there is no other place you would rather be right now.
top gun fics that iâve been reading and obsessing with over recently
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F: fluff A: angst S: smut
đ„» - series /multi part
BRADLEY 'ROOSTER' BRADSHAW
F + A: webb of unfortunate events @ohtobeleah
the last thing you expected was your father to be back in your life again
A: honest by @vcrooster
no matter how much you love rooster, you and him were never meant to be
F + A: days like this by @mads-weasley
rooster has a no good, terrible, day and all he wants is your comfort
F + A: show me all the scars you hide by @bradshawsbaby
you love bradley even more for his scars
F + A: you donât get to taste the honey without the sting of the bee by @notroosterbradshaw
rooster never gets jealous. you on the otherhand...
F + A: rooster's girl by @wannabeschyulersister
nobody messes with rooster's girl
F: sleep clothes by @fandomlit
rooster short circuits after seeing you in your sleep clothes
F: pouting by @belowtheharddeck
you spend the evening catching up with the naval aviators, leaving bradley kiss-less and pouty
A: you said youâd grow old with me by @blue-aconite
you and rooster never got your fairy tale ending
F + A: stop by @lcahwriter
even during your intimate moments, you still can't shake the thought of rooster dying from your mind
F: just like dad by @ilyasorokinn
jamie wants to be just like her dad
F + A: "whiskey sour? classy." by @undiscovered-horizon
another naval aviator disrespects you and rooster can't let that happen
JAKE 'HANGMAN' SERESIN
F + A: the princess and the hangman by @simpforrooster
being an admiral's daughter, hangman likes to get on your nerves
F + A: don't go breaking my heart by @callsignmercy
jake did the one thing he promised he wouldn't
F + A: strawberries by @siempre-bucky
the one time jake writes to you
F: the joker by @gogobootz1
when you accidentally order too many peaches, penny (and jake) come to your rescue
F + A: our little secret by @sebastianstangirl01
nobody would've thought that bob floyd's sweet baby sister would be dating hangman
F: imagine being hangman's girl, knocking the sense into him at the bar and rooster never lets him live it down by @theclassiccherry
F: jake worries about his sick wife by @zablife
F: careful hands, precious cargo by @winchesterandpie
despite you being in a mood, jake is still the most understanding boyfriend
F + A: you left me no choice but to stay here forever (right where you left me) by @sunderlust
you've spent half your life fully and utterly in love with jake seresin.
F: tomorrow never comes by @purplevortexx
you will always be there for jake
F + A: the green eyed monster by @hangmans-girl
when jake doesn't understand boundaries, you show him just what you mean
F: baby, you down? by @softspiderling đ„»
bradley finally meets the man you had been gushing like a school girl over
F + A: hello, goodbye by @imjess-themess
jake visits home after a while and learns that you have far from moved on from him
ROBERT 'BOB' FLOYD
F: wizard! by @absoluteabbott
baby bob wants to be just like his father, a wizard.
F: one night by @ereardon
hangman keeps flirting with you but you only have eyes on a certain wso
F: not a secret anymore by @hlstead coyote
hangman gets nosy and snoops around bob's phone, only to find out his big secret
F + A: when you come back by @writingdumpster
you make bob promise to come back so he can tell you how much he loves you
F: no regrets by @edensbuttercups
bob brings you back home safely after a drunken night and you wake up the next day with no regrets
F: bookstore lover by @samwlscns
bob now knows where to go if he's ever in the need of book related opinions
JAVY 'COYOTE' MACHADO
F: somewhere only we know by @bestedoesmeow
javy comforts you after you've been feeling stressed
F: coyote as a dad headcanons by @jungle-angel
F: you and coyote meet again after some time by @rhettabbotts
F: close by @buckyr00s
javy gets admitted to the hospital and you visit him
F: for better days by @coyotesamachado
coyote gets into a bird strike and you're beyond terrified
F: you're coyote's secret girlfriend by @belowtheharddeck
S: chew on my heart by @bradleyfuckingbradshaw
coyote gets scared shitless when you get into a training accident
RON 'SLIDER' KERNER
F: beach days by @emmajane244 labryn
chipper flirts with you, unaware you are slider's wife
F: imagine slider confessing before leaving for top gun by @spinningwebsandtales
slider's about to leave for top gun and all he wants to do is spend his last day with just you
TOM 'ICEMAN' KAZANSKY
F: ice ice baby by @redmenacehorned
being ice's secret girlfriend, slider assumes the pretty girl by the bar is single and free game
F + A: finally by @topgun-imagines
after months of trying, you and ice are finally having a baby
F + A: head in the clouds by @callsign-dragonbaron
while visiting maverick and goose at top gun, the one man you loved with all your heart finds his way back into your life
LEONARD 'WOLFMAN' WOLFE
F: how wolfman proposes to you by @jungle-angel
BEAU 'CYCLONE' SIMPSON
S: under the desk by @topguncortez
you visit cyclone during his lunch break and find yourself hidden under his desk
S: cyclone by @labyrinth-runner
you are cyclone's much needed release
F + A: admirals' daughters by @krmy2386
you overhear what you boyfriend has to say about admirals' daughters
S: nice 'n easy by @wildbornsiren
cyclone relieves you after a hard day
S: one night stand in fightertown by @zablife
you meet the admiral at a bar one night, leaving with him for the best time you've ever had
Summary: Your husband came back home to you completely shattered.
Warnings: mentions of rough sex, mental health issues, mentions of death and blood.
Authorâs note: thank you guys so much for all the love Iâve been receiving from you guys! đ€
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Rooster was usually enthusiastic when he came back home from deployment.
You could tell when he was happy to be back in the comfort of his home, enjoying every second with his boy that had gotten a couple of inches bigger since he left. Rooster had promised to teach him how to play the piano and show him granpaâs album collection when he got back.
But he had to admit that the best part of it was sleeping in his own bed in your arms every night, heâd miss making love to you and looking at how pretty your face looked when you started to doze off into your sleep.
But this time it was all different.
He doesnât know you know. You received a call early in the morning, your alarm wasnât set for another three hours. It didnât startle you as much thinking it was Bradley since heâs overseas. But it wasnât him, it was Pete.
Your heart sank, you didnât want all the worst scenarios to play in your head, but they did.
âPeteâ You tried to sound as if you werenât biting your nails anxiously. But you knew that he was the bearer of bad news.
âSorry to wake you upââ He started.
âNo, no, no, itâs alrightâ.
âThereâs been some complications in the mission with Bradleyâ He sighed. You covered your mouth trying to drown the sorrows. Oh god no, donât let him be dead.
âIs he?â The words left your mouth so silently that you almost thought he wouldnât hear you.
âHeâs okay, they just have him in observation in the hospitalâ He is quick to clarify, imagining what you must be feeling on the other end. âHis wingman didnât make itâ.
Your body feels cold when he says that. Itâs not the first time he had an accident in the air, however this was the first time he lost anyone, and if it was his fault you know he will never forgive himself for it.
âHeâs set to go home by the end of next week, Iâm just supposed to be calling you just to let you know to pick him up at the airportâ you hear a door close on his side of the line and his voice is much clearer.
âWhat happened?â The hot tears were falling down your cheeks and your nails were digging in the palm of your hand.
âI canât go into detailsâ Pete breathed out âAll he needs is his family right nowâ.
âAlrightâ all the words get stuck in your throat. He hangs up the call leaving you unsettled.
Itâs three in the morning and you're crying in your bed. You feel a lot of pressure in your head, your eyes trail off to the framed picture of your wedding day on your bedroom wall.
Your boy in the middle of both of you, he was just a couple of years old in that picture, had the biggest smile on his face just like Bradleyâs.
He looks so much like him.
He was always stealing your phone to send him videos and pictures of what he was doing, he liked to keep him updated.
He had even dressed up as a pilot for halloween, he asked for you to make him a patch with the name: Nick Bradshaw âHawkâ, the call sign Bradley chose for him when theyâd use to play pilots in the living room.
But lately he hasnât replied to him.
You hate to see your son keep sending messages to him with no answer. It absolutely broke your heart when he asked you if his dad was mad at him.
Youâd expect him to call you and tell you what happened but he didnât.
Him going no contact for almost a week felt like forever, the only thing you knew from him were Peteâs texts tell you heâs not doing very well. Needless to say they just made the knot in your stomach grow bigger.
He finally decided to call you a couple of days before coming back. It wasnât a long call, all that you could rescue from it was that heâs okay and he couldnât wait to be back home. Nothing about the mission or his wingman.
It was a Saturday morning when he finally arrived back in Oregon, back home. Nick had spent all afternoon making a sign for his dad that read âRoosterâ just like in his helmet.
âMom help me hold it higher so he can see the sign I madeâ. You do your best in lifting him up, wrapping your arms around his stomach. He wasnât that heavy for a six year old, but you had to admit you did struggle a little. âThere he is! Dad!â
He looked tiredâ very tired. He had some bandages around his arm and from what you could tell he also had a limp on his right leg.
His pretty hazel eyes had some prominent eye bags below them that he was trying to hide under a black baseball cap, but managed to smile when he spotted you in the crowd of people.
As soon as Nickâs feet were in the ground again he ran straight to his dad giving him the biggest hug he could.
His hand takes Bradleyâs walking him towards where you were standing. You see how his eyes tone down once he meets yours.
He didnât waste no time, heâs holding you so close to him you could feel yourself melting into him. The only thing that runs through your head is Maverick saying that Rooster needs his family.
âWelcome home honeyâ you whispered to his ear and that made him hold you tighter.
âI missed you guys so muchâ you rubbed his back. Heâs been gone for almost seven months, you could honestly stay like this for hours.
âDad, did you see my sign?â Your son pulls on his arm to try and grab his full attention, you find it so adorable how he had to get on his tippy toes to reach it.
âI did see it, you made this?â He was holding the paper in his hands, lowering at Nickâs height. He nodded with pride and started to explain it to Bradley. â Can I keep it?â
âYeah, I made it for youâ.
âI love it, thank youâ He hugs him one more time before rolling it up so he can put it on his backpack âCâmereâ he carries him all the way back to the car on his shoulders.
The car ride was unexpectedly quite enjoyable, you could tell that he was trying to avoid any question that had to do with his deployment, nonetheless he seemed to be his warm self, which was honestly a big relief, you were prepared to have him at his worse but here he is smiling and singing in your car without a care in the world.
If you didnât know him any better youâd know how good he is at evading the actual problems, he hopes that you're not too mad at him.
He wasnât ignoring you. He was tired and maybe that was the worst excuse he could ever give you but there was no way he could talk to you without breaking down, how could he ever tell you itâs his fault that someone is dead.
There are a lot of maybes heâs scared about and it feels so intimidating looking into your eyes and saying that heâs alright just a little bruised so that you donât have to be worried about him, he doesnât know how long is he going to be able to keep it up, last thing he wants is for you to be disappointed in him.
He makes conversation about how he likes the new changes you made to the house, he marks down the inch Nick grew in the past months, he helps with dinner and the dishes. He has to repeat to himself that everything is alright, everything is normal, but he can even bring himself out of the bathroom without his anxiety shooting to the roof.
Before he could allow his mind to overthink any further he opens the door, finding you putting his clothes away on his side of the closet. His heart beats faster every step he takes in your direction and reminds himself to loosen up, that you love him.
âHeyâ He hugs you from behind leaving a sweet kiss on your temple. There were still some traces of the vanilla scent you used and that was his favorite on you.
âHiâ You turn wrapping your arms around his neck giving him a warm smile. His hands fall to your hips holding tightly.
You can tell heâs nervous, his thumbs draw circles on your skin and he bites the inside of his cheek. The way his eyes look at you starts to take you back to the hurt Bradley from when his mother passed away.
You hate that you feel sorry for him, itâs just one thing after the other for him, itâs like he canât catch a break.
You close the distance hugging him as hard as you could âHey, itâs alright. Youâre home.â you whisper trying to make him feel better.
Most people would never guess how depressed Rooster could get, the way he would let himself spiral into the rabbit hole made it sometimes very hard to pull him out of it. And it cost you a lot to do it but he was worth it.
Youâve always tried to be a good wife to him, always tried to make sure he didnât feel alone, even when you werenât by his side you tried to give him a ground to stand on.
âWhat happened Bradley?â Your fingers running slowly through his hair. He remained silent pulling closer to him as if he was trying to keep you from running away from him.
You know he doesnât want to answer you. Not yet at least.
âI love youâ His beautiful hazel eyes look straight into yours now looking like they lost their warmth.
There is a knot in your chest growing and growing as you see how shattered your husband came back home to you.
âI love you so much Bradleyâ.
His lips join yours in a tender kiss where he lets himself go.
Your fingers brush the skin of his neck pulling him closer to your body. You clutched at his shoulders as he started to take a few steps back letting the back of your knees hit the edge of the bed.
âFuck, I missed youâ His tounge immediately made its way into your mouth. Your legs wrapped tightly around his body and you felt him grow inside his shorts.
His fingers were having a hard time unbuttoning your pyjama. You chuckled, helping him undo it after giving up moving to your shorts, his hands got lost under the waistband so that he could rub your clit over the fabric making you moan his name just in the way he missed it so much.
It takes you a second to return to your blouse revealing his favorite teal lingerie under it.
âYou wore this just for me baby?â He takes the straps feeling the silky material on his fingers. You nod, taking your bottom in between your teeth. Tracing the embroidery on your breast he took the opportunity to squeeze and knead them. âHow lucky am Iâ.
You run your hands across his chest under the cotton material, feeling his dogs tags. Pulling at his shirt but it only resulted in him pinning your hands above your head, lips joining yours so hungrily that not being able to run your fingers through his hair was enough to make you whine.
Leaning down trailing down between your breasts leaving tiny red marks along your skin. âRoosterâ. He went crazy when you used his call sign during sex.
He wanted to taste you so badly, heâs been thinking about it for months. You watch as he throws you leg over his shoulders kissing and giving small bites to the inside of your thigh.
He goes for it, immediately going for your clit making you arch your back.
He holds you down firmly with one hand as the fingers of the other curl inside you. He sucks on your clit and flicks it with his tongue, the only thing you can do is grip his hair tighter pulling him closer to you.
His fingers working inside you boy made the pleasure bubble up on your lower stomach. He waits for you to cum even though he is about to explode inside his shorts.
âShit, Iâm so hard alreadyâ you pull him up palming him over the material, gasping at how sensitive he was.
âWhat are you waiting for then?â.
He had been dreaming of this moment every night for the past seven months. He missed your touch, your kisses, how you felt around him, how every time it feels better than the last time.
He missed his wife.
He held you against his chest all night. His hot breath caressing your ear and arm wrapping on your waist.
The days got better, Bradley has been taking care of Nick, making up for the lost time. You did have to admit having not to worry about your son every hour of the day was a huge relief.
Bradleyâs nights had gotten worse the following weeks. Waking up in the middle of the night covered in sweat, panting, feeling more exhausted one night after the other.
He didnât want to worry you, he was becoming a little too irritated at all times, being at home, with Nick, he wouldnât speak too Maverick, he even was a little too rough during sex.
Itâs like he wasnât himself anymore.
There he was on top of you, the strands of his hair sticking to his forehead, eyes closed and lips parted.
His thrusts got to a point of getting too harsh making you feel uncomfortable instead of feeling pleasure. Your nails sinking into the skin of his shoulder blades as youâre trying to ignore how the discomfort turns into pain.
âBradleyâŠâ it barely comes out as a whisper thanks to the pressure in your throat.
He groans in response, digging his fingers into your hip holding you steady for him.
âBradleyâ it was a little louder this time but his mind was somewhere else âSlow downâ.
Rooster was usually passionate but gentle, now matter how caught up he was heâd always make sure you were enjoying yourself as much as he was.
âPlease Bradleyâ. You were trying not to freak out, but it wasnât long before you'd let go of all the tears you were holding back. âYouâre hurting meâ.
You push his shoulders with the little strength you have left and finally manage to get his attention.
He stops. It finally stops.
He sees the tears running down your cheeks and how your hands are shaking over the skin of his chest. And your eyes, fuck your eyes, they looked so scared of him.
âShit, shit, shitâ What has he done? âIâm sorry, Iâm sorryâ He just now noticed that you're still trying to push him off you.
You let out a painful whimper when he finally pulled out. He spotted a bloodstain on the sheets right in between your thighs and the burning that your nails left on his shoulders.
What has he done?
âBaby Iâm so sorryâ Rooster wasnât exactly sure if it was alright to go near you, he thought it was better to create some distance instead of forcing you to accept his touch. âI didnâtââ. He swallowed, not knowing what to say that wasnât an apology. âFuck, I didnât meanâ Iâm sorryâ
You wrap the sheets around your body as you make your way to the bathroom. Not once you look at him, the whole situation feels confusing, the only thing you want to do is clean the blood running down your thighs.
He calls your name on the other side of the door. He listens to everything, drawers opening, water running, you crying.
âIâm so sorryâ he felt himself choking sitting next to the door trying to stay afloat. âI keep fucking everything upâ.
You grab your robe before opening the door. Youâre not mad at him, he means it when he says heâs sorry, he didnât want to hurt you. He was hurting and the pit inside him is only getting bigger.
You sit next to him and he immediately wraps his arms around you looking for your forgiveness. âIâm so sorryâ.
Heâs crying. You havenât seen him cry since he left for deployment when Nick was a couple of months old.
âI know, I know Bradleyâ His eyes fogged when you reached cupping his face caressing his cheeks with your thumbs. âBut you need to talk to me. You need to stop acting like everything is alrightâ.
âI told him to take a left turnâ His voice is shaky as he holds your hand.
âWhat?â.
âI didnât see the bandits up ahead, they werenât in the radarâ. Words filled with so many emotions, tearing him apart. âThey shot us down. He didnât have time to ejectâ he finally opened up. âI heard him scream in the fire. I couldnât help him.â
What could you possibly say to him? You had no idea it was this bad when Maverick called you that night.
âHe had a kidâŠâ That broke Rooster. There was a child somewhere that was going to grow up without his Dad. Just like he did, just like his own boy couldâve had if he wasnât behind his wingman that day.
âOh Bradleyâ You hugged him as he cried in your chest. Last time you were in this position it was when Nickâs cat died.
He cries with so much guilt and pain. He cries in the same way he did holding on to his motherâs hand when she passed in the hospital bed.
âItâs not your faultâ You whispered âit couldâve happened to anybodyâ His fingers were digging in your skin again, not letting you go anywhere.
âMom?â Nickâs body was half way into the room looking so worried he almost had a scared expression on his face.
âEverything is alright honey, go back to your roomâ.
Bradley stiffness in your arms. He doesnât want his boy to see him like this. Heâs supposed to be his hero, no kid should ever see his hero like this, right?
âWhatâs wrong with Dad?â His small hazel eyes canât look away from his father. âDoes he have a tummy ache?â He makes it a little further into the room only thinking of how to help his Dad. âIâll go get some tumsâ. You hear his footsteps go all the way down to the kitchen opening up the pantry doors.
Rooster chuckles at his sonâs innocence.
âIâm sorryâ he says one more time before leaving a soft kiss on your lips.
âYou donât have to apologize to me, weâll stay with you now matter what Bradley, nothing is changing thatâ. You wipe the tear thatâs about to reach his lips and place a soft kiss on them.
Nick is back in no time, Bradley sits up and puts a smile on his face thanking his kid for taking care of him.
âHere daddyâ Rooster opens his palm letting the tablets fall on his hand âI got you two because you're bigger than meâ.
âThank youâ Rooster takes a hand to his hair, messing it up a little more than it already is âYou mind keeping an eye on me tonight?â He hugs his son, he hugs him knowing that every single second with him matters more than he thinks.
âOnly if you promise to throw up in the bathroomâ.
âI promiseâ his pinky intertwines with Bradleyâs.
He takes care of the bed before he lets you both go on it, taking care of the previous sheets.
No nightmares just him and the people he loved the most.