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@vdcvvvy
VDCVY ; a highly selective COBRA KAI based NATALIA ROMANOVA . mutuals only, super slow writer, 21+. written by siren. 30+. she/her/they. pst . SIDEBLOG TO SPYDERED
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𝐍𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍
𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 & 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 🇹🇴 🇨🇱🇦🇷🇮🇫🇾﹕ 🇹🇭🇪 🇲🇺🇸🇪 🇼🇭🇴 🇸🇪🇳🇩🇸 🇹🇭🇪 🇲🇪🇲🇪﹐ 🇮🇸 🇹🇭🇪 🇴🇳🇪 🇦🇨🇹🇮🇳🇬. 🇹🇭🇪 🇴🇳🇪 🇷🇪🇨🇪🇮🇻🇮🇳🇬 🇹🇭🇪 🇲🇪🇲🇪﹐ 🇮🇸 🇹🇭🇪 🇴🇳🇪 🇼🇭🇴 🇭🇦🇸 🇹🇴 🇷🇪🇦🇨🇹
[ 𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇 ] My muse gently touches a bruise on your muse’s body [ 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 ] My muse brushes a strand of hair behind your muse’s ear [ 𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇 ] My muse tries to make yours laugh when they are sad [ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐓𝐇 ] My muse wraps yours in a warm blanket [ 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐏 ] My muse boops your muse’s nose [ 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐄 ] My muse laces their fingers with yours [ 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐎𝐍 ] My muse cuddles up in bed to yours [ 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃 ] My muse sits by your muse’s bedside while they are sick/hurt [ 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] My muse takes your muse’s hand and slow dances with them without music playing [ 𝐖𝐄𝐓 ] My muse helps yours out of soaking wet clothes [ 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄 ] My muse gently runs a hand over your muse’s back/arm [ 𝐇𝐔𝐆 ] My muse hugs yours tightly after not having seen them for a while [ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃 ] My muse steps protectively in front of yours [ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 ] My muse holds yours while they cry
𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓'𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔
𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧 ‘𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮’ 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 ღ
“Here, take my jacket. You look cold.” “Waking up next to you is my favorite thing of the morning.” “You look beautiful.” “I made your favorite food, because you weren’t feeling your best.” “I brought you flowers to brighten your day a little.” “You can always call me, even in the middle of the night.” “Everything is more fun when you’re around.” “Why would I watch the stars, when I can look at you instead?” “Come under my blanket, I know you’re freezing.” “Please be careful out there.” “You’re the best thing that ever happened to me.” “Your flaws are the best parts of you.” “Home is wherever you are.” “I don’t care what happens, as long as we’re together.” “Promise you’ll never leave.” “Your hand fits perfectly in mine.” “I’d do anything for you, you know that.” “I want us to grow old together.” “You have made me a better person.” “I’ll always try to make you happy.” “Of course I worry about you. You’re important to me.” “I belong right here with you.” “I’ll stay with you. I don’t want you to be alone.” “Let me take care of you.” “I heard you couldn’t sleep, so I made you some tea.” “I’m only me when I’m with you.”
strkefrst:
𝗛𝗘 𝗗𝗜𝗗𝗡'𝗧 𝗞𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗪𝗛𝗬 𝗛𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗨𝗚𝗛𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗪𝗢𝗨𝗟𝗗 𝗕𝗘 𝗔 𝗚𝗢𝗢𝗗 𝗜𝗗𝗘𝗔, he didn’t even like doing double dates as a teenager, at least as an adult he could just get drunk and try to seem like he was enjoying himself. but after getting so much crap from shannon about the random woman who had come asking for him, he knew that he had to do something to help calm her and try to make things easier for her. plus he needed a good distraction from all the shit going on, the stress of trying to provide for shannon and the baby, not knowing how his mom was doing and just waiting for everything to fall apart. a good distraction would be a double date with bobby and the girlfriend that he had been so secretive about.
𝗛𝗘 𝗛𝗔𝗗 𝗧𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗗 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗔𝗥𝗚𝗨𝗘 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗦𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗡𝗢𝗡 𝗢𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗪𝗔𝗬, he wanted this to be a good night, he needed it to be a good night because he didn’t like the tension between them, he didn’t like that he felt pulled between her and his mom, he just wanted a good night with her and his best friend. they had beat bobby and his girlfriend to the restaurant where they meeting, waiting for them outside and he had just been checking a text message from his mom when he heard shannon say, “ it’s her. that’s the woman who came looking for you, the one you said i was acting crazy about, ” looking up from his phone and he almost thought he was dreaming for a moment to see bobby with natalia, that he barely even heard what shannon was saying next.
𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗔 𝗛𝗔𝗗 𝗔𝗟𝗪𝗔𝗬𝗦 𝗕𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗕𝗘𝗔𝗨𝗧𝗜𝗙𝗨𝗟, she was always the person that had made his heart race and he had thought he would never see again. as an adult, she truly was beautiful like art and he didn’t know how he found the strength to look away, trying to focus on his pregnant girlfriend instead. no wonder bobby had been so secretive about his new girlfriend. he was just shocked that neither of them had thought to mention that natalia was back in the us after leaving after the tournament, she never even graduated with them and he had never heard from her again. all he had gotten was ivan telling him to stay away from her and a threat that he would make him disappear if he ever laid another hand on natalia. this was supposed to be a good night and instead he felt like it was slowly turning into a complete shitshow.
𝗝𝗢𝗛𝗡𝗡𝗬 𝗪𝗔𝗦 𝗧𝗥𝗬𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗢 𝗔𝗖𝗧 𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗬𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗪𝗔𝗦 𝗙𝗜𝗡𝗘, he barely looked at natalia knowing that shannon was watching him and the way she was squeezing his leg let him know that she was still pissed that he hadn’t believed her about some random redhead coming to the apartment asking about him. never had he thought that it had been natalia. he was trying to stay talking with bobby, who he knew was just talking to fill the tense air between them. between making sure shannon was okay, talking with bobby as much as he could manage, checking his phone in case his mom needed him, he was still managing to drink more than he probably should be. what was supposed to be a fun night out to make things better had turned out to be a fucking nightmare.
𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗔𝗥𝗘𝗟𝗬 𝗟𝗢𝗢𝗞𝗘𝗗 𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥 𝗔𝗧 𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗔 𝗔𝗦 𝗦𝗛𝗘 𝗟𝗘𝗙𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗧𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘, instantly feeling shannon relax with her gone from the table and he barely heard bobby as he tried to explain things quickly, “ listen man, i’ve got enough shit going on. do what you want, ” he shrugs, knowing he didn’t have the energy to fight with him, he hated fighting with bobby and as much as it hurt that no one thought he’d want to know natalia was back in the country, he couldn’t even being to process that with everything else. he almost sighed with relief when his phone went off, picking it up and instantly excusing himself to speak with his mom whilst he could, knowing bobby would hopefully keep shannon calm whilst he spoke with his mom.
𝗜𝗧 𝗛𝗨𝗥𝗧 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥 𝗛𝗢𝗪 𝗪𝗘𝗔𝗞 𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗠𝗢𝗠 𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗗, but he would never not take her call at the moment, just out of fear he would miss his last chance to ever talk to her. it also helped him feel a little calmer with all the shit going on, just being able to talk to her and whilst he wasn’t about to explain everything that was going on now, he knew he would be calmer after talking to her because she always called before she went to sleep. something that his mom had said finally made sense, she had talked about seeing nat again and he had thought she had too ill to realise what was going on. as much as it stung knowing natalia had seen his mom before seeing him at all, he was glad that she had seen her because his mom had always loved nat, “ i love you, mom, i’ll come and see you in the morning, ” johnny says softly, hanging up the phone and taking this moment to close his eyes and just let out a breath. he almost wished that his mom had given him a good enough excuse to leave, instead he was going to have to go back in there and act like everything was all good. yet before he could go back inside, he looked over to see natalia crying and he couldn’t help but move towards her, “ you alright? i knew this night was a complete shit show but it can’t be that bad, ” he was trying to make light of it, there was so much he wanted to say but couldn’t say to her right now because it was not the right time.
THE THING WAS, NATALIA WASN'T EVEN MAD. She wasn't even really UPSET. She was hurt and felt blindsided by this. Yeah, she knew she should have made more of an effort to go see Johnny, but she didn't want to make it any worse on him. Seeing the way Shannon looked at her made it very known how she felt about her and that there was no chance that she and Johnny could have even the simplest of friendships.
Bobby did what he had to, she knew it. Natalia had never been one to take the hint when its waved in front of her. No, she had to have it bashed over her head for her to get it. Well, she got it and maybe this needed to happen for her to understand that they're not the teenagers they once were. Things weren't as easy as they had been.
She heard Johnny's voice and she jumped and nearly fell over, but she righted herself and lifted her hands to carefully wipe at her face as to not mess up her makeup. "Yeah -- yeah, I'm fine. Really." She smiled and looked up at him and for the first time all night she was able to really LOOK at him as she had been afraid to do it earlier. He looked... tired. A shell of his former self. Maybe she should have believed Bobby when he told her that Johnny had looked worse for wear.
Laughing at his words, she shook her head and carded her fingers back through her hair in an attempt to pretend she didn’t just have a mini - meltdown outside of the restaurant. She had never liked confrontation, even as a kid and she definitely did not like it now and hoped that this wouldn’t turn into one because she wasn’t sure she could handle it. Especially not with him. "This is a fucking disaster, Johnny. You can say it. I had no idea that he meant we were having this dinner with you. It's like high school all over again when we tried to do this and you were with Ali. But worse. At least Ali didn't threaten to punch me in the face." Which was the truth. At least she had been friends with Ali, somewhat. Looking back, she wasn't even sure that they were friends at all. But that was neither here nor there.
"Look. I have a lot of explaining to do, I know. I did try and get in contact with you. But... well, you're about to have a baby and I'm just some girl you knew in high school." She was oversimplifying it, of course. And she knew that she was NEVER just some girl. Especially not to Johnny, but it was a defense mechanism. And trying to lie to herself was the only way she could get through this without reaching out for him or saying what she really wanted to say. She had to literally keep her hands busy to keep from grabbing his hand. Even now, seeing him made her heart flutter and she could hear her pulse in her ears and if it weren't for her makeup she'd be blushing. It was the reaction she always had when she saw him. Pushing to her feet, she looked up at him and smiled and it was almost wistful.
"I have missed you, Johnny. I hope you know that. There's not a day that passes that I don't think about you, and yeah. Bobby has been on me about coming to see you after the whole... me already trying thing but I don't want to ruin your life. So it was just easier for me to stay away."
Easier? No. It was the hardest thing she'd ever done in her entire life minus leaving in the first place.
chrmatiica:
𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐒 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓, it was just his step - dad’s way of buying his silence for all the other bullshit that he threw his way during the year, another way for his mom to pretend that everything was perfect and that she had her nice little family. johnny didn’t always know what to get people, him and the other cobras didn’t really do gifts, they just got beer and tried to have a good night. he always struggled to get ali something and she always seemed disappointed with anything he got for her. it was bad when he didn’t know what to get his girlfriend and yet he never struggled to find anything for natalia. hence why after karate practice, he was headed over to her place to exchange gifts.
𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆, a little silver necklace with ballet shoes on it, that he knew she would like and it was something that he hoped she would keep. but he had also sat and take the time to make her a mixtape, a cassette of some of his favourite songs and her favourite songs. johnny was sat on his motorcycle, outside of natalia’s home, a place that he felt was more HOME than his actual home. he liked spending time with natalia, it was easy and he felt more like himself than he did anywhere else.
𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑, he finally moved off his motorcycle and headed towards the door, letting himself in because she had told him where the spare key was kept. he couldn’t believe how nervous he was, he didn’t know if nat was going to like what he had gotten her and he also knew that ali didn’t particularly like how much time he spent alone with her. taking a deep breath, he let himself in and called out her name, “ nat? you here? ” he called out, tongue darting across his lips, really hoping her uncle or whoever ivan was to her was the one actually here. closing the door behind him, he couldn’t help but smile at the decorations in the house, there weren’t many but it still looked better than all the ones in his house, “ place looks great. did you do this? ”
THEY NEVER WANTED FOR ANYTHING, HER AND IVAN. Her godfather just preferred to live more modestly just in case they had to move again -- which she hoped didn't happen because she felt more at home here than she had anywhere else they had lived. 'Last Christmas' was playing loudly on the radio when she heard the front door open and she poked her head out of the kitchen. "I'm in here." scarlet hair was pulled into a thick braid that fell over one shoulder. When he complimented the decorations, the smile beamed across her features. "I did! I went out and bought some things and your mom let me have some, too." Yeah, it was true that she spent more time over at Johnny's than she ever did here. But the door was always open for him when he needed a place to crash.
She had only been able to sit in one place for so long, but yet she still didn't go change. "How was practice?" she knew it had been rough on them lately, but she could offer her support whenever he needed it.
Trying to fill the air with conversation to try and hide how nervous she really was. Disappearing back into the kitchen, she took out the cookies that were in the oven before she gave her full attention to Johnny now that he was here. Moving over to him, she rose up on her toes and hugged him. "С Рождеством Христовым."
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⋯ ⤐ kiss + to comfort them. / robby, all the platonic kisses
THERE WAS NO COMMON GROUND BETWEEN NATALIA AND SHANNON and Shannon was the one who made it that way. They had always been tense, even before Robby was born. And there was never a day that passed that she didn't feel guilty about the tension she caused between Johnny and Shannon, even if it were only her going to check up on Johnny when she had come back.
However, the woman was his mother and she would always respect that for Robby's sake and she would never tell him that he couldn't see her. Even if those visits never went the way Natalia hoped they would. Yes, Shannon was in rehab where she needed to be, but that didn't erase the years of abandonment and abuse Robby went through. She did well at biting her tongue because she wasn't going to be that kind of step parent when she and Johnny took that step.
She waited out in the lobby and allowed Robby his time with his mother and she was flipping through some magazine when she saw him coming and there was a look on his face like he was trying not to show anything -- like he was trying to push everything down and that was something he got from his father.
The magazine was put aside and she quickly pushed to her feet and crossed the room so she could reach up and she grasped his face in her hands and brought his face down so she could kiss his forehead before pulling him into a hug. Natalia would always be there for her son, no matter what. "Everything okay? How did it go?" she wanted him to know that he could talk to her and she knew that it wasn't going to be easy for him to see Shannon but Natalia would rather it be her taking him than Johnny.
At least Natalia could keep her cool if something were to go pear shaped.
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𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹𝑬'𝑺 𝑨𝑳𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑨 𝑫𝑶𝑾𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬 . ( sentence starters originating from the fourth season of syfy’s ‘ warehouse 13 ′ . change pronouns as needed ! )
❛ what is it ? what’s happening ? ❜ ❛ are you alright ? ❜ ❛ this is wrong . ❜ ❛ you’re putting your life on the line . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to hold my hand . ❜ ❛ close your eyes , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there has to be another way . ❜ ❛ guess i’m not much of a hero , huh ? ❜ ❛ what aren’t you telling me ? ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you . ❜ ❛ i really hope you can forgive me . ❜ ❛ i would do it all again . ❜ ❛ the world is a better place with you in it , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you didn’t get permission . you rebel ! ❜ ❛ there are consequences . ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead . ❜ ❛ thongs give me a rash . ❜ ❛ who died and made you boss of me ? ❜ ❛ are you protecting me ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] said he was gonna tell you … ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner . a very nice dinner . ❜ ❛ when was the last time you slept ? ❜ ❛ what are you keeping from me ? spill . ❜ ❛ if you need me for ANY reason whatsoever , call me . but only if it’s important . ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot . i think we should just lay low & take it easy . ❜ ❛ OKAY , so many questions … ❜ ❛ look at you , having ideas ! ❜ ❛ i have ideas ! most of them are illegal . ❜ ❛ we both know this is about so much more than that . ❜ ❛ real suffering is knowing what lays just beyond your grasp and never being able to reach it . ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking . ❜ ❛ no . you don’t get to just quit on us . ❜ ❛ this is not a debate ! ❜ ❛ you slept with her , didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ can we just do this & go home ? ❜ ❛ for the record , i don’t want you out of my hair . ❜ ❛ this is not how i wanted to handle this , & you know it . ❜ ❛ there’s no turning back , now . ❜ ❛ i’m not even going to pretend to understand what you’re talking about . ❜ ❛ can i ask … what happened ? ❜ ❛ are you sure you’re okay ? you still look a little woozy . ❜ ❛ it went by so fast , i just … i honestly don’t know . ❜ ❛ i tried to tell you , but you didn’t want to hear it . ❜ ❛ all this anger & hate , it’s not good for you . ❜ ❛ how could you say that ? ❜ ❛ [ name ] , stop . look at me . ❜ ❛ i want to let it go . i really do , but i don’t know how . ❜ ❛ can you feel my heart beating ? ❜ ❛ what did you do to him ?? ❜ ❛ do you have a better idea ? ❜ ❛ forget about me , just save them . ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me ? ❜ ❛ take this , & disappear . ❜ ❛ [ name ] wouldn’t do that . ❜ ❛ i don’t see a way out this time . ❜ ❛ i just need you to trust me . ❜ ❛ there’s that smile … i’m glad it’s the last thing i’ll see . ❜ ❛ [ name ] … i never stopped loving you . ❜ ❛ don’t do this , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ there’s nobody there ! it’s just you , it’s just you . ❜ ❛ it’s gonna be okay , okay ? we’re gonna figure this out . ❜ ❛ i want you to leave . go . go , now . ❜ ❛ let me help you . ❜ ❛ you’re in my way . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , can you hear me ? ❜ ❛ what is it ? are you okay ? ❜ ❛ no one is giving up . ❜ ❛ i’m sorry , [ name ] , but that’s not gonna happen . ❜ ❛ just for once , will you please listen to me & do as you are told ? ❜ ❛ you can tell me where it is , or i can find it myself . telling me where it is is the safer choice . ❜ ❛ don’t do anything foolish , [ name ] . ❜ ❛ listen to me . we can help you . ❜ ❛ no matter what they say , it’s a lie . ❜ ❛ you’ve already lost this battle . ❜ ❛ i know you’re in there . i know you can hear me , so please - before anyone else gets hurt , let me help you . ❜ ❛ you know i’m capable of this . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , look , it’s over ! ❜ ❛ this is over when i say it’s over . ❜ ❛ i think this might be the end . ❜ ❛ i killed someone i love . ❜ ❛ i’m trying something different . ❜ ❛ i asked you to leave me out of this . ❜ ❛ maybe just … coffee , next time ? ❜ ❛ you will never lose this friend . ❜ ❛ another stereotype shattered . ❜ ❛ does [ name ] know who you really are ? ❜ ❛ i know what i have to do . ❜ ❛ you warned me . ❜ ❛ oh my god , he’s your ex - ❜ ❛ i don’t think that that’s relevant . ❜ ❛ i think i’ve had this exact nightmare before . ❜ ❛ do you need us to hate him ? because we can hate him . ❜ ❛ i’d really rather talk about this at another time that’s not now . ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings . ❜ ❛ you were always , always lying to me ! ❜ ❛ why do i suddenly want vodka ? ❜ ❛ we can talk about it when i’m dead ! ❜ ❛ i knew i was your type ! ❜ ❛ i know you can do this , come on - ❜ ❛ whatever it is , just trust me , tell me . ❜ ❛ the problem with hiding things behind glass doors is you can see through them . ❜ ❛ i guess you never really knew [ name ] . ❜ ❛ you really wanna talk about this ? ❜ ❛ i’ve been getting in touch with my sensitive side . knock , knock , [ name ] . i’m home . ❜ ❛ poetry sucks , because it doesn’t make any sense . ❜ ❛ it would be a lot easier for both of us if you weren’t here . ❜ ❛ my personal stuff cannot get in the way of this job . ❜ ❛ this is cutting it a little too close . ❜ ❛ i’m a liability … you can finish it up , i’ll wait in the car . ❜ ❛ that’s not even remotely funny . ❜ ❛ there are things that i can’t tell you . ❜ ❛ i’m trying to protect you . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , you never even said goodbye . ❜ ❛ you really want the truth all the time ? ❜ ❛ i was always scared i’d screw up , & it made me screw up even more . ❜ ❛ if i couldn’t make it work with you , then i couldn’t make it work with anyone . ❜ ❛ trust me , these people are not your friends . ❜ ❛ i couldn’t leave without saying goodbye , you’d never let me hear the end of it . ❜ ❛ why does everyone want to talk today ? ❜ ❛ you’re not thinking what i think you’re thinking , are you ? ❜ ❛ we need to stop cutting these things so close . ❜ ❛ you’re not listening to a word i’m saying , are you ? ❜ ❛ you’re relentless . ❜ ❛ how do you know [ name ] ? ❜ ❛ it’s late , you look tired . ❜ ❛ killed by a pirate ? that’s how i wanna go out . ❜ ❛ if i was stalking you , i would’ve known where you were at one o’clock in the morning . ❜ ❛ what would i do without you ? ❜ ❛ this proves nothing . ❜ ❛ you remember me . that’s good . ❜ ❛ i am way past believing anything you have to say . ❜ ❛ i wish i didn’t have to lie to you . ❜ ❛ i want to be mortal . ❜ ❛ what did you do ? ❜ ❛ you took everything from me . now , i’ll take something from you . ❜ ❛ i won’t leave you here ! ❜ ❛ [ name ] knows what i want . ❜ ❛ i have a score to settle . ❜ ❛ you have to go somewhere safe . ❜ ❛ [ name ] , be careful . i’ve already lost enough people that i care about . ❜ ❛ do you have anything else to do but look doubtful ? ❜ ❛ look , i know that you’re worried . ❜ ❛ i just … i need help . ❜ ❛ i’m not gonna let you ignore this . ❜ ❛ i don’t remember much . ❜ ❛ there’s no time . ❜ ❛ how long have you known ? ❜ ❛ you’ve been lying to me for as long as i’ve known you . ❜ ❛ i can’t just leave you here . ❜ ❛ you have to go . ❜
Different but the same...
-johnny lawrence & robby keene (son)
Ana de Armas in Entering Red (2019)
I loved you long before I had the guts to let you know.
William Chapman (via perfectquote)
@strkefrst
⋯ ⤐ "wait are you fuCKING MY SENSEI!?!?!?" (I HAD TO)
OF COURSE NATALIA HAD FULL INTENTIONS ON TELLING TORY, but she just hadn't had the opportunity. Sitting at the small table in their dining room with her coffee, she had snuck in not a few hours before and couldn't sleep so now she was nursing a mug of coffee stronger than she normally drank it. Tory's voice had cut through the silence before she saw her daughter round the corner into the kitchen and she looked up at her over her mug.
"Why do you ask?" First, she wanted to know HOW she knew in the first place. "And where did you come to this conclusion?" Tory was a lot smarter than anyone gave her credit for, that was for sure and she wasn't denying the accusation because it was true.
Natalia was surprisingly calm about all of this because she really had nothing to hide. She and Johnny had been a thing back in high school on and off, only seemed natural that they could pick up where they left off ( after some fairly rocky moments between then and now ). "Come. Sit down.. talk to me. Have some coffee. I brought home donuts."
доступ предоставлен ⋯ @vypcr
THE NIGHT STARTED OUT WELL ENOUGH. Bobby had told her that they were going on a double date with a friend of his, but he never mentioned who ( and to be fair, she never asked him. She was just happy to get to meet more of his friends since it had been so long ). Natalia had gone out and bought a new dress and wanted to make sure she looked presentable enough since she was still rebuilding her belongings since all she had had fit in her luggage.
Everything was turning out to be great until she saw the woman who had answered the door at the address Bobby had given her to where Johnny was... and then Johnny and her stomach dropped and suddenly she wasn't drunk enough for what was about to happen.
Yeah, she had been avoiding going back to see Johnny but she didn't think it would be quite appropriate after she and Bobby started dating. She was doing it out of respect and now she was feeling blindsided. She hardly touched her food and focused on a liquid dinner as the whole thing seemed more tense than anything she had ever been through before. Of course, Shannon recognized her. How could she not? Johnny hadn't even looked at her and Bobby was so tense beside her that she could all but feel it radiating off of him.
Suddenly she stood up without saying much of anything except a murmured, "I'll be right back." Standing up too quickly wasn't exactly optimal on a few glasses of wine so she steadied herself before she made her way outside and as soon as the cool night air hit her face she just began to laugh. She laughed until she had to sit down on the concrete flowerpot and then she cried. Elbows on her knees and her face in her hands and her whole body shook with the effort to contain the sobs that caused the trembling throughout her body. She was angry and she was hurting and worst of all, she was EMBARASSED. Deep down, she knew Bobby meant well and that this was something he had been pushing for, for her to actually go talk to him again but she just was finding every excuse not to so he took that excuse away from her. It was admirable, she gave him that. But it didn't make it hurt any less.
@strkefrst & @chrmatiica P A I N for Johnny and Bobby
