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Vee ✨ late 20s. Barcelona. | Story-teller. English Major. MA in Cultural & Postcolonial Studies. Multifandom blog. Gremlin behavior. I read and write a lot, but I'm probably making tea right now. my works ✍🏼 | substack ✨

[veephoenix]

"There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed." — Ernest Hemingway

These are RPF works. If this is not your cup of tea, please find another café—or in the words of Shirley Jackson, if you don't like my peaches, don't shake my tree. All my works contain sexual content and some deal with addiction, abuse, and mental health issues, so please, read at your own discretion. +18.

💫 indicates completed works.

series

THE INEVITABILITY OF LOVE AT SECOND SIGHT ✧.* Noah Sebastian x Lia Parker (ofc) — best friends to lovers summary: noah & lia meet as kids and grow up as best friends amidst the turmoil of their own lives and their shared passion for art and music. They're just the perfect best friends until something threatens to break that friendship. mb 1 | mb 2 | Fanart: xxx - xxxx - xxxxxx - xxxxxxx | lia's camera roll

THE UNMAKING OF A WARRIOR ✧.* 💫 samurai!noah sebastian x princess!reader — au, set in feudal japan summary: samurais are bound by an oath to sacrifice their lives for their masters, if required. Among the Daimyos, the Shoguns stand as the most powerful, with Noah’s master being a prominent military leader. Noah’s predicament arises when he becomes embroiled in a forbidden love affair with the Shogun’s daughter. Unable to resist the allure, he finds himself entangled in a passion that is sure to bring forth inevitable consequences.

TO DROWN YOUR SADNESS IN A SEA SONG ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x mermaid!reader — au summary: Noah’s music career has hit a roadblock, and it’s been months of him trying to break free from it. Instead, the suffocating grasp of his disappointment only increases, choking him. Desperate, one night he decides to seek refuge from the cacophony of this thoughts at a far-off beach, hoping that maybe, the soothing rhythm of the waves will calm his anxious heart and reignite his inspiration. Yet, as he sits on a rock and his gaze wanders the horizon, a glimmer of light in the sea catches his attention under the moonlight. When a figure emerges from the water at the shore, long hair cascading over a naked torso and silky skin, at first Noah think it’s a girl. He soon realizes it’s not. ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR | FIVE | EPILOGUE

INTO THE ABYSS OF BAD HABITS ✧.* noah sebastian x reader x oliver sykes - polyamorous relationship summary: things take an unexpected turn when reader spends one night with Oliver.  Noah, with whom she’s always had a good friendship that crossed the boundaries of “just friends” more frequently than often, finds out, and his reaction is far from delighted. However, a heated argument makes him realize his selfish tendencies toward her, and maybe it’s time he gives her what she wants, what she craves, even if it means having to share her with another man. 

WITH THE WAVES ✧.* noah sebastian x lola (ofc) summary: noah & lola meet on a surf trip to costa rica. drawn together by the ocean and their love for surfing and traveling, they start a slow, sensual romance that becomes a journey of self-discovery, healing, and growth. part one | part two | part three | part four | part five | part six | part seven | part eight | part nine | part ten | part eleven | part twelve

FAIRY DUST SERIES ✧.* 💫 oliver sykes x noah sebastian x ivy (ofc) — au Prelude Part one: The Wicked Fairy Part two: The Seducing Kitsune Part three: The Girl whose Blood Turned into Fairy Dust

standalone works

MELODIES DRIPPING SIN ✧.* 💫 oliver sykes x reader summary: oliver and his girl spend the night together after the brit awards

BUBBLES & SNOW ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader + their daughter summary: noah comes home from work right on time to give his babygirl a bath with lots of bubbles 🫧

WRAPPED IN WINTER EMBERS ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: noah and his girl set up the christmas tree and things get steamy

TANGLED PART i | TANGLED PART ii ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: noah and his girl are babysitting nicholas’ cat mimi for a couple of days before Christmas, but mimi proves to be more than a handful and noah is quickly reaching his limits as the cat wreaks havoc in the apartment.

THE LAST SONG ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: with the new album finally completed and a new song dropping in a couple of days, Noah takes his girl to the studio, hoping to show her around without the chaos of past recording days, and maybe, he can get that last song he’s been dreaming of.

YEARS OF SLEEP ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: noah and reader have been drawn to each other for years, but have never dared to act on it—until a wedding and a one-night stand, in which their buried feelings are brought to the surface, along with some misunderstandings.

TO HOLD YOU, TO HEAL YOU ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: Noah is exhausted. It feels as if he’s failing at everything, including at being the boyfriend his girl deserves. She’s there to reassure him that that couldn’t be further from the truth.

TALK SOME SENSE TO ME ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader (nicholas' sister) summary: Nicholas' sister is off-limits. It was never stated, but implicitly understood. And maybe because of that reason, Noah can't stay away.

UNDER THE STARS ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: noah and his girl spend a moment under the stars while on vacation.

UNTIL THE STARS STOP SHINING ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: noah and his girl spend an evening by the lake

ALL THAT'S LEFT ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: reader wakes up from a coma after a car accident

DEBTS TO PAY i | DEBTS TO PAY ii ✧.* nick folio x reader summary: reader goes to a motorcycle garage (the same one where Nick works) to settle her brother’s debt, only to find herself short on cash.

THE MIRROR ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: the mirror in noah's room watches everything

PIECES ✧.* 💫 noah sebastian x reader summary: Noah takes his daughter Ava trick-or-treating, but she doesn’t understand the rules and walks into someone’s house as if it were her own.

[petaltexturedskies]

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[bad-o-mens]

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[janniksins]

Anastasia (1997) Films I Watched in 2026 (10/?)

[saffronbaklava]

that coffee and pastry will save your life btw

[veephoenix]

Missing Noah and lia hours.

I have barely written anything in two weeks 🫣 And i'll be busy during June so I'm not sure when I can update.

I'll just drop here a few lines from next chapter's draft 🙃

“Oh my God!”

“What?” Noah called from across the clearing.

“You look tiny! People are going to think this is photoshopped!"

[13chancess]

push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

imagine someone listening to a song and thinking of you

[latenights]

People are prettiest when they talk about something they really love with passion in their eyes

[ghiblin]

HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE ハウルの動く城 2004, dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[favorite-aesthetic]

[jayunbroken]

this is @veephoenix if you ask me

[veephoenix]

me writing fanfiction

[maxxie-or-smth]

rule number one don't tell anyone anything ever

[hestiagf]

good morning soft sad freaks on an unprofitable website

[srdcovka]

WHAT

[novelconcepts]

Hey, man, c'mere. Listen. Get in real close, this is important.

You're gonna make stuff again. You're gonna make stuff you're proud of. You're gonna make stuff you're excited to share. You're going to feel that overwhelming drive to create, not just the frantic I want to want to you're stuck in now. You're going to have awesome ideas, and you're going to make them into reality. You're going to create again. You're still an artist. You're still a writer. You're still home to the same passion you had before. You'll find it again. It's not gone. It's just resting. Let it rest. You're going to make stuff again. I promise.

[idleminds]

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