ven

[veespee]

introduction

(EDIT: redoing this intro to match my new theme:3)

hello!

basic info about me: my name is Ven, i'm 16 yrs old, i'm greek, and my pronouns are she/they.

what i will post:

mostly poetry, small writing, headcannons (usually for slenderverse), quotes that i believe suit certain characters, moodboards, and maybe some of my drawings.

i enjoy analyzing media and rambling a lot, so i’ll be very happy if anyone really took the time to read any of my posts lol

you can ask anything, i honestly don’t mind unless you’re really weird, and can make any requests. i’m looking for fellow people around my age that enjoy my interests!

interests:

-slenderverse.

specific series: everymanHYBRID, marble hornets, tribetwelve, mydarkjournal, darkharvest00, whispered faith, stan frederick.

-ARGs, such as: mandela catalogue, the walten files, POSTcontent, i am sophie.

-video games, such as: night in the woods, life is strange. detroit: become human, what remains of edith finch, sally face, etc. etc.

-poetry about cannibalism, religious trauma, loneliness, limerence, yearning, and my favourite, canine poetry.

-music, genres i enjoy are: indie, rock, goth and new wave, death metal, slam metal, sludge metal.

specific artists: alex g, jeff buckley, elliot smith, radiohead, a perfect circle, nirvana, foo fighters, alice in chains, freshwater, deftones, cocteau twins, the cure, bauhaus, she wants revenge, london after midnight, christian death, mortician, death, field dressed, and more.

(visit my spotify if you're interested :))

-horror movies. (specifically: Texas Chainsaw Massacre, House if 1000 Corpses (+ all Rob Zombie movies), Creep, and lots more.

specific slenderverse characters i will/want to write about: HABIT/ Evan Myers, Jeff Koval, Vinnie Everyman/Caffarello, Steph, Dr. Corenthal, Alex (Koval and Kralie), Tim/Masky and Brian/Hoody, Noah and Firebrand, Kevin and Observer, Milo and Mr. Scars, Michael/Patrick, Shaun, Chris and Alex (DH00), Jesse Laurenzi, Heather McComber, Victor (MDJ) and Geneva, Tim/Mr. Flips, Robert.

things i don’t like:

-writing romantic scenarios about characters. i don’t like shipping, maybe some headcanons could be fine.

-NSFW. (writing nsfw, i am fine with nsfw jokes and such. just don’t go too far.)

-bigotry, obvious.

-zionists.

-ppl who defend Adam Rosner and Jeffery Koval.

things i do like:

-people interacting with me about my interests. please, do not be scared to interact with me and ask anything, i am very lonely. (/hj)

-getting requests. again, don’t be afraid to ask me anything and request anything.

thank you sm for reading!

[veespee]

hi

[veespee]

hey,darling,just checking in to see how are you doing.Hope this isn’t weird or anything,i just want to know if you’re okay.

lots of loves,flowers and a nice warm little pie if you like it

hello hello!! this is very sweet and not weird at all, don't worry :) and i love pies!

i'm alright! just very inactive loll. I've been kind of losing interest in slenderverse for a few months, and i got burnt out with writing and stuff. but i got into making edits! i am more active on my tik tok.

also, school's starting for me, so I'll be even more busy lmao, but i will post on tik tok whenever I can!

also for anyone wondering about the fics, they will probably stay unfinished I'm SORRY 😔 i don't really have the motivation to write, although i think about my mla0 fic a lot and i really loved the plot of it. if y'all want a continuation please tell me! then I'll actually be motivated to do it lmaooo

thank you soso much for checking in, and here's a link to my tik tok if anyone hasn't found it!!

[veespee]

okay y'all ik i'm not posting much but I just got hit with a realization while watching a Wendigoon video lol

i have a big obsession with the Wild West and literally anything that has to do with it so i was watching Wendigoon's video about the book Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy, and there's a character there named Reverend Green. so ofc i think Reverend Green from EMH, and i realised that the characters are pretty similar.

ofc there's the difference with the goat stuff, and Reverend Green in Fairmount actually did that to Vinny, while Reverend Green in Blood Meridian was falsely accused, i still found it interesting. i'm also wondering if HABIT was inspired by The Judge, but i need to look into that more.

[veespee]

just discovered your acc and oh my god! your creepypasta writing and depictions are so well done ♡ so many OG creepypasta stories are so poorly written so i am always so excited to see people telling their versions & characterizations. even your aesthetic is so nice

THANK YOUU! i'm assuming you're referring to my creepypasta AU (which i have abandoned sadly but i'm just waiting to get my drawing tablet fixed so i can actually draw my designs!) i just really love the southern gothic aesthetic and i'm a nerd for old horror movies so i just mushed those together. :3 didn't expect ppl to like it since i think it's pretty niche but i'm glad someone gets it!! 😭

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was planning on keeping this masky edit in my drafts for practice but i'm actually really proud of it so i'm posting it :)

[veespee]

hey ya'll - i'm alive. sorry for not posting for the 100th time, got major writing burn out and just haven't been doing anything for weeks lol, but i did get RDR2 for my bday so maybe expect some posts about that :3

anyway, i've been wanting to get into editing for some time, soo,,, here's an Evan/HABIT edit that took me like,, 3-4 hours to make 😭 very basic ik but this is my first edit ever so don't judge.

will also be posting it on my tik tok. (same username, @/veespee!)

[veespee]

hiiii I saw you carrd(it’s pretty!!) and I thought we had a lot of interest in common!!Anyway love your profile byeee

THANK YOUU!! i worked rlly hard on that carrd so i'm happy someone likes it :,)

also MyDarkJournal fan spotted!!!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAAAYY

THANK YOUUU!!! 😭🫶🫶

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it's me birtday

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hey yall, made a carrd for anyone interested

ven's carrd !

hello :3

[veespee]

'I won't care. Do it. Cut me open, HABIT, gut me like a fish. Cut off my fingers, chew 'em in front of me. I won't care, won't give a shit. I won't scream, I won't beg, I won't cry.' But you will. 

-HABIT, :D

[veespee]

hello it's me again!! I hope you feel better soon and take your time on the writing stuff, your mental health is more important!! Make sure to drink water and stuff, yadda yadda.

(sorry if these asks are irritating)

THANK YOU SM!! they're really not, i appreciate any ask i get even if it's silly :3

also my apologies for not replying, i reply to my asks and keep them in my drafts cause i forget to upload them like a dumbass 😭😭 i swear i'm not ignoring y'all i'm just dumb and socially awkward.

thank you again i'm trying to get better 🫶🫶 taking a sip of water rn!!

[veespee]

sorry for the 0 posts I'm deep in a depressive rut rn LOL and i have 0 motivation for writing soo,,, here are two shitty lil vinnie everyman mood board/stim board (?) thingies. don't know what to call it but yeahhh.

modern/yt vinnie_˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆｡˚

creds: x 📼 x | 🔪 📷 👓 | x x x

princeton vinnie_ ★₊˚﹟🪐'

creds: x 📼 x | 🕹️ art 🧩 | x x x

[pantamonte]

Many such cases

[vinbitism]

Ethan,,, gimme some tips for writing Vinnie x reader for my fic 😔😔 I'm planning a slowburn showcasing Vinnie's problem with lying and playing the victim + his codependency with HABIT and I'm having problems showing how his relationships are affected by that 😭

you're the Vinnie Everyman Guy™ so i trust you 🙏

OKAAYYYYAYYY so I'm gonna do my best... I WILL SAY I GO FOR EXTREME CANON so feel free to take the idea and shift it around a little bc I know people might not agree with what I have to say. and like you can obviously make this more romantic too, I struggle a little with x reader HELP. I LIVE FOR BEING THE VINNIE GUY™ THO

My hcs on what Vinnie Everyman would be like in a relationship:

(Have some songs that are kinda what it'd be like to date him)

- Vinnie would probably start off as like a gold star boyfriend, or potential boyfriend, he'd find a way to say the right things he'd make you feel so special honestly, but one thing about him is that he's a flake. You can't rely on him to be there for you because he's too busy being there for someone else, If this is with habit and not evan, you are going to have to deal with a VERY jealous Habit. And I don't mean it like he's jealous and wants Vinnie for himself romantically, he's more upset that YOU have the audacity to talk to HIS thing. His human (like the way he'd be upset if someone tried to steal one of his cats). Habit would probably go out of his way to sabotage your plans together because he doesn't even want Vinnie to consider leaving him at all. And over time Vinnie would go from being perfect to being more aggressive and a little neglectful honestly and you might have to beg for his attention for him to get into his head.

- ALSO!!! a BIG no is calling him a monster. You call him this and it's game over for you honestly. It's like you've activated a sleeper agent when you call him out on it, you can expect him to yell at you and maybe get physical (if you had already gotten physical with him first)

- Vinnie will not be willing to submit to you (I don't even mean this in a sexual way) I just mean he's NOT gonna do what you tell him to unless you literally SCREAM at him to listen to you. You have to tell him he's being crazy and he's gonna end up getting upset with you for judging him because he's CLEARLY not doing anything wrong

- Vinnie is extremely overprotective, like to the point where it's obsessive/creepy but to him it's just an average Tuesday. You can expect to find really small hidden cameras throughout basically every room in the house. And if you found them and confronted him or asked them about them, he's gonna find some way to make it seem like it wasn't him and he might even attempt to shift blame onto HABIT. He'll actually act as if he's there to comfort you and pretend like had no part in at all. He is NOT willing to own up his mistakes, he'd rather make you feel crazy than just tell the truth. In his head though he'd view it as if he's protecting you, as if he's keeping a close eye on you, but there's just a part of him that actually just enjoys to observe, he'd shift his whole focus onto you, he'd tell himself over and over, "This is for their safety, this is for them. For us." and he'll tell you that he'll help you get rid of all the cameras and you'll watch him throw them out but little do you know, he's got more that you never even noticed.

- He wants you to like Habit the way he does. it's a whole "If you're not with us you're against us," thing y'know?? Vinnie wants you to understand that HABIT is literally the only thing he has left and habit is just so strong and powerful (he pretty much worships Habit kinda like the way someone would worship a deity, even tho he's worshiping the wrong thing (he was MADE for slenderman, Slenderman LIKES Vinnie) and Vinnie would wanna drag you into his same headspace because why leave habit when he can just drag you back into the apartment with him and keep you trapped with him??? again, telling himself it's for YOUR safety and not just for HIS benefit.

- this brings me to my next topic, not only is habit going to be jealous, so is Slenderman. and Slenderman is going to be SO mad over your relationship it puts you at more of a risk so it's going to make Vinnie more protective over you.

- if habit were to bring you into their life, he'd probably make vinnie keep you away, and he'd only be cruel (barley physically unless you fucked something up and pissed him off) if you got in his way. When eating dinner, habit would only give food to Vinnie and he'd completely ignore you, he'd treat you as if you're a burden on him AND Vinnie. He wouldn't want Vinnie to be dealing with you because he doesn't want Vinnie to be distracted from HIS plan.

- Vinnie is a really gentle lover though, he's creative and he'll make you things, he'll take care of you like no one else ever has. But you're going to need to constantly reassure him that you're there for him and you feel for him and you understand him and that you don't hate him and that he's NOT a monster. He has BPD and he's likely to split on you if one small thing happens, he won't mean it but it'll probably happen.

- He MIGHT end up trying to kill you. He killed his prior girlfriend so in the end he might be convinced it's what he needs to do. Slenderman will be in control of him and he'll be stuck in a haze and it's like he wouldn't even be there when you're BEGGING him not to. You COULD SURVIVE MAYBE but slenderman might finish the job if you can't get away/break Vinnie's haze.

ANYWAYS IF YOU WANT SPECIFIC SCENARIOS U CAN ASK HEELPP I'VE LITERALLY SAID TOO MUCH THIS TOOK MW ALL DAY 😭😭😭😭

[veespee]

TY ETHAN!! I'll def incorporate some of this. the reader I'm writing is BPD coded, and has a few of Vinnie's characteristics. (splitting, attachment issues, fear of abandonment, overprotectiveness etc.) i more so want to explore how toxic and tragic a relationship between two unstable ppl would be + with the effects of HABIT and Slenderman, not really the romantic side!

also, i had the idea to make HABIT be fascinated with reader in *sort of* the same way as he is with Vinnie. the reader isn't going to be a doormat, they will actually fight back, and hard. and i think it'd be interesting to see a different perceptive to that kinda codependency HABIT has with Vin. HABIT will be fascinated by the fact that reader fights back, and the fact that reader absolutely despises him. Vinnie sees his situation as a sort of blessing and a curse to be around HABIT, while reader hates it and wants to knock some sense into Vinnie. idk if HABIT would canonically even want to give anyone else except Vinnie special treatment but i still think the concept is interesting :3

ANYWAY sorry for rambling, I'm very passionate about this 😭😭

[veespee]

me: i want online friends so bad i'm so lonely my mutuals are so much cooler than me

also me when i get a message: oh god what is that what if i say something wrong and they hate me *never answers*