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[veeyvonne]

One Day

I hope that one day this WHY pain I feel of the unknown reasons of what has been done to me disappears because this is the type of pain that creeps around my mind and destroys me for a moment of time. My life pauses for no reason when I start feeling this way. I question myself so much. Why did this happened to me. Did I deserve to be destroyed? I honestly do not think I deserved everything that my past relationship did to me. All I ever did was give it my all and love this person unconditionally. But for this  person to leave me like I was nothing for another person just really questions my thoughts if I could give all my love to someone worthy of it. Will l I ever be good enough for someone to not hurt me? will I ever be okay to love fully with out feeling like I am doubting my capabilities of giving my love to a new person? This time around will be so much more different but I am so scared to get hurt again so scared for the same thing to happen to me so scared that when I start loving someone again I do not want to feel restricted in giving them what they should be given by me. I just want to believe that ONE DAY I do not linger on these feelings of pain and doubtfulness of loving. I am not afraid to try again but this pain of WHY has such an affect on me whenever it comes around out of nowhere. ONE DAY I will not feel this way. 

[veeyvonne]

Pain

It is okay to feel the pain of the past. A past relationship that you thought would be the relationship that would last a lifetime. You do not need to have feelings for that ex significant other to still feel the pain of the what he has done to you but just be able to still try to feel every emotions to heal fully. There are going to be nights where you are going to question yourself why everything happened the way it did. You might even feel as if you are never going to be enough for anyone, you may feel like a wall is so high up that you close yourself to anyone who even wants to try love you, you may feel scared to even try again to love, and all these feelings are all valid. But please try to remember pain is not there to punish you but to make you stronger from here on out. It is fully okay to feel pain but please do not forget to move forward. Feel every emotions because in the end it will make you stronger. You may not see that at this exact moment, you will get up after feeling it all through as much as possible and tackle the day with a stronger perspective. When a person is able to destroy another person that they claim to love, you are not the problem they are. Do not ever question yourself because babygirl you are worth loving. You just gave the wrong person all the love you had to give. Gather yourself, love yourself again and whatever happens beyond everything else do not question yourself because you did nothing wrong to deserve this, please get that through your head. Feel everything, it may be painful but you will see the light in all this soon. 

[quotemadness]

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.

Stephen Chbosky (via quotemadness)

[hplyrikz]

“There’s a brief moment when you first wake up where you have no memories, a blissful blank slate, a happy emptiness, but it doesn’t last long and you remember exactly where you are and what you are trying to forget.”

— Carrie Bradshaw, The Carrie Diaries (via hplyrikz)

[hplyrikz]

“Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.”

— (via hplyrikz)

[extramadness]

[tipsymaple-blog]

I may not be a perfect person but at least I have never yelled at an employee in a store

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[hplyrikz]

This will make you feel better

[hplyrikz]

You never realize the holes a person leaves behind until you fall into them.

Neal Shusterman, The Dark Side of Nowhere (via hplyrikz)

Clear your mind here

(via hplyrikz)

[livelokai]

[hplyrikz]

The only two important things in life are real love and being at peace with yourself.

Jonathan Carroll, Sleeping in Flame (via hplyrikz)

[hplyrikz]

I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

Jenna, Waitress (via hplyrikz)

Clear your mind here

(via hplyrikz)

[hplyrikz]

“I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking toward me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you.”

Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Prince (via hplyrikz)

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