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aar. they/them.

[kuchipachi]

white flag by lucia gallipoli

[mothercain]

is it true that it's happening to everybody?

baby it really and truly is

[vegancinnamonroll]

dietitian did a preliminary screening for mcas a few weeks ago and was like “uhhhh so you passed that with flying colors….” so i have an eval w an allergist/immunologist in a few weeks. i actually feel?? hopeful?? bc we’re realizing that a lot of my seemingly disparate and unexplained symptoms could be mcas, and mcas is treatable! my dietitian had me increase my antihistamines (that I’ve already been taking daily for the past two years) and that’s already had a big impact. like, fewer headaches, fewer seizures, less nausea, less joint pain, WAY less itchiness, etc. there are even things that we thought were ed symptoms (high anxiety after eating, purge urges, etc) that could potentially be explained by mcas. idk, i really hope that this is *the* explanation, that i finally get treatment that works instead of escalating symptoms, that i can reduce doctors appts. would literally be a dream come true. 😭

[dailycatsblog]

[stahsm]

“Cleaning the House” painting by Sally Welchman.

[herpsandbirds]

Cape May Warbler (Setophaga tigrina), male, family Parulidae, order Passeriformes, Magee Marsh, OH, USA

photograph by Ashish Kotian

[vegancinnamonroll]

got a massage today and the person was like “there is…..so much happening in your body” so that was validating and a little sad lol

[lakevida]

lowkey i am anguished

[lobstabear]

To my 25 - 35 year olds, you've reached the age where people around you are starting to give up on themselves because they think it's too late. Don't let that energy rub off on you. It's not too late.

[vegancinnamonroll]

neuro recommended an inpatient stay for 5-7 days to monitor my seizures 🫠 nottttt looking forward to being confined to a hospital room while they do everything they can to trigger seizures, but i scheduled it for after the school year ends, so at least i won’t have any other responsibilities and maybe it will give us answers? sigh.

[clleanlliness]

life is better when you're not malnourished btw

[softpng]

the workday/weekend ratio is so off. like ethically.

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had suchhhhh a good grad school weekend (did two great presentations and successfully ran group counseling!) but also had four seizures sooooooo you win some you lose some

[girlikeahole]

morning/night person is a false dichotomy because its impossible to have any energy at any point of the day

[oyalivvs]