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[veikkoalen]

my fics and tags

art tag halonocturne art; writing tag halonocturne writing.

remedyverse

amalgamation/storytelling (scratch/reader)

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wake writes an ending (rewriting of hiss incantation for wake introspection/loose scratch-wake interaction)

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afterlife (headcannon on thomas zane/barbara jagger existence in the cauldron lake)

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ACT 6 3 SCENE 8 – TAKING CARE (slow dancing with unspecified amount of actors)

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confluence (caseys overlap. uh-oh)

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The Dark Doppelgänger in the Art and Life of Thomas Zane (wakezane are sharing a meltdown)

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особый день каждый день (зейн/читатель)

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random snippet on alan losing it

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the dead of night (max payne x reader)

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ритуал спасет тебя (взамен сожрав меня) (скрэтч/читатель)

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the duckie request by haveievermentioned!

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various drafts

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посетитель (уэйк/читатель)

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the crossroads, the currents (dylan dreams of the dark place) – requested by ghostlighthouse!

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МЕТАНАРРАТИВНЫЙ кросс с бличом в аске

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you will escape and we will never escape

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rainbow six siege

the name to stick to (reader somewhat coping with harry's death)

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random snippet of reader talking to fenrir about train dilemma

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yakuza

heat death

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call of duty

precipice (oc yapping basically)

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[veikkoalen]

that's where the patrons send the doorman after i ragequit

different cuts

[veikkoalen]

hell screen? more like hell of a screen time for one picture

more saturated version under the cut

hes kinda funny i might even read lc plot past canto 5

[veikkoalen]

– Uhh... no?

– Man, you reek gasoline

[puchinaa]

Husband matirial <3 (Im in LOVE with this guy...///) PART ONE

[uehulnah]

i tried pixel art and my victim was my butterfly boy

[petersolarz]

Mazzoni wave © Peter Solarz

[ludotpng]

Been drawing plenty of scrappy little things on paper recently ... It's fun

[creatureesque]

this is ridiculous

[splihlih]

no idea what I have done

[love-bigboss1fan-me]

DS2 spoilers incoming

I’m probably going to get shit for this but I honestly don’t care. If you don’t like Higgs Monaghan that’s fine just understand this is from someone who adores him so I guess warning for an unpopular opinion

To say I’m more than a little ticked off with the Drawbridge crew is a massive understatement. They all have situations similar to Higgs and the only difference is that they get help. I can understand Higgs’s frustrations and pain with Fragile because her willingness to help the others and abandon him makes me incredibly angry with her. This unwillingness to help also makes her look so much worse in DS1 because Higgs has no journal entry of Fragile trying to help him and him brushing her off. It tells me that she didn’t fucking try. The way Fragile and Sam brutalized him is haunting because you see Higgs losing his mind as they do it his laughter and saying “I’ll take the damage and the goods I don’t break that easy.” It paints this horrible picture of him trying to keep himself together as he was on The Beach. Seriously this scene hasn’t left me alone since I have seen it along with the scene of him talking about being alone for “tens of thousands of years” . The fact Fragile and Sam can do what they did makes them the biggest hypocrites I have ever seen. You might think oh that’s harsh or Higgs had it coming. Let me remind you that Amelie in my opinion the next most hypocritical character/ most manipulative who is considered all alone (debatable but I’m not here for her) she with her many crimes is given a hug. A simple hug and someone saying they understand. And what does Higgs get for submitting to loneliness and depression? Death. Just F U FRAGILE AND SAM!!!! F the both of you!!!! Fragile Higgs told you immediately what Amelie was planning and what the F did you do?! You left him!!!!! You left him!!!! Just how Higgs speaks of loneliness just shows how much his biggest fear came to pass. The fact he gave up because he knew no one was coming for him breaks my heart and you can see how much it broke him. The fact he didn’t even struggle or even make a sound when he finally dies just says so much about how he gave up. Hell Sam couldn’t even so much as say his name despite knowing it. I might do a deeper analysis into Peter soon but right now I’m incredibly sorry for him and how he has been alone all his life.

[veikkoalen]

ds2 spoilers

i thought i was going insane when i immediately compared rainy's backstory cutscene to higgs' situation.

i mean i could say that death stranding is about the transactional nature of the relationships since everyone apparently secretly hates each other and only needs their dooms? but honestly speaking i just think kojima is incapable of writing characters who actually change meaningfully throughout their story. nobody in ds1 actually changed, sam for sure didn't, and everyone who did – well, either it was because you narratively have to hook everyone up to the chiral network or it was done in the most idiotic way like with amelie/heartman or it was just a big misunderstanding™.

i genuinely didn't think higgs' portrayal would be so one-dimensional. like, you could at least make cutscenes during his final monologue? with like actual 'going insane' part. but no, just deal with five minutes of monologue. and the dumbest fucking death possible. okay. okay. cool. i guess i'm going to lie down for a while

[zinyli]

Hi hi commfishions…..

[veikkoalen]

yknow i wouldve taken higgs being absent in ds2 over what i got

[lasanha-do-lidl]

Since I posted them on Bluesky, I'll post them here too: some doodles from my Dota2 sketchbook (yes, I have a specific sketchbook just for Dota).

Don't worry about that Ringmaster censor, there's nothing there.

[petersolarz]

Untitled © Peter Solarz

[my-russia]

Kazan, Tatarstan

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[seaside-library]

Hello! Could you do a post about the violet sea snail? I love them, they look very distinguished.

Indian Ocean Friday- Violet Sea Snail ˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌊 ˚˖𓍢ִ✧˚

The week is over, and for our final day, Indian Ocean Friday, violet sea snails have been requested 💙

Scientific name: Janthina janthina

Status: N/A

Class: Gastropoda

Population: N/A

Lifespan: 10 years

Have they been on Octonauts?: No

The violet sea snails can be found along the coast of almost every state in Australia, apart from the Northern Territory. They spend most of their lives floating on the surface of the ocean, using their own bubble raft covered in mucus. Their shells are a vibrant shade of purple. Violet sea snails can sometimes be found washed ashore. Whilst they are floating out at sea, they feed on cnidarians such s blue bottles and By-the-wind sailors. Violet sea snails are the most common member of the Janthinidae family.